People who have experienced sudden accidents do some psychological interventions, in fact, there is a very mature mechanism.

In general, this mechanism is rarely used unless the patient or family member proposes it, or when there are obvious symptoms.

When Park Cao'e found the attending doctor of Li Junhan's hospitalization with a depressed face and expressed Li Junhan's desire to have some psychiatric examinations, the doctor simply agreed.

Then, with Jung Eun-di's worried expression, Park Cho-e pushed the wheelchair that Lee Jun-han was sitting in and came to the psychiatric ......

The inspection continued until just over nine o'clock in the evening.

"I'll give you the results tomorrow morning." The doctor in charge of the psychiatric department who examined Li Junhan said to Li Junhan with a relaxed expression, "Don't think too much, take a good rest." ”

"Hmm." Li Junhan nodded.

Then, he was pushed back to the ward by Park Cao'e.

Early the next morning, during the doctor's routine rounds, his attending doctor saw Li Junhan with a somewhat complicated expression.

"What's the matter, Doctor Nim." Li Junhan greeted with a smile.

"Have you sensed something wrong with you lately?" The attending doctor flipped through the medical records in his hand, and then looked at Li Junhan's expression with some indescribable meaning.

"It's a little bit." Li Junhan nodded, "One day a while ago, I was obviously very, very tired, but my mental state was very good, and the whole person was ...... It's all a bit out of control. But I wondered if I might have something mentally wrong. ”

"It's not a big deal, I've read your inspection report. Don't think too much about it......"

"So, is there really a problem?" Li Junhan sighed faintly.

He himself was a little surprised.

Truly. What he said, he told the truth. When he went home after watching the recording of Zheng Xiujing's debut stage that day, Li Junhan felt that something was wrong.

When he sat on the hospital bed that day, facing the sketchbook again, wanting to write another song, and found that he couldn't write anymore, his worry had already materialized.

Obviously, I wrote so many songs in one breath that day, and I feel like I've found the trick of writing songs.

Why, after that day, everything seemed to be back to square one?

This reminded Li Junhan of the incident that was talked about when he came to the hospital for a check-up because of a headache before.

So. He had already thought about it, and when the injury on his leg was basically healed, he would do a thorough mental examination.

Alone.

However, the boss's uncle's words made Li Junhan's spirit suddenly out of control, and he felt anger that he had never felt before, and he himself was dominated by this anger and made a decision.

Although I finished my examination yesterday and went back to the ward. Lying on the bed, Li Junhan did not regret his decision at all, but he was still very afraid.

That kind of loss of control over his emotions made him feel like what would happen to him one day. What to do......

This made him panic.

Then he could only keep telling himself in his heart that it was really just anger to the extreme, and he hadn't done it before. There won't be any more in the future, and the inspection should be no problem......

Otherwise, he probably won't be able to sleep at night.

But. When he saw the doctor's expression in the morning, he knew. My worries still came true.

He didn't even have a way to control his expression.

"It's not really serious." The doctor shook his head, "But the advice for you should be that you can have some psychological counseling appropriately." ”

"So, in fact, there is still a problem?"

"There must be some." The doctor nodded, "The result of the examination is that Li Junhan xi, you have mild depression. However, generally speaking, actors will have some problems in this area to a greater or lesser extent, so they are not too serious, and basically they are not enough to take medicine......"

"yes, I see." Li Junhan nodded.

He was a little scared to keep listening.

The doctor left. He could also see that Li Junhan's mood was very bad, but he didn't have anything too good to do.

The ward left Lee Jun-han, a worried Park Cho-e, and a panicked Jung Eun-di.

"Teacher...... You ......" Zheng Endi is really a little at a loss.

"You're going back to Busan tomorrow!" Li Junhan barely held up his spirits and smiled at Zheng Endi: "You don't care about my affairs here, go back and study hard......"

"How can you not care! You're my teacher! Zheng Endi glanced at Li Junhan, "Teacher, don't think too much, didn't the doctor say it?" The problem is not serious, as long as you don't dwell too much on this matter, in fact, it ......"

"I know." Li Junhan nodded, "Then don't tell me about it." Let's talk about your singing! ”

"Okay!" Zheng Endi hurriedly said.

Li Junhan was stunned.

Before, I said that I wanted to give her a lesson or leave homework or something, and this little girl would always make a very unhappy expression to talk to herself, today...... Surprisingly good attitude!

What a warm-hearted little girl!

After taking his attention away from his illness himself, Li Junhan's mood was also better.

