Chapter 244: To add insult to injury
He really couldn't help but pity her, such a girl who seemed like light and fire, but now she became like this. He hopes that Meng Siniang can cheer up, even if he will never be able to stand up or dance, he also wants Meng Siniang to cheer up, instead of being decadent from now on.
Gu Jinzhang stopped his desire to push Meng You away, and kept holding her like this.
Meng You was satisfied, being embraced like this by her favorite male god, there was a sense of security, and this sense of security made her hesitation and confusion disappear.
This is the time that Xiao Luo deliberately set aside for Meng You, so the whole room was quiet, only two people hugged each other tightly.
Hiding in the professor's arms, Meng You's face flashed a meek feeling. She wanted to keep going like this, and when she was most lost and in need of care, she would be very satisfied to have the professor in her arms.
"Don't leave me, can you?" Meng Youwo muttered in the professor's arms.
This sentence completely woke up Gu Jinzhang, what was he doing? When Meng Shiniang said this before, she was too emotional, so he didn't answer or refuse. But now! Can he not answer or refuse?
Gu Jinzhang let go of his hand and forcibly pulled Meng You out of his arms.
looked at Meng Shi Niang's eyes seriously, with a serious expression. He can't give Meng Shiniang any hope, they are different, here is the game, he still has a life in reality, and a girlfriend. Even in a virtual game, he can't betray Zhanshu, it's a matter of principle.
"I'm sorry" Gu Jinzhang said very seriously, and the three words fluttering lightly made Meng You's already stopped tears gushing again.
"Don't be sorry. You didn't feel sorry for me at all, I was extravagant. Meng You smiled while wiping the tears from his face.
"No, you don't understand. I" Gu Jinzhang didn't know how to explain to Meng Shi Niang, after all, Meng Shi Niang was just an NPC made of data. Their whole world is the game, and they don't understand the real world out there.
It's just that Gu Jinzhang was even more distressed when he saw Meng Shiniang's current appearance. He came this time to encourage her to get up again. But now! It became a blow to her.
But even so, Gu Jinzhang had to let Meng Siniang understand that he couldn't accompany her all the time. Their relationship can only be friends. Even after that, there can be no more ambiguity and intimacy from before. They must return to the confines of their normal friends.
"Shi Niang, we are different. Maybe you don't understand what I mean, but I have my own responsibility. I'm going to have a wife soon, and I can't be here with you all the time. Gu Jinzhang didn't know how to express to Meng Shi Niang that a game is a game, and reality is reality.
But the more he said it so cryptically. Meng You's heart hurt more and more.
It was the first time it came out of his mouth. He will soon have a wife. That's right, he has a girlfriend who has been in love for many years in reality, and he has reached the point of talking about marriage. Maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, he'll become the husband of other women, and he can't stay in the game.
Maybe the professor won't be in this game after she gets married, and she may have to lose him forever, and she won't see him again.
Meng You only has resentment in his heart now. If she had a healthy body, she could pursue her happiness. Even the difference between her and Zhan Shu is like a world of difference. But at least she had a chance to pursue it, but now! Her real body was lying on the hospital bed as cold as a corpse. In the game, he broke his leg and was unable to walk. In this way, what else does she want to ask for!
Meng You fell into resentful deep thought, but in Gu Jinzhang's eyes, he was extremely distressed. Meng Siniang's face seemed to have lost its blood, and the whole person looked a little stupid. He knew that his words were more than a blow to Meng Shi Niang. But he had to tell her that their relationship had to come to an end.
He can't let himself go on like this, and he can't let Meng Siniang think anything about him.
He can feel Meng You's kindness to him, his affection for him, and his heart, but because he can feel it, he can't continue.
"Shi Niang, I'm sorry" Gu Jinzhang also lowered his head, he understood how cruel he was, and he felt like a bastard when he said such a thing at such a moment. But he really couldn't go on like this. Meng Siniang is like this, if he is reaching out now, Meng Siniang will only rely on him more, and she can't let go. Although she will be in pain now, it should be over soon, besides, he just wants to return to the position of a friend, not to ignore Meng Siniang.
Meng You raised his head and looked at Gu Jinzhang with an apologetic expression. What is he sorry for? What is there for him to be sorry for! It's always been her own wishful thinking, didn't she already know the professor's refusal? It's just that the professor used to consider her acceptance and refused to say, and she didn't press it step by step, but now! Because of her greed, her delusions, forced the professor to speak these facts himself.
"You don't need to be sorry, it's not your problem." Meng You smiled miserably, and the smile on his face covered with tears was extremely weird.
"No, Shi Niang, you don't understand, you're fine, but we are different." Gu Jinzhang wanted Meng You to know that his attitude had nothing to do with Meng Shi Niang, it was his own problem, and it was the problem of data and players. It's just that he really doesn't know how to explain these things to Meng Shi Niang.
He was worried that Meng Siniang was using the ideas of the Tang Dynasty, and felt that he had something so-called between the doors, and felt that he refused because Meng Siniang used to be a dancer and an oiran. He didn't want Meng Siniang to have such thoughts. The purpose of his coming this time was to let Meng Siniang regain his confidence, saying these words was not his will, if it wasn't for Meng Siniang mentioning it, he couldn't avoid it, he would never say these words to Meng Siniang at such a moment.
Gu Jinzhang didn't know that Meng You was not a data, so she understood what he said, and she didn't think much about it.
"Thank you for coming to see me, I'm much better, you have a lot to do, go back!" Meng You opened her mouth to rush people, she was in a very bad mood, she didn't want to face the professor very much, she didn't want to listen to his so-called explanations and apologies.
What is this? Don't you just don't like it? Talking so much nonsense, what is there to explain. She knew that even in real life, the gap between them was very large, and there was no need to apologize or explain.
This is the first time Meng You has exited to catch people, if it surprises Gu Jinzhang, but then he understands what Meng Shiniang means. He didn't want to leave like this, he didn't want her to face these sad things alone. But these are all caused by him, and he really has no excuse to continue to stay. It was he who wanted to refuse the ambiguity and return to the identity of a friend, but now, Meng Siniang has found his position, but he is reluctant. (To be continued......)