Love to the point of being willing to let go

"Where did we meet?" Chu Tianyu really didn't have any impression of where he had seen Si Jiali, but because he wanted to find someone to talk about his previous life, he still asked casually.

"In the living laboratory set up by Yun Shuirou." After thinking about it for a while, Si Jiali still decided to tell the truth, since Chu Tianyu already had the memory of his previous life, who knew that he might remember to see her somewhere one day, in order not to get estranged from him because of this matter, she still decided to tell the truth, which can also explain why she hates Yun Shuirou so much.

"Living laboratory? It's there!" Chu Tianyu nodded and did not continue.

He still had some impressions of that place, but because Cher was no longer there at that time, that memory was already dispensable for him, and he didn't want to recall those painful memories without Cher because that would only make him more miserable.

"At that time, we were tortured so miserably by Yun Shuirou, I hated her so much that I wanted to kill her immediately, but my strength was not as good as that of others, and I didn't have a chance to start at all, Yun Shuirou was able to open a laboratory like that in such a large base without any scruples at that time, it can be seen that its final strength should not be underestimated, which is why I am in a hurry to let Chu Tianjin solve Yun Shuirou first, because I don't want her to have another chance to become strong and persecute us."

Si Jiali didn't know that Chu Tianyu told her these things just to recall the common experience with Tang Xueman by recalling her previous life, so when she heard Chu Tianyu's question, she quickly explained that there was a reason why she was so eager to kill Yun Shuirou at the beginning, and she also hoped to find resonance with Chu Tianyu through this matter.

"Hmmm! How's the condition of Belle's injuries?" Chu Tianyu did not continue to answer Si Jiali's words, but asked about her current injury.

He didn't want to recall what happened after Xue'er in his previous life, and he didn't want to judge Yun Shuirou too much, no matter what happened to Yun Shuirou in her previous life, she had become an endless situation with them in this life, if there was a chance, they would definitely not be able to let Yun Shuirou go.

"What else? Aren't you worried about your brother's move?" Hearing that Chu Tianyu finally began to care about her injuries, Si Jiali inevitably said with some grievances.

"I know that Belle did such a thing because of my attitude towards Cher, this matter can't be blamed entirely on Cher, I am also at fault, Belle can hate me and blame me, but please don't implicate Cher, she is the most innocent in this matter."

The reason for the incident that Belle will do to Cher this time is indeed on him, it is that he did not handle these relationships well, so he was anxious to chase the feelings of his previous life, which led to the current situation, all of which is his fault, and he doesn't want Cher to be hurt a little because of his negligence.

"I won't mess with her again!" Now there is no point in saying that she is innocent, Tianyu has already decided that she did it, that is, she stubbornly refuses to admit it, and Tianyu will not seek justice for her, which will only make Tianyu more disgusted with her, and it will not change anything at all, in order to prevent her and Tianyu's precarious relationship from continuing to slide, she still decided to succumb.

"It's good that Belle can think so, now let's talk about the two of us! Jiali also saw it, my heart can only tolerate Xue'er alone, and there is no way to respond to any feelings, so Jiali should not waste her feelings on me, let's end it here!"

Although he got Si Jiali's assurance, he still didn't want to drag on with Si Jiali anymore, he was destined to have no way to respond to Si Jiali's feelings, instead of breaking the connection like this and letting Si Jiali continue to hold a grudge against Xue'er, it was better to quickly deal with his relationship with Si Jiali, so that Si Jiali could also start her new life as soon as possible.

"Why did Tianyu keep vetoing me? I have already promised you that you will not trouble Tang Xueman again in the future, and I have also been removed by Chu Tianyu with an arm, whether this matter is right or wrong, it is also counted on me, why do you still refuse to give me a chance? How do you know that I must not be as good as Tang Xueman?"

Si Jiali didn't expect that she had already softened, but Chu Tianyu still didn't intend to forgive her, could it be that Tang Xueman was really so important, so important that she had already betrayed the relationship between her previous life and Tianyu, and Tianyu still had to give up the happiness of this life for her!

"It's not that you're not good enough, it's that my heart is too small, it can only accommodate Xue'er alone, even if there are excellent people in front of me, I can't be tempted anymore."

