My name is Yunwu, and I was born at the foot of a remote mountain in Shudi, and I have always lived there. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I have three older brothers, the youngest in my family. My mother is a local and has never left Shu in her life. My father's surname is Yun Mingchang, and he moved there later, and there was another person who came to Shu with him.

I didn't know what the man's name was, but my father used to call him Mr. since I was a child.

When I was a child, I often thought, aren't all my husbands very old? Why does this gentleman not look old at all?

Not only is he not old, but he is also very handsome.

When he wasn't smiling, most of the time he looked like a fairy, and I heard a long-lived elder in the village say that he had never seen such a handsome figure as Mr. in his life, as if he was a fairy who came out of a painting.

At that time, the gods in my impression were like this gentleman.

I also heard her mother say that it was her husband who brought her father to this place, and at that time her father was injured, and her husband said that this place was suitable for recuperation, and then he stayed.

Daddy's injury has been recuperating for six years, and after the injury is healed, my husband and my father have stayed here.

Daddy was bitten by a snake while collecting firewood in the mountains, and happened to be rescued by his mother who was passing by. This is how the fate of the two of them was formed, and then my father married my mother, and I lived next to my husband in this way.

It is rare to meet a scholar in the village in a hundred years, there is no private school at all, the three elder brothers are reading and reading with Mr., and the people in the village know about it, so they will send their children to Mr.'s house, and after the reputation spreads, the village at the foot of the next mountain will also send their children to study.

At first, my father disagreed, so Mr. pushed it with lack of energy, but who knew that Mr. was all down.

When there were more people studying, my father cut down some trees and built a few houses with the help of the villagers.

Although the mountains and rivers here are beautiful, the folk customs are simple. But because they are in the middle of the mountains, the mountains and rivers are far away, and the people who are isolated from the world are not rich. They can't afford to get out of the shackles of apprenticeship, and Mr. never mentions it.

However, the villagers who received the favor of the gentleman, whoever weaved the best cloth, or whose family picked the fresh vegetables and game in the mountains, were all sent to the gentleman first, and the firewood in the gentleman's yard was always chopped and the water tank was always full.

At that time, the gentleman always smiled very kindly.

Dad saw that Mr. was happy, and he didn't stop him, but asked Mr. to name the academy with great interest.

I remember that evening, our family had dinner with my husband, and I saw that my husband heard his father say that he wanted to name the college, and he was stunned for a long time without speaking, I don't know what my husband was thinking, but I felt that his eyes seemed to contain a lot of things at that time, which made people sad.

On the second day, a plaque was erected in front of the academy that read Nanshan Academy.

Daddy also saw it, and I pointed to the plaque and asked Daddy, "Why Nanshan?" ”

Because the place where we are not located is not south, it is not Nanshan.

I saw that my father shook his head when he heard this, sighed heavily, and did not answer my words.

At the time, I was puzzled, but children are forgetful, and I soon forgot about it.

Later, I also studied with my brother in the academy with my husband, and when I was getting older, I couldn't help but think of my husband when I watched our family sit together during the Chinese New Year.

In my impression, people of Mr. 's age should have their own home, but Mr. has always been alone.

Once, my mother asked me to bring smoked jerky to my husband, and when he arrived, he was not at home, and I knew that he liked to sit quietly or look out at a stream not far away.

I put my things down and ran to find my husband.

Sure enough, the gentleman was there.

It was dusk, the sun was setting, and the twilight had dyed everything golden. The gentleman sat by the stream, not knowing what to think.

"What are you looking at, sir?" I walked over and asked Mr.

The gentleman came back to his senses when he heard me speak, and then smiled, "Look at the sunset." ”

After listening to Mr., I looked at the place where the sun set, and I was a little curious, the sun rises and sets every day, what is there to see?

But looking at the appearance of the gentleman, I couldn't ask the sentence, I didn't know what loneliness was at that time, but I saw the taste of loneliness in the eyes of the gentleman.

"Sir, why don't you get married?" I asked.

But the gentleman was silent for a long time, and then he didn't speak again, and when it was time to go back, he heard the gentleman say, "I lost her and can't find her." ”

In this case, I am a little puzzled.

It wasn't until I grew up that I realized that what Mr. actually wanted to say was that this life was not the person in his heart, and he didn't want to settle for anyone.

Mr.'s knowledge opened the way to the outside world for the people of the mountain village, and some students from Nanshan Academy went out of the mountain to take exams outside the mountain, including my brother. After that, every three years, people went out, some people fell off the list, and some people returned home.

The eldest brother was an official outside and wanted to take his father and husband to go, but his father refused. My father and my husband stayed in the mountains and never went out.

I married my childhood sweetheart who grew up together, and as he also left the mountains, year after year, I was already the mother of three children, and I rarely went back because of the rough road back to the mountains.

