35 See: Look for him again
I embarrassedly lifted my bun, smiled slightly coquettishly at Song Yuan, and then said, "You are here again, how are you doing this month?" ”
Song Yuan smiled and nodded, walked forward with his hands, and said, "It's a good time." ”
I followed Song Yuan forward, until I stopped at the gate of an unfamiliar courtyard, he turned around, looked at me funny, and his expression was a little helpless: "You follow me to do something, go back quickly." As the princess of the Jin Kingdom, you still have to pay attention to your identity. ”
I pouted, I don't know how many people have said this to me recently, Fang Yuan said it to me, the queen mother said it to me, the fifth brother seems to have mentioned it, until now, even Song Yuan said this to me, I am a princess, yes, but this does not mean that I should follow the path of others at a glance, not to mention, I am not Liu Qingjiang at all, right?
Song Yuan stared at me and smiled, I glared at him, and then asked, "Then I'll go back now, when are you free?" I'll come back to you again! ”
He looked down and thought about it, his expression suddenly became serious, and after a moment he looked up at me and said word by word: "Okay, since you have said so, then in the evening, when you go to the stream in the back mountain, I have something to say to you." ”
I nodded, laughed and jumped away, even if I didn't look back I could feel his long gaze and the sigh that hadn't yet overflowed.
I jumped forward until I turned an intersection, and there was no joy left, if Song Yuan was not behind me, but in front of me, he would find that my body was happy, but my face was sad.
Song Yuan, what do you want to tell me?
Until the evening, my face was not good, the fifth brother stood in front of the door and watched from afar, the bell also had a look of wanting to speak and stop, I also wanted to be a person who was not good at color, but I couldn't do it at all.
"Liu Qingjiang, what's the matter with the expression on your face that you have eaten stool?"
I casually broke off a branch, raised it at the fifth brother, and then broke it into two pieces with one hand.
He smiled and walked over to me, with a smiling smile on his recovered face, and I wanted to find a hornet's nest and throw it in his face, to see if he could still smile.
"Let me guess why you have such an angry and coquettish expression, it's really sad...... Is it for the boy in blue? Isn't he the reason why you used to make a fuss and want to leave the palace? ”
I can't help but marvel at the fifth brother's keen gossip atmosphere, which can also be guessed, put into modern times, just rely on his hand to say that he can also be a big brother in the entertainment industry.
Seeing that I didn't speak, the fifth brother asked again, "Who is he?" You're talking, maybe my brother can help you?"
……
Evening soon arrived, and I wasted a lot of effort to get rid of the fifth brother's eyesore, and when I got to the back mountain, I saw the figure from a distance, he was waiting for me.
I trotted over and called his name.
"Song Yuan."
He turned, his expression changing from calm to smiling, but I couldn't miss his fleeting mixture. Song Yuan, what are you thinking in your heart?
"Why did you start running again, take your time, I'm here, what's the hurry."
Take your time, I'm right here. It's probably the best love story I've ever heard, but it's not the kind I want.
"I'm not afraid you're in a hurry." I held my knee and gasped slightly, and replied.
"I'm not in a hurry."
At this time, the sky was not yet dark, it was the last red light of the sunset over the mountain, Song Yuan and I sat down by the stream, the stream was gurgling home, and the grass was quiet and wanted to sleep.
I couldn't bear this silence, so I first asked out loud, "Song Yuan, what is the matter with you coming to me?" ”
He looked sideways at me, then extended his gaze to the distant mountains.
"Little princess, I shouldn't have told you these words, but if I don't tell you now, I'm afraid you'll still be like this...... We are not people of the same world, whether you like me on a whim or really like me, it is impossible between us, you are chasing me like this now, wasting time doing such a thing, it is meaningless, I say this, do you understand? ”
I nodded, spread my hands on my knees, and sat up straight.
"I understand. I'm the princess of the Jin Kingdom, I represent not only me, but also my father and queen mother, and the face of the entire Jin Kingdom, I shouldn't chase a man like this and tell him that I like him. This is not a woman's reserve and cultivation. But, Song Yuan, I only ask you, do you really have no liking for me, the slightest, the slightest? You don't have the mood of thinking of me once in a while, remembering the encounter with me, and then suddenly laughing and suddenly wanting to see me. Do you really not have such a feeling at all, Song Yuan. ”
He said, "No." ”
I took a deep breath, then closed my hands, watched my blue gauze skirt blend with his robe, clenched my fists, and sighed, "But I have." ”
"You are all just for me to be willful, maybe to see one and love the other, do you think that when my curiosity about you runs out, I will shift the target and stop bothering you? You all think so, but you are all wrong, I have never concealed my affection for you from beginning to end, and I have not played a trace of it. Even if they don't agree, I told you from the beginning that my feelings are serious. ”
"At this point, do you still think I'm a kid and think it's a joke?"
When I finished saying this, it was a long silence, in fact, I was also very sad, and I also regretted it, I never thought of forcing him or asking him to respond to me, but Song Yuan, you are just yourself, and you don't have the ability to push me away.
He sighed and said, "Obviously, I came to persuade you, how can it become that I can't be at ease." ”
I said, "Song Yuan, are you feeling guilty?" Why do you feel guilty about me, from beginning to end, you have done nothing wrong, and I have done nothing wrong. ”
He sighed: "Yes, we are all right, it is getting late, let's go back, so as not to worry your family." ”
I choked in my heart and didn't come up, what does he mean by this, calling me out of such a serious and serious conversation, such a hasty ending, I plan to break the jar and break it, even if he is angry, I will stick to him, what is such a sudden sentence.
Song Yuan stretched out his hand to pull me up from the grass and dragged me back, and at this moment I suddenly wanted to cry. He is clearly a slap to a sweet date.
I was sent back to Qinghe Garden by Song Yuan all the way in a low voice, and after thinking about it, I felt that this matter couldn't be left like this, was he playing with me?
So I ignored the shouts of the bells and put on my clothes and went out.
I'm going to go to him anyway.