Li Feng raised his head suddenly, only to find that the wind was getting stronger and stronger, and countless silver snakes flashed in the sky that was originally just a little cloudy at this moment, and a series of thunders kept exploding, and in the thunder and lightning, the thick dark clouds like thick ink rolled and rushed to quickly cover the sky and pressed down, full of dark clouds covered the top, when Li Feng looked at the vision in the sky in a daze, the originally bright sky quickly darkened and darkened in the bleak wind, just like Li Feng's heart at the moment .......

After realizing that the existence of the bottom of his heart was not the result of his own schizophrenia, Li Feng couldn't say anything on his face, after all, "he" had helped him, but in the bottom of his heart, he was already thinking about how to get rid of this monster, and he was high-spirited, but now Li Feng doesn't think like this, the helpers that people find casually have such power, and they can easily change the color of the world in an instant, which is ...... How can the small self compete with Haoyue, no matter what thoughts you have, you can save it.

Li Feng lay on the ground like a dead dog and couldn't get up, just barely smoked a cigar from time to time, the only thing that was still moving was the tail of the golden retriever, it was indeed dead just now, Li Feng has a particularly keen sense of what death is, but this guy is now squatting in front of him and flicking his tail, Li Feng doesn't want to think about anything anymore, his body and mind are messy, and some messy things around him are very normal.

"I think I need to sleep for a while, Li Feng, when are you going to get smarter......

After saying something slowly in his heart, he fell silent, and Li Feng still smoked from time to time without moving, and soon after, the wind was a little lighter, and then the goose-featherlike snowflakes fell silently and slowly covered Li Feng.

The snow was white in the dim sky, and there were people laughing and people exclaiming in the distance, but this had nothing to do with a quiet corner somewhere, and I don't know how long later, a mobile phone rang in a layer of snowflakes, fortunately, there was no one here, otherwise it would definitely be a big start, Li Feng struggled after a pause, answered the phone, and told Jing Jing that she would go back soon, so that she didn't have to worry about it Li Feng tossed for a while before standing up and standing up with his crutches, Listening to the muffled thunder that still sounded from time to time, he shook his head and moved home a little bit, when Li Feng just took the first step, another small snowdrift bounced off and a little golden retriever happily followed behind Li Feng, Li Feng stopped and looked back at the puppy, sighed again and continued to start his trek with difficulty, he knew in his heart that this was no longer his original dog, but it seemed that there was nothing to say, because he was not his original self ......anymore.

Reluctantly went upstairs, after opening the door and entering the house, the little golden retriever was very happy to look around and sniff, Jing Jing called it in the kitchen, originally called Xiao Jin quietly The puppy would immediately run to find Jing Jing, but now Xiao Jin turned a deaf ear, Li Feng glanced at this kid and planted it half dead into the sofa, quietly worked for a while and came out and picked up the puppy running around, Xiao Jin was picked up as soon as the dog eyes were very unkind and stared at Jing Jing, and there was a whining threat in his throat, it seemed that he would bite Jing Jing the next moment, But after Li Feng just raised his head and stared at Xiao Jin unkindly, the kid immediately nodded and shook his tail indiscriminately, and stretched out his tongue and licked Jingjing's hand to show his understanding and affection for Jingjing.

Li Feng lowered his head and touched his cigarette roll and ignored it, and quietly didn't notice this scene, but hurriedly hugged the puppy and asked in a panic while patting Li Feng: "I don't know why it suddenly snowed heavily, did you fall like this?" Did the fall hurt? ”

Li Feng lazily said that it was okay and slipped back to his room, saying that he wanted to sleep for a while, and then took Jingjing to his mother's place to eat dumplings in the evening, and quietly looked at Li Feng's face but didn't say anything.

Back in his room, Li Feng fell asleep almost immediately, in the short dream, most of it was dark, a small part was himself in the dark, and he became a monster...... Or a big monster that is twisted and hideous!

