Jiang Xueyun was not happy in her heart, these days, she felt as if a big stone had been pressed in her heart, no matter what she did, that stone would not linger.

She pondered these things repeatedly, she felt that she was too cold to He Fei these days, she thought about He Fei's appearance when he came home and was at a loss, and thought that she had broken up with He Fei almost every time these times.

This phenomenon has almost never passed in the history of her and He Fei's marriage for 20 years, including the last time He Fei was with An Dong, she was really sad, and she didn't quarrel with He Fei, but chose to run away from home to calm her emotions.

She didn't know what had happened to her lately, she felt as if she had become a glass man, very fragile, as if she would shatter if she wasn't careful.

Perhaps the more perfect the marriage, the more forbidden it is to be harmed.

In the eyes of others, she and He Fei are the same person, she has not experienced any setbacks, and has grown up smoothly since she was a child, in fact, only she knows that she has not experienced any setbacks, but that time, she would rather forget than remember.

That was her mother, who was also an intellectual, working as a teacher in the only middle school in the county at that time, almost the same year as An Dong's father committed suicide, and that year Red Xiaobing also posted big-character posters to her home. The students who originally loved her suddenly became enemies who were different from her, and they said that she was a stinky old nine and a bourgeois stinky thinker, because her mother was an intellectual, paid attention to hygiene, and washed her face with soap every day, and as a result, she was criticized as a stinky old nine with capitalist ideas.

My mother was young at that time, and I couldn't accept it for a while, and my mother, who had always been kind and temperamental, suddenly had the nerves in her brain like she had gone mad, and she couldn't get out. Mother is crazy.

At that time, Jiang Xueyun was still young and didn't know these things, her grandmother took her and her sister to the house in time, while her father accompanied her mother to accept the criticism of the red soldiers at home, but in the process of criticizing her, the red soldiers found that she was already unconscious.

They were moved by compassion and stopped criticizing her, and at this time, her father began to take her mother around to seek medical treatment, which was about a year or more. For more than a year, my father took my mother to countless hospitals, took countless medicines, and my mother miraculously recovered.

The father took her and her sister home, and they did not know a series of things that happened at home when they were not at home, but they felt that their mother was quieter than before, but she was still as gentle and good-tempered as ever.

Growing up in such an environment, Jiang Xueyun and her sister Jiang Xuehua's personalities are a little more tranquil than other people's children. Only they know that Jiang Xuehua's personality is more cheerful and neat than Jiang Xueyun, and Jiang Xueyun is more like those gentle women in Jiangnan, gentle and kind, quiet and happy, and the craziest time is to go out drinking with He Fei.

She didn't drink alcohol before, but He Fei was a painter, he liked to drink to find feelings, he involuntarily always instructed Jiang Xueyun to drink some wine, back and forth, after a long time, Jiang Xueyun also began to drink, almost every time he and He Fei happily finished drinking, returned home, took a bath, and slept with each other.

Their family is a harmonious family that the neighbors generally envy, including the seven-year itch of other people's families, they have been married for a long time, and the flat feeling of two people touching their right hand with their left hand has almost never been in their family. Otherwise, when others joke, they always say that they are golden boys and girls, and they don't eat fireworks in the world.

Knowing that his mother had been stimulated to get sick, and that his father was critically ill a year ago, he felt that he might be leaving this world soon, so he unconsciously talked more, and unconsciously told Jiang Xueyun about his mother's irritated nervous disorder when she was young, Jiang Xueyun felt a little shocked at that time, and felt sorry for her mother, but she forgot it after a while.

However, from last year to this year, in less than two years, He Fei actually betrayed her twice, she felt that she really couldn't accept this matter in her heart, if it was An Dong's incident, she could still forgive them, after all, she understood An Dong. To be honest, I also feel sorry for An Dong, at that time, An Dong's dearest husband passed away, An Dong is such a persistent and enthusiastic person, she can survive strongly during that time, she is Amitabha Buddha in her heart.

She couldn't tell herself, she didn't hate An Donglai at all from the bottom of her heart. Because the woman who was with her husband was An Dong, she quickly comforted herself and let go of this matter, especially when An Dong went to a foreign country and went to the United States, she thought of this incident and missed An Dong deeply in her heart. For He Fei, she quickly forgave him, but lived quietly as before.

She didn't blame He Fei when she remembered that incident like other women, but never mentioned it from then on.

