0434 What I wanted to say, what I didn't say
"I really envy Kim So-eunxi, you can cooperate with your seniors." Lin Yuna was also very polite.
I have to say, S. The artists of Company M generally perform quite perfectly in this aspect.
Moreover, strictly speaking, although Li Junhan has met this slender girl a few times, he is absolutely unfamiliar. Such a birth is more natural for two people.
"It's over." Li Junhan showed a smile on his face, this girl was obviously a little upset when she lost.
Cocked tail?
"I have to congratulate you guys on this album, it's amazing." Li Junhan said with a smile, "Especially the title song." ”
"Thank you." Lin Yun'er's expression became more and more unsightly.
The smile on Li Junhan's face froze.
Anyway, I'm sincerely praising your album for being good, that's a good thing! Why are you so unhappy after hearing this?
What kind of logic is this? Lee Junhan remembered the baby-faced girl he met on the Mapo Bridge again. At that time, she obviously showed a little concern for the children, and then she was unhappy.
I am in conflict with this girl group, absolutely.
"You've been busy lately, aren't you?"
"It's busy." Lin Yun'er's expression couldn't see any sincerity, "I don't have a lot of time to sleep." ”
"That's right...... Great work. Li Junhan nodded. Can you please help me send a message to Xiuyan Xi. ”
Lin Yun'er was stunned.
His face became even more eccentric.
"I recently called Xiu Yanxi and she didn't answer, please tell her, I don't have any interest in harassing her or something, and I called her because I had something to tell her. The reason why I chose to call her recently when you were very busy. It's also because this matter is somewhat urgent. If she has an hour or so alone tonight or tomorrow morning, ask her to give me a call. If not, there will be something in the future, don't blame me for not warning her in advance. ”
Li Junhan's words were very polite.
Anyway, I can't be friends with a few of you, so there's no need to be too polite. There's something to say, it's okay. Don't get in touch.
I don't owe you anything in the first place.
Lin Yuner was stunned by Li Junhan's words.
After Li Junhan finished speaking, he turned around and left.
He's going to have to say hello to a couple of people or something. After that, he was going to leave.
After all, he doesn't drink.
Moreover, he will join the film crew tomorrow!
It's just that Li Junhan just took two steps out and was dragged by Lin Yun'er behind him.
"What, what's the matter?"
Since this girl has some prejudices against herself, she doesn't bother to say anything more to her. Therefore, the tone of Li Junhan's sentence is not too polite.
"That's what you're going to say. Is it about Xiujing? ”
Just because I don't use honorifics doesn't mean you can use plain words, girl? I'm still a lot older than you.
"Yes." Li Junhan nodded, "There are some things I can help manage, it doesn't matter, but there are some things I can't manage, she, as a sister, still has to take care of it." If she doesn't care. Then I don't care. ”
It was said very righteously and strictly.
Lin Yun'er frowned.
"I'm sorry, I still have something to do." Li Junhan gently slapped Lin Yun'er's hand away from him. Then turn around and leave.
Maybe what Li Junhan said is indeed a bit heavy, but this is also the truth.
Recently, when Li Junhan was filming, in addition to writing songs, he was chatting with Zheng Xiujing by text message.
It's really not that he's bored. Writing songs or something is obviously more important to him.
Purely because of this recent period. Zheng Xiujing's state is a little strange.
So, starting last week, Lee Junhan made three phone calls to Zheng Xiuyan.
Didn't pick up.
I don't know if I'm busy, or if I just don't want to answer Li Junhan's call.
So, after seeing Lin Yuna at the red stall of the Baeksang Awards today. Li Junhan wanted to ask her to bring a word.
It's just that I didn't expect it to be such an unhappy atmosphere.
But that's fine! Li Junhan sighed silently.
After socializing at the banquet, Li Junhan got into the nanny car and prepared to go home.
"OPPA, what did you just say to Yuna Xi?"
"I didn't say anything, just some normal pleasantries."
"Normal? OPPA, don't tease me, she looked unhappy when she talked to you, and left quickly after she finished speaking, like normal? OPPA, it can't be that the two of you have happened before......"
"Yikes! Kim Jin-hee, you just kept peeking at me? ”
“…… I'm afraid of OPPA for you to drink. Why are you so fierce, I ......" Kim Jin-hee looked aggrieved: "It must be a weak heart." ”
"I'll ask her to talk to Xiuyan and give me a call when I'm free."
Lee Jun-han simply told Kim Jin-hee what had just happened.
Kim Jin-hee was silent for a while.
"What's happened to Xiujing lately?"
"I don't know, it feels weird." Li Junhan shook his head, "Don't ask." ”
"I know it's not going to happen......" Kim Jin-hee was a little upset, but she also knew that Lee Jun-han wouldn't tell her nine times out of ten......
The car drove back to his home, and Li Junhan returned to his room.
Just as he was struggling with whether he wanted to take a shower first, the phone rang.
Sure enough, when she knew that she was looking for her because of Zheng Xiujing's matter, this sister still showed enough action.
It's just that the voice on the phone doesn't sound very good.
"You're looking for me?"
There are still no honorifics.
Li Junhan is a little strange, does he look like their peers?
