CHAPTER XV

The girl said, "Since you have said so, then I will help you make a decision." ”

The boy frowned and said unhappily, "What decision do you make?" ”

"Don't worry, it's not for you to do anything to her, I'll quit, anyway, I'm not your necessary existence, everything I can do for you can too, goodbye, no, it's bye-bye!" After that, the girl clips. Tighten your bag and turn around and leave like the wind.

The boy opened his mouth, but he didn't know how to keep it.

In fact, whether it is love in college or early love that parents hate before college, there will be all kinds of problems, people's emotional intelligence is not directly proportional to age, but people are more willing to believe that older people are more mature.

Xiaoqi never expects how good a boyfriend she can have, she just hopes that she can get a simple but long-term relationship, so when the mediocre-looking boy said that he wanted to fall in love with her, she agreed-she thought that this kind of boy should be relatively stable.

After getting along for a while, the two do have a good relationship, never tired of being crooked, but they are never in touch.

But soon she found out that he had a "sister", just like many people can imagine when they hear it, this sister is good-looking, has a good figure, has a good relationship with him, and usually has more contact than a real girlfriend...... If his girlfriend were to talk about his sister, he would say, "Don't say that, she's just my sister, and she's a good girl!" ”

The weight of his words and his affection made his girlfriend dare not compare himself with his sister at all.

Later, Xiaoqi got used to it, anyway, he was himself, his sister was his sister, and there was no conflict with each other for the time being. However, recently Xiaoqi found that the relationship between the two suddenly became very close, and sometimes Xiaoqi asked him to go out to eat together, and every time the reason was either that the teacher assigned the homework to be completed immediately, or that the department had activities and had dinners.

Xiaoqi never told him that there was a girl in the same department as him that she knew, but since he didn't want to say what he was doing, she didn't bother to ask, anyway, after asking, it was just another lie.

A new movie was released, and Su Ling originally wanted to ask Xiao Qi to accompany her to see it, but Xiao Qi said that he wanted to watch this movie very early, and said that he would accompany him to watch it during the holidays, so Su Ling had to give up.

But when Xiaoqi told him to go to the movies together, he said that the football team was going to train and couldn't go, and asked if he wanted her roommate to accompany her, and Xiaoqi was silent on the other end of the phone.

On Friday night, when Su Ling asked if anyone was going out to go out to surf during the holiday, Xiaoqi shirked and said: "I want to rest, my eyes have hurt for the past two days, and I can't hold it." He pretended to be okay and asked Qiao Jinghui if she had any plans.

She succeeded in blinding her roommates, but she was the only one who was silently sad.

The next morning, Xiaoqi didn't get up, and heard Qiao Jinghui being the first to get up, changing clothes, packing things, and then the sound of closing the door; After about half an hour, Hua Wen also got up, washed up and dragged the box out of the house; Finally, Su Ling got out of bed slowly, washed his face and brushed his teeth, changed his clothes, put on his shoes, and then answered a phone call, and when he heard it, he called to urge her, and then wiped his face and went out with a bag.

Although she was awake, she neither got up nor played with her phone, she kept staring at the pale ceiling in a daze, and only after two hours did she turn over and turn to face the equally pale wall, and after another two hours, she glanced at her phone and it was already 11 o'clock.

Slowly sit up and ask yourself, "What are you doing today?" ”

After thinking for a while, he replied, "Oh, lunch." ”

Then I got out of bed to boil water, put the instant noodles in the bowl, and after throwing the bag, I remembered to throw away the seasoning packet as well, so I picked out the seasoning packet in the bag again, tore it open and poured it onto the dough cake.

The water is boiling, pour the water into the bowl, cover the lid, and then sit down at the table to turn on the computer, habitually board QQ, and then click on the game, but she was stunned on the login interface, is she ready to play the game? It doesn't seem to be, so I close the game.

After turning it off, she remembered that she still had a pile of clothes to wash, so she threw all her clothes, pants and socks into the bucket and went to the toilet to wash them.

After washing all the clothes, I squatted for too long, and I felt a little dizzy when I got up to dry the clothes, and then I remembered the instant noodles I had soaked before, and when I opened them, I saw that they had been soaked and swollen, and they were rotten and inedible.