His heart is too small, only enough for Cher to live in it alone, and even if Cher can't respond to his feelings, his heart has always been empty for Cher and will not let anyone else move in.

"But now Tang Xueman, she is already with Chu Tianjin."

"No matter who she is with, she will always live in my heart, and there will be no one who can take her place."

The reason why Xue'er is good with Ah Jin in this life, and ignores his feelings, is nothing more than that she has no memory of her previous life, if Xue'er recovers the memory of her previous life, it is not certain who loses and who wins between him and Ah Jin! Although Xue'er would have an advantage over the current if he recovered the memories of his previous life, he didn't urgently expect Xue'er to recover those memories, because he was reluctant to embarrass Xue'er, if the memories of his past life and this life overlapped in Xue'er's mind, in the face of different lovers, Xue'er would definitely feel that her feelings were not loyal enough, and Xue'er would definitely be in pain at that time, and he didn't want Xue'er to suffer, so even if Xue'er refused to accept him now, he didn't want Xue'er to know about the past life immediately.

"You ......" Si Jiali was speechless by Chu Tianyu's attitude.

In fact, what she looks down on the most is such an attitude of 'I love you is my business, it has nothing to do with you', because in her heart, only crying children will have milk to eat, not to mention that people who only know how to pay are the stupidest, but now seeing Chu Tianyu like this, she suddenly felt a little sad inexplicably, although those feelings were not for her, but she still felt that she was moved, just like in her previous life, seeing Tianyu who was so dead-hearted, she was already desperate and still wanted to get close to him and understand him. Seeing in this life that he also only knows the feelings of giving without asking for anything in return, she inexplicably wants to protect it.

"I'm destined to be unable to respond to the feelings of the beautiful anymore, the beautiful should think about what I need to do, and I will definitely do my best to arrange everything for you."

“…… Can Tianyu give me time to think about it?"

Say anything now, Tianyu won't listen to it, it's better to drag things back first, Tang Xueman doesn't know how to cherish Tianyu, so let her protect such a sincere Tianyu, she believes that as long as she changes her attitude, Tianyu will accept her one day.

Her only enemy is Yun Shuirou, as long as Yun Shuirou is solved, she will try to be the type that Tianyu likes, Tianyu likes stupid women, she tries to make herself stupid, as long as Tianyu likes it, she is willing to change her personality, and strive to imitate Tang Xueman's behavior, after a long time, Tianyu will definitely be able to feel her sincerity.

"Okay, then I won't bother you now, you can take care of your injuries!"

Seeing that Si Jiali finally softened and agreed to consider this issue, Chu Tianyu secretly breathed a sigh of relief, he was now consuming all his attention on Xue'er's body, and he didn't have any extra energy to take care of Si Jiali's emotions, and it was naturally best to solve the matter smoothly now, so that he could pay attention to Xue'er wholeheartedly without worries.

Because Si Jiali had to recuperate from her injuries, and Chu Tianyu decided to retire herself to the position of a friend, and no longer did anything excessive to make Tang Xue embarrassed, so everyone suddenly quieted down for a while, and no one came out to do activities at all except for meals every day, and there were very few people who spoke even during meal time.

"Didn't Ah Jin agree to go out with me some time ago? Why don't we go now?" Tang Xueman, who was the first to stand this strange atmosphere, ran to Chu Tianjin's room and quietly discussed with him about going out.

Although Chu Tianyu is no longer as attentive to her as he was some time ago, his occasional sad and depressed eyes make her feel even more difficult to breathe, she really can't stand this atmosphere, so even though she knew that winter was coming soon, she still decided to go out of the base to breathe.

"Good! Where does Cher want to go?" Hearing Tang Xueman mention going out, Chu Tianjin immediately agreed.

In fact, he has memories of his previous life, and he will only feel more emotions than Xue'er for the current atmosphere, and whenever he sees his eldest brother who wants to love or not, his heart is full of guilt.

At this time, he can't admit that he is not as affectionate as his eldest brother for Xue'er, and the first thing he did after his rebirth was to think about how to snatch Xue'er and how to occupy Xue'er's heart for the first time, but what the eldest brother did was how to make Xue'er happy, how to minimize the damage to Xue'er, even if it was to keep stabbing him in the heart.

