The mobile phone is out of battery and there is nothing more to talk to the taxi driver, looking at the large and small cars running all over the ground outside the car window makes Lin Zimo feel dizzy Listening to the boring radio station that walked into his ears makes him feel very bored, he doesn't want to stay in the taxi for a moment now, Lin Zimo really wants to go home quickly now to see if there is anything to eat, now his stomach is already grumbling with hunger, if he doesn't eat again, he will probably lie on the taxi hungry.

"Driver, can you hurry?" Lin Zimo really didn't want to stay in the taxi, and said impatiently.

"Yes! But add money. The taxi driver readily agreed, with a condition attached.

"Then hurry up!" Lin Zimo was speechless for a while, and said lightly.

Hearing Lin Zimo say that he could add money, the taxi driver worked hard to increase the speed of the car, and without the red street light of the traffic police electronic eye, he was not afraid of death, in order to make more money, the taxi driver can be said to make more money even if he didn't want to die, Lin Zimo was also frightened when he sat in the back, in case this taxi driver had a bad foot and slammed on the accelerator and hit a mud tanker, then not only the taxi driver was finished, but he also had to follow, the taxi driver was so crazy for money It was terrible!

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"The handsome guy has arrived!" The taxi driver braked hard and said with a smile.

This is really fast enough, just a while the taxi driver parked the car safely at the door of Lin Zimo's house, Lin Zimo's heart rose and fell with the speed of the taxi, and now he finally took out two hundred-yuan bills and handed them to the driver, the taxi driver looked at the meter and just wanted to say "give more", swallowed the words he just wanted to say, and greedily took the money.

After getting out of the car, Lin Zimo took out the house key and opened the door very skillfully, pushed the door open, there was no sound in the house, there was no sound at all, the slippers of the mother and father were neatly placed at the door, no need to shout hard, Lin Zimo knew that his parents were not at home, and he didn't know when the life of a person was a head, Lin Zimo estimated that this kind of life would not end until he married a wife and had children.

"I'm hungry, and there's no one to cook for me, so pitiful!" Lin Zimo was angry and muttered to himself.

"Eh, let's do it ourselves! Otherwise, I'll starve to death at home! Lin Zimo sighed and said helplessly.

Walked back to his room and put his mobile phone on the bedside to charge, and took a look at the text message that his mother had just sent, the content was almost the same as what she had replied before, saying that he was busy with work and had no time to go back, and his son should learn to be independent when he grew up, and he would go out if he didn't want to cook, and if he didn't have money, he would go to the safe to get the password, and he didn't change it as before, Lin Zimo turned off his mobile phone, he was used to this kind of life, and if he didn't want to do it, he would go out to eat, change his taste every day, maybe he would become a big gourmand that day.

"I don't know what time it is, I'm depressed and hungry!" Lin Zimo said while lying on the bed looking at the ceiling.

Standing up and looking at the alarm clock hanging on the wall of the room, it was already more than one o'clock in the afternoon, Lin Zimo touched his empty stomach and couldn't help sighing, it's really pitiful that he hasn't eaten lunch at this point! Or go and see if there is anything in the refrigerator that can pad an empty stomach, then turn on your computer, walk out of your room and walk to the refrigerator to open the refrigerator is a burst of rummaging, turning over and turning can not find anything delicious, nothing more than some ingredients and fruits.

"Let's see if there are any noodles in the kitchen!" Lin Zimo closed the refrigerator and said speechlessly.

Walked into the kitchen and looked at a handful of noodles on the cupboard, Lin Zimo turned on the gas and heated the pot, poured a little cooking oil into the pot, the dry pot encountered the cooking oil splash, splashed on Lin Zimo's hand and screamed, he used water to cool down the hand splashed with oil, went to the refrigerator and took two eggs, beat two eggs into the pot, the fried egg was almost half ripe, Lin Zimo put the two fried unformed so-called poached eggs into the plate, and ate a little with his hands greedily, feeling as if the original taste was not salted.

"It's no wonder that I forgot to put salt in it, but it's good to add some soy sauce." Lin Zimo ate a little bit and realized that he had forgotten to put salt, and suddenly realized.

Turned around to get soy sauce, just opened the lid of the soy sauce bottle and poured soy sauce into the dish containing the poached eggs, without pouring two drops, no matter how Lin Zimo shook it, he couldn't pour it out, Lin Zimo was also drunk for a while, and casually threw the soy sauce bottle into the trash, casually found some pepper and salt and sprinkled it on the poached eggs, and it was finished, poured an appropriate amount of water into the pot, grabbed the remaining noodles on the cupboard and put them in the pot to increase the ignition.

