Chapter 6, but I don't dare to lie down

The Ark turned the heat up to its highest temperature and lifted me up from my seat, trying to take off my raincoat. I punched and kicked him hysterically, not letting him get close.

All the suffering and humiliation I have endured these days came flooding into my mind at once. I lost my mind completely, I lost my grace completely, and my fists rained down on him.

I slammed and wept loudly. I have come to the end of my rope, and I am determined to smash this miserable world of all evils, and to smash this evil thing called the ark.

It's been nearly four months since I left Yanghao, and I've never let go of my sadness like this, and I've never cried so freely.

All the pain, humiliation, sorrow, and anger made me hide deeply, and polished into a copper pea in my heart that could not be broken, smashed, and jingled.

These days, no matter how difficult, hard, or tired, I am carrying it alone, carrying it alone, and supporting it alone.

Countless times when I was about to lose it, I wanted to lie down on the spot, but I didn't dare to get down, I knew that if I accidentally fell down, I would never want to stand up again.

It's been ten years, and in the ten years since I married Yang Hao, I just willingly lie on my stomach, lying in the comfort nest he carefully built for me, and I am willing to be raised, spoiled, and pampered by him, so I can't see the wind blowing and can't withstand the rain.

If it weren't for the fact that I saw him and other women in the strawberry field that day, I would still be intoxicated by the gentle township of hypocrisy, and I would have dreamed of holding his hand and growing old with him.

It was not easy for me to convince myself to leave Yanghao and start anew. So from the day I left Yanghao, I vowed to break out of the cocoon and turn into a butterfly, and would rather die standing than live on my stomach again.

But after a few months, I realized that in this seemingly prosperous city, it is easy to live on your stomach, and it is really difficult to die standing up.

Today's heavy rain finally broke the last embankment I had carefully maintained, and became the last straw that crushed the copper pea.

"Xiaoyu, be quiet. Be quiet, Xiaoyu. "After a solid blow to me, the ark wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly in his arms.

It wasn't until I was exhausted and cried until I was hoarse that he gently helped me up, took off my raincoat and threw it on the back seat of the car.

Ark carefully wiped the tears from my face and the remaining droplets of water from my hair with a tissue, and then he quickly started the car and drove forward like an arrow through the rain and fog.

I didn't struggle in vain anymore because I didn't have the strength to struggle anymore. I already had some colds, and I was drenched in this heavy rain, and I was so frightened and anxious that I only felt a splitting headache, and I fell on my seat and shook like autumn leaves in the wind.

I couldn't even think about where the Ark was going to take me, whether he was kind or malicious to me like this. Even if he wanted to take me to hell, I had to go with him.

It didn't take long for me to lie on my seat, and I fell into a deep sleep, or rather fainted, even though I kept trying to keep myself from lying down.

(Voiceover: The Ark pulls up to the side of the road and looks quietly at the woman who has finally quieted down in her seat.)

The little body curled up in a ball was still trembling, and the long black hair was wet and messy against her haggard and pale but still delicate and beautiful cheeks, and there were tears on the long eyelashes that had slipped quietly for some time.

The ark took off his coat and put it over his thin, trembling body. Reaching out and carefully wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, he probed her hot forehead, and said softly in his heart: "You stupid woman, why are you so stupid?"

With that, the ark restarted the car and sped towards the central hospital. His thoughts flew like this galloping mount to the beautiful strawberry field. flew to the green-clothed woman who stood in the bright morning light, fresh and picturesque, quiet and poetic.

When a woman suddenly screamed and rushed towards her sister Fang Fan, knocking her to the ground with lightning speed and shouting insults, Fang Zhou's anger and regret were beyond words for a while.

He felt sorry for his sister who had been dependent on him since he was a child, but he regretted that he didn't stop her and Yang Hao's relationship in time that he couldn't see the sun, which eventually led to today's disaster.

He had long expected that Yang Hao and Fang Fan would not be able to hide for a while, and there would be a day when they played with fire.

But at this moment, he had to protect his sister as an older brother, so he struggled to pull and pull, trying to stop this disgraceful melee as soon as possible.

Fang Zhou once thought that the woman who was hysterical and scuffled with Fang Fan and Zeng Jing was Yang Hao's wife. He understood the woman's grief and indignation, but lamented the woman's madness. Until he inadvertently looked up and saw the woman not far away.

The woman stood in the fresh and bright morning light, her skin was whiter than snow, her eyes were like water, her red lips and teeth, and her black hair was like clouds. On the delicate face of the painting, the thin eyebrows are deeply furrowed, and the eyes like water are flowing with incredible poignancy and grievance.

