Chapter 25: Enlightenment

Wu Xintong heard Chen Muqin's words, and smiled, feeling a little like she could see the moon when she was open, she had been waiting for this promise for a long time. The girl's love started early, she was just her Mu Qin's brother's little tail when she was a child, playing behind Mu Qin's brother every day, using the so-called "Lang riding a bamboo horse, going around the bed to make green plums, living together for a long time, two little guesses," it is not an exaggeration to describe them: when she was a child, her Mu Qin brother fished for lobsters, she took a bamboo basket for him, Mu Qin's brother and his friends went swimming with their bare butts, she stayed on the shore to look at his clothes, she never cared how other peers shaved her face and laughed at her, and she didn't play with girls of the same age in other villages, She was just willing to follow her brother Mu Qin, even if she didn't go into the water herself, she just looked at his clothes on the shore and watched him have fun in the water, which was a good feeling; In the summer, they went to catch the turtle together, she would always hold Mu Qin's brother's hand, and when she caught it, she jumped up and bounced happily to give him her joyful childhood memories, all of which remained in her heart, like a carving knife, which lasted for a long time. However, I don't know when it began, they seemed to be gradually estranged from each other, her Mu Qin brother was more willing to play with boys as he got older, they made slingshots and birds together, climbed trees and dug birds' nests together, went swimming together, went to game halls to play games together, and even got together to secretly smoke cigarettes from adults, until they choked out tears, and teased each other, she had fewer and fewer opportunities to follow him, she was also sad, and the sadness of the cardamom years came so turbulently, She had always thought that they would be able to do the same when they were children, she married him, formed a warm family, she washed for him, cooked, gave birth, he worked, she ran the house, how happy and happy that life was! But since they entered the teenage years, everything seems to be different from what she thought, and throughout junior high school, although he will still take care of her, he will always take care of her like an older brother takes care of his sister, which is not what she expected. Before the high school entrance examination, she mustered up all her courage, let go of the girl's reserve, lied, said that her bicycle was broken, and took the opportunity to get close to him, and they approached again, she was really happy, very happy! When the results of the high school entrance examination came out, they were able to go to the same high school, and she was even happier, she thought that they could naturally come together, go to high school, college, graduate, work, and get married together. But the events of this morning told her that everything seemed to be not so simple. Hearing the conversation between her grandfather and Brother Mu Qin, she didn't complain about him, she also had cranky thoughts and doubted life, but she really couldn't let go of him, she persevered, and finally kept the clouds open to see the moon, the window paper between the two was pierced, he gave her a promise, she also believed in his promise, she knew that he loved to read history books, admired the ancients to take life and death lightly, and never promised easily.

"Ah, I'm going to have a hot meal, you and Grandpa must not have eaten enough!" As he spoke, he got up and jumped to the kitchen, his pace was so brisk, love can change a person, it is indeed true. Chen Muqin lay down on his back, his nose was full of the girl's smell, closed his eyes, and thought. I really wasted food because of choking, and I was worried! Seeing Evelyn betraying Leif, she fears that she will be betrayed, which is the behavior of the weak, and what is the difference between those who are choking and worrying about the sky? When you see someone choking to death while eating, you are so worried that you don't dare to eat, isn't it going to starve to death? Worried that the sky will fall, and hiding all day, wouldn't there be nothing to do? Grandpa is right, Buddhism talks about casual fate, what is casual fate? Maybe it's like the Taoist law of nature, go with the flow, don't resent, don't be aggressive, don't force, can afford to take it, and let it go; It's not just to let go, it's to grasp the opportunity, it's your own to seize, not your own don't need to force it. Maybe I'm still not confident enough! Only cowards are afraid of failure, and they must be strong, so that they can be filial to their parents, repay their grandfather, and protect the people they want to protect. Yes, everything depends on fate, grasp what can be grasped. The young man's mood seemed to be suddenly brightened, he jumped up excitedly, saw a book of Zhang Ailing's anthology on the desk, took it casually, opened the title page, and saw that it was a line of juanxiu pen words, standard regular script, writing "Gu Yu Qingming, Mo on the grass green, waiting for the reading, I wish to hear Qi Nan." Chen Muqin muttered, "I'm really stupid, okay!" There is an old saying: "The third life cultivates good karma, and in this life you have to smell the fragrance of Qi Nan." The cold window is a green scholar with a broken lamp, and a woman with a yarn at the reed ferry. "I still hurt Xintong's infatuation so much!" Gu Yuqing, "Isn't it my birth time, "Mo Shang Boy's Travel" is an ancient song that I like quite a lot, I'm waiting to read it, I wish to hear Qi Nan, isn't it her oath to show her heart? I will not fail her, the young man swore in his heart.

After the two of them ate, Wu Xintong took Chen Muqin's hand and went out for a walk, the old man stroked his beard behind him and smiled, this kid finally opened his mind, and he didn't waste his enlightenment. The two went out along the trail not far from the south to the west, crossed the weir, continued westward, came to the river, blowing the river breeze, a large poplar forest on the other side of the river, a piece of green, many people in the river were busy supporting the boat, they were either under the net, or under the cage, sprinkling sweat, looking forward to the next day's harvest, there were many ducks in the river swimming in flocks of water, from time to time to put their heads into the water, often a small harvest when they were lifted, swallowing the food in their mouths, and smugly "quacking". The two found a clean place to sit side by side, and the girl put her legs together, her hands propped up, looked at the scenery on the river in the distance, and exclaimed, "What a beauty! The boy stretched one leg straight, propped up one leg, and put his hands back on the ground, squinting slightly at the sun that had gradually set westward, and responded with "Yes! It's so beautiful, Gu Yu is clear, Mo is green grass, I'm waiting to read it, I wish to hear Qi Nan. Xintong is really a talented girl! When the girl heard this, she covered her face with her hands and said angrily, "Brother Mu Qin, you laugh at me!" The boy sat up, crossed his legs, pulled the girl into his arms, stared into her beautiful eyes, and said softly, "I'm sorry!" I didn't understand it before, and I never will! The girl blushed, stretched out her hand to cover the young man's mouth, and said, "Brother Mu Qin, don't say I'm sorry, don't say it in the future, I'm willing!" "I thought in my heart, I am willing, willing to love you all my life, waiting for you to miss you. The girl felt the beard on the side of the young man's mouth scratching her palms, a little itchy, and giggled, "Brother Mu Qin has grown into a man, and his beard has grown." The boy put his chin on the girl's smooth forehead, rubbing it gently, causing the girl to laugh even more, the girl just dodged gently, and was unwilling to leave the boy's arms, because the feeling was really good at this time, and she was willing to go on like this, even if it was a lifetime, two lifetimes, and life after life!