Chapter XXXIII

She is trying to smooth out the impact of her profession on others, this is actually showing something, after realizing this, Shen Yan was also surprised, she had already closed herself after being rejected, and she didn't want to show something to others easily, saving herself from being hurt and embarrassed, but now she took the initiative to explain and want to cover up something, which ...... Could it be that I fell in love with the boy on the other side so quickly!? But how is this possible!?

"I didn't expect that, but I haven't been to the crematorium's work area either."

"Actually, there's nothing in there except that it's colder." After explaining again, Shen Yan sighed in his heart.

Seeing the girl's worries and some worries, Li Feng took the initiative not to say this, and asked something else: "Why is there a Yan character in your name?" This is also rare, and boys rarely use this word. ”

Shen Yan was really embarrassed, but she still said: "When I was born, my parents planned to let me take over and go to work in the crematorium, and I was a girl, so my parents named me Yan, one is that I lack fire in the five elements, and the other is to ...... In order to ward off evil spirits. ”

"Ward off evil spirits? You still care about that kind of work, but it's not right, it's your parents who care. ”

Shen Yan nodded and asked Li Feng: "You're not busy with work, are you?" ”

"What's the busyness of working one day every three days, the salary is 4,000 yuan a month, and that's it."

Shen Yan felt a little better, but her salary during the internship period was more than twice that of Li Feng.

"That's not bad either."

"I don't feel good, I feel like I'm getting moldy all day." Li Feng smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Then you're not going to do anything more, aren't you?"

"I don't plan for the time being, my sister is about to go to junior high school, and I have free time to tutor her in her studies."

After Li Feng was sent to the forty-third place, his ambition had already been almost consumed, and he slowly felt that life was like this, so he also saw that there were some factors that were used as excuses, and the girl showed a lot of confidence, which was naturally because she lived a very full life and had a much more salary than herself, Li Feng didn't think much of the girl's superiority, if he really had a heart for Shen Yan, he would definitely say what he was going to do, but now it's not to that extent.

"That's good, you also have a sister, I'm the only one in my family, and I'm a little lonely."

"Your parents' favor has been given to you, and there is nothing wrong with it."

Shen Yan smiled and didn't say anything after hearing this, Li Feng suddenly felt a little bored, this girl is about impossible, she won't be a housewife, and the conditions are very good, and it looks cold, thinking of this, Li Feng touched the head of the boss's Wang Xingren and said, "Today is not Sunday, are you busy there?" ”

"It's fine."

"That's something else, then I won't delay you, are you here by bus? I'll take you to the station. ”

In fact, Li Feng also misunderstood, Shen Yan had already behaved kindly enough, but she was already cold, and she still couldn't pretend to be interested in Li Feng on the surface for a while, and Shen Yan couldn't say anything explicit just when she first met, so Li Feng still thought that Shen Yan had no intention, and naturally didn't want to waste time like this, so it was better to take the bus home to prepare dinner and accept her mother's interrogation.

Shen Yan didn't come by bus, but by himself, seeing Li Feng first say that he wanted to end this blind date, Shen Yan was somewhat disappointed, and naturally thought that Li Feng still minded his profession in the end, and it would be superfluous to say anything in this case, so Shen Yan stood up first: "I parked the car outside the alley, and I came by car." ”

"Oh, then I'll send you there." The girls come all the way to go on a blind date, even if they don't succeed, they have to send it away, which Li Feng insisted.

"Alright then, thank you."

Both of them put on sunglasses, Li Feng walked with Shen Yan, at first he didn't say anything, but then Shen Yan wanted to try again, so he asked, "Your home is near here?" ”

"No, my colleague's house is here, I have nothing to do, I came to him for a drink."

"Oh, do you want to drink it now?"

"No, it's over."

"Then I'll drive you home."

Li Feng only thought that this was polite, and the girl said that Li Feng also felt a little uncomfortable, and after glancing at Shen Yan, he said, "No need, I'll take the bus home." ”

Shen Yan had good intentions, but she still couldn't speak, and immediately knew that it was inappropriate after saying that she was going to drive Li Feng, first, this was a bit too much, second, she was suspected of showing off her superiority, and thirdly, the boy would not let himself send him out of self-esteem, and it would backfire if she said so, since she had long known that the boy's family conditions were not as good as her own, she shouldn't have driven here.

