Li Junhan wanted to wake up Zheng Xiuyan again, but he still didn't do it after all.

He sensed something strange.

The girl who was sleeping on her shoulder seemed to be shaking.

Is it cold? Li Junhan looked at the air conditioner overhead.

It should be fine, right? She's still covered with a blanket.

But he seems to be able to feel it very clearly, Zheng Xiuyan seems to be really a little cold?

Sighing softly, Li Junhan rang the service call bell.

The flight attendant came over quickly.

"Do you need anything?" Although the flight attendant was talking to Li Junhan, her eyes actually drifted to the person leaning on Li Junhan's shoulder......

"Is there a thicker blanket...... Li Junhan said to the flight attendant in a low voice.

"I'll go get it for you. How many pieces do you want? ”

"One is fine." Li Junhan's face was slightly red.

"Okay, wait a minute." The flight attendant had a little cryptic smile on his face.

Soon, a blanket that was much thicker than the one that had been placed before was taken by the flight attendant.

"Can I help you?" The flight attendant said to Li Junhan with a low smile.

Li Junhan's face turned even redder. It's just that it's true that it's not easy for him to move now......

"I'm sorry for you." Li Junhan gave up resistance.

Go as you like. Anyway, I am selfless at the bottom of my heart, and the world is wide.

The flight attendant helped Zheng Xiuyan cover the blanket very lightly.

"Thank you." Li Junhan thanked him again.

"You're welcome." The flight attendant smiled and turned to leave.

After the flight attendant left, Li Junhan also closed his eyes and planned to sleep for a while.

There are still a few hours to go.

However, before he could fall asleep, his eyes opened again.

Something is wrong. Li Junhan's eyebrows furrowed slightly. The man lying on his shoulder is still shaking!

Is it that cold?

Li Junhan twisted his head and was stunned.

Sweat began to break down on my forehead. Where is this cold!

Is that...... Having a nightmare?

Li Junhan gently helped Zheng Xiuyan lift the thick blanket covering her, if it was too hot, she would catch a cold......

It's just that the hand he stretched out to lift the blanket was grabbed by Zheng Xiuyan all at once.

After that, Li Junhan became more and more embarrassed.

This......

He tried hard to pull his hand out of Zheng Xiuyan's hand.

Can't pull it out.

She clung to it so tightly.

It looks like a nightmare!

Li Junhan sighed softly and used his other hand. Gently shook Zheng Xiuyan.

There was no reaction, and Li Junhan's strength increased a little.

Finally.

"What's wrong?" Jung so-yeon woke up again.

"Are you having a nightmare?" Li Junhan tried hard not to look at her, but just took advantage of the situation to pull his hand out of Zheng Xiuyan's hand.

Zheng Xiuyan was stunned for a moment, and then, her face turned red all of a sudden.

Then I saw the blanket I was wearing.

"I just saw that you were shivering all the time, and I thought you were cold, so I asked the flight attendant to bring a thick blanket." Li Junhan explained.

He didn't want any strange misunderstandings.

"Oh, thank you OPPA." Zheng Xiuyan's face didn't seem to have improved much because of Li Junhan's explanation, and it was still red.

"Do you want something to eat? I've been asleep for a while. Li Junhan tried to find something to talk about to break the somewhat awkward atmosphere.

"This ...... Good. Zheng Xiuyan nodded.

Li Junhan helped her ring the call bell for the cabin service......

The rest of the time finally changed a bit.

I don't know if it's because I didn't feel sleepy after being woken up by Li Junhan. Still slept for eight or nine hours, Zheng Xiuyan was in good spirits, while Li Junhan closed his eyes.

In fact, Li Junhan couldn't sleep, he just felt that if he didn't sleep, he would be embarrassed.

Then, Li Junhan closed his eyes here, listening to the flight attendant smile and bring the in-flight food to Zheng Xiuyan, where she watched the movie. While eating, it was as if nothing had just happened.

Li Junhan really couldn't sleep. But it's not good to open his eyes, otherwise he will feel embarrassed, and with his eyes closed, his ears are very good, and it seems uncomfortable to hear some sounds.

I can only let some things come to my mind. Take your focus off what's going on outside.

Just six hours of playing music very intently, Li Junhan's first reaction was, otherwise, write a song, right?

Was that any inspiration?

Li Junhan didn't seem to have any melody he wanted to write for a while. It seems that the way to write the song first and then the words is definitely not good. I'm bored and irritable for a while!

So, words before songs?

Word. What words to write......

At this time, Li Junhan suddenly heard the girl sitting next to him humming a song.

It's her own song "Hall_of_fame", it turns out that she is watching "National Representative"!

Maybe...... Write a song about dreams? Nightmare?

What kind of dream is a nightmare? Hunted down? Or did something happen that made you sad like the death of a loved one?

Li Junhan's brain hole opened.

Imagining scenes of all sorts of nightmares.

Finally, it stopped in a scene.