Now she has a faint feeling of indescribable doubt in her heart, can it be that I didn't blame He Fei for An Dong's matter, why don't you think you can act arbitrarily? Did you think I didn't care about that kind of thing, so I got involved with Gu Xiaojing again? An Dong can go to a foreign country for the sake of my marriage, and no longer contact He Fei, so what about Gu Xiaojing? Gu Xiaojing divorced her husband for why she didn't, so what is she going to do next?

Thinking of this, Jiang Xueyun shuddered.

She calmed down and thought about it, feeling that she was too cold to He Fei these days, she had clearly felt He Fei's confusion, she felt that she shouldn't treat He Fei like this, in her heart she sometimes regarded He Fei as her own child like He Yiming and He Yijia, because He Fei was kind and gentle like a child.

She felt sorry for him, thinking of this, she reorganized her thoughts, cheered up, and went into the kitchen, she looked at the food in the refrigerator, there were some slightly wilted vegetables, she opened the freezer again, took out a tilapia soaked in water and slowly thawed. Then start washing the vegetables, soak them in water, and make them green and firm again.

Jiang Xueyun was busy, and before she knew it, an hour had passed, she looked at her watch, it was already half past six, she wanted to call He Fei, but at this time, the doorbell rang, and she ran to open the door with wet hands.

The door opened, and it was not He Fei who came in, but Li Tie with a depressed face.

What's wrong, Li Tie? Jiang Xueyun felt that Li Tie's expression was wrong, and hurriedly let him into the house.

Li Tie entered the house and asked, why not?

Jiang Xueyun looked at her watch and said somewhat unnaturally, she hasn't come back yet.

I must have gone to Gu Xiaojing. Li Tie said a word, which made Jiang Xueyun's heart sink.

Sister-in-law, Li Tie didn't care about Jiang Xueyun's feelings, and said to himself, Sister-in-law, do you know why Chu Yu doesn't love me? She rejected me outright today, saying she didn't love me. I asked her why, and guess what she said?

Say what? Jiang Xueyun asked somewhat mechanically.

She said she loved Tan Zhijiang. Li Tie hung his head and said dejectedly, don't you say that she is cheap, he loves Tan Zhijiang, Tan Zhijiang is the director, and he has a wife at home, how can people divorce her and marry her, do you say that she is not in the water of her brain? Li Tie chattered and said, a woman, an unmarried woman, dared to openly say that she loved a married man, what happened to this person now? There is also that Gu Xiaojing, who has a good life, but she has to divorce something, and she doesn't see that He Fei is a painter, can he make money? If I, Li Tie, can earn thousands of dollars by painting like He Fei, and I am like Tan Zhijiang, can she Chu Yu look down on me?

Li Tie, don't say it. What nonsense? Jiang Xueyun was upset by what he said, originally she wanted to cook the meal as before, and wait for He Fei to come back to eat together, but now that Li Tie said this, her heart suddenly became confused, she raised her head and looked at her watch, it was already six forty, at this time, under normal circumstances, He Fei had already returned.

I didn't say nonsense, sister-in-law, there are really fewer and fewer women like you now, but why don't you cherish it and mess around with women again and again. Which of the two women he said he was looking for could compare to you? Li Tie was angry, and said to himself, you are beautiful, virtuous, and good-tempered, you look at this table of dishes, why don't you know how to be satisfied......

Li Tie looked at the table of dishes, his stomach growled, he saw Jiang Xueyun wearing an apron, quietly busy on the side, he felt extremely warm.

Speaking from the heart, when I lived with Liang Shuping before, Liang Shuping didn't know whether she didn't like him and didn't want to cook for him, or she didn't like to cook by nature. Especially after the divorce, he is a single, the whole family is not hungry when he is full, and he makes do with a meal, where has he enjoyed such warmth except for pouring a lot of beer and white wine into his stomach?

He looked at Jiang Xueyun and said, Sister-in-law, I'm hungry.

Jiang Xueyun looked at her watch, and couldn't help but feel sad again, she didn't know where He Fei was now, was she really with Gu Xiaojing as Li Tie said? She suddenly thought of that time, when He Fei and An Dong were together, she didn't care much, in fact, in retrospect, there were really many times when she cooked a meal, and waited for He Fei to come back to eat at home alone, but she waited left and right, and disappeared for a long time. called, why not have this thing from time to time, but later, knowing that he and An Dong have never been separated, she knew that at that time, He Fei was with An Dong.

She wanted to pick up the phone and make a call to He Fei, but what was the use of calling, he didn't want to come back, and he would still say that he was busy or had something.

Thinking of this, Jiang Xueyun's psychology was melancholy, she untied her apron and put it aside, sat opposite Li Tie and said, eat, eat while it's hot, it'll be cold in a while.

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