Li Feng woke up in a cold sweat, after waking up, Li Feng saw a darkness, which made him feel better, after reaching out and wiping his face, Li Feng hurriedly went to take his mobile phone to look at his watch, and found that he was still a few minutes away from five o'clock and breathed a sigh of relief, sat up and looked out of the black window, there were still black clouds and heavy snow, and then he touched out a cigarette, at this time the phone rang, Li Feng held a cigarette roll in one hand, took a mobile phone in the other, and after a few words with his mother, he said that he would go now and threw down the phone, and after smoking a few more cigarettes, Li Feng was stunned, After being stunned, he looked at his left hand and left arm, Li Feng could only feel this arm but couldn't command it at all after the severed limb was renewed, this is good, there is an inexplicable person, and his body is actually very good after an inexplicable snowfall, what is this!?

In fact, it's nothing, I've been a monster for a long time, but I don't want to admit it, thinking of this, Li Feng took a puff of cigarette and got up and sighed to wash, as expected, most of the redness and swelling on half of his face have faded, and now there is still some redness It's just making the final adjustment, to adjust to the same color as the other half of his face, as for his left eye, it's not a gray patch, although there are still large glass flowers, But there is already a vague way to see something.

How can people be like this, and what kind of demon should be hidden in their hearts to make themselves the way they are now? After looking at himself in the mirror for a while, Li Feng smirked, fell decadently, lowered his head, and then walked out of the bathroom with his head shaken, at this moment, he really forgot who Wang Xinyue was, and he didn't remember her from time to time, because if he couldn't even be sure whether he was a person or not, then what else would he think? To put it bluntly, Li Feng is all lost.

put on a coat, although his face can be seen at the moment, but Li Feng still habitually put on a big mask, Li Feng beckoned Jingjing to go to eat dumplings together, but after Jingjing twisted it, he still lowered his head and whispered that it was not appropriate for him to go, after all, he still had filial piety, and there were no decent clothes, if Li Feng would not have thought about it before, he would definitely take Jingjing to go, but now Li Feng just said that okay forget it, asked Jingjing if she made dumplings, Jingjing said that she made a few dumplings, After wrapping a few dumplings for Xiaojin, Li Feng nodded and walked to the door, there was a cane and a cane made of wooden sticks at the door, Li Feng originally wanted to get the cane, but after his hand stopped in mid-air, he still took the cane and walked out.

I wanted to walk to my mother, but Li Feng gave up when he walked downstairs, he almost needed to grit his teeth to walk more smoothly, and his spirit was so weak that he wanted to fall down at every turn, and his strength was not as good as that of a child of a few years old.

But Li Feng doesn't plan to drive Mumu's car, especially now, the current Li Feng is extremely fragile, whether it is physical or mental, Li Feng does everything possible to avoid being disliked by others, and also to avoid breaking a few of his fragile nerves, and also do everything possible not to trouble anyone, so as not to involve others, this is almost back to the state he was in when he was a child, Li Feng was extremely self-closed at that time, and now it is really nothing to say that the old state is germinating, because Li Feng originally had autism and depression.

Stopped a taxi to go to his mother's house, and when he got in the car, Li Feng was even more sullen, because it was a snowy day, and the taxi charged 50% more than that, thinking about how the damn weather came from, how could Li Feng not be depressed, why bother now!? What stupid things have you done!?

When I arrived at my mother's house, Li Feng felt better, they were all familiar relatives, Li Feng accompanied her grandfather to talk, and her grandmother and mother made dumplings on the big table in the living room, and my sister was still happy to go downstairs to build a snowman, but was severely stopped by her mother, saying that she was not young anymore, she couldn't always play around, and she had to learn to make dumplings, otherwise nothing would happen in the future?

My sister's boss was unwilling, so she slipped away after wrapping a few dumplings crookedly, and then pulled her brother and asked Li Feng to take a few photos of her in the snow, Haishi has not snowed for 20 years, and I don't know when the next time will be.

Li Feng was really a little absent-minded, even if he was talking to his grandfather, he didn't notice his sister's black hand, and under his sister's fierce pull, Li Feng fell on all sides with the bench he was sitting on, Li Huang looked at the fallen brother very innocent and puzzled, why did he fall down with a light pull of his brother!? It was all right before!