It was dark and nothing could be seen. I was trying to find something, but I couldn't find it. Even, I don't know what I'm looking for, I'm just looking, looking for everything but myself, people......

Just thinking about it like this, Li Junhan couldn't help but shudder.

It turns out that what I am most afraid of is such a nightmare? No, in fact, if you think about it, there is nothing to be afraid of!

What about a person? And there is no danger, isn't it good to live quietly?

Do you have to find someone or something to prove that you are not the only one?

But......

Li Junhan suddenly thought of a scene.

If, while you are crazy and looking for something you don't know why, you meet someone else who is doing the same......

That would be a very happy thing, wouldn't it? The kind of surprise that finally awaits you.

But if you just stay there quietly, with the mentality that you won't die anyway, there will really be a time when another person will find you...... I'm afraid I won't be very happy, right?

It's like......

Li Junhan remembered two months ago. The girl who left her hospital room without saying goodbye.

I finally understood something.

Strange, I'm not thinking about nightmare things? Why did I suddenly think of Jiang Minjing.

Li Junhan unconsciously showed a self-deprecating smile.

It's just that no one sees this smile of his.

Zheng Xiuyan is watching the movie, it is Li Junhan who starred in "National Representative" as one of the leading actors, and other people will not see Li Junhan's smile with a little sadness.

I opened my eyes. Li Junhan seemed to have a little inspiration to write songs, so he dug out the book from his luggage.

"OPPA, you want to draw?" Jung so-yeon, who was originally watching a movie, was attracted by Lee Jun-han's actions.

"It's not. I'll write something. Li Junhan shook his head.

Jung so-yeon closed her mouth, looked at Lee Jun-han twice, and then turned her attention back to the movie.

Lee Jun Han holds a pen and writes something in his sketchbook.

Write on, cross out, and write again.

"It's empty, I'm looking for you like crazy.

Wandering all night. All the way to exhaustion.

I thought about giving up, and I hesitated. ”

……

"Take me away, save me.

Wake me up from this nightmare. ”

Writing, writing, Li Junhan felt that his heart was becoming more and more depressed.

It's really the worst nightmare in the world, one that you know it's wrong, but you've done it, and you wish it hadn't happened. But it really happened......

Park Cao'e said to Li Junhan that day. After Jiang Minjing walked out of the ward, he broke down and cried.

I cried for a long, long time.

In order to comfort her, Pu Cao'e said a lot of bad things about Li Junhan, what kind of chaos and abandonment, what kind of flowery carrot......

But Jiang Minjing has been helping Li Junhan defend something, but he just keeps talking. It's your own fault, it's your own fault......

When Li Junhan heard these words, he didn't think about going over to call Jiang Minjing, but in the end, he still didn't.

Trust this kind of thing. In Li Junhan's opinion, it is the most important thing, she may never really believe in herself, right?

Otherwise, I should have stayed quietly at home now, instead of hiding on the far other side.

Then, Li Junhan knocked on his head.

It's all gone, and I still want her to do something! Do I think about Li Juli? Have I ever thought about Jeon Hyo-sung......

In other words, it's the end of the year, has Xiaosheng made his debut?

Forget it, I've missed so much, and now that I think about it, it doesn't seem to be of any use!

As a result, the words in his hand seemed to have changed in style.

"I hate you all the time in my dreams, I want to erase you with all my might, delete your number, burn your letters, tear up even the last photo, I won't believe you in my dreams anymore......"

Writing this, Li Junhan sighed.

Cross out.

Delete the number, tear up the photo, is it really over? The wedding photos on the bedside of his home have long been removed and destroyed for several years.

But two weeks ago, when he was in the final sprint of filming, CCM suddenly contacted Li Junhan again, saying that he was very satisfied with the song he had produced before, and hoped to make an appointment with him for another song.

For what? For Park So-yeon? How can it be......

Just like just now, Lee Jun-han obviously wanted to write a song because he saw Jung so-yeon dreaming, but as a result, he remembered Kang Min-kyung.

When he decided not to think about Kang Min-kyung anymore, why did he think of Jeon Hyo-sung again?

"It's all in vain, tonight night, I'm looking for you again,

While thinking of you, crying,

I moved my steps,

A whole night of searching. ”

"I can feel the past time flowing through my hands,

I can't just guard you with a numb heart,

I can't stand it even for a second,

I can't be a strong person,

I'm sorry.

Although it sounds like a lie,

But I haven't forgotten you for a day, you know, and I know.

Even if I know, even if I understand, I will still be afraid to meet you,

An unattainable love is better than a heart that can be easily changed,

Although I can't say what I think like you,

But I've tried hard.

As much as I would like to do it, to turn back the clock and start from the beginning,

However, in the end, it was only possible to

Good bye. ”

Li Junhan's pen stopped. Looking at what he had written, he sighed faintly.

"What's wrong, OPPA?" Jung so-yeon was once again attracted by Lee Jun-han's voice.

"It's nothing ......," Li Junhan shook his head. This song, it seems, is going to be rap again.

There's a lot to say......

(To be continued.) )