Sitting on the bus, looking out the window with dejected eyes, Jingqi felt that her heart had been tormented to pieces. Karen Mok's "Without You" sounded in the car, and listening to the sad lyrics, tears fell like a lack of embankment.

"If there is no you, there is no past, I will not be sad, but if there is, I still have to love you......"

The scenery outside the window flies by quickly, tall buildings, lights, streets, trees, vehicles, and pedestrians are like flowing water that can't be grasped, what can she grasp? Love, affection, friendship, slipped through her fingers, this city seemed so fresh and strange at the moment, she had never seriously observed it in five years.

Yi Xuan in the villa sat on the cold and smooth tile floor, inserted one hand into his bangs, and sighed painfully, recalling what he had just said. He didn't mean to hurt her, but the strong machismo and impulsive devil in his heart prompted him to do something to save face. The sad eyes closed in anguish, and his mind was full of replays of the bits and pieces that had crossed paths with her, as if he had really lost her completely this time......

When the car arrives at the station, Jingqi moves like a walking corpse, and if it weren't for the people behind her pushing her forward, she might get out of the car as slowly as an ant. The whole heart was hollowed out, and the body was not as if it were not his own.

When she got out of the car, she glanced around, found an empty chair and continued to sit in a daze, others looked like a madman. I don't want to go home, when I get home, my brother and Qianqian will definitely ask the reason, she doesn't want to say, she doesn't want them to worry. Looking at the starry night sky, the bottomless black hole is fortunately accompanied by little stars, so it will not be dark and lonely.

The neck looked up unconsciously, and suddenly a figure appeared in front of him blocking the view, and he didn't recognize the person. She sat down irritably and continued to look at the sky, when the figure moved with her, blocking her view again. Jingqi couldn't bear to jump up, "Why do you keep standing in front of me?" Neuropathy! ”

The tall figure gradually turned around, and Yichen said in a deep voice, "Am I like a psychopath?" His two thick eyebrows rippled softly, as if he had been smiling, crooked, like the first quarter moon in the night sky.

"It's you ......" seems to repeat the lines of the last time again, and his appearance is unexpected and warm every time. Jingqi's teary eyes were full of grievances and sadness, and every time he was hurt, he appeared like a fairy rescue. He must be her guardian, he must be an angel sent by heaven, and Yi Xuan will be the demon who will punish her.

"What's wrong?" Seeing the tears rolling in her eyes, why did she always touch his heart so pitifully? I really want to be by my side all the time and not let her shed another tear. "Today, you hung up halfway through the call, and when you call again, it's all turned off. I happened to fly over to find you when I had time, and asked Sister O for your address, but no one answered the door at home. I just wanted to leave, but I met you here......"

Jumping into his warm arms, she couldn't care about the strange eyes of passers-by, at this moment she just wanted to find a safe harbor to rely on, Yichen He is this safe harbor. The sense of security that Leng Jun had in the past was found in Yichen three or four times.

"Can you go for a walk with me?" She asked to go to the embankment to blow the wind.

He nodded.

The promenade on the embankment was rarely crowded because it was late at night, and the two of them walked side by side in silence. Yichen had a thousand words to say in his heart, countless questions to ask, but he didn't know how to speak for a while.

Jingqi also felt that he had a lot of questions to ask, she tilted her head slightly and smiled bitterly and said, "Just ask whatever you want to know, I'll tell you." ”

Yichen grabbed her arm, turned her shoulder to face herself, and stared at her with dark eyes, "Tell me that the person you like is Yixuan, and then the reason why you are depressed is because of him." Right? ”

Startled, she blinked and looked carefully at his handsome face. Did he know it all? Yun Qingfeng's words summed up all her moods.

Seeing her expression, Yichen was even more sure of his conjecture, he knew that the person Jingqi had always liked was Yixuan. Where have they gotten between them? This is what he wants to know the most, with Yixuan's current cynical view of love, it is difficult for him not to think about it.

Pretending to be relaxed, he said, "Is it really guessed?" Damn, I should have done it sooner. ”

"Huh?" Stunned, she laughed it off, "You're really kidding!" Who are you, Captain Boysage, handsome, well-educated, we mortals can only watch from afar. ”

"Again, why do you always have to belittle yourself? There is no need to say such humble flattery in front of me, after all this time, can't I still be your friend? I have never forgotten the covenant of kapok. His tone was slightly irritable and angry. I am very sad to learn that her opinion of him has not changed all along, why can Yi Xuan be on an equal footing with her?

She lowered her head, avoiding his fiery gaze, feeling very uncomfortable. This triangular circle of damage can never stop, she is sorry for Yichen, the unintentional injury seems to make him very painful. Said faintly: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I won't in the future." In my heart, you are more important than friends, and that sense of superiority that comes from fear is very clearly reflected in the three of you. Although I have been comforting myself that we are all equal human beings, in fact it is not like that. Maybe I'm too inferior, isn't it tiring to be friends with someone like me? ”

"As long as you don't act so strongly in front of me in the future." He cherished her inferiority, her everything. Then he asked, "What happened to you just now, who made you sad?" What about mobile phones? ”

Jingqi leaned on the fence, feeling the warm summer breeze blowing, and her hair danced with the wind. Raise your head and look up at the endless night sky, among which there are three particularly eye-catching. She didn't answer directly, but pointed and said, "Those three stars look like the three of you!" On the left is Yuze, on the right is Yixuan, and in the middle is you. ”

Yichen looked at it and smiled knowingly. "Which one is you?"

"Me?" After a slight pause, she smiled and pointed to the little star far away on the other side, "It should be that!" ”

"Wrong!" Yichen mischievously grabbed her hand and pointed to a dazzling star not far from each other.

Jingqi smiled awkwardly and shyly withdrew her hand. "I'm far away from you, even farther away from Yixuan. And you can't get too close to each other for fear of chemical changes. ”

"Chemical change?"

"Well, by the way, has something happened to Yixuan in the past few years? It feels like he's a little different. She asked.

Yichen frowned slightly, "What do you know?" What did he do to you? Where have you got? ”

Listening to his nervous question, Jingqi was a little relieved, Yixuan really happened to him to be like this. She quickly explained: "No, no, we didn't develop, and nothing happened. I just feel that he is a little arrogant, cynical, depressed and so on. ”

Yichen chuckled, "Just look at how nervous you are, something must have happened." The change he made was that he went to England for the second year, and he didn't say anything to us, and he didn't like to talk to him. You can't force it, so I don't know anything about it. Looking at her expression, he continued, "Although it seems a little unbright for me to say this to you, I still have to remind you." Don't touch him too much, he now treats girls like playthings, regards feelings like games, and won't use sincerity, for fear that you will be hurt. ”

"It's too late...... she muttered to herself, staring blankly at the water in front of her. Yichen is not unreasonable, the current Yixuan is indeed like this, but it is too late, she has already been injured. "He and I seem to have a chemical change."

"Do you like him, then?" I asked very unpleasantly.

She shook her head and replied uncertainly, "I don't know either." Maybe there used to be, but I won't like him anymore after today. I don't want to be a submissive follower anymore. ”

Holding her cold and slender fingers tightly, he didn't want to ask about the details between them anymore, he just wanted to give her more warmth. Yichen is lost in Jingqi's sorrow; Jingqi was injured in Yixuan's desperation......