Although he admits that he is not as selfless as his eldest brother, and although he is full of infinite guilt for his eldest brother, he can't let himself give up Cher, so the best way now is to stay away, so that it can also give everyone a breathing space.

"Why don't you go to the S base? I heard from those new team members that the S base is backed by a mountain, and there are a lot of good things on it, so why don't we go treasure hunting?"

"That's a good idea, so let's pack up and go!"

As long as he is with Xue'er, it doesn't matter where he goes, since Xue'er wants to go to the S base, he is naturally willing to accompany him.

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"What? Are you leaving? No way...... No, I mean, it's about to enter the cold winter now, and if you go out, you probably won't be able to get back to the base before the blizzard comes, so can Cher not leave?" When Chu Tianyu heard the news that Tang Xueman was preparing to travel, he subconsciously objected.

Still doesn't work? Could it be that he wants to retreat to his friend's position and wait for Cher's wish, but he can't fulfill it? Why do you have to leave?

"Actually, I and Ah Jin have already discussed the trip, but you suddenly came back to put the plan on hold, and now it's just putting the long-delayed plan on the agenda." Tang Xue lowered her head and whispered.

She really didn't dare to look up at Chu Tianyu's eyes, just hearing his sad voice couldn't hide it, she felt that her heart was trembling with it, if she saw Chu Tianyu's eyes that couldn't hide her sadness, she was really afraid that she would not be able to control her heart.

"I know that Xue'er must be stuffy after staying in the base for so long, but now that it is about to enter the cold winter, it is really not suitable to travel, Xue'er is good, endure it for a few more months, and I will go out with you after the cold winter." Chu Tianyu said with a pleading voice in his voice.

“…… I know that Tianyu is kind, but I have made up my mind and don't want to change, so Tianyu won't persuade me anymore. After Tang Xueman finished speaking, he didn't dare to raise his head to look at Chu Tianyu's face again, and left quickly with his head down.

Time can change everything, she believes that as long as time passes, she will not always dangle in front of Chu Tianyu's eyes, Chu Tianyu will definitely forget those ethereal things, and she will no longer be obsessed with any past and present lives.

"Xue'er......" Chu Tianyu softly called Tang Xueman's name, and the sad emotions in his voice echoed throughout the living room as if they were about to turn into substance.

Tang Xueman, who was leaving quickly, paused when she heard Chu Tianyu's shout, she still didn't look back, and continued to leave quickly, although Chu Tianyu's voice calling her was not loud, but Chu Tianyu's voice still reached her ears clearly, but she finally gritted her teeth and didn't look back, she had no way to respond to Chu Tianyu's sudden feelings, instead of procrastinating now, it was better to cut through the mess quickly, she believed that these inexplicable emotions would fade after a long time.

"Big brother, I'm sorry!" Chu Tianjin whispered to the grief-stricken Chu Tianyu.

The only thing he can say to his eldest brother now is that he is sorry, the relationship between the three of them is like a dead end, no matter how they go, there must be casualties.

In the previous life, it was Xue'er who took a step ahead of time and stepped out of their world to solve this dead end, and in this life, it was the eldest brother who chose to take a step backwards and withdraw from their competition, so that their relationship could be balanced.

Although the person he didn't want to sacrifice was Xue'er, whether in his heart or in the heart of the eldest brother, in the end, it was the eldest brother who selflessly sacrificed himself, and all he could give the eldest brother was a word of sorry!

"Take care of Cher when you go out!" Chu Tianyu said in a somewhat choked voice.

If Cher feels that she will be happy to leave, then he is willing to endure the pain of longing, quietly waiting for Cher to return, as long as Cher is alive, as long as Cher is still living where he has arrived, he can endure anything else.

"Big brother, don't worry, I will use my life to protect Xue'er, and I will definitely not let Xue'er leave alone this time." This time, he sacrificed his eldest brother to get him and Xue'er to stay together, he must wait for Xue'er well and resolutely not allow any accidents. (To be continued.) )