Withered vines and old trees, faint crows, small bridges and flowing water, ancient roads and westerly winds and thin horses. The sun is setting, and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world.

This classic noun originally described the sorrow of a wandering traveler, but Xu Ying felt that he was talking about himself.

Her mood at the moment is just like the person who broke her intestines!

Standing on the river bridge, looking around, the high-rise buildings in the distance are full of prosperity. Under the bright sun, the fine gold on the surface of the river jumps, sparkling, as if full of vitality! It's just that who knows that her heart has long been tormented by this prosperous earthly world, leaving only vicissitudes and desolation

The sunlight melted on Xu Ying's side face, making her pale and gloomy face a little warmer, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, like mockery, like grief!

What's more sad than meeting an ex-husband who once looked down on me when I was down?

But Xu Ying knows that there is no sad urging, only more tragic urging.

Her ex-husband, who was once disliked by her, is now the head of a house, but she was cheated of money and got into a lawsuit.

A friend introduced her to a notoriously upright dean, hoping to help her appeal again, but she met her ex-husband in the dean's office.

The young and immature face has the majesty of a middle-aged man, and the once familiar voice has become more rich and magnetic.

If it weren't for the table, the sign clearly read: Dean: Liu Mingda. She didn't even dare to admit it.

I heard that he relied on himself to sit in his position step by step.

I heard that he was upright and righteous, did not take bribes, and was a rare good official.

I heard that he is not a woman, he doesn't socialize, and he is a rare good husband.

I heard that his mother was kind and filial, and his life was happy and beautiful.

Heard......

In short, in today's society, he is a rare clean official, a rare good husband, a filial son, and a very happy family life.

Before she went, she was still so envious of his wife, who could marry such a good man, unlike herself......

But God don't want to be so ironic, this good man turned out to be her ex-husband who she once abandoned.

used to be so proud and felt that he was not worthy of him, but now that he appeared in front of him so down, Xu Ying felt ashamed, and an unspeakable sourness rose in his heart.

When Liu Mingda saw the name on the materials, and when he found the figure of his ex-wife from this woman with a vicissitudes of life, his eyes widened in shock.

Her mind still flashed with his surprised and incredulous look at the time.

Come to think of it, he never thought that he would meet his ex-wife who betrayed him and hurt him like that, right?

He didn't look down on himself, nor did he sneer at himself, but asked himself if he was doing well? Ask yourself what's going on with the lawsuit.

it,, it's okay! If only she could be here?

But the more the other party treated her like this, the more guilty she felt in her heart, the more uncomfortable she felt, and the more she felt sorry for him.

Xu Ying, who couldn't bear it, ignored Liu Mingda's pursuit and ran out, and she didn't know why, she actually ran to the riverside.

Ridiculous! Irony!

But it's more about remorse!

Xu Ying burst into tears with laughter.

But no matter what, life has to pass, and what should be faced still has to be faced.

Xu Ying inhaled, trying to calm the surging emotions, and reached out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks. She had to go back and get her lawsuit back, and then leave the place, and never come back.

She turned from the river bridge, ready to jump onto the bridge deck from above.

But because she stood for too long, her feet were a little numb, she didn't listen to the call, and she didn't step on one foot, and Xu Ying fell backwards.

Behind her is the rolling Songhua River, she doesn't know water, if she falls down, she will drown.

Xu Ying snorted lightly, and quickly grabbed the railing of the bridge, and the fast action can definitely apply for the Guinness Book of Records, she knows that this is the subconscious effect of people when they encounter danger.

Her hand grasped the cement railing, and she struggled to climb up, she didn't expect anyone to save her, now people are indifferent, others may be afraid that she will touch porcelain.

Xu Ying, who was working hard, suddenly flashed in her mind a scene from her time in the mood for love, which she was reluctant to recall in the bottom of her heart.

She lives in the Central Plains, and she has no intersection with the Northeast.

But because of an accident at home and a large amount of money, a distant uncle of hers who worked in the Northeast introduced her to a family in the Northeast.

The conditions of that family are very good, and they don't need a woman from other places to be their daughter-in-law, but because they have a good relationship with her distant uncle, they promise to meet each other, even if it doesn't work, they will try to help them as much as possible.

At first sight, the man took a fancy to her innocent appearance and her gentle character, so he made a dowry and married her from the Central Plains to the Northeast.

Xu Ying remembered the days when she first arrived in the Northeast.

The Northeast is vast and sparsely populated, and the people are fierce, and Xu Ying's already restless heart is even more uneasy.

She felt rude to her hot-blooded and straightforward husband, and she was afraid from the bottom of her heart and refused to make love to him.

A straightforward and capable mother-in-law, she feels that the other party's words are too straightforward and hurts her self-esteem, and she can't get along.

She doesn't like her brother and sister who can speak well, because she feels that the other party has stolen her limelight.

The silent father-in-law is fine, but she can't get used to a lot of habits.

Xu Ying is unaccustomed to all kinds of things.

She was used to eating pasta, and she felt that she couldn't swallow the porridge and rice.

She was used to sleeping on the wooden bed, and she couldn't stand the scorching heat of the kang in winter and summer.

The winter was so cold, the dripping water turned into ice, and she couldn't even get out of the door, Xu Ying was frozen and cried.

She couldn't get used to life here, and she felt like she would die if she continued to live.

But she didn't know that she couldn't get used to all the time of others, and others also thought she was hypocritical. It's getting worse and worse for her.

The worse she was, the more unbearable she became, and she ran away with a man when she couldn't bear it anymore.

The man is a southerner, a sweet-talking and gentle tired man.

Xu Ying felt that she had fallen into the whirlpool of love.

For the sake of love, she can ignore everything and abandon everything!

She had a sweet life with the man for a few months, but unfortunately, the man had a family and a wife, and he just lied to her.

Xu Ying, who was abandoned, knew what it was like to be abandoned, and only then did she know how her departure hurt the husband who loved her, she regretted not being at the beginning, but she had no face to return to the Northeast.

After many years of being alone, she has been chic, happy, and down, and she is still alone after many years.

Now that she is now, she is no longer lead, except for sadness and vicissitudes, what is she left with? In this life, she was such a failure, it was she who ruined herself with her own hands.

Xu Ying couldn't help laughing wildly, and sour tears poured out of her eyes

I have nothing, nothing left, do you want to go back and beg Liu Mingda to fight a lawsuit for yourself?

Even if you win the lawsuit and your money is going to be returned, can you really be happy?

Do you have the face to beg him?

Xu Ying bit her lower lip fiercely, her facial features twisted together in pain, and tears fell into the river like beads with broken threads.

Jiang is so big, her tears are so small, let alone waves, not to mention the waves, even a ripple will not rise.

What else does it mean to be alive?

Life now is meaningless to her, and it is better to be free than to live like the walking dead

Xu Ying smiled and let go of that hand.

That's the end of it.

End your miserable life, end your ridiculous life.

Xu Ying, who fell into the river, silently closed his eyes, and his sad expression was gradually replaced by calm and quiet.

If there is an afterlife, she will not live like this again, she is willing to be a strong woman in the northeast where people can freeze to death, guard a home, and live in peace......