Li Huang was still puzzled, Li Feng was already thinking about how to teach his sister a lesson, but there was no need for Li Feng to think about it, her mother was anxious to come over and hold down her sister and beat her, and said sternly to her sister while beating back: "I don't know if your brother's legs and feet are not good?" You crazy brunch looked at your brother! No big or small, I have to teach you a good lesson today. ”

Seeing her sister being beaten and screaming, Li Feng didn't think about anything, she barely stood up and said that she was fine, and her grandfather over there also pulled it, and her mother let her sister go, but she looked at her son and asked very puzzled: "This looks good, why don't you have any energy at all?" ”

"Maybe the weather is a little weird today, and I have a cold." Li Feng can only explain in this way, her mother quickly touched Li Feng's head, and then immediately ran to the house to get medicine, my sister took the opportunity to sneak downstairs to play in the snow, and gave Li Feng a look before leaving, and after Li Feng took the pills, she still found an excuse to go downstairs and take a few photos of her sister, and then she was a little impatient, and left her sister to go upstairs to fry by herself.

Chinese New Year's Eve dinner is actually just that, especially when Li Feng felt dizzy at every turn, accompanied his grandfather to drink some wine, and then his grandmother's mother and sister went to watch TV, and when everyone left, Li Feng took out a cigarette roll and smoked it with his grandfather, and his mother saw it and condemned Li Feng, saying that he learned to smoke before he even had a girlfriend! In this regard, Li Feng lowered his head and expressed repentance, to see that his son was not energetic, his mother still didn't say much, and after listening to it for a while, he turned back to the table and took a drink, and asked who was the girl who was watching the car downstairs when she came to deliver things yesterday, Li Feng said weakly that it was Mumu's clerk, and she was currently renting it with her own mother, and after she glanced at her son, she went straight to watch TV.

After twelve o'clock, it didn't take long for Li Feng to go back after the party was over, but because he didn't get a cold, he slept on the sofa all night, but the two electric fans in front of the sofa were blowing, of course, the heating was also turned on, which made Li Feng, who woke up in a daze the next morning, feel that his bones were sore, and he didn't know if it was the sequelae left by the summoning demon or if he really caught a cold, anyway, he still didn't have any energy.

Dizzy and my sister went to pay a New Year's greeting to my grandfather, the brother and sister each had a red envelope, but the sister's red envelope was six red tickets, and Li Feng's red envelope was a symbolic one-dollar steel hammer.

Li Feng's treatment is the same for her mother, she is still a steel hammer, and her sister is ten red tickets, and after taking the money, her sister counted them and snatched a few red tickets from Li Feng's pocket and cheered to buy the beautiful mobile phone she had loved for a long time, while Li Feng touched her red envelope and looked at her sister's back blankly.

"What do you think your sister is doing? It won't make you blush at her red envelopes, right? It's a bit promising, stupid son, after all, your sister will be someone else's person in the future, everything in this family will be yours in the future, there is really no need to envy your sister for anything, understand? ”

Li Feng only smiled bitterly when he heard it, he was there because of this, but he looked at his simple and happy sister and remembered his childhood, and also remembered his present, happy and happy or something, I am afraid that he will leave him forever, because Li Feng does not realize that he is still qualified to fight for something.......

After the New Year's breakfast, Li Feng had nothing to do, and there were a few distant relatives at home, but the mother pushed it off on the grounds that Li Feng was unwell, afraid that her son would be frozen again in the snowy weather, but Li Feng still had to go out, because Director Ding called to drink, and after telling his mother that it was a colleague who called him to play, his mother carefully told Li Feng not to drink too much, at most in the afternoon to go home to rest or something, Li Feng agreed one by one, and then took a taxi to the forty-three places, When Li Feng arrived at Di'an Street, he bought four barrels of twenty catties of liquor, and met Director Ding at the gate of the courtyard, Director Ding was also unexpectedly holding two barrels of ten catties of wine, and when the snow was still flying, the two people holding plastic wine barrels looked at each other and laughed, but the smile was somewhat desolate and desolate, especially in this beautiful festival, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and there is no need to ask, Li Feng first shouted with a pride: "Drink to death and pull down!" ”

Director Ding snorted and said in the same muffled voice: "You kid finally said the right thing, if you don't get drunk today, you won't return!" ”

Today, Director Ding has made a lot of good dishes, two roast chickens and a blood sausage hot pot, tripe lungs also have a big pocket, of course, pig's head meat is also indispensable, after the formation was opened, Li Feng took out some good cigarettes, including a few good cigars, so everything was ready, and it was filled!