Some things are like that, you think about it, it's a problem, and if you don't think about it, it doesn't seem to exist......

It's just that it's a bit hard not to think about it.

Even if Jung Eun-di and Park Cao-e don't mention this matter, there will still be people who will remind Lee Junhan of this matter.

Like what......

"Why are you here?" Li Junhan was tinkering with something on the computer, and after knocking on the door alone, he walked in.

"Auntie asked me to come and see."

“…… Cao'e, ......" Li Junhan's eyes drifted to the side.

"Oh, Endi, shall we go out and buy something and come back?" Park Cao'e immediately stood up.

“…… Oh. Zheng Endi glanced at Li Junhan. and the person who just walked in, "Sister Minjing, you talk to the teacher slowly......"

"You don't have to say a word." Park Cao'e pulled Zheng Endi and walked out.

The door to the room was closed.

"It's dinner time. I can't invite you to dinner when you come here. Li Junhan opened the topic with a smile.

"I wanted to come the day before yesterday. But I was called, and then I didn't come. Jiang Minjing sat on the chair next to Li Junhan, and looked at Li Junhan with a somewhat complicated look.

"Someone? Who? Xiujing? ”

"Hmm."

"So the two of you agreed not to come?"

"Hmm."

"Oh." Li Junhan laughed.

"Then last night, my aunt called me and talked to me a lot." Jiang Minjing sighed faintly, "She told me to come over today, or else." Never come to see OPPA in the future. ”

"Hmm." Li Junhan still answered and didn't say anything.

"So, what Auntie told me is true?" Jiang Minjing's expression was very calm, as if Li Junhan was not the same thing as him.

"What did my mom tell you?"

"Just tell me that she doesn't think I'm very suitable to be OPPA's wife, let me come and see you today, and then ...... Don't contact me in the future. ”

"Oh." Li Junhan nodded.

"So, I'm out?"

"Yes." Li Junhan replied very simply. "Oh no, it's not that you're out, it's the end between us."

"Because I rejected OPPA you that day?"

"Hmm."

"But I'm really just a little scared......"

"Afraid of what? I'm afraid I'll be sorry for you or what? Is it because you don't have faith in me or in yourself? Li Junhan asked in a somewhat calm tone: "I said it." Since I've decided to marry you, I'll be responsible for my decision, but. You really don't believe me! ”

"It's not that I don't believe it, it's that I don't dare to ......" Jiang Minjing seemed to want to argue about something.

"It's okay." Li Junhan smiled slightly. "I know, you don't want to believe me."

“…… OPPA: Do you know why? Jiang Minjing was obviously believed by Li Junhan's left sentence. Another sentence of trust, which made me a little annoyed.

"Why?"

"Because...... I realized that you really have someone you like, and that person is not me. You let me ...... How can you feel like not panicking? Jiang Minjing asked Li Junhan rhetorically, "I'm also a woman!" ”

“…… Who do I like? ”

"Don't play stupid, okay! OPPA！ I know, Xiujing knows! You know that day I ...... I went shopping with Xiujing the day before, what were we talking about? ”

“……”

"Hyo-sheng." Jiang Minjing said lightly: "Xiujing has been telling me about Xiaosheng, and she has been ...... Say OPPA, what's wrong with you......"

“……”

"I'm not stupid, I know that Xiujing is trying to scare me in such a way, make me regret and be afraid, and then run away like the next day, and she will succeed. But...... Even if I know what she thinks, I can't do anything about her! Because she said ...... It's all the truth, right? I still remember Hyo-sung telling me that she went to look for you that day...... OPPA: You said you could not be with me for her sake. This sentence, has it? ”

Be quiet.

Li Junhan didn't know how to answer this question. It did happen, and that day......

"I thought I could get to the bottom of this and regain the lost ground as a victor, anyway, OPPA, you're mine, so I should be able to change your mind with myself, right? Including for Hyo-sung. But that afternoon, when Zheng Xiujing told me about those things, I realized that I might not really be able to really get around these things in my heart. If we get married, then I find out that I can never ...... So what do I do? Jiang Minjing's words carried some crying.

Li Junhan didn't know how to answer this question. Indeed, these things should actually be sorted out before getting married.

I thought I had sorted it out, but I forgot to tell Jiang Minjing. It's normal that she can't trust herself......

"Honestly, after that day. I really regret it. Jiang Minjing showed a very strange smile on his face, "What are you afraid of!" Is there anything wrong with getting married first? It's a big deal, just get divorced...... But...... But since that day. OPPA: You didn't even call me. It makes me scared more and more, and I am more and more worried......"