I simply ordered takeout, washed the dishes, combed my hair, and changed my clothes while waiting for the takeout, and after changing, I remembered that I didn't have anything to go to today, and there was no need to change clothes, so I changed back into pajamas and pajamas. At this time, the mobile phone rang, and he actually sent a text message saying, "Have you eaten?" I was just going to eat with my teammates, so you should be fine alone in the dorm. ”

Xiaoqi sneered, as if you really sent this text message because you really cared about me, in fact, you are just trying to prove that you are not lying to me, but why bother? Are you really stupid when I am?

The takeaway was delivered directly to the dormitory, and Xiao Qi finished his lunch listlessly, and then habitually turned on the computer to board the game, and played tirelessly until nightfall, and the man sent another text message: "Have you eaten dinner?" We're at KTV, and we may not be able to hear you calling later, so I'll give you a word first. ”

Didn't you answer the phone at all? Where did you get so many excuses, don't worry I won't bother you! Xiaoqi put down his phone and changed to a different game to play.

After eight o'clock in the evening, Su Ling returned to the bedroom and shouted: "Xiaoqi, look what I brought you, mousse cake~"

Xiao Qi slowly turned around and pretended to be fine, and said, "So generous? ”

"Oh, it's not the money I paid, passing by the ancestor, I wanted to buy some bread for breakfast tomorrow morning, but I saw that this cake was very good, I guess you didn't eat well in the bedroom, so I wanted to bring it to you, but the fellow who was on the same road with me had to help me pay, I was embarrassed to let him pay too much, so I only bought you this cake."

If it were usual, Xiaoqi would definitely immediately gossip and ask this fellow whether he is a man or a woman, what is his origin, what is the relationship between the two in addition to being a fellow countryman, why they are on the same road, etc., but today Xiaoqi really didn't have the energy to care about these gossips, so he said "thank you" and accepted the cake.

Although Su Ling faintly felt that Xiaoqi's reaction was a little wrong, she thought that she hadn't woken up, so she didn't care.

Hua Wen and Jing Hui arrived in the dormitory at ten o'clock, and as soon as the two of them came in and asked her about him, that sensitive nerve was touched, she knew that something must have happened, but she must not show the slightest clue until they spoke.

After they finished speaking, Xiaoqi realized that he had really gone out with his sister and had been together until the evening, and told her not to disturb him.

Xiaoqi's face changed slightly, and seeing that Hua Wen and Jing Hui were both looking at her worriedly, she had no choice but to say calmly: "Well, I know, I'll ask him tomorrow." ”

So at 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, Xiaoqi sent him a text message: "Tomorrow morning at nine o'clock, I will wait for you downstairs in your dormitory." ”

There was no reply, Xiaoqi looked at the glare phone screen for a while, and then turned it off.

The next day was Sunday, and the roommates had no schedules, but Xiao Qi, who had been alone in the dormitory all day yesterday, woke up earlyβ€”at 7 a.m., when it was still foggy outside.

Changed into a long white dress that she had never worn since she bought it, her curly hair was draped over her shoulders, her bangs were pinned up with hairpins to reveal her imperfect forehead, and for the first time, Xiaoqi didn't wear makeup today, wiped some toner on her face and went out.

The cafeteria was already open, Xiaoqi went in and bought a cup of soy milk and came out, and then walked to the chair downstairs in the boys' dormitory and sat down.

It was quite cool on a foggy morning in summer, and she kept warm soy milk at hand, and she didn't plan to drink it herself.

Occasionally, early boys would come down and see her sitting here in a fluttering dress, and they would take a second look, but when they noticed that Xiaoqi's face was not perfect, most of them extinguished the little fire in their hearts. Xiaoqi knew, but she didn't care, all she cared about was the person she was waiting for.

Originally, she didn't like pretending, but she was used to appearing in front of the public after makeup, as if this would make her more confident, but today she suddenly didn't want to pretend anymore, and she felt so tired.

It's 8 o'clock, and the temperature of the soy milk is almost gone, Xiaoqi picked it up and checked it, thinking, do you want to change the glass? As a result, as soon as his eyes drifted to the other side, he saw someone's hurried figure approaching.

Xiaoqi's gaze gradually became cold, and he didn't bother to stand up, because the person was already caught off guard and saw her, and his expression immediately changed from anxious to panicked, and he ran to Xiaoqi in three steps and two steps, and said in a panic: "I, I slept in KTV last night, I didn't notice your text message, and I ran back immediately when I saw it this morning." ”

Sleeping in KTV? She believes this reason, but the person who is with him is probably not the brother in the football team.

