Chapter 173: Love and Hate
Ruolu tried to substitute herself into Yu Toad's state of mind at that time, but as soon as she thought of what Yan'er or the two little guys had, that thought was immediately dispelled by Ruolu, this kind of case, she couldn't stand it.
She just thought about it, it was already heart-burning, but Yu Toad really lost her child, and saw the person who indirectly killed her child, holding the flesh and blood that also belonged to her husband, and walked into the house with dignity. What kind of monstrous anger and sadness should it be to despair, at this moment, even if she knew that Yu Toad had drugged the Twelve Masters, if Ruo Yu couldn't say a word of blame, what qualifications did she have to stand at the highest point of morality to blame Yu Toad?
"How are you doing now? Does he know about it? Ruo Yu was tired and spoke, Yu Toad and the Twelfth Master came to this point, she could not escape the blame, that day, it was she who encouraged Yu Toad to pursue happiness bravely, but she forgot that touching and love are different.
"About two years ago, I told him. Sue him, why over the years, he has not come out again, sue him, why Xu Jiashi was infected with a vicious disease and passed away in a hurry, sue him, I almost attacked Xu Jia's son. Yu Toad snorted, a look of indifference on his face, "He slapped me and hasn't stepped through my door since." ā
If the bird is silent, this is the sadness of this era. A man here can marry many women, as long as he wants, even if he marries a wife, he can't stop it, and if he has the slightest dissatisfaction as a wife, he is guilty of seven rules. In this era, men can find a random excuse to divorce their wives, and even buy and sell concubines, some women are not as good as a commodity, but women have no room for resistance.
She has never asked Yinzhen for the only one, because she knows that the men here, especially men like Yinzhen, are impossible, so she is only satisfied with the world of two, but fortunately, Yinzhen can give her. Not only that, she didn't want to be a concubine, she didn't want to live in the palace, she didn't want her children to be written into jade, he depended on her. Enough, that's enough.
But Yu Toad is not as lucky as her, she was affected by the battle in the backyard, and even lost her own child because of it, Yu Toad's approach, she can't say that she agrees, but she can also understand that between her and the Twelfth Master, I'm afraid it can't tell which is right and which is wrong.
"Do you still want to reconcile with the Twelfth Master? Or do you just 'respect each other' and go their separate ways? Ruolu asked softly, things have become like this, she doesn't have much confidence, no, it can be said that she has no confidence, freezing three feet is not a day's cold, the grievances between them have been entangled for more than ten years, can they still be resolved?
Sure enough, Yu Toad shook his head and said, "What else do you say, 'fix it or not'?" That's it for my life, but fortunately, the body of the twelfth brother should be slowly adjusted. Last year, the concubine Li in the house gave birth to a daughter, although she died that month, it shows that the body of the twelfth brother is fine, and it is a matter of time before you want an heir. Yu Chan said that the Twelfth Master had a child with the concubine, and he was so calm that he seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, Ruo Yu looked at her like this, and his heart became a little colder.
patted the back of Yu Toad's hand, Ruo Yu sighed: "Don't think about it, now there is no child in the house, and it is strange to be lonely, if you are still willing to reconcile with the Twelfth Master, I will try my best to help you, if you don't have this mind, how can you say that you are also a blessing, and you can live a comfortable life in the house." This woman, you don't have to guard the man, you look at me, I'm so happy that Yinzhen is not making trouble in front of me, if you feel bored, even if you come to talk to me, we can still be a companion, and when the day is good, let's go to the lake together, isn't it better than being bored in the house and taking care of those troubles? ā
"I look at all these years, you are still the most open-minded, and you live better than we all know." Yu Toad nodded and smiled, his face was much more relaxed. Ruolu helped Yu Toad up, found a piece of clothes that she had time to wear in the future, changed it for her, and helped grate her head again and clean her face with makeup. After packing up, the two gossiped for a while, and Ruolu sent Yu Toad out of the house.
Yu Toad and the Twelfth Master are still a little worried, she always feels that Yu Toad still has the Twelfth Master in her heart, if it weren't for this, when she asked her just now, she wouldn't have cried so much at the beginning, shouting "She did something wrong".
Although she speculated like this, Ruolu didn't dare to act rashly, if she hadn't beaten the side drum back then, the two might not have been combined, and if they each got married, they might have a happier life.
Ruolu was disturbed by this, and it wasn't until he met the two little ones that his mood improved slightly.
"Gege, the names of the two little masters have not yet been decided, why don't you give the child a milk name first?" Hua Shu saw that Ruolu kept shouting "baby, baby", teasing the two little babies, and couldn't help mentioning yƬ.
Ruolu sighed and said: "Your emperor is really, it's been almost a year, until the child is born, and he hasn't even prepared a name, and the Ministry of Rites has drawn up so many names, he can't look down on one, let him start by himself, it's not suitable, it's not satisfactory, I don't know if I have to wait until I catch the Zhou banquet." Your emperor Amata is unreliable, isn't it, baby? Ruolu raised her chin and teased the two children, the child naturally didn't know what she was talking about, but she also danced as if cooperating with her, and she was so happy that Ruolu kissed her alone.
After playing with the two children for a while, Ruolu asked Xiangjin on the side: "Is Luoyan still asleep?" ā
"Back to Gege, the head concubine Niangniang in the palace sent someone to spread the word that she had got some new skins, and invited Luo Yan Gege to pick a few pieces of what she liked to make a big one, and Luo Yan Gege saw that you were still talking to Fujin, so he entered the palace first."
nodded, Ruo Yu didn't care, she didn't care about Luoyan on weekdays, yes, Luoyan also likes to run to her, and now with these two little guys, she has a reason not to go back outside the palace.
"Let's take the child down first, Xiangjin will stay with Shuying." Ruo Yu thought about it, she still didn't worry about Yu Toad's matter, she wanted to ask the Twelfth Master what he meant, but after all, this is the case, there is a difference between men and women, she is no longer the impulsive character of the past, and she has long been unable to do the "feat" of trespassing into the Qianqing Palace.
She once imagined that she was in the position of Yu Toad, and she was afraid that she would pat her ass and leave in style, but she was the one who had changed the core, Yu Toad was not, and this path must not work.
"If only Aunt Shisu was still here." Ruo Bai couldn't figure out what to do, and couldn't help but sigh.
Xiangjin, who was standing on the side, couldn't help but move when he heard this. (To be continued.) )