Li Junhan lowered his head.

“OPPA。 You can cut the relationship with me so clean, why can't you clean up the relationship with Xiaosheng? So...... I'm not as good as her in your heart, am I? Kang Min-kyung asked a question again.

The room was quiet again.

"I've completely sorted out her relationship." Li Junhan could only say this, "That day...... Well, I do have a bit of ...... However, I don't have anything to do with her. ”

"Really? OPPA, you separate...... Is it really separated? ”

"It's all said! She has her dreams to achieve. And I'm ...... There you have it. Well, ever, can I say that? Although you shouldn't be mine anymore. ”

"OPPA, do you think this reason is enough? What for a dream or something......" Jiang Minjing smiled, "Don't make a fuss, okay!" Such an unreliable reason may only be regarded by you as a thing, right? ”

"But isn't that what happened?"

"The facts? OPPA, isn't it true, maybe it's really because the two of you use a normal reason. It's not separated at all, so ...... How about convincing yourselves with such a seemingly illusory and irrefutable reason? Jiang Minjing asked rhetorically.

“…… When did you become such a thoughtful person......" Li Junhan snorted.

It's not that he shifts the subject for the sake of changing it.

He's just, flustered. Because Jiang Minjing said. Seems to make a lot of sense.

"If you think about it a lot, you will naturally understand." Jiang Minjing smiled bitterly. "You use such helpless reasons to prove that you are forced, then what am I? Am I forcing you to do something? Oh, yes! I'm forcing you to sort out these relationships. But...... That's how it should be, right? Or are you going to really ...... after you marry me?"

"It's not." Li Junhan immediately shook his head, "I just think there are some things. Put it there, it's been a long time. It's gone. ”

"Can you really get there?" Jiang Minjing asked rhetorically, "Has the matter between you and Yun Hee Xi passed?" If she asks you for help with something, you'll say yes right away, right? ”

“…… Well. ”

"So...... I understand. Jiang Minjing let out a long breath.

Li Junhan was slightly stunned.

"OPPA, I want to ask you one last thing. Have you ever liked me? Jiang Minjing's expression was very calm, and he looked directly into Li Junhan's eyes. Honestly......"

Li Junhan felt a little headache.

He didn't know how to answer such an unfinished question.

"I don't know." Li Junhan's heart was a mess and he didn't know how to answer, so he chose the worst answer.

I'm sorry. Li Junhan silently added a sentence behind this sentence in his heart.

“…… I understand. Jiang Minjing nodded, turned around and left.

Didn't even say goodbye.

The door closed.

Li Junhan closed his eyes and pressed his temples with his fingers.

What was this just now? I'm playing music here with Park Cao'e and Jung Eun-di today, and I'm in a pretty good mood, what are you doing here?

Sullen, Li Junhan closed the laptop that was originally in front of him, and then lay down.

Within two minutes, a person pushed the door straight and came in.

"Teacher...... You...... You okay? ”

"What's wrong, Endi?"

"Teacher, you...... Does it have anything to do with Min-kyung's sister? Zheng Endi had a strange expression on his face.

"Why do you ask this?"

"Nothing, huh? Sister Minjing was crying outside, and Sister Cao'e couldn't persuade her...... It's a little awkward for me to stay around......" Jung stuck out his tongue.

Although he made a very cute expression, Li Junhan could see that Zheng Endi actually wanted to set his own words.

"Oh, actually, I was supposed to marry Min Kyung last month, according to the plan." Li Junhan said lightly, "The result is ...... Didn't tie it up. ”

"Huh? Tie the knot? Zheng Eundi was dumbfounded.

"yes. How? ”

“…… Teacher, why do you want to get married again? Zheng Endi looked disgusted, "Is it fun to get married?" It's always such a toss......"

"Originally, I didn't want to toss, I planned to live honestly after I got married. As a result, the pigeons were released, and then there was nothing more! Li Junhan said lightly.

“…… Teacher, you don't have to explain it to me. I'm really not interested in you. Zheng Endi hurriedly waved his hand, as if he didn't want to tell me.

Li Junhan nodded.

He didn't want to say it.

There was silence for a while.

"I'd better go out and have a look, Sister Cao'e hasn't come in for so long." Zheng Endi sighed and glanced at Li Junhan.

Li Junhan pretended not to hear.

Crying?

It's true...... I'm sorry!

(To be continued.) )