Xiaoqi raised his head, handed him the soy milk, and said calmly: "It's for you, I don't know what you want to eat, so I only bought this." ”

"Thank you." The other party took it in a daze, and suddenly couldn't figure out the situation, but today's Xiaoqi is indeed a little different, whether it is attitude or makeup, could it be that she knew something so she came to him to settle accounts?

"Li Lin, how long have we known each other?"

Xiao Qi looked up at him intently, Li Lin nervously calculated, generally speaking, this sentence often appears in the company, when the boss asks you "how long have you been working here", it means that you are about to be fired, think about it carefully, and then answer: "It's been more than half a year." ”

"How long have you known your sister?"

Li Lin frowned, did she ask this to mean that she was suspicious of something, but still said: "Eight months." "Because I was in the same class, I met in the class group before the military training.

"Why did you lie to me and go out with her?" Although he was very unhappy that the two of them carried her out, but in a rational consideration, Xiaoqi felt that it was necessary to ask the reason. After all, this is not a TV series that you can't really touch if you can't see it, this school is only so big, and the two are in the same major, no matter how you can meet them.

And it's not a return to Zhu Gege, the misunderstanding in the first episode has to be delayed to the forty-eighth episode.

Li Lin struggled for a long time, Xiaoqi estimated that he couldn't say anything, but he said: "I promised her to keep it secret." ”

"Hush." Xiaoqi couldn't help but speak, she didn't bother to listen to such an unspeakable secret, so she stood up abruptly and said, "I don't like her, I don't like her from the first moment I know her, and she does the same to me, you don't have to doubt this." Actually, you should feel it, but you yourself have not been willing to believe it. ”

Li Lin was about to say something, but was stopped by Xiao Qi raising his hand: "Don't argue, that's a secret between you, I don't want to know, you should also be a moral person, you have to do it if you want to keep secrets for others." ”

Sometimes happiness is like a song, it always becomes twists and turns at a certain stage, some twists and turns come to an end, and some twists and turns come to an end.

Xiaoqi can't be sure which song is between them, but isn't youth just a failure and then standing up and moving forward? Xiaoqi believes that he is so young and will not end up in the hands of this one man.

Li Lin was speechless, and Xiaoqi said: "Okay, I'll ask you clearly now, I'm still her, you can choose one." ”

Yes, it's so willful and unreasonable, she didn't have the opportunity to be so willful before, so she must be willful once now, even if she can predict his answer, but it doesn't matter, she can still afford to gamble while she is young.

Li Lin was also unhappy: "You are you, she is her, why do you have to make a choice!" ”

Xiaoqi sneered: "Since you have said so, then I will help you make a decision." ”

And then the opening scene came in.

Xiao Qi resolutely turned around and left, the white skirt waved a wonderful arc behind him, a few strands of long curly hair were thrown to his chest, the familiar fragrance of hair floated from the tip of his nose, Li Lin didn't have the strength to reach out and hold Xiao Qi, he was still holding the soy milk that Xiao Qi bought for him, he didn't move, and now it was cold, and there was no warm feeling in the palm of his hand.

The white skirt gradually moved away, and the soy milk was rested on the chair where the white dress had sit, and no one was still in place.

At 9 o'clock, the aunt who collected the garbage came, and saw that there was garbage on the chair, so she walked over to pick it up and said: "Now the baby just doesn't know how to throw away the garbage, where to eat and drink, throw it away - hey, you see, this is not drunk and thrown away, it's too wasteful!" ”

There was nothing to do, Xiaoqi went to the library, and casually took this article and read it, and turned more than ten pages before he looked at the cover, and it turned out that he was reading "The Classic of Mountains and Seas".

But there were no other books I wanted to read, so I continued to read, and after reading all morning, there was no progress, and not a single word in it was read.

Before she knew it, it was past noon, and many students had gone out for lunch and came again, but Xiaoqi was still sitting in her original position, and when it was close to a little later, she heard someone greet her.

Looking back, it's a boy in the same class.,Scholar-level,The two of them met because they had a k-song together.,But Xiaoqi is not a kid who likes to go to the library.,So usually the two don't have much communication.。

"Hey, Lei Qi, what book are you reading here?"

