My life is black and white, full of paradoxes, and all kinds of nonsensical thoughts entangle me and I can't breathe.

Running forward like a madman for no reason, the figure in the beige robe slipped into an orange R8 and hurriedly disappeared around the corner.

Standing on the side of the street, I was like a child who had lost his beloved toy, looking melancholy into the distance, there was no end in the distance, and there was no end to life.

It was a long time before I gradually withdrew my gaze. Turning around and walking towards the Changfengyuan community rented by Li Xin, I knew that Li Xin had left Xi'an, and she must not be in the room, but I had no reason to want to get closer, close to a mind that I couldn't grasp.

After going upstairs, I took out the keychain and opened the fire door of the pipe room next to Li Xin's door, and I took the fire door key that is common to most of the entire Xi'an real estate and drilled into the pipe room to find the door key left by Li Xin in the cracks.

When Li Xin first lived in this house, she said that she would leave a key in the pipeline, and if she accidentally lost the key one day, it happened that I overheard it.

When I came out of the pipeline, a bald head poked out of the door of the room, and he looked at me suspiciously, as if to question me, when he saw my cold eyes and strong body, he wisely shut up, and the bald head retracted his head back into the room, and gently closed them.

I opened Li Xin's door under the gaze of a strange look in the cat's eye behind me, the room was very deserted, there was a depression that no one had lived in for a long time, the coffee table was covered with a thick layer of dust, there was a copy of Carnegie's "The Shortcomings of Human Nature" on the sofa, and there was a cup of unfinished coffee on the TV platform, the surface of the coffee had solidified, and there was also a thick layer of dust on it.

Walking towards the bedroom, the window inside was tightly closed, so I felt very clean when I went inside.

There is a beige table lamp on the bedside table, and under the lamp is a photo taken by Li Xin at the door of Harvard, in the frame, Li Xin smiled sweetly, she may have been happy at that time.

Sitting casually on the edge of the bed, this house is simpler than I imagined, in addition to a small single bed in the bedroom, there is an old wardrobe in the corner, I looked at the mottled paint cabinet door, and understood that the cabinet door may fall as long as it is moved.

Light a cigarette for yourself and sit on the edge of the bed, I don't know how Li Xin's weak shoulders bear after the great changes in life, Li Xin, who has always had a good material life, recently accepted the pain of falling from a high place, she can accept it all without saying a word, and there must be too much unspeakable sadness in it.

I began to blame myself for my carelessness, and it was only now that I realized that I had neglected Li Xin's feelings, and I didn't bravely help her share some of it when he needed it.

The old clock hanging on the wall ticked and thought, the second hand passed through the minute hand, the minute hand passed through the hour hand, all encounters were short-lived, all gatherings were separated without smiles.

The beginning of the story is always like this, and when it happens, it is caught off guard. The story always ends like this, two flowers bloom, and the sky is separated. This sentence to describe my current feelings seems to be very relevant to the theme.

After staying in Li Xin's bedroom for a long time, I returned to the living room with a hollow and numb body, sat down on the sofa randomly, I didn't care about what the dusty sofa would make me, picked up my phone, and with a hint of longing, sent a WeChat message to Li Xin.

"Where are you?"

To my surprise, Li Xin quickly replied to WeChat.

"I'm in Lijiang, listening to "Tick"!"

"That's good, when will you come back?"

"Where are you?"

I took a picture of the living room and sent it over.

Soon after, Li Xin returned a smile, she posted a picture of the old street basking in the sun, the door of the bar in the depths of the alley, the red lantern hanging a little faded, through the roof of the bar, in the distance is a snow-capped mountain.

"When it's time to come back, I'll come back!"

"I'll wait for you!"

Li Xin returned with a warm smile, and then WeChat became silent.

She acquiesced to me staying in her room, without even asking me how I had entered.

After getting Li Xin's news, my mood suddenly improved a lot.

I know that Chen Wei's affairs need time to accumulate, as for Zhu Mei's pregnancy, I don't have to worry, because I feel that it is a trumped-up charge, Chen Wei and Zhu Mei have lived together for so long and have not been pregnant, how can I be hit with one shot, maybe Zhu Mei and I made a big joke, I think.

It was slowly getting dark, and I didn't get a drop of water for a whole day, but at this time I didn't feel hungry at all, I opened my eyes in the completely dark room, and it seemed that in the next second, Li Xin would appear in front of me.

It was very late at night, I began to get sleepy, and when no one disturbed me, I was alone, and it was time to rest peacefully.

dragged his tired body to Li Xin's bed, and in less than a minute, he had fallen asleep deeply.

This night, the pillow was damp, not tears, but a flood of harazi.

In the dead of night, the old dream reappeared, in the blooming peach blossom forest, the woman in the red dress gently twisted the peach blossoms and smiled faintly, her smile was sweet, like a goddess who does not eat fireworks in the world.

She's Li Xin, I think.

I woke up from a sweet dream, the sun shining through the window, and I got out of bed, my neck rattling.

I habitually took a deep breath, Li Xin was not there, and the aroma of breakfast did not waft out of the restaurant, maybe I was used to Li Xin's existence at some moment.

I went to the bathroom to wash up, and smiled sweetly at the mirror after finishing.

Life doesn't need too much sadness, although Li Xin is not here, I still need to face life with courage, don't I?

When he went back to the living room to call Zhang Tao, he said that Zhang Zhang had sent him a list of auxiliary materials he needed, and he could now set off for the building materials market.

I thought about the most convenient building materials market from Qujiang, and it seemed that I could only wait for the slope.

Speaking of the toolkit that tension handed over to me to keep, the heavy stuff was very heavy, and I thought about storing it in the card as soon as possible, or with a little high-profile.

When I went out, I saw Li Xin's car key hanging behind them, and there was a post-it note next to the key, which said that the car was parked in the A102 parking space in the underground garage.

Looks like Li Xin knows I'm going to come here.

Smiled happily, I picked up the car keys and went out, I felt like I had money, a car and a house, and I was really happy to sneeze.

Driving out of the garage, Zhang Tao had already taken the car to the TV tower, I pressed the horn, Zhang Tao saw that there was a hitchhiker to sit on, and sent me a flying kiss in a high-profile manner.

I drove the car to the gate of the nearby CCB, and in order to prevent the chengguan from falling from the sky, I asked Zhang Tao to stay in the car and carried the wind kit into the bank.

"Brother, it doesn't cost much, and you don't need to take a bag of money!"

I smiled at Zhang Tao, kicked the accelerator, Li Xin's golf rushed to the third ring, and waited for the building materials market to wave at me, my brother's rich Zhang Tao children's shoes don't understand for the time being.

ps: I wish everyone a happy holiday, please strip off if you take off the single, the world is strong, and all stories have an ending.

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