We are all prisoners of our own experiences.

- Moreau

Spring, summer, autumn and winter,

The wind and snow are closely connected.

Fog locks smoke and cold vicissitudes of life,

The smile is only instantaneous.

Time does not stand still for anyone, the seasons always run over and over again, it must come back when it is time to come, maybe late, but never absent. Before you know it, it has come to the solar term of light snow, although it has not snowed yet, but the weather has begun to get colder, and from time to time there are dead leaves floating down on the streets, whirling and falling in the west wind, falling to the ground, paving a road that looks like gold.

I tightened my collar and walked side by side with Lu Xue on the street, the weather was getting colder, Lu Xue wanted to buy some clothes, but somehow asked me to go, I didn't want to go, but I was defeated in Zhou Ying's ambiguous face and Lu Xue's hopeful and snickering eyes.

Clothes, I can wear last year's clothes too.

The cold breeze was blowing, stepping on the dead leaves, silently moving forward, I peeked at Lu Xue, she walked quietly beside me, with a smile, her eyes looked into the distance and didn't seem to look, as if she was thinking about something. We walked like this, on the way to the shopping street. Maybe it would be a good choice to go on like this, I thought to myself.

The road seemed to be long and short, and after turning a corner, I finally saw the vendors with stalls, and the shopping street was still there.

"What should come will come." I whispered to myself.

"What?" Lu Xue asked, turning her head sideways, looking at me with a smile.

"Winter."

"yes, winter is coming."

"Yes, what should come will come."

"Well, maybe late, but never absent." Lu Xue hummed softly, turned her head, looked away, and whispered. The sun shines on her delicate face, which is very amazing, that elegant, full of sincere smiles, so that anyone who sees it will understand that this delicate girl is bathed in happiness. Yes, happiness. For a moment, I seemed to get lost in it.

"Yes, never absent." I sighed softly and said calmly.

In a shopping mall, Lu Xue picked out a white down jacket with dark embroidery thread, which matched her elegance and beauty, and after paying, she picked up another purple men's model of the same style and looked at me with a smile, I frowned and shook my head gently, while Lu Xue still looked at me with a firm smile.

I thought about it, nodded slightly, took the clothes, and walked into the fitting room.

The clothes fit perfectly, I looked in front of the mirror, looked at the price tag on the hem of the clothes, shook my head, turned around and walked into the fitting room again. It's just that I ignored the figure of the girl with apprehension and anticipation reflected in the mirror in the corner of my eye before I turned around.

When I came out again, the oncoming salesperson handed me a tote bag with clothes with a standard smile. I looked at her with a frown, no need to pick it up. Luxue seemed to see my strangeness, gently tugged at my sleeve, and looked at me with a smile that seemed to carry a hint of anticipation and trembling.

I thought about it, nodded slightly, and took the tote bag.

"Tomorrow, you might as well come back and return your clothes." Stepping out of the mall, I whispered.

"Why retreat? Brother Xiaoshan is dressed very well. Lu Xue looked at me with a smile, and the worry and anticipation were gone, but joy was gone.

I looked at her, and hurriedly glanced at her, I don't know when Lu Xue's smile often made me addicted to it,

Yes, addicted.

I glanced at the passers-by, calmed down and said, "This is very expensive, not worth it." ”

"It's worth it." Lu Xue walked around to me, still smiling and said, "Brother Xiaoshan is very handsome to wear, if Brother Xiaoshan thinks it's not worth it, then just wear it in front of me." ”

Wear only in front of Luxue? I thought about it and nodded. The clothes that Lu Xue gave her were only worn in front of her, so it should be the same as decorating the room and decorating the handbag.

Lu Xue was very happy to see me nodding, and couldn't help but take my hand and walk forward happily. I twitched my hand, but didn't pull it out. Maybe it was because Luxue was in a good mood, and she didn't notice that she was holding my hand. I thought about it and gave up, let her pull her, and walk with her on the street.

Xu was in a hurry, Xu was too excited and caused her palms to sweat, Lu Xue finally realized that she was holding my hand, and let go of her hand in a hurry, and her footsteps stopped, blushing, looking blankly at a stall full of small commodities.

"Little girl, what do you want to buy? Come and have a look. When the stall owner saw us stop, he hurriedly greeted us.

I looked at Lu Xue, who was squatting down to pick out goods, and then looked at the handbag in my hand, and shook my head gently, I don't know when I didn't reject Lu Xue, and I don't know when I got used to her being around, and let her hold my hand without triggering a crisis warning. Maybe I'm used to it, used to having her by my side, being called by her little mountain brother, little mountain brother, used to this role.

I also squatted down and watched Lu Xue flip through all kinds of small goods. Lu Xue picked up a wooden ring and looked at it with great interest, the ring is a kind of red vine weaving, very delicate, the workmanship is also very exquisite, in the weaving of several vines, it is very clever to form the texture of two leaves, it is very good-looking, obviously the craftsman who made this ring is also very attentive.

Lu Xue took the ring and looked at it very seriously, and then put it back with some reluctance.

"Little girl, this ring is very cheap, count you fifteen." The stall owner said enthusiastically.

Lu Xue reluctantly looked at the ring, and then cautiously peeked at me, and then smiled a little lonely and stood up, "Brother Xiaoshan, let's go." ”

If you like it, why not buy it? I looked at Lu Xue and was puzzled for a moment, shook my head and walked back with Lu Xue.

Maybe it was the embarrassment just now, we didn't know what to say for a while, so we walked silently, Lu Xue walked quietly in front with her head down, and I followed silently. Suddenly, someone shouted, and the vendors who set up stalls on the side of the road began to pack up their goods like the wind, as fast as the wind, and as if they were well-trained. We stopped and looked at them fixedly.

Why are they like this? Why is it so calm? Perhaps they have become accustomed to their role and have long understood how to react and when. In fact, who is not, we are all prisoners of our own experience, we are all prisoners of our own roles, we are not only selling goods, but also selling our own lives.

"You wait for me." I dropped a sentence and walked briskly back to the stall I had just had. "I want this ring." I picked up the ring and said to the stall owner.

The stall owner didn't look at me, and while quickly packing up the goods, he said nonchalantly, "Okay, fifty." ”

I handed over the money, took the ring, and when I turned around, I saw Luxue smiling at me in the middle of the noisy crowd, smiling and smiling, but I seemed to see tears glistening in her eyes.