Chapter 550: It's not a sin for a man to cry

Finding a way to avoid the interference of NIS is a prerequisite for Kim Yoon-ho's investigation of Manju Sahua, and it is also the basis for countering Kim Woo-jung, who is behind the scenes.

It's imperative!

But Kim Yun-ho also knows that this is not so easy to do.

Because in comparison, NIS is too independent, and there is not much contact with external institutions, and there is even less intersection.

Kim Yoon-ho's network has not yet extended to NIS, so let's talk about any infiltration.

So he decided to start with the immediate situation and learn about the situation at NIS first.

He looked at the wild dog and the others and ordered, "In this way, you guys will help me inquire about the situation of NIS." As long as you can find out, I want to focus on knowing what agents are available to recruit in preparation for the expansion of the Surveillance Section. ”

The wild dog and the others didn't think much about it, and they all nodded and agreed.

The task assigned by Kim Yun-ho is reasonable, and there is nothing to think about.

After all, they were all dug by Kim Yun-ho from NIS, and it makes sense to find a few agents from NIS.

However, Yin Guohong, who knew the facts of the case, had a thoughtful expression.

He was one of the few people in Kim Yoon-ho's team who knew that NIS had taken over the case strongly.

Hearing Kim Yun-ho's order, he had a guess in his heart: It seems that the person in front of him is going to make a move on NIS.

But Yin Guohong thought about it and didn't dig deeper.

Due to Kim Yoon-ho's thoughtful style of acting, it is not difficult to understand that he arranged in advance to avoid further troubles with NIS.

Here you can see the cleverness of Kim Yunhao letting Yoon Guohong participate in this conversation.

They all work in the same department, and the actions of wild dogs and others will be known to Yin Guohong sooner or later.

Instead of passively letting Yin Guohong know, let him think deeply. It's better to take the initiative to let Yin Guohong know. Reduce Yin Guohong's suspicions.

As for Shen Donghai. This product is completely out of Kim Yunho's consideration, by the way.

Kim Yun-ho not only has to beware of outsiders, but also is careful of himself.

When it comes to confronting a behemoth like Daewoo, Kim Yoon-ho has been fighting from the beginning.

Before the time comes, he will not let anyone see his thoughts and intentions, including Yin Guohong and others.

――

"Boss, aren't you tired like this?"

Shin Dong-hae pushes Kim Yoon-ho to wander along the tree-lined streets of Seoul National University.

After the café conversation, everyone went their separate ways.

It just so happened that Kim Yoon-ho was planning to come to Seoul National University. personally communicated with the school about the lecture time, and asked Shen Donghai to accompany him. He is now too weak to walk for long periods of time and is confined to a wheelchair when he goes out.

Just now, he communicated with the academic affairs office of the school in person, and he will come to give a lecture after he recovers.

After all, he is a distinguished professor at Seoul National University, so it is difficult for him not to come forward for a long time.

Kim Yunho came in person to express his apology and attention.

I just don't know why Shen Donghai asked this.

Kim Yunho looked back at Shin Donghae in surprise and asked with his eyes.

Shen Donghai sighed for a long time: "Boss, I sometimes think that you are working too hard, completely beyond normal necessity.

I won't talk about handling cases before. Just talk about the present. You've just woken up, and you're not in good shape. Is it really necessary to run around, arrange this, worry about that, and make yourself tired and half-dead?

It's good to be young and promising, but I feel like you're doing more than that.

Boss, what's your problem? ”

This question has been holding back in his heart for a long time, and Shen Donghai has always wanted to ask.

Jin Yunhao smiled: "Stinky boy, how can this sound so awkward when it comes out of your mouth." ”

Shen Donghai rarely took it seriously: "Changed the topic again, you haven't answered my question yet." ”

Kim Yunho pondered for a moment, and replied very gently, "Do you see the leaves around?" Summer is their most luxuriant season. By analogy, we are probably in such a season of life.

I want to take advantage of the most prosperous time of my life to work hard and accumulate enough capital for myself.

I'm poor, and we're all in the family, for more than twenty years!

You've also seen my home in Guro, huh...... What kind of life is that, you know.

I don't want to live a poor life anymore, I want to make life better for me and my loved ones, so I work hard.

I lost my father when I was a child, and it was not easy for my mother to bring me and Yunxi together.

I didn't want her to suffer anymore and wanted her to live happily ever after as soon as possible, so I worked hard.

This is a society where people step on people, and I am a proud person, I don't want to be stepped on, so I can only try to climb up.

That's why I work so hard.

Life is short, if you don't work hard when you're young, you'll regret it for life when you're old......"

Shin Donghae nodded as if he didn't understand, pondering the meaning of Kim Yunho's words.

On the tree-lined path, the sunlight passes through the layers of leaves and turns into specks and scatters all over the ground;

The branches of the big trees are luxuriant, full of greenery, exuding a lasting fragrance and sweetness;

Knowing the tireless shouting, one after another, like a piece of music......

On the quiet tree-lined path, two people wandered quietly, experiencing this rare leisure.

Kim Yunho's answer just now was not comprehensive, and he didn't say the real reason.

After that, he fell into a long silence.

Shen Donghai's sentence 'Aren't you tired?' It resonated in Kim Yun-ho's heart.

Aren't you tired?

Of course tired! And very tired!

