1079 Because of love, not because of anything else

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"Did you eat too much fried chicken?" Looking at Zheng Xiuyan's sincere expression, Li Junhan's face was very embarrassed.

"Oppa, have you been feeling tired lately that you're dating a girl like me?"

"Yes." Li Junhan nodded, "We are not Lee Seung Gi and them, there is no obstacle to meeting and dating, why do we have to hide from each other like this!" Seriously, if you were really with me, you wouldn't have the mood to struggle alone......"

"I can't do anything, can I?" Jung so-yeon smiled.

Li Junhan was silent.

That's what he thinks.

It's just that he hasn't been sure whether to tell Zheng Xiuyan about this kind of thing before.

If you're distracted just because I'm going to be distracted and can't focus on what you're going to do, that's actually ...... Anything can do the same thing.

"Oppa, you're right." Zheng Xiuyan sighed and nodded, "Do you know why I don't have to go to the store when it's the golden period of Christmas sales, but I'm in a daze at home?" ”

"Actually, I want to ask." Li Junhan nodded.

"I found that when I went to the shop to do things, not only did I not help, but I ...... It will be counterproductive. Zheng Xiuyan's face was depressed.

"You're the boss, there's no need to do everything......" Li Junhan instantly switched to a comforting gesture.

"Although the sales in the store have been good in the past few months this year, and the brand seems to have become much more popular, I know that it is your credit to oppa, not my relationship." Zheng Xiuyan sighed, "You wear a set of clothes at three o'clock and three meals, and the same style will be sold out or even out of stock the next day, and the ones you don't wear ......"

"This is the endorsement effect!" Li Junhan smiled, "It doesn't matter!" I don't want your endorsement fee. ”

"I want people to like what I've designed, not just because you wear it, so you buy it!" Zheng Xiuyan shook her head depressedly, "Now like this, I really feel very uncomfortable." ”

"......" Li Junhan didn't know how to persuade him.

This...... It's not a problem at all, okay?

"Just now, when you ordered takeout, I called the store and asked, and the two sets of clothes that appeared on the show last Friday were out of stock." Zheng Xiuyan sighed, "Other styles...... The sales are relatively average. ”

"What the hell are you trying to say!" Li Junhan is already a little angry.

"I just want to say, oppa you want to help me, I know, but I don't want to hang myself on oppa. I wanted a little bit of my own space. ”

“…… I won't wear your clothes anymore, okay? "Li Junhan is really a little angry." You watch and do it yourself, I don't care about it at all, it's okay, right? ”

"Just now, oppa, you said, you used to be basically just a holiday anniversary?" Jung so-yeon changed the subject.

"yes." Li Junhan nodded, "It's basically nothing." ”

"What about today...... You're really here to see me, aren't you? ”

"Nonsense!"

"And then? Are you not going to go back in the evening? ”

“……”

"Actually, I didn't want to drive you away." Zheng Xiuyan saw Li Junhan's constipation-like expression and laughed, "But...... Xiujing's words just now reminded me...... oppa, you're going to get married again after all, right? You're going to have a baby, right? ”

"I can wait a few more years, not in a hurry." Li Junhan instantly understood what Zheng Xiuyan was going to say, and hurriedly said: "Anyway, I'm in my thirties now, I don't have to get married and have children before the age of thirty, like Brother Rui Zhen and Brother Guangkui, they are both in their forties, and they are still single......"

"But didn't you say it on the show before? You still hope to get married as soon as possible and have a ...... child," Zheng Xiuyan smiled.

"Is there one? I don't remember. ”

"What you say subconsciously is the most true!" Zheng Xiuyan looked at Li Junhan, who couldn't remember there, and sighed softly, "And I'm the one who doesn't want to get married at all......"

“…… Why? ”

"Oppa, why do two people who love each other have to get married when they are together?" Zheng Xiuyan looked at Li Junhan very seriously and asked.

“…… Isn't this a natural thing? Why ask why? ”

"If you're hungry, you want to eat, but you can also eat fried chicken!" Zheng Xiuyan raised the fried chicken nuggets in her hand, "People who love each other don't have to get married together, right?" ”

"But ......"

“oppa。” Zheng Xiuyan smiled, "You see, I finally found our most important disagreement on one issue. ”

"What kind of disagreement is this!" Li Junhan said angrily.

"Why not? I know oppa you like me and I like oppa you too. You can't live without me...... Actually, I can't do without you. Zheng Xiuyan said with a smile: "But I don't want to be tied to oppa by you like marriage, every day I feel that oppa you are by my side, it is natural and protected by the law, if oppa you go out to ...... with other girls" said, pointing to the TV, "If you flirt like that, I can go to court to sue you, and then get a large amount of alimony......"

"Wouldn't that feel safe?" Li Junhan was a little confused.

