Rao is that I know Zhang Zhang and Chen Jing very well, but in this situation, I really don't know how to comfort the lost tension.

People are born different from each other, and the differences in acquired education lead to differences in values. So Zhang Zhang and Chen Jing have come to this point, in fact, there are traces to follow.

The gap between idealists and realists cannot be bridged by mutual care and psychological and physical satisfaction in life.

I poured myself a drink and lit a cigarette, and slowly silenced myself with a loneliness that was very different from the tension.

"I think I'll bless her!" After a long time, Zhang Zhang opened his mouth, and he could pretend to be relieved in front of me, but he was absolutely incapable of giving an explanation to his true heart.

"I hope you can think about it, people have a lot of insincerity in this life, not everything will be according to their own hearts. I tend not to waste too much emotion on things that I can't control. ”

I said something that I didn't have much strength, and I couldn't get much nourishment from it. All the losses in life have to be adjusted by themselves, and the comfort of others is often half the effort. Luckily, like me, I was able to pull myself out of my unhappiness as quickly as possible.

"Over the years, I've come to believe in providence more and more. Some things are meant to be, like the failure of my business last year. But the only thing that can drag me down is working capital, and I will not accept my fate for the relationship between me and Chen Jing. ”

"Feelings can't be forced!"

"It's not that there's a relationship problem between us, it's just that our dreams are slightly different. She had higher ambitions, and I was lost in the illusory city life. But all sincere feelings must be able to transcend worldly entanglements. I figured it out, since I love Chen Jing, why can't I sacrifice something for her? I can change myself for Chen Jing, in a certain sense, Chen Jing is better than me, why can't I give up my unbearable self and get closer to the noble Chen Jing? ”

Zhang Li said these words with a deep eye, but I could not predict his next move in his words.

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"What are you going to do?" I asked.

"Wherever she goes, I will go with her. She went to the mountains to teach, and I could raise pigs and grow vegetables in the mountains. My purpose is just to be with Chen Jing all the time, as long as I can watch her every day, the years will be quiet. ”

Zhang Zhang told the story, he spit out a big smoke ring, and his eyes wrapped in the smoke ring were so determined.

A super beautiful picture appeared in front of my eyes, Chen Jing lecturing in a dilapidated mountain village elementary school, Zhang Li working in the vegetable garden behind the school, a black piglet humming and chirping, and a white butterfly flying over the vegetable field. The sound of Lang Lang reading came from the window, and Zhang Li stood up the hoe, looking at the sun slowly falling on the east mountain. A flock of sheep is about to return to the nest, and a person's heart is quiet.

The fact that Tension, which had been lost in the world for a long time, could have such an awareness was something I could never have imagined before. I looked at the firmness emanating from the depths of his pupils, and my heart was inexplicably moved.

Love is a luxury in this world, and Li Xin can fulfill me with my wishes, which is a blessing for me in my three lives.

Zhang Li's ability to let go of the rich material life in the city for the woman he loves makes me admire and be extremely touched at the same time. If I hadn't been good at controlling my emotions, I would have burst into tears at this moment.

"It seems that you have thought it through, and although I am a layman, I understand your feelings very well, and at the same time unconditionally support you in pursuing your true self. When do you leave, tell me when the time comes, and I will see you both off with Li Xin! ”

Chen Jing has been preparing for a long time, and the approval above has come down, so she will leave in the next few days. There is no need to see her off, according to my understanding of Chen Jing, she should like to do what she wants to do quietly, of course, this is also my mind. ”

After Zhang Zhang said these words, I saw that his mood was indeed much better. He was lonely when they first met, and after only a few minutes, he seemed to be detached again.

"Did you make a decision that you weighed for a long time, or did you just sit down with me before you thought of it? How do you feel like a mule, saying that the wind is the rain, but don't fool me. ”

"I just figured it out, but I've already decided!"

Zhang Zhang said and stood up, he turned up the music a little more, and arrogantly carried a bundle of beer, exuding the unruly atmosphere of a mule.

"You're a man with a handle, and you have to be impressive!"

Zhang Li and I drank quickly, and it didn't take long for us to drink several bottles. When Chen Jing called, Zhang Li's mobile phone was placed in front of me, and the word "wife" was written on his mobile phone screen.

"No, I must have told you to pack your things!"

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhang Zhang snatched the phone from my hand.

"No, I haven't made my decision known yet. If my guess is correct, Chen Jing's phone call must have beckoned me over for dinner, and then gave me a showdown to break up. ”

When Zhang Zhang said this, he suddenly cheered up, he was so serious, I was afraid that he was going to give Chen Jing a big surprise.

"Can you do it, if you can't, you squeak, I'll help you say it!"

"No, no, if this problem is not handled well, I won't be mixed in the rivers and lakes!" Zhang Zhang said and answered the phone.

Their tone of conversation is extremely normal, but behind the conversation between the two people, there must be their own thoughts.

"Okay, I'll be right over!" Zhang Li gently agreed on the phone.

Something good is about to happen, such a romantic thing, it's fascinating. According to the normal process, if someone gives up the country for himself, then the beauty will naturally sacrifice herself for the hero.

Tonight is going to be an exceptionally good night, and I bless Tension.

Zhang Zhang went out of the bar with me, he didn't drive, and reached out to get into a taxi and went to Qujiang.

I walked out of Shida Road, crossed the road along the overpass, and jumped on the No. 19 bus at the bus stop opposite, two stops away, I couldn't take a taxi again, it was a shameful waste.

Thinking of tension and happiness on the bus, I naturally think of myself and Li Xin.

Li Xin said that she would go back to make up for sleep, if my guess was right, she must still be soaking in the bathtub at the moment, she must be waiting for me to go back.

When I entered the community, I suddenly realized that I went out to see Zhang Zhang on this trip, the purpose of which was to talk about the decoration of Li Xin's hot pot restaurant, but I only cared about being moved, but I forgot the important things that Li Xin handed over to me.

Since Zhang Zhang is going to go with Chen Jing, it seems that the decoration can only be planned separately.

When I opened the door and went back, there was a soft piano music in the living room, it was "Letterhead" by Yukie Nishimura, and Li Xin was really waiting for me in the white bubbles of the bathtub.