Chapter 650: Baili Chu's Confession 2
Circle by circle, outlined on the lake of my heart. 『』【. There are many books, and the update is fast] This kind of emotion is unconscious, and in the end it has evolved, unable to extricate itself.
By the time I was thirteen, I was able to come to terms with my own inadequacies.
No more impatient hysteria, no more hesitation and abuse of yourself. Just like a jade, it stands quietly in its own world.
It's just that because of the cold body, every winter, the outer cold and the inner cold overlap, forcing me to return to the threshold of life and death, and I just want to choose one or two sections in despair.
However, the orange girl she would inadvertently squeeze into my mind.
Once I remember it very vividly, her soft little hand, tugging on the sleeve of the national teacher, her voice sticky and pleading, "Daddy, what kind of disease does Brother Chu have, you are so powerful, you can cure him, you can cure him, you can cure it, you can cure it, you can cure it."
It never occurred to me that my innate cold poison had been completely stripped from my body.
Because he has been thirteen years old, he has searched for good doctors all over the world and eaten all the magic medicines in the world, so he left this weak body and survived.
Tortured by pain, why not live a shorter life
Just seeing the pity in her eyes, my heart felt like it had been stung by a needle.
The National Teacher once prophesied that the prince and the princess of our dynasty were destined people.
When I think of the connection of this "destined person", I can't help but look into her face.
Looking at her crooked eyes and smiling, her bright dress like a bright sun, as if looking at all her dreams will come true.
It turned out that I was extremely glad in my heart that I still had this relationship with her.
But I will also hate myself, can my wretched body have a future with her
When I was thirteen years old, the National Teacher walked into my palace ecstatically.
I took out a set of indescribable silver needles and said that this could cure my cold poison.
It's just that I'm an experiment, I don't know whether it's successful or not, I only know that a dead horse is a live horse doctor.
It was then that I began to persevere, full of pain, and live in a process of nirvana.
The legs were able to move, and it took three years to overcome.
However, I was filled with joy and sorrow in my heart, and I did not dare to make this truth public, because the National Teacher had said that the truth about my integrity could only be announced on the day I got married.
The object that came to my mind on the day we got married was her, and she was the only one. It is known as the song of the destined person.
I thought, then wait a little longer, God knows the blood in my whole body is boiling, and I want to sue her while I hug her, I am in good health and can give her a good future.
However, there is hope, and there is despair.
She seems to be more loyal to the Third Emperor Brother. Her joys, sorrows, and sorrows all revolved around the other person.
Every time, I watched her pass by my side like a white gull, and turned to the third emperor brother.
It was as if I heard the voice of loss, as if I was used to waiting.
Looking back at the ground, the footprints of her stepping on the ground, my heart was so sticky, so thick and bitter.
Life is still so peaceful.
Jump to that year I was eighteen and she was thirteen. I said it would be good to wait for me for two years
In fact, this is the expectation in my heart, waiting for her to catch the courage given by the whole world and propose marriage to her. It can be regarded as the best interpretation of the destined person.
It's just that fate plays tricks on people, and she is always on the verge of kicking, and I missed her.
was forced by the mother to marry another woman. I couldn't resist, and the two-year contract expired, and I failed to fulfill my promise to marry her.
She seems to be getting farther and farther away from herself, and for a while she has contributed to eternal hatred, I am desperate, I hate, all the stumbling blocks that force me to marry, so I am blocked from being with her.