Zheng Xiuyan ...... Haven't you always felt too secure? Why did you suddenly think like that......

No, it doesn't seem to be like that all of a sudden.

"No! Because that would make me feel less in crisis. Zheng Xiuyan shook her head. I'm going to get stupid slowly, so stupid that I don't know that I have to dress up and appear in front of you every day, so you won't look at other beautiful women, stupid enough to think that as long as you spend a little less oppa your money every day, I'm a great and very good wife, stupid enough to start believing in the so-called sense of responsibility and obligation......"

“……”

"So, even if I was with oppa, I would be the same as I am now." Zheng Xiuyan smiled and opened her arms, "Go and make money by yourself, and then, dress yourself up beautifully, don't be a woman who can be recruited by oppa, when you think of me, you must also miss you to see me." Normally, I'd rather be alone than stick to you. And when I feel lonely and lonely, I think of oppa you, just because I love you, not because you are my husband...... So, can you accept OPPA? ”

Li Junhan was stunned for a moment.

"Don't be too quick to answer. oppa。 Zheng Xiuyan smiled, "Think about it." Maybe...... Next...... Maybe not just two years, many years, I wouldn't have chosen to live under the same roof with you until I was confident that I could stand up straight in front of you. Maybe only Valentine's Day in February, as it is now? See each other. Then, see you for my birthday in April, OPPA's birthday in September, and then Christmas like today. See each other four times a year. Are you really okay with that? ”

Li Junhan was quiet.

"I'm not like oppa, I ...... when I miss you," Zheng Xiuyan said, and pointed to the TV, "oppa, you will always appear on TV, although you will act with other women to make me jealous to the point of madness, or cut sorghum in the field, but I can always see you." But next month, after I officially terminate my contract with our company, you won't have any chance to see me on TV again...... Maybe...... From your birthday in September next year, you won't remember that you want me to spend it with you, right? ”

"Even so, you still have to stick to your current state?" Li Junhan's face had completely sunk.

He was really angry.

So much so that Zheng Xiuyan skipped what she said about terminating the contract with S.M next month.

“oppa。” Zheng Xiuyan shook her head, "I prefer my current state of life. To live for yourself, do what you want to do. ”

"Even if you break up with me for this?"

"Oppa, you don't mean to say that you have so much affection for me, do you?" Zheng Xiuyan suddenly smiled.

"It's not. I just want to know why. Li Junhan said seriously: "I'm just curious...... Why? ”

"Oppa, what do you think I would be in if I was really with you?"

“…… You can be whatever you want......"

"No, oppa, you're wrong." Zheng Xiuyan smiled and shook her head, "You know, in fact, I never made breakfast by myself. ”

“…… You can also do nothing! I don't have to ......."

What is the reason for this?

"But oppa, you like to eat the breakfast I made!" Zheng Xiuyan also put away her smile and became serious again, "Oppa, you are so good to me, the only thing I can do for you is this breakfast!" ”

“…… Do you like to do it or don't like it? ”

"I don't know." Zheng Xiuyan shook her head. "I love the happy look on your face when you eat, but for myself, I hate the alarm clock that wakes me up every morning. Also, I don't like the fumes in the kitchen. So, without oppa when you're there, lately my breakfast has always been just what to eat. ”

“…… It's just because I make a breakfast and ......" Li Junhan felt very aggrieved.

"No, that's just the beginning." Zheng Xiuyan sighed, "If I'm with oppa, I'll think, oppa, you like children, so should I give birth to one for you?" However, I have to be pregnant for several months to give birth, and my whole body will be swollen, and I am thin, and I have to worry about whether I can have a smooth birth when I give birth, and whether I will leave a scar if I have a caesarean section...... But for the sake of oppa, I will still give birth...... And then, more and more, in fact, I don't like to do things that I don't like, but for you, I will do them, because when I see OPPA, I will be happy...... But as soon as that time passed, I would fall into endless troubles and regrets......"

“…… Hentai ......"

"I still think about it every morning when I eat breakfast by myself, why when I lived with oppa you before, eating breakfast was like a battle, even if I didn't do it for oppa, you wouldn't blame me......" Zheng Xiuyan sighed. But I know that as long as we live together, I'll still get up in the morning with dark circles under my eyes and make you breakfast. ”

Li Junhan also sighed.

It's such a simple truth, everyone understands it, it's just ......

"Then I'm going to start complaining about you. If you're not that fond of pan-fried bacon, I don't have to. If you don't like children, I don't have to give birth......" Zheng Xiuyan continued very seriously: "I will transfer a lot of anger caused by the unhappy consequences of what I am willing to do for you, and then start to regret it......"

“…… Love and marriage are meant to be sacrificed for each other. Li Junhan can only say that.

Wisdom.