A simple cut and well-defined light green tulle dress was worn on her body seemingly casually, and the belt of the same color was gently tied, just right to highlight her delicate and graceful figure. At a glance, I only feel fresh and picturesque, quiet and poetic.

She just stood quietly not far away, looking at the hustle and bustle around her. Obviously, she should be the protagonist of this lively scene, but she seems to be detached from the red dust, disdainful of fighting, disdainful of fighting; No hysteria, no screaming.

After a long time, she slowly came over to Chao Hao, the morning breeze blew her skirt, her long black hair fluttered gently, she was like a fairy walking in the clouds, warm as water, but it was already a resolute decision without hesitation.

Fang Zhou only felt that the bottom of his heart, which had been barren for many years, suddenly swayed a gentle ripple, as if a breeze had wrinkled the surface of a quiet lake, and like seeing a twinkling star in the vast dark sky.

Ark suddenly had a deep regret. But Fang Zhou knew that his regret was just a regret of meeting late, and his fate had been doomed more than ten years ago.

The fate is deep and shallow, he is powerless to change anything, and after all the vicissitudes of life, he has no intention of changing anything.

So when he came out of the strawberry field, the ark didn't dare to let himself think anything wrong. He never deliberately inquired about her, but intentionally or unintentionally heard that she finally divorced him, and intentionally or unintentionally heard that she chose to turn around and leave alone, and he just smiled shallowly in his heart.

He believed he knew her, and from the day he saw her resolute determination, he knew that she would choose to leave. Proudly and dignified to leave Yanghao.

Fang Zhou never dreamed that two months later, she would unexpectedly appear in front of him and crash into his arms in a panic.

In just two months, the woman with skin like snow, bright eyes like water, long hair fluttering, a green Luo skirt, fresh and picturesque, quiet and poetic, fell in tears in the middle of the trouser corset, so dark, so thin, so panicked and so embarrassed.

Fang Zhou himself didn't know what was going on, looking at this woman who was half-kneeling in front of him with an embarrassed face, he was so shocked and painful, so full of pity. He couldn't help but want to hug her in his arms, and he couldn't help but protect her and take good care of her.

But when she recognized him, a chill appeared in her eyes, and she was so wary and full of hatred for him.

Yes, it was because of his sister that all the beauty and happiness she had collapsed in the blink of an eye, how could the ark not be able to understand the pain and resentment in her heart?

Seeing her shake off her hand and follow a strange man away, Fang Zhou didn't dare to think too much. Because at this moment, he was holding another woman in the crook of his arm, a woman he planned to be plain and quiet, and walk through her life quietly.

He has been with this woman for two years, not to mention affectionate and shallow, love or not, after such a long nightmare, he has long ceased to expect affection and affection, love or not, but life has to go on, the road, has to go on.

For a long time, Ark forced himself to stop thinking about her. Although I couldn't let go of it after all, I went to her a few more times, I just wanted to help her, help her like a friend. However, she could no longer be found, and it was clear that she did not want him to see her, and deliberately avoided him.

So he no longer deliberately looked for her, and could only regard his encounter with her as an occasional rubbing shoulders in the red dust, and a shallow regret in his life.

Fang Zhou didn't expect that fate was like a magician with superb means, as if a pair of giant hands were stretched out in the dark, and on this rainy day, he pushed this woman named Jiang Xiaoyu in front of him.

When I came back from the provincial capital today, I deliberately bypassed the main road and brought back to school from this quiet scenery along the river. When passing through that curve, I vaguely saw a tricycle overturned on the road, and a small figure with dementia standing in the wind and rain, obviously in an accident.

Originally, the car had already driven far away, and he didn't want to bother with it. However, for no reason, I felt uneasy, as if I had left something behind in the pouring rain.

In the end, he was relieved to retreat back, never expecting that the little figure standing in the wind and rain turned out to be Jiang Xiaoyu in this strawberry field again.

This time, Ark felt not just pity, but deep distress. He could imagine what kind of painful struggle and struggle Xiaoyu had gone through in the past few months for the sake of that pride and dignity, and how she had fled in a hurry.

So when Xiaoyu was injured and fell into his arms in grief, kicking and beating, and crying loudly, Fang Zhou finally knew clearly that in this life, he would never be able to let go of this woman again.

No matter how long it takes, no matter how difficult it is, no matter what kind of ten years they miss, from now on, he will condemn this woman named Jiang Xiaoyu.

(Hello friends, this heavy rain almost doused Mo Mo, Mo Mo worked for capitalists all year round, and he was doused too many times by such a wind and rain, so let Jiang Xiaoyu, a stupid woman who wants dignity and not a wealthy family, also taste the taste of being watered.) It's a pity that the end of the day didn't know the rain for a good life, and you can meet the affectionate male protagonist even after the rain, hehe. )