The body is tired, and the heart is even more tired.

In particular, no one could share the secrets of his heart with him, which made him even more tired.

To outsiders, he is cautious; He is also always wary of the people around him.

Not only to disguise to outsiders, but also to the people around him, he has never taken off his disguise.

It can be said that he is not a single person who speaks the truth.

In such a state, his heart is really tired.

"Only revenge can lead to a peaceful life."

This is the motivation for Kim Yoon-ho to persevere, and it is also the words that keep reminding himself repeatedly.

"Persevere, after the revenge is avenged, then pursue your life and life goals."

This is the encouragement he gave himself.

It's just a long way off.

The westerly sun held his lonely back to the elder. was clearly seen by Shen Donghai behind him.

The big hand holding the wheelchair pusher. Hold it tightly. Tight ......

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After returning to the hospital in the evening, Kim Yoon-ho asked Shin Dong-hae to go back.

The danger is temporarily lifted, and there is no need for so many people to stay with him.

Shen Donghai was not hypocritical, and left very simply, but there was something wrong with his expression when he left.

Kim Yunho didn't think about it, because this product can't be judged by normal thinking, it's too out-of-the-box, it's too weird.

After the room was left alone again. Kim Yoon-ho looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze.

Just now, he called Yin Guohong and asked him to arrange for the surveillance department to rest.

But when he heard that Yin Guohong was out for dinner with his daughter, he stopped the topic again.

How tired Yoon Kook-hong is, Kim Yoon-ho knows very well.

But when the 40-year-old father came home, he did not rest, but accompanied his daughter despite the fatigue.

In this case, how could Kim Yun-ho bear to disturb them again.

Subsequently, thinking of the ruthless gang boss Ruan Van Jia in this case, and the ordinary Li Kangfu, and thinking of their respective fatherly love for their children, Kim Yunhao had mixed feelings in his heart.

His eyes were unfocused on the casual crowd in the garden downstairs. Tears glistened in his eyes.

He missed his father.

He misses his father in his last life, harsh, harsh, and hated the love that is not made of steel.

He misses his father in this life. Although the contact was very short, the picture of fatherly love that was strong and silently paid has always stayed in his mind.

Before, he didn't understand fatherly love.

In the past, he would also be like Yin Guohong's daughter, rebellious and misunderstand his father.

In the past, he was like Nguyen Van Gia's son, who accepted his father's help when he needed it, but he didn't know it, and he didn't even have much response and memory.

In the past, he was also like Li Mingxi, arguing with his father on the street and playing his own temper, but he couldn't understand his father's hard work.

Before......

For the past, he had too many regrets. Now, he had so much to say to his father.

It's a pity that he doesn't have that opportunity, he can only reminisce about the past, a painful memory alone.

'The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the son wants to be filial and his relatives are not there. ’

Words in books are always words.

Only when it is experienced and experienced, will it become a life insight.

Unfortunately, the price of this realization is too great.

His father had told him that men should not cry easily, break tears and swallow them in their stomachs.

But at this moment, Kim Yun-ho really wanted to cry happily.

………

When I was young;

The people around me said that they were not allowed to shed tears;

After I have matured;

Say to the mirror that I can't regret it;

Wandering in a range without stopping;

The mind is constantly reincarnated on the lifeline;

People sleep day and night with masks in their hands;

I'm exhausted

――

It's hard to restrain yourself from the depths of your feelings.

Kim Yoon-ho sang a song in his native language that he had never been able to comprehend.

An old song by Liu Dehao: "It's not a sin for a man to cry and cry"

………

When we are in tears;

but they have forgotten how their eyes weep;

When you regret it;

but he forgot how to regret it in his heart;

The invisible pressure weighs down on me so much;

I started to feel a little hard to breathe;

began to slowly remove the defense, slowly regretted and slowly wept;

――

Kim Yoon-ho's voice was hoarse, low, and depressed to the extreme.

He is singing, and he is also singing about his own life journey.

Only through experience can we experience.

He's singing, and he's singing about his feelings.

………

It is not a sin for a man to cry, to cry, to cry;

No matter how strong a person is, he has the right to get tired;

If there is only heartbreak behind the smile;

Why should you be so embarrassed to be a man;

It is not a sin for a man to cry, to cry, to cry;

Taste the tears that have been absent for a long time;

Even if it rains, it's a beauty;

It's better to take advantage of this opportunity;

Weep bitterly;

――

sang to the sad place, the tears in the corners of the eyes finally slipped down, and the crystal clear teardrops quickly crossed the air like meteors, and finally fell to the ground and fell apart.

Although there is only one tear, it represents all his feelings and sorrows at the moment.

Behind him, there were teardrops falling.

At the door, Zheng Daiqin cried motionlessly and silently, full of tears.

Jin Yunxi held a mobile phone in her hand and hugged Zheng Daiqin, tears flowing between the two like a river.

Xu Xian covered his mouth tightly, his beautiful eyes were full of watery light and shadow, and tears rained down.

A song that sang and cried three women.

At the same time, I also sang and cried myself...... (To be continued.) )

PS: "It's not a sin for a man to cry and cry" is a song I like very much, and I am very touched by the personal writing in this chapter. PS: Xu Xian's Chinese is very good, especially the pronunciation is super standard, and I watched a lot of related videos today, which is very tasteful.