"Yes, and, if you really love each other, you won't mind how much you give, I know all about it, I understand it." Zheng Xiuyan nodded, "But the problem is, I don't know when I suddenly broke out, made a big fuss with you oppa, and then ...... Everything is out of control. And oppa, you don't even know why I'm like that. Like now...... A dazed face. ”

"Probably not, right?"

"How not. Oppa, it's not like you don't know how impulsive I am. Jung so-yeon smiled.

Li Junhan wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

"And then I'll start counting down here what I've done and how much I've sacrificed for oppa...... And oppa, you will feel aggrieved, obviously you didn't let me do it, why should it be counted on your head? Zheng Xiuyan was still smiling, but her smile was a little bleak, "Then I will feel that my efforts are in vain, and then I will be bored...... You might just jump off the Mapo Bridge...... Or in the middle of the night, when you fall asleep, you get a kitchen knife in the kitchen, and then when you come to your senses, you regret dying with oppa......"

It was quiet in the room.

Zheng Xiuyan's breathing was a little short, obviously, she was very excited about what she said just now.

"Then why do you have to work so this fashion brand or something? This is also what you like to do? Li Junhan broke the silence.

"Yes. I love it. Zheng Xiuyan nodded, "Then, because of oppa, your endorsement has become a mess now...... You see, it's not your business, and even if you have good intentions, I'm just complaining about you. ”

At the end, Jung so-yeon smiled.

Li Junhan also smiled.

Indeed, grievances.

"Then why do you think that when you earn about as much money as me, you can face me with dignity?"

"Because in everything but that, I feel like I'm better than you oppa." Zheng Xiuyan raised her head slightly, "I look ...... It's pretty too, right? ”

"It's beautiful."

"It's not a small reputation, right?"

"Just kidding, it's been a few months since you quit girlhood, and it's still making a fuss on the Internet."

"That's right...... But...... We live in the most important thing in this world...... Actually, it's still economic strength, right? Zheng Xiuyan was a little helpless, "Eating what you want to eat, doing what you want to do, and playing what you want to play, it costs money!" But I really have nothing to spend your money justifiably, and then I think I'm willing to be with you oppa again as this girl's reward for you...... This mentality! I have always believed that no matter what is done in this world, the effort is always proportional to the gain, and if I don't do those efforts, I will get some gains...... So, I'd rather be out of sight and out of mind, and only see you once in a while, so that when we're together, we only focus on each other and nothing else, and don't even have time to feel sorry for you. Like this afternoon, the two of us were just leaning against each other, oppa, what was going on in your head at the time? ”

Li Junhan shook his head. Thinking about what? This afternoon has passed like that, and it is completely in a daze.

"Your brain is blank, isn't it?" Zheng Xiuyan smiled slightly, "I'm ...... too"

Speaking of this, Zheng Xiuyan shook her head and did not continue.

"Then I can ...... all of these things now."

"Then I think, oppa, you gave up such a superior living condition for me, should I do something for you?"

“……”

Knot. Li Junhan saw it.

However, can he say that Zheng Xiuyan is wrong?

No, there's nothing wrong with it at all. Not only is it true, Zheng Xiuyan's three views are so positive that Li Junhan is almost about to give a standing ovation.

Can...... Why does it have to be in this situation!

"Oppa, really, go back and think about it." Zheng Xiuyan finally calmed down, she was a little excited, and quieted down, "Are you willing to accept my current state of life, or ...... Just give up. ”

"I don't want to give up." Li Junhan said lightly.

"Then oppa, you can accept this state, meet four times a year."

Be quiet.

"I think I'm going to go really crazy." Li Junhan let out a long sigh. The eyes are a little wandering.

Then, soon, her eyes returned to Zheng Xiuyan.

"If you die, I'll be with you." Zheng Xiuyan said there as if she was joking, "However, I hope that being with you will be something that I will never regret." Because at least since I decided to stay with you with OPPA, I've never felt like it was a bad decision. ”

Li Junhan didn't answer.

"Even when I had a headache because of making breakfast, I never regretted it." Zheng Xiuyan added again. "I don't want to regret it later......"

"Okay, let's not talk about that." Li Junhan sighed, "Tonight...... Well, the next time we see each other will be two months away. ”

“…… OPPA, did you decide to accept it? ”

"Or else?" Li Junhan closed his eyes slightly, and opened them again, "At least I don't regret being with you now!" Like you said, I've sacrificed so much for you, it doesn't matter if I do a little more, does it? ”

“……”

"Don't you want to owe me?" Li Junhan smiled, "What I want you to owe will not be paid off in this life." ”

“……”

"Okay, the fried chicken is going to be cold, let's eat it first." Li Junhan picked up a piece of fried chicken and gently stuffed it into Zheng Xiuyan's mouth. "I just heard you say that you're going to terminate your contract with S.M next month? Coming to JHL? ”

…… (To be continued.) )