Of course, Shen Yan hadn't thought about this at all before coming, this was a regret that only arose after feeling something about Li Feng, and now after hearing Li Feng's refusal, Shen Yan didn't say anything until he parked his car.

A few steps away from the car, Li Feng stopped, watched Shen Yan use the electronic lock to open the car door, turned around and planned to leave, goodbye needless to say, but at this time, Shen Yan gritted his teeth, and finally turned around and stopped Li Feng, who was about to leave: "Li Feng, wait a minute, I think we should leave each other's phone numbers." ”

Li Feng was a little strange, but she saw Shen Yan take out a pen and paper from her bag, write a number and hand it to herself, Li Feng had no choice but to take it, after a glance, he took out two mobile phones from his pocket, sorted them out, put one on them, and said, "I'll call you directly." ”

"Yes."

Dialed the number with the mobile phone of external contact, Shen Yan wrote it down, and seemed to explain: "Even if you can't ...... But we can still try to be friends. ”

Looking at the somewhat cramped girl, Li Feng was still confused, originally he wanted to ask if this was necessary? But he still smiled and said, "Of course, goodbye." ”

"Goodbye."

Then Li Feng turned around and went to the bus stop, Shen Yan drove away in the opposite direction, Li Feng walked on the road and looked at the note in his hand, tore it up and threw it away, and he was too lazy to remember the number he dialed, since he didn't look down on us idlers, there was no need for anything, this girl was cold enough, and Li Feng didn't think much about staying with the ice, although she was very beautiful.

Shen Yan actually kept paying attention to the rearview mirror, and when he saw Li Fengtou leaving without looking back, he also tore up the note he wrote, and even after writing down the number in the phone book, his heart sank, and he was also sour: in the end, he was still disappointed, it was embarrassing enough for him to take the initiative to ask for a phone number, and now he was afraid that he would lose people in vain, but fortunately, he also explained his behavior.

In fact, the bad thing is Shen Yan's redundant explanation, when she said that, Li Feng didn't even think about it, even if she was idle, she didn't have time to accompany a girl to do what so-called friends, and finally she was issued a good person card?

However, Shen Yan still has a glimmer of hope, maybe Li Feng will write down his number in the future? As long as he makes a phone call and asks himself to come out, then he will find a way to show some of his feelings.

But will Li Feng fight? The answer is yes, he won't and isn't available.

On the bus, Li Feng received a call from Director Ding: "Come early tomorrow, there is a task." ”

Li Feng's hand shook, and the internal mobile phone almost fell to the ground, and then he asked very suspiciously: "There is a task!?" Did I hear anything wrong? ”

"Of course not, there is a vegetative person in our department who was finally completely liberated not long ago, they are all good comrades, all of them are heroic martyrs who sacrificed their lives for the country, we have to be more formal, personally go to inform the others in the department to prepare for a memorial service, I will give you some lists tomorrow, including more than a dozen comrades in the mental hospital, you must be notified within two days, and you will have to run before and after the funeral, it is estimated that it will be busy for a few days."

Li Feng was speechless, and then turned off the mobile phone call.

Li Feng arrived early the next day, and he was going to work at the flour mill tomorrow, so the task notified would be completed today, and then he would go to work tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow and the day after tomorrow he would go to help his comrades handle the funeral.

With nearly fifty lists, Li Feng ran all day like a dead dog, but he still ran before nine o'clock in the evening, and almost activated the ability passively, and Li Feng didn't have a good face after going back.

"Director Ding, you have a car and give me so many addresses."

"Didn't you run in two days? I didn't let you run it in a day. ”

"But I have to go to work tomorrow!"

"Oh, I forgot about it, but what are you complaining about? Didn't I hand over all the comrades who have mental problems to you to inform? These comrades in the two psychiatric hospitals live in relatively concentrated areas. ”

Li Feng was speechless, he turned around and went back to the house to sleep, if it was late, he wouldn't go home, and it would be okay to deal with it for one night in the stronghold.

The second day I went to work, and on the third day, when I went to the house of a deceased colleague, the mourning shed had already been tied, and there were not many people to worship.

