There was a short silence on the phone, my heart tightened, and before I could speak, I heard Bai Sujia's voice again, "Is that dream real?" ”

I said bitterly, "That's real." ”

"Ah, Jiajia, I didn't see you on the phone just now, you continue to talk."

"How did we get back?" On the other end of the phone, Bai Sujia's voice was much heavier.

Neither she nor I dared to face this fact, to face such a selfish self.

"I don't know." It seems that a stone has been weighed down on my heart, and my heart is very tired and heavy.

We hung up without talking anything more, and we needed time to come to terms with that fact.

I sat on the edge of the bed decadently, Du Bing floated in, saw my look, and asked me with concern, "What's wrong?" ”

It seemed that I needed someone to listen to me, and I told Du Bing everything about entering the ghost school.

Du Bing groaned: "You have finally grown up a little, and people will not be destroyed for themselves." ”

I looked up, wiped the tears from my face, and looked at him angrily, "How can you say that. ”

Du Bing frowned, "People are selfish, it's right for you to do that, if you want to tell the people in the dormitory, then you're a fool." ”

"Really?" Human nature is selfish, even if you are usually selfless, you will still reveal your true nature in a life and death crisis, I secretly asked in my heart.

"Put yourself in the shoes of someone in your dorm who knows, she won't tell anyone."

Right, I was lost in thought.

"Take He Yinghong as an example, she saw that there was almost no time, and she wanted to run away regardless of you, isn't this selfish?"

Du Bing saw that I was thinking about it, so he floated out.

I'm thinking, if He Yinghong hadn't stood up at that time, she wouldn't have died, she was too scheming and too selfish, so she would have this end.

Ask yourself, if I had only been allowed to escape alone, I would have taken Bai Sujia to escape, after all, Bai Sujia was my sworn friend, and I would have been a party member if I died.

The phone rang again, and it was Bai Sujia calling, "Lingling, Shirley died of a heart attack this morning." ”

"She has a heart condition?" I wondered.

"She didn't have a heart disease, and there was no genetic disease in their family, it was sudden, and the doctor determined that all her five organs were covered with blood."

What's going on? My head is full of question marks.

Bai Sujia asked me again if I wanted to pay homage to Shirley, and I said yes and agreed to see her at home for half an hour.

I left this question to Du Bing to answer, Du Bing thought for a while and said: "You should have been taken away, you and Bai Sujia woke up after escaping, and everyone else died of heart disease or something." ”

This also made sense, I drove Du Bing out, and I changed my clothes and ran to Bai Sujia's house.

Her house was not far from mine, and by the time I ran over, she had been standing at the door for a long time.

We went to the flower shop and bought a bouquet of white roses, and Bai Sujia said that Shirley is a very dreamy person, and she has always wanted to have a prince and princess love, so she loves roses very much.

She likes all kinds of roses, and the flower language of the white roses I bought for her is: pure, noble, innocent and pure love.

Just like when I first met her, she was dressed like a princess, she was very simple, and when she handed me the flashlight with an innocent face outside the dormitory, I felt my own ugliness.

Shirley is a child who has not grown up, perhaps she has been immersed in fairy tales, she is kind and innocent, but it can only be said that she is so fascinated that at the last critical moment, she still fantasizes that a knight will fall from the sky to save her.

If she could be braver, maybe she wouldn't have died, at that time, I really wanted to save her, but she was completely frightened when she saw He Yinghong's death, alas, fate!

Since Shirley's parents were there, we sent the flowers, and came out on the pillar incense, and walked to the fork in the road, I said a few words to her, and then went home.

When I was about to walk to the community, I suddenly remembered that the community where Li Qian's two sisters and I lived was not far away, and it seemed that the two places in front of me were not far away.

At the beginning, the willow spirit said that the two sisters Li Qian were back, but I didn't believe it very much, but now, I can just go and see what is going on.

I went up to the ninth floor, found the room number of Li Qian's two sisters' house, rang the doorbell, and a woman opened the door.

"Auntie, hello, I'm a friend of Li Qian and Li Qing." I guess it's the mothers of the two sisters.

Auntie's tears fell instantly when she heard my words, "The two of them died of a sudden cerebral hemorrhage yesterday. ”

It was similar to what I expected, and it was really due to various diseases that I died suddenly.

I heard Li Qian's two sisters' mothers thinking in pieces, "Our family doesn't have hidden diseases such as high blood pressure, how can their two sisters have it, they are still so young, they went in their sleep, woo, let me send the white-haired person to the black-haired person!" ”

I said two words and left, and when I got home, I guessed very Du Bing, Du Bing nodded, and said I was right.

When I went out, I was in such a hurry that I didn't even fold the quilt, so I went to the bedroom to fold the quilt, and suddenly, there was a little white stuff under the quilt.

Pick up the quilt, it's actually my notebook!!

I remember when I asked everyone to write a sentence or motto, I took out this notebook, and I took it out at that time.

I thought I had lost my notebook, but I didn't expect it to be under my pillow.

I don't know if the words you wrote are still in the book.

I picked up the notebook with emotion, turned the first page, Bai Sujia wrote on it: The sky will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, and starve their bodies and skin, Lingling, you have to remember these words.

Bai Sujia knew that I would feel guilty, so she wrote such a paragraph to comfort me, and her heart was suddenly full of emotion.

The second page is written by Shirley: If I had a fairy wand, and I would have become bigger and smaller, and I would have become pretty, O prince, where would you be, and why had you not yet appeared?

Hehe, Shirley is so simple, I hope she will be reincarnated as a super happy princess in her next life.

The third page was written by Wang Ya: When you first saw me, you blamed me for falling, and because of this, you rewarded me with a standard.

I can't imagine that a person who looks like a tomboy can have such a feminine side.

The fourth page is He Yinghong's: When people only say three points, they can't throw away all their hearts.

This is who she is, she has been in society for a few more years than us, and she is really sleek.

The fifth page is Chen Huimin's: bitter first and then sweet, if you don't study at the age you should study, you should suffer in the future.

She is still studying, hehe, her vision is gradually blurred, tears fall on the notebook, and her heart is full of guilt.

If the two Li Qian sisters were still there at that time, I don't know what they would have written?

Write about the hope of meeting Prince Charming, or write about future goals? It's a pity that I won't have a chance to know in the future.

They are all at the age of flowers, but they are all gone when they are the most beautiful.

Du Bing floated in, I closed the notebook, wiped away my tears, and glared at him dissatisfied.

He looked at me hesitantly, hesitating, as if he wanted to say something to me, but he couldn't.