"Put salt and oil and add some chicken essence to make it even more delicious!" Lin Zimo muttered the seasoning in his mouth and put it in the pot.

After more than ten minutes, the hot noodles were put into a big bowl by Lin Zimo, and the nose was close to smell it quite fragrant, and he took a pair of chopsticks to sandwich the poached eggs that had just been fried into the big bowl, which became Lin Zimo's original "Lin's unformed poached egg noodles", Lin Zimo carefully brought the poached egg noodles to the dining table in the dining room and blew them.

"It smells so good! Definitely good! Lin Zimo smelled the fragrant noodles, and Uncle Wang boasted about selling melons.

Poached egg noodles with a hint of aroma wafting in the heat, Lin Zimo was already hungry and picked up the chopsticks, blowing heat while eating, although the question was a little light, but when he was hungry, he could swallow anything unpalatable, it didn't matter if the boy didn't know how to cook, he would marry a good wife and mother-type wife in the future, so he wouldn't have to worry about not having a delicious meal to eat, but if the boy didn't even know how to cook rice, scrambled eggs, and fried vegetables, then he deserved to starve.

"Ding Ding .............................." A mobile phone ringtone came into Lin Zimo's ears, put down the chopsticks in his hand and hurriedly ran to his room, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside and looked at the caller ID was Dong Tian, and answered the phone without thinking too much.

"Dong Tian, what's the matter?"

"Zimo, you have to be mentally prepared to tell you a piece of news about Han Yifei!"

"What? Hurry up. ”

"Yifei's flight crashed in San Francisco, and no one was spared!"

Hearing this news like a thunderbolt from the sky, the mobile phone in Lin Zimo's hand slid down to the bed and sat on the bed, he never thought that Han Yifei would pass away in just two days, and now Lin Zimo wants to die, he really wants to see Han Yifei for the last time, although she once said goodbye and hurt herself deeply, but she also gave herself happiness, Han Yifei is her first love Lin Zimo can't forget that relationship at all.

"Zimo Zimo, are you okay?" Dong Tian's eager shouts came from the other end of the phone.

"Ahhh Why, why! Lin Zimo's emotions exploded all of a sudden, and he yelled.

"Zimo, don't you do anything!" Dong Tian shouted desperately on the other end of the phone.

I don't want to listen to anything and I can't listen to anything, Lin Zimo's brain is now a mess of wool, he doesn't want to think about anything now, Lin Zimo, who lacks family warmth and lacks the love of his parents, makes him feel that he is living so tired and hard, he really wants to find someone to beat himself now, Lin Zimo came up with sadness and anger, stood up and walked to the sandbag hanging in the room, and kicked randomly.

"Ahh Why why? ”

A punch, a punch, a kick and a kick hit the sandbag, the sandbag became a tool for Lin Zimo to vent his inner grief, grief and anger controlled Lin Zimo's entire brain, and after a while, the vulnerable sandbag couldn't withstand his wild kicks, scattered into a puddle of loose sand, Lin Zimo vented his grief and anger on the things in the room, grabbed the things that could be smashed and smashed them on the ground, kicked the things that couldn't move, and the things were almost rotten, Lin Zimo sat on the ground with his ass like loose sand and punched the floor wildly, The tears that had been stored in his eyes for a long time fell little by little.

"Ahhh Lin Zimo let out an angry roar that echoed in the empty room.

Jiang Jing, the mother of Lin who had just arrived and came home from outside, heard Lin Zimo's roar, and she didn't have time to change her shoes, so she hurriedly rushed upstairs and went straight to Lin Zimo's room, and when Lin Mother Jiang Jing ran to Lin Zimo's room, she saw that the room was messy Lin Zimo was sitting on the ground and beating the floor, tears falling down little by little, Jiang Jing rushed over and grabbed Lin Zimo's hand and hugged her son tightly.

"Son, what's wrong with you? Tell your mother what grievances you have suffered. Jiang Jing hugged Lin Zimo tightly, and her tears also fell and asked with concern, what is wrong with my son?

"Ahhh Lin Zimo used all his strength to break free from his mother Jiang Jing and roared angrily.

