Chapter Seventy-Three: Rejection is the Aftermath
Ruan Xingyan couldn't help but be touched when she heard Seventeen Jun's words, how could her gentle and elegant master ever speak harshly to people?
She took his hand with one hand and smiled at him, "Master." ”
"Apricots."
"I'd like to talk to him alone."
"Hmm." Seventeen Jun responded, looking at her with deep eyes.
Ruan Xingyan looked at him and scratched his palm with her fingers.
He curled his lips and chuckled, and said, "I'll wait for you outside." ”
Their tacit understanding has long been cultivated invisibly, a smile, a word, and a small movement are enough to make each other's hearts move.
"Didn't you know my dad for a long time?" She asked.
She didn't believe that she would meet him twice by such a coincidence, unless it was arranged by his father.
"Yes." He replied, "You said that you were going to see your father abroad that year, but you stubbornly refused to send you from his company." He knew that I was going to fly to that country too, so he asked me to take care of you on the way. ”
Ruan Xingyan was not angry with her father for hiding her, she hadn't seen her father for a long time, and now when she heard what happened before, she always felt that she was in a dream.
"Yan Yan, when your father first knew that I liked you, he actually didn't agree with you marrying me. It wasn't until you disappeared that he told me that if I found you, he would agree to our marriage. At that time, I told myself that I must find you. He stepped forward, "Yan Yan, you come here, I'll come here." It's a chance God gave me, isn't it? ”
Ruan Xingyan looked at the void with a trance-like expression, "You never persecuted me before. ”
Ye Hanxing once refused to marry her and cut off the will of the former Queen Mother, and the long-legged uncle did not force her to do anything, but now he wants to make her the queen with an edict.
"Yan Yan." He put his hands on her shoulders.
Ruan Xingyan raised her head and asked him, "You are now the emperor and the king of a country, what kind of woman do you want?" ”
"Yan Yan, I just want you."
"A commoner with no identity, as the emperor of a country, the civil and military officials will not oppose you?"
"Yan Yan." Night Hanxing's eyes were firm, "I just want you." ”
"Everyone in the world knows that my master and I are lovers, but you have a false harem, only one emperor and queen. Do you want the whole world to accuse me of being a scourge? ”
"I'm not going to let that happen."
"It's not going to happen, and I don't want to. What I like is my master, and I will not marry anyone but him. ”
"Yan Yan, I don't believe it, you don't like me?" If she didn't like him, she wouldn't have accosted him, and she wouldn't have wanted to fly every time she saw him. He knew that she liked him, but she was too innocent and timid. When he proposed, she was so scared that she kept avoiding him, so he kept giving her time to grow up.
She replied, "Even if I liked it, it was before, it was because I was young, ignorant, and mistook admiration for love." I've always just liked you. And my Master, I love Him. ”
"Yan Yan, do you know what love is?"
"I'm not a child anymore, and you don't want to treat me as a child anymore, you can still figure it out if you like and love me." Ruan Xingyan raised the yellow silk silk in her hand, "This holy decree, if you announce it to the world, I will leave here with my master and never come back." Even if you force me to stay, all you will leave behind is a body. ”
As soon as her hand was released, the object in her hand fell to the ground.
Ye Hanxing looked at her with complicated eyes, "Yan Yan, do you hate me?" ”
"If there is a day, maybe I won't even have the energy to hate."
He lowered his hands and looked at him with a complicated gaze, "I want to ask you one last thing. ”
"You say."
"On your eighteenth birthday, I proposed to you. I thought you would at least respond to me, but you hid from me for a month. At that time, I knew that you were really a child who had not grown up, although you usually have no taboos when you speak, but when you really talk about your feelings, you like to escape. ”
"I'll be waiting for you that month, hoping you'll figure it out. Sure enough, a month later you happily called me and said you had come to me. I'm waiting for you at home, and I wonder if you're connected, and I'm no longer avoiding me. I'm glad I thought so, but I didn't wait for you to come. Later, when I went back to you, you kept avoiding me. Can you tell me what happened at that time? ”
Ruan Xingyan bit her lower lip, she had wanted to be with him.
She remembered that she had gone to him with great interest that day, only to see the scene of Sister Lyza kissing him, and she flinched. She had to admit that she had liked him, and when he proposed, she was shocked, but she couldn't help but be happy when she was alone, and in the complicated mood of nervousness and excitement, she calmed down for a month before she recovered. When she made up her mind to go to him, she didn't want to continue with him at all when she saw that scene. He was ten years older than her, and it was normal to have a past. She couldn't accept that he had a past at all, so she continued to choose to escape.
In her mind, the emotion and the body are separated, and she will not accept such feelings.
"It's too late to say this, everything that happened in the past is in the past. Brother Hanxing, I only have my master in my heart now. So I don't want to talk about the past. ”
"Lysa was there that day, were you already downstairs at my house when you called?"
Ruan Xingyan nodded. She wanted to surprise him that day, but he gave her a scare in the end.
"I didn't have anything to do with her." Nightshade still wanted to explain it to her. He didn't know that he hadn't avoided Lysa that day, and he would be seen by Yan Yan and let them miss it.
Ruan Xingyan made these words clear to him, and felt much better. She interrupted him, "Brother Hanxing, you are gracious, in that world you died because of me, and I remember this kindness in my heart." But I can't repay it with love, and when I have one person in my heart, it's hard to fit another person. For more than a month, because of your affairs, I have been condemned in my heart and have thought a lot. You are now the king of a country, even if there is no master of mine, I will not be your queen. ”
Two people who love each other will be happy together. She knew that he was good to her, he was sincere to her, and she couldn't return his pretenses. What she can do is to return him a true heart, which can be a friend, a relative, but not a lover.
Ruan Xingyan stepped out of the room and saw a slender figure standing not far away, and couldn't help but pity her.
She stopped and whispered, "Yaoji is a silly girl, why can't you see her infatuation?" She is kind to us, and she is kind to you. ”
"The grace of salvation cannot be recompensed. If she wants my life one day, I have no objection. ”
Ruan Xingyan was silent. He didn't have the same idea as himself, he couldn't give Yao Ji sincerity, he could only choose not to respond.
In the world of feelings, no one can dominate the hearts of others.