Chapter 80: Contradictions
He Fei went home, Jiang Xueyun said that for the sake of the family and children, can you not contact Gu Xiaoqing and change the mobile phone number.
He Fei's heart was full of huge contradictions, he had just promised Gu Xiaoqing not to leave her for the rest of his life because of Li Tie's matter, and now that he had just returned from Rao'an, Gu Xiaoqing and her seventy-year-old mother had returned home and still didn't know what the situation was, and he couldn't rest assured.
He said Xueyun, I promised you to change your mobile phone number, but can you give me another time, because I just promised Xiaoqing to help take care of her during this time.
He didn't dare to say that he would never leave Gu Xiaoqing for the rest of his life, but just said that he would help take care of her, because he was worried that Jiang Xueyun would not be able to stand it when he heard that. He felt that Gu Xiaoqing was still on crutches and could barely move, his seventy-year-old mother, who had just come to Rao'an, was not familiar with everywhere, on the one hand, he was worried about the safety of the old man going out, and on the other hand, he felt that Gu Xiaoqing's body really needed to be taken care of. He felt that although it was wrong to say that he was with Gu Xiaoqing, Gu Xiaoqing was now the most difficult time, if he promised Gu Xiaoqing that he would not leave her for the rest of his life, and as soon as he came back from Rao An, he would change his mobile phone number and ignore her anymore, he felt that he couldn't go down in his heart.
Jiang Xueyun said, do you know, the days you accompanied her in the hospital, I spent my days at home, and my husband was accompanying other women, what do you say I feel in my heart? I'll go to Gu Xiaoqing, think about it, what kind of character have I had for so many years, will I do this unless I have to? Although the results of looking for her are not satisfactory, for the sake of this family, I still hope that you will not contact her from now on. I know your temper and character best, you are soft-hearted, but you can't be soft on everyone, you are cruel to me when you are soft on others, you know? Do you know the feeling of cutting meat with a blunt knife, I don't want to think about it, and I believe that my husband is still the simple and happy husband who used to be at home, and all his body and mind are at home, but is that the case?
He Fei couldn't speak, he said Xueyun I promise you not to associate with her as much as possible, but during this time, if she has any difficulties in her life, I will also help her, because after all, this matter is caused by us, especially when she is injured again, and now it is in this situation, if I change my mobile phone number now and ignore her, this matter will be buried in my heart for the rest of my life, and I will feel guilty for the rest of my life...... Snow clouds, please.
Jiang Xueyun looked at He Fei and shook her head, she said Husband, do you know, I always have the same dream these days, dreaming that you left this home, getting farther and farther away from us, and called Dad bitterly, but you couldn't hear it at all......
No, don't worry, Xueyun. He Fei said, holding Jiang Xueyun's hand in the palm of his hand, he said Don't worry, I can't do without you, I can't do without Yiming Yijia, and I can't leave this family.
Outside the window, the rumbling thunder sounded, and the sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds, and it was still the color of half light and half darkness before dusk, as if it was only a blink of an eye, and it was already all dark outside.
Why don't you say that the windows of the gallery are not closed, I will go to the gallery and close the windows.
Jiang Xueyun said I'll go with you.
Why don't you say no, don't let the rain drench you, I'll be back soon. He Fei said, and went downstairs with an umbrella.
After getting off work in the evening, Chen Zhigang went to Gu Xiaoqing's house again, when he passed by the supermarket, he bought some sheep and scorpions, his son Chen Tianyu loves to eat these, in fact, Gu Xiaoqing likes to eat these at first, and then slowly his son Chen Tianyu also likes to eat, and even likes it more than Gu Xiaoqing, every time, Chen Zhigang stews a pot of sheep and scorpions, and the mother and son are very happy. He thought that Gu Xiaoqing might be tired of drinking pork rib soup all day long, so he bought sheep scorpions and stewed a pot of sheep scorpions.
He used a basin to hold a plate of bones, and then a bowl of bone broth and brought it to Gu Xiaoqing, he said don't drink pork rib soup all day long, change the taste, the mutton and scorpion soup must be drunk while it is hot, otherwise it will come out as soon as it is cold.
He cooked a bowl of noodles in sheep soup for his mother-in-law, and said Mom, your stomach is not good, eat some sheep soup noodles to warm your stomach. Gu Xiaoqing's mother happily served the noodles.
Gu Xiaoqing was supported by Chen Zhigang, leaned on crutches, and reluctantly sat up, she said You can eat too, after speaking, she picked up a large piece of sheep and scorpion and handed it to Chen Zhigang, Chen Zhigang said I just ate in the restaurant, you eat, I will go back.
After Chen Zhigang finished speaking, he got up to leave, at that time Gu Xiaoqing's mother went out, Gu Xiaoqing listened to Chen Zhigang's words, and her expression suddenly dimmed, she said You can't wait...... Grandma Tianyu is asleep, will you go again? When Gu Xiaoqing said the sentence "Grandma Tianyu", she paused for a while, she wanted to talk about our mother, but she felt that she was divorced, and it was no longer appropriate to say that our mother was no longer suitable, saying that my mother, Chen Zhigang still called her mother again and again in order to help her cover up the divorce, and she felt that it was not appropriate, so she said Tianyu and his grandmother.
Chen Zhigang felt that what Gu Xiaoqing said made sense, so he nodded.