Without waiting for Lin Mother Jiang Jing to react, Lin Zimo ran downstairs, "bang" The door was slammed shut, Lin Mother Jiang Jing stood up and ran downstairs, and when she opened the door, she couldn't find Lin Zimo, and she didn't want to close the door anxiously looking for her son Lin Zimo, Lin Zimo, who ran all the way with tears in his eyes, was mistaken by passers-by for a neuropathy coming out of the mental hospital, he was like a cool summer breeze blowing past passers-by, he just wanted to run crazy to escape from reality, he didn't know where to run and what he was going to do.

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I don't know how long I ran and I don't know how far, Lin Zimo finally panted and stood at the door of a familiar bar with his hands on his knees, the guests and passers-by who came in and out of the bar looked at him with strange eyes, Li Xiaoxi at the bar counter saw Lin Zimo outside the bar door, and walked out without thinking much.

"Big young master, why are you out of breath? Chased by a dog? Or was you chased by that woman with a knife? As soon as Li Xiaoxi opened her mouth, there was a series of questions.

"No, go to the bar!" Lin Zimo looked at Li Xiaoxi and said breathlessly.

"Go in! I'm almost off work anyway. Li Xiaoxi saw that Lin Zimo must have something on his mind today, so he readily agreed.

Walking into the bar, Lin Zimo still found a remote, dark and quiet platform to sit down, Li Xiaoxi slowly walked over with two dozen beers, as soon as he arrived at the platform where Lin Zimo was sitting, Li Xiaoxi put two dozen beers on the ground and sat down, picked up two bottles of beer and pried them open with wine and handed them to Lin Zimo a bottle, Lin Zimo took the wine and poured wine into his stomach like pouring water, Li Xiaoxi was stunned for a while, what happened to this kid today? It seems that the mood is a little unstable, but I don't usually drink like this.

"Brother, what's the matter, tell my sister something!" Li Xiaoxi took a sip of wine and asked with concern.

"I'm so annoyed now that I want to drink to drown my sorrows, I want to die!" Lin Zimo put the bottle of ink on the table and said very sadly.

"What are you dying? It's good that people are alive! Death doesn't solve troubles, does it? If you die because of trouble, you will die in vain! Li Xiaoxi comforted.

"Hehe, I don't think it's interesting to live! Do you know? My parents can't give me anything but money! Today, my .................. today" Lin Zimo took a sip of wine and tears fell, and he couldn't say the second half of the sentence.

"You know why you are a big man who is not allowed to cry? Wipe away the tears from your face, men be strong! Li Xiaoxi handed Lin Zimo a pack of tissues, looked at Lin Zimo sympathetically and said.

"Well, I'm going to be strong! I want to be strong! But I still want to cry, I think it's a tragedy that my parents gave birth to me! Today I learned that a girl I liked passed away, she gave me happiness and encouragement, but I will never see her again, and now I want to die! Woo woo woo .................." Lin Zimo said strongly, but after saying the second half of the sentence, tears fell uncontrollably, and he cried sadly.

"Brother, you are still young and young, and no one is worthy of your life! People have to be strong to live, otherwise they will really be sorry for the parents who gave birth to you, you know? Don't think about ending your life in extreme ways! Li Xiaoxi looked at Lin Zimo and persuaded in the tone of a passer-by.

Drinking the wine in the bottle Lin Zimo didn't speak, he felt that what Li Xiaoxi said was right, but he just couldn't let go of her, the previous days with her had been floating in his mind, it seemed that he had to learn to try to let go, so that he wouldn't be hurt so much, let go of everything and start over, Lin Zimo didn't speak for a long time and nodded and hit a bottleneck with Li Xiaoxi.

"Sister, thank you!" Lin Zimo forced out a smile and thanked him.

"That's right! If there is anything to tell my sister in the future, don't hold back and think about it! Lin Zimo thought about it, and Li Xiaoxi was also very pleased, and said with a smile.

"Well, I got it, let's have a drink!" Lin Zimo nodded with a smile, raised the wine bottle and touched it with Li Xiaoxi, and said with a smile.

"Well, drink if you don't want to." Li Xiaoxi touched Lin Zimo and said with a smile.

Let go of everything and start again, Lin Zimo doesn't know if he can let go of everything and start again, but he still hopes that he can let go of everything and start again, after a while, Li Xiaoxi answered a phone call and simply said a few words to Lin Zimo and went out, Lin Zimo sat alone in the bar and only spent money to buy drunk, he hoped that he would be drunk and wait for the moment he woke up, everything before would become a floating cloud and everything would disappear, forget everything, and start again the moment he woke up!

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