In September, the eldest brother sent a letter saying that his father was sick and wanted to go back to the mountains.

I went back with my eldest brother, and finally returned to my former home.

But it was just to catch up with the last time I saw my father, who was injured when he was young, and the doctor also said that he would live to a long time now.

After finishing his father's funeral, the eldest brother took his mother away.

My brother and sister of ours asked him if he would like to come with us, but he refused.

Mr. is sixty years old, and the years seem to be particularly favored by him, black hair and white clothes, clear and handsome, and his handsomeness has exceeded the age limit.

The next day we were about to leave for the home, and the night before, my brother and I were talking at my husband's house.

My brother has been prosperous in the past few years, and he told his husband a lot about officialdom.

The Son of Heaven is a young successor, but he is an old man, no matter how many meritorious ministers in the court, he is at ease, and now he has succeeded to the throne for 17 years, and he has expanded the territory of the Yin Dynasty a lot, and his brother is full of praise for the saint.

When the gentleman heard this, he frowned, and only heard him ask, "Now the saint is only thirty-five years old?" ”

The eldest brother was stunned for a moment before continuing: "The Holy Lord succeeded to the throne at the age of eighteen, and it has been seventeen years now. ”

The gentleman's brows furrowed even more, and I thought that when the gentleman came here, it was when the emperor had just opened the country, and this place was not connected to the outside world, so the gentleman didn't know.

I thought of it, and my eldest brother naturally thought of it, so he explained to Mr.: "The first emperor had retired to the position of the emperor seventeen years ago, and traveled the world with the queen mother, and the queen mother died half a year ago, and only half a month later, the emperor also died. ”

After the eldest brother finished speaking, he saw the cup in the gentleman's hand fall on the table with a snap, and the tea in it spilled on the table, and then flowed down the corner of the table.

The gentleman's robe was so wet that he didn't realize it.

The gentleman stretched out his hand to lift the cup, but he didn't seem to have the strength to lift it.

I watched, his hands trembling and his eyes shining.

In just a moment, the water in his eyes overflowed, and in an instant, it fell on the robe in front of him, leaving two drops of water stains.

My eldest brother and I were stunned!

When my eldest brother and I grew up so big, it was the first time we saw my husband crying, and we were speechless in surprise.

After that, the gentleman stood up and staggered, and the eldest brother wanted to step forward to support him, but he saw the gentleman waving his hand and walked out by himself.

In the darkness of the night, the figure of the gentleman became thinner and thinner.

Sir is a man with a story, I have always known it, and tonight I learned that the story of Mr. is related to the emperor and the queen.

When I said goodbye to my husband the next day, I went to his house and waited for him.

When we saw my husband come out, I couldn't stop crying.

Overnight, my husband's hair was all white, and when he saw me crying, he smiled and persuaded me: "Wu'er, everyone will be old, and Mr. is also a human being." ”

I wept bitterly.

No matter what I said, my husband refused to leave with me, and in the end my eldest brother took me away.

Seeing my husband standing there watching us leave, I couldn't stop crying.

I don't know what kind of woman the first queen was, so that the first emperor passed the throne to the crown prince in his prime and took her around the world.

Let Mr. be imprisoned like this for a lifetime.

I thought of what my husband said when he persuaded me to leave: "Wu'er, don't worry sir, sir will live very well, and he will live for a long time." ”

Looking at the figure of Mr. farther and farther away, and in the end I could no longer see it, and I thought of one word: painting the ground as a prison.

Mr. drew an invisible cage for himself and imprisoned himself for the rest of his life.

He did not come out, nor did he allow anyone to go in.

Lu Ye's chapter ends in the whole play.

Writing here, the character of Lu Ye is the most complete Lu Ye in my heart. His character has created a life that will not compromise, and painting the ground as a prison is the best way to describe him. He drew a prison, he didn't go out himself, and he didn't allow anyone to come in, this is Lu Ye.

Just a smile for you,

I will run and there will be nowhere to run.

Draw your sword and cut the silk of love,

But the thoughts are gently wrapped between the fingers.

It's all just for love words,

In vain, he claims to be a heroic hero.

The love of children in previous lives,

How much is owed to you.

This life is only for you,

I'm willing to draw the ground for you as a prison.

I'm getting old in prison,

I'll show you my happy smile.

This life is only for you,

I'm willing to draw the ground for you as a prison.

I'm getting old in prison,

And tell others how nice you are.

Return you, return you, today.

This is a song, it is Yuquan's "This Life is Only for You", also called "Drawing the Ground as a Prison".

After listening to this song, the first person I thought of was Lu Ye, and there is nothing more appropriate than this song.

I would like to use this song, and I would like to give it to Lu Ye with this song name.

(To be continued.) )