266 Like a fool
All translated into Chinese after October 3)
It's really cold today, but fortunately today is a Saturday and Sunday, so you can stay at home. But I really didn't expect to meet my Prince Charming at home. He's so handsome, those blue eyes that seem to be sad attract me all the time, oh my God, I like him! I fell in love with him at first sight!
October 6th
He kissed me yesterday, and it's a real joy to be. But today he actually told me that he kissed the wrong person yesterday! Is this treating me like a monkey? I was so angry and depressed all day. I really want to ask him, I look so popular? Can you kiss the wrong person?
October 7th
I understand! It turns out that he is in a relationship with Iloti! Oh God, it's a big joke. No wonder he would say I love him for kissing the wrong person, but he loves Iloti. Should I let go? It's really distressing, on one side is my dearest sister, and on the other side is the man I love the most! Oh my God, I'm going crazy.
November 3rd
This morning I saw Iloti being picked up early in the morning, and oh my God, it was so uncomfortable to watch their intimacy outside the window. I thought I had forgotten him, but I didn't expect my calm heart without a trace of waves to start to smell of vinegar again. Okay, I'll admit I'm jealous, but I've given up, haven't I? After all, it was Iloti who met him first, and I am not even a "third party", is it sad or lucky?
November 15th
I can't continue to fall like this! At lunchtime, Iloti excitedly told me that maybe I would be married to him next month! Oh my God, it really hurts my heart to see her happy look. I didn't expect them to develop so fast, I can't do this, I'm going to fight for him. Before getting married, everyone has the right to compete for their lover, right? Even if it is a lover vying for his dearest loved one, oh God, please forgive me.
Yoyo's face turned pale, she took two steps back in disbelief, her voice trembling, "Auntie, tell me that this diary is a lie, right?" "I don't have to lie to you." In the face of her injured blue eyes, she couldn't speak, she hardened her heart and didn't look at Youyou.
December 5th
Tonight, I implicitly mentioned to Mommy Mommy that I have someone I like, looking at Daddy Mommy's happy expression, I felt heavy in my heart, and I almost couldn't breathe.
December 7th
Daddy didn't know how to get him to agree to marry me, he was originally an ordinary nobleman, maybe Daddy used the power to buy him, and he turned out to be the earl, and later Daddy told me about the wedding day - January 1st, which was also the birthday of me and Iloti.
December 8th
Iloti went out smiling in the morning, only to return home at noon with red eyes. When he came to my room, he slapped me and yelled, "Sister, why did you rob my man?" Why" In the face of her questioning, my heart was full of guilt and guilt, and I wanted to pull her so that Daddy and Mommy would not hear it, but Iloti, who was almost crazy, couldn't control her at all
I'm sorry, my dear sister, I'm sorry.
December 25th
January 1st was fast approaching, and I'm a little happy that Iloti had somehow asked me out on that day. I thought there was a chance for rapprochement between me and Iloti. But as soon as I met, she threw me a pregnancy list, and when I looked at it, I seemed to think of something like a lightning strike. Oh my God—I hurriedly suppressed the thought, and Iloti told me, with a triumphant smile, "Sister, I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant with his child, so you can quit now, right?" ”
I didn't expect my answer to be beyond her expectations, and even more so than I expected.
"Whether you are pregnant or not, I will marry him, are you willing to be a mistress?"
Iloti listened to the frenzied scolding of me, and I just laughed sadly. She scolded me right, I am indeed a madman, a madman who can go to great lengths for love.
December 30th
There are two days left, and in two days I will be able to marry him, and I can't tell whether I will be happy or sad. I found out that Iloti was even more ruthless than I was, at least I just robbed her lover.
And what about her?
I told Daddy Mommy about my pregnancy directly. On the contrary, instead of getting the distress and support of his parents, it was a fierce slap. When Daddy beat her, I read it in her resentful and unwilling eyes - she hated me and blamed me.
I'm sorry, Iloti I love him, I can't live without him I said silently in my heart.
December 31
Since I was a child, Daddy Mommy has always loved me and favored me. And this time too. When Iloti said that I had robbed her lover, Mommy didn't hesitate to say two words - abortion. Irotti was stunned, and so was I. What makes Irotti even more sad is that Daddy agrees with Mommy's proposal. Does anyone know that Mommy Daddy can sacrifice another daughter for me?
Irotti cried. Unexpectedly, the same daughter was treated so differently. The last words Iloti said when she left home made me sad.
"I hate you, sister, why do you want to rob me of him when you know that I love him so much? You shameful third party! ”
I was called a shameful third person, and I actually laughed, and every word of Iroti was like a sharp knife in my heart. Perhaps the only thing that deserves my comfort is the wedding
Yoyo saw that she couldn't stand it anymore, and she suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness. A chill rises from the feet.
Is she all wrong? Before, because my aunt was involved in her happy family, why did I resent my aunt? She wanted to ask her aunt out loud why she hadn't told her the truth earlier?!
But she was tired, and it turned out that she was like a fool from beginning to end.
She crouched down with her diary in her arms, buried her head in her arms, and whimpered.