Xiaoqi turned the book over and showed him the cover and said, "The Classic of Mountains and Seas." ”

"You like to watch this?" Wang Xiaoxi walked up to her and sat down, took out the advanced math book, draft book and workbook and set them up, "Have you eaten?" ”

Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, and Wang Xiaoxi asked, "Why don't you eat it?" ”

"Forget."

"......" Wang Xiaoxi Khan, this can also be forgotten! But the relationship between the two is very general and it is not good to say much else, so he smiled awkwardly and began to review by himself.

There was a person sitting next to him, and Xiaoqi couldn't read the book anymore, so he simply put the book down, lay on the table and took a nap.

Wang Xiaoxi turned his head to look at Xiao Qi, her face was right on his side, and he finally noticed that Xiao Qi was not wearing makeup today: the closed eyes were obviously very narrow and long, but they were usually covered by eyeliner, although the eyelashes were not long but very curvy, the eyebrows were a little light, but they were very cute like the short eyebrows in the comics, and the skin was a little unhealthy white, but the end of the period is all over.

Wang Xiaoxi thought, Lei Qi is not not smart, but she doesn't want others to see her smart, in fact, she looks good when you look closely, why do you always wear makeup at such a young age?

Two hours later, Xiaoqi woke up, and as soon as he woke up, he heard Wang Xiaoxi next to him ask: "You shed tears before, did you dream of something bad?" ”

Xiao Qi was shocked, and quickly touched his face to see if there were any tear stains, and said, "Really? ”

Wang Xiaoxi nodded seriously.

In the dream, Xiaoqi fell into an endless black hole, and said that they would grab each other's hands, but Li Lin decisively gave up her hand when he saw someone and saved that person. Xiaoqi floated and floated in the black hole, fluttered and floated, it was really dark inside, she couldn't even see her own hands clearly, there were many strange sounds in it, she was very scared and wanted to call for help Li Lin, but she just couldn't shout, she was so anxious that she cried, and finally was awakened by a touch of light.

Could it be that she really cried in her dreams and then cried in reality?

Wang Xiaoxi suddenly smiled: "No, I lied to you." ”

Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment, and he continued: "I see that you seem to be in a bad mood, so I tease you, girl, you have to laugh to look good!" ”

"Thank you, but it's not funny at all." Xiaoqi didn't look out of the window, holding his face with his hands and pouting.

Wang Xiaoxi smiled and didn't say anything, in fact, Xiaoqi was really in tears, and he shouted the word "Li Lin" vaguely, his voice was not loud, he knew that it was her boyfriend's name, it was estimated that there was some emotional problem between the two of them, and he was not easy to ask.

"By the way," Wang Xiaoxi patted Xiaoqi on the shoulder, "Do you want to go to dinner early, you must be hungry if you haven't eaten lunch, right?" ”

Xiao Qi looked back at his eyes full of sincere concern and shook his head: "I'll go first, you can review it well." ”

Wang Xiaoxi wanted to speak and stopped, she could only watch the white dress float by, "The Classic of Mountains and Seas" was put back by her, and the place where she lay on her stomach quickly lost its heat - the library is such a place, no matter how long you stay here, as long as you leave the bench for a while, the scorching temperature will disappear.

There are many fish on the Internet that only have a seven-second memory, in fact, the fish has a very strong memory, but it is not to remember everything, but the cold-blooded animal that everyone respects has a very poor memory, you feed it, take it to a new place, or even kiss it, and after a few seconds it will forget all - it doesn't remember what it ate, it doesn't remember where it was originally entrenched, and it doesn't remember what you did to it.

People are not cold-blooded animals, so they usually have a very good memory and can store many beautiful moments, but it is also difficult to forget painful things.

So sometimes if a person doesn't know how to forget sad things, it is better to be a cold-blooded animal and forget all the good and bad, so that as long as you are well fed, warmly dressed, and sleep well, you will feel happy.

Xiaoqi didn't go to dinner, but went to the Internet cafΓ© outside, she suddenly wanted to fight on the Internet heartily, and received a call from Su Ling on the way: "Xiaoqi, where are you?" ”

"I'm heading to the Internet cafΓ©, what's wrong?"

"It's okay, I just wanted to ask when you'll be back?"

"Do you want to bring food?"