Gu Xiaoqing's mother was old, and she rested early at night, she ate half a bowl of noodles, and then washed and slept.
Chen Zhigang thought that the old lady was still busy in the outhouse, so he sat in the back room and waited for the old lady to fall asleep before leaving.
Gu Xiaoqing ate the sheep and scorpion and said, it is very delicious, and the craftsmanship is still the same as in the past.
Chen Zhigang laughed twice and did not speak.
Gu Xiaoqing looked at him, was silent for a while, and asked, are you okay with her?
Chen Zhigang thought that so many things had happened during the time he had been with Ye Shuilian, but no matter what, his relationship with Ye Shuilian was still okay, so he nodded. He didn't want to tell Gu Xiaoqing about the unsatisfactory in life, since he had already made a choice, let it be. He knew that no matter whether he and Ye Shuilian were suitable or not, the two of them had to live together, after all, marriage was not a child's play, no matter what was done right or wrong, the matter had come to this point, and he had to face reality when he said anything, so he thought about it and nodded.
Gu Xiaoqing said that although that person's character is not good, if he is sincere to you, then live well.
Chen Zhigang said that Tianyu was coming back soon, and he didn't know what would happen, he said that I didn't want to think about these things, and my heart was confused when I thought about it.
Gu Xiaojing said yes, no matter what happened between the two of us, you will always remember that you are Tianyu's father, and I am Tianyu's mother!
When Chen Zhigang heard this, he suddenly had a feeling of wanting to cry, but he held back, and he said Xiaoqing, can you tell me the truth, you and that painter, are you two true or false?
Gu Xiaoqing looked at He Fei, lowered her head and was silent for a while, then raised her head and looked at Chen Zhigang, she said What is the point of us talking about this now?
Chen Zhigang nodded and didn't say anything more. The two of them sat in silence for a while.
Suddenly, Chen Zhigang's mobile phone rang, Ye Shuilian called, she said Lao Chen, why are you going, I came to your unit to look for you, they all said that you have left a long time ago, why are you going? !
Ye Shuilian's tone was angry and anxious, Chen Zhigang looked at his watch, it was already half past eleven. He said I'll get home, and I'll talk about it when I get home. So he hung up Ye Shuilian's phone, hurriedly said to Gu Xiaojing, "I have to go", and then stood up and left.
Gu Xiaoqing looked at Chen Zhigang's back, and suddenly felt melancholy in his heart. She knows that Chen Zhigang is gone, no matter how bad it is, this is also a real reality, reality is reality, whether you like it or not, you have to face it.
He Fei came to the gallery, closed the windows one by one, and sat down on a chair in a decadent manner. Jiang Xueyun wanted to come with him just now, but he didn't let him, he just felt that his heart was very chaotic and wanted to be quiet.
Jiang Xueyun said those words, he had no reason to refuse, but deep down, when he thought of Gu Xiaoqing, he felt that she was in a pitiful situation now, and felt that Gu Xiaojing divorced because of himself, and he had always been full of guilt in his heart, especially when he just promised Gu Xiaoqing that he would never leave her for the rest of his life, although it was also for Li Tie's business at that time, but even if it was for Li Tie, he promised her, there was no reason to leave Rao An on the front foot, change the number on the back foot, and never contact Gu Xiaoqing.
He Fei's heart is full of huge contradictions, he has always been a pacifist in his life, deep down he hopes that every friend around him will be happy, happy and safe, but he didn't expect that he would break the hearts of others again and again, An Dong went abroad, and he has been separated for nearly two years, so far there is no news, Gu Xiaoqing because of his divorce, now he is only a shadow, and he is also injured, he doesn't think about the pain in Gu Xiaojing's heart, just because she got out of bed with crutches and difficulty, physical pain and inconvenience in movement, these made his heart full.
Seeing the rain outside, He Fei's heart also seemed to be pouring rain, he called Jiang Xueyun and said that the rain is too heavy now, I will paint in the gallery, and I will go back when the rain is light.
Jiang Xueyun said okay, you will come back when the rain is light in a while, and drive slowly.
He Fei agreed, put down Jiang Xueyun's phone, and then went to the studio alone.
It's been a few days, he hasn't touched the paintbrush, these days he has been taking care of Gu Xiaoqing in Rao'an's hospital, and now he picked up the paintbrush, and felt a particularly familiar and friendly feeling, why not grab the paintbrush and enter the painting realm in his imagination, he waved the paintbrush, and gradually let go of the things that were entangled in his heart and made him not know how to be good.
About ten o'clock, He Fei finished painting a four-foot square landscape, he wanted to give this painting a name, but just now when painting a little tangled, in the color, those peaks are used blue and black or add some ochre, he feels that if the whole painting is used in blue and black, it looks solemn and dignified, if you rub in some ochre, the picture is slightly soft and bright, but it is a little inconsistent with the overall cold momentum, he thought about it, or added ochre, but after adding it, he felt not very satisfied, so he took the brush and looked at it repeatedly……
At this time, He Fei's phone rang, He Fei grabbed the phone, he thought it was Jiang Xueyun calling, but Gu Xiaojing's name flashed on the screen.
Is there something wrong Xiaoqing, call so late? Why didn't he think that Gu Xiaoqing must have something to do and call him so late.
Gu Xiaoqing's voice on the other side of the phone was so low that it seemed to melt into the boundless night, she said It's okay, why do I always miss you?
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