Director Ding took a big sip of wine and said, "That's it? You kid is too picky, and if you die, others will give you back this. ”

Li Feng's hands shook and he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything, and after adding three hundred yuan, he turned around and left, it seemed that there was nothing to help, Li Feng didn't want to see Director Ding's hateful face now.

Director Ding didn't care about him, he drank by himself, Li Feng walked a few steps and came back: "I won't go to the memorial service, there are people who know me in the crematorium." ”

Li Feng was talking about Shen Yan, and in this case, he shouldn't have gone according to discipline.

"It's your girl who failed on a blind date, you're too worried, since people don't want to remember which onion you are after these days? Save it, since you don't help with the memorial service, how can you run into it so coincidentally? That girl works in the work area, and if you don't let you see the body in advance, it won't be over, and since you don't want to help here, then you can also meet the old comrades at the memorial service, and you don't even know a few of our colleagues in the 43rd department when you retire. ”

Li Feng didn't say anything and turned around and left, but four days later, Li Feng still went to the memorial service, and the old-timers didn't know a few Li Feng, but they were about to get up.

Xiang Hong, on behalf of the Haishi Branch, also came at the memorial service, including Zhao Lei, who knew that Li Feng would come, also came, and Zhao Lei had already been to the forty-three places, but he chased the girl in the dark, and at the same time chased several times without going a few times, this time I came to take the opportunity to chat with Li Feng, and the suspicion of doing confidential work was very heavy, so I didn't say anything about it on the phone.

Zhao Lei still has a task, Li Feng asked him to find out who is embarrassing himself, Zhao Lei is talking about this this time, the matter is somewhat eyebrow-raising, the most suspicious is Fang Jin, Fang Jin is already a secret special policeman, and he is the fastest appreciating among the newcomers, and although Fang Jin's origin has not been inquired about, Zhao Lei has also heard that Fang Jin's background is not ordinary hard, and even the director of the Haishi Special Service Branch in the future is prepared for him, and the person also warned Zhao Lei not to provoke Fang Jin.

After Li Feng heard this, he told Zhao Lei to hurry away, because Fang Jin had already come over there, if it was really this kid, if he saw Zhao Lei and himself together, he might be looking for Zhao Lei's matter, he didn't care, but he didn't want to involve Zhao Lei, but soon Li Feng didn't look at Fang Jin, because Xiang Hong also came in, Fang Jin walked in front and led the way while looking like a flower messenger and talking to Xiang Hong.

Xiang Hong didn't say anything when she listened, looked around for half a circle and immediately saw Li Feng standing on the edge of a bunch of wreaths, Li Feng was very speechless to Xiang Hong, and it was not good to worry about anything with a girl, so she had to pretend that she didn't see anything.

But it's useless, because Xiang Hong came over, Li Feng felt it, but he was even more helpless, you and I have become half enemies, and you still have the face to talk to me!? Can you have a little cheeky!?

But Xiang Hong obviously didn't care about this, and didn't care whether Li Feng deliberately turned his head or not, standing opposite Li Feng, he immediately said: "Oh, you have grown a little taller, and you look a little stronger, not bad, it looks like forty-three places are very capable of raising people." ”

Li Feng didn't speak, he didn't have anything to say, he looked up at the ceiling, then randomly lowered his head and turned his head to look at Fang Jin, who was following Xiang Hong, looking at Fang Jin's resentful gaze that he couldn't hide, Li Feng finally understood two things, first, it was almost certain who was embarrassing himself, and second, the reason was also found, because of Xiang Hong!

Li Feng really wanted to change his attitude to respond to Xiang Hong immediately, and even start falling in love with Xiang Hong immediately, and then see what Fang Jin's face would look like, but in the end, Li Feng still couldn't pull his face to do so, and continued to look up at the ceiling after looking at Fang Jin.

Xiang Hongcai didn't care if Fang Jin was jealous or not, and he was obviously a little angry when he saw Li Feng doing this: "Very good, Li Feng, keep it up, I'll take a good look at you when I go to the bureau to check my body at the end of the year, don't really have a problem, hum!" ”

After Xiang Hong finished speaking, he turned around and left, Fang Jin took a deep look at Li Feng and followed, Li Feng spat at Xingzi, and then took out a cigarette roll and smoked it far away from the crowd, aren't they all the descendants of Daddy, what is arrogant! Hum!