"No, I care about you, haha, it's not safe for you to be a girl outside."

"It's okay, I'm at the Internet cafΓ© outside the school, not far away, and I'll be back at about 7 or 8 o'clock in the evening."

"Well, okay, there you go."

"Well, bye-bye."

"Bye-bye!"

Skillfully hand over the ID card and money to the network manager to turn on the computer, then put the ID card away, find a place with few people to sit down, put on headphones, board the game, and start the battle.

An hour later, some boys were attracted by Xiaoqi's superb skills, and sighed: "I really can't see that a girl dressed so ladylike doesn't show weakness at all when she plays a game!" ”

After another game, Xiaoqi looked at the time in the lower right corner, it was almost half past seven, so he turned off the computer and went to the counter to settle the bill, and took the change found by the network manager and went to school.

As a result, I happened to meet Wang Xiaoxi with a few friends at the school gate, and the two greeted each other as usual, but Wang Xiaoxi asked, "Have you had dinner?" ”

Xiaoqi was stunned for a moment and said no.

Wang Xiaoxi asked if he wanted to eat with them, and Xiaoqi glanced at several of his male friends, who were not familiar with each other, so he politely refused.

Back in the dormitory, there was no one, could it be that they told her to come back early so that she could watch the door? But I haven't heard of any violent terrorists lately!

It was dark outside the window, Xiaoqi turned on the fluorescent lamp in the bedroom, but as soon as the light was turned on, several people rushed out of the toilet and rushed to her, shouting: "Sheng! Day! Fast! Happy! ”

This sudden change made Xiaoqi so frightened that half of his soul fell, and the remaining half of his soul said weakly: "How do you know my birthday, this is to scare me to death......"

Su Ling vigorously put his arm around her shoulders and said, "Of course we know, hurry up and see, the cake we ordered for you today, the cream on it was all applied by us~"

Xiao Qi was surrounded by a small dining table that they had paid for together, and a cake box was placed on it, and after it was opened, in addition to the candles with "Happy Birthday" inserted on it, the names of the four of them were written "Su Ling", "Jing Hui", "Hua Wen", and "Xiao Qi" with cream.

Qiao Jinghui explained: "Since the names of the four of us took up too much space, we didn't write the words 'Happy Birthday' and replaced them with candles. ”

Hua Wen took out the candles in the bag, distributed them to the others, and said, "I have counted the 19 candles, let's put them together." ”

After inserting the candles, Qiao Jinghui lit each candle with a lighter, Su Ling ran over to turn off the light, and Hua Wen said, "Make a wish, we will bless you to make it happen." ”

Su Ling complained: "It should be said that it is 'God bless', right?" ”

Hua Wen replied: "Do you believe in God?" ”

Qiao Jinghui hurriedly stopped: "Let Xiaoqi make a wish, otherwise the candle that was lit first will burn out." ”

Xiaoqi looked at them with a smile, and was very moved, closed his eyes and silently made a wish: I hope they can all be happy, and I hope that the relationship between us will not change!

In the face of such a beautiful friendship, it seems that everything about men is no longer important, because people do not rely on such things as "love" to survive. In many cases, friendship is more reliable than love.

Then the four of them blew out the candles together, Su Ling ran over to turn on the light again, the four of them sat around the table, and Su Ling, who was praised as the "master of love" by the other three people in the bedroom, took the lead in starting the topic: "Xiaoqi, don't make yourself unhappy because of a man, it's not worth it." ”

Xiaoqi was stunned, it turned out that Su Ling knew everything.

Hua Wen said: "Men who mess with relationships are the most annoying, you don't let yourself be close to the ink." ”

Qiao Jinghui said: "Actually, you are very good, I believe you will find a better one than him." ”

Xiaoqi froze: "You ...... Got it all? ”

The three looked at each other, then nodded.

"Actually, it's nothing, I think I may be inexperienced and can't be relieved so quickly." Xiaoqi smiled, "After all, we have been together for half a year, I may not be used to it for the time being, and it will be fine in a few days." ”

Su Ling pressed her shoulder: "It doesn't matter, with us, what is a man, it's just a floating cloud floating in the sky, just take a look, even if it floats away, it doesn't matter, because there will always be the next one." ”

"Hmm."

Actually, it really doesn't matter, I believe that with them in her, she will get better soon, Xiaoqi thought.