"Yes, about Xiujing." Li Junhan didn't bother to bother with her, because he had more important things to say: "Have you scolded her a few times recently?" ”
"Me? Not really. ”
"You think about it for a while, if you have scolded her, and she scolded her quite heavily."
“…… Did she go cry to you? ”
"Nope. However, her mental state seems to be a little unstable lately. I think she's a little depressed. Some of the topics that I talked to were thrilling. ”
"What do you mean?"
"Did it snowed a lot in Seoul some time ago?"
“…… What are you telling me about this? ”
"Oh, I don't know much in Pyeongchang, but she told me that she was lying in the snow and for half an hour, the snow almost buried her. Do you think this topic is normal? ”
“…… What the? Half an hour? ”
"I don't know, do I! I think she's cold. But thankfully. She wasn't buried. ”
“…… What do you mean? ”
"Zheng Xiuyanxi, I know that you are now in the rising period of your career, and there are many things you can't worry about, but even if it is appropriate, please show a little patience with your sister. After all, she is still a child, and if she doesn't tell you, it doesn't mean that you shouldn't care. I suggest you talk to your parents about this and see if they can come back to China to take care of your poor sister. ”
Li Junhan's words were very cold.
"I care? Do I care about being useful? She keeps talking about you every time she sees me now. I'm so annoyed! ”
"And what do you think she told me?" Li Junhan heard Zheng Xiuyan's words. Suddenly he got angry, "I probably know your itinerary better than you do." You weren't really okay when I called you before, did you? You just don't want to answer the phone, do you? Do you think I don't know? Otherwise, you think I'm so full that I can let Lin Yun'er pass on a message to you! ”
“…… She's telling you about me? ”
"The way you grit your teeth with hatred for me now, do you think she can feel good when she sees it? You've never cared about your sister's thoughts! Li Junhan sighed, "Do you really think I have anything to think of her?" Or do you think she is really like she said, unless I don't marry, so she doesn't want you? ”
Be quiet.
"What do you mean?" There was already some wavering in Zheng Xiuyan's voice.
She had gone from anger to panic.
"Let's meet and talk when we have time, there are some things that I can't say on the phone. I just want to tell you. If you want your sister to stay away from me, take your parents. Whoever drags them back to South Korea, if she still ignores me, whatever you want. ”
Li Junhan's words are a bit exaggerated.
But he knew that for Zheng Xiuyan, who had been busy and dizzy recently, she would really take it as a deaf ear if she didn't exaggerate.
“…… OPPA。 Do you have to tell me about Xiujing in the past few days? ”
Zheng Xiuyan's wry face, Li Junhan saw it even through the earpiece.
The title has changed, at least not anymore, hey, you.
It seems that what he said. She believed a little.
"Some time ago, you were idle, always by her side, and I sent her a text message at most every day, and the content was just a good night. From the moment you started preparing the album, she was like a chatterbox. ”
"But I'm also an artist, and I want to ...... too"
"I know." Li Junhan also heard the grievances in Zheng Xiuyan's words, sighed, and finally relieved a little bit of the tone that was so hard that he could smash people to death just now: "So I didn't tell you anything a while ago, since she recognizes me as OPPA, I can take care of her a little bit, and it can be a little." The first one of you guys to come back this time, she was watching from the scene, you know? ”
Be quiet. Zheng Xiuyan on the other end of the phone didn't say a word.
"She was crying that day." Li Junhan said again, "It's no worse than you on the stage." ”
“…… OPPA, what are you telling me about this......" Zheng Xiuyan's words obviously carried a little crying.
"I can help you continue to take care of Xiujing, but believe me, if this continues, she will really be inseparable from me. You don't want to see that result, and I don't want to. Li Junhan rubbed his temples and had a headache: "When you have time, don't teach her, care more about her, I'll try to alienate her a little." ”
"But I'm busy...... We're going to have a lap tour coming soon. I'm going to record a show......"
"You're busy!" Li Junhan's anger, which had been a little extinguished, suddenly burned again, "Aren't you busy?" This month, I filmed in the mountains of Pyeongchang for a whole month, and today I went to Baeksang for a while, and tomorrow I will join another crew, and I will write an interlude for my previous film within a week, and I will record it for two days and one night next week......"
"But I've been ...... for the past six months."
"Remember. That's your sister, not mine. The reason why she is so close to me is that she is afraid that because she is not related to me, I will feel impatient. Do you really think she's going to like me? Don't be funny. Does she know what love is and what love is? Li Junhan's anger is still burning, "Besides, there are a lot of girls around me who like me, and I won't pick any one on her head, and she also understands this." Maybe you don't understand. ”
"Then I'm ......"
"I'm a good-natured person. It doesn't mean that I'm a good person, and now I'm willing to chat with her, whether it's playing, I really just think that such a cute little girl is lonely and a little pitiful. But being pitiful doesn't mean I'll always take care of her. When one day I feel annoyed, I really ignore her, and if something happens to me, you can't blame me, remember. I warned you in advance. ”
“……”
"That's it, you feel like you're running around. It's important to take care of your fans, or it's important to take proper care of your sister, you can grasp it yourself. Li Junhan didn't bother to say anything more, "Just now I wanted to say something to meet and talk, but now it seems that there is no need for this." I will do what I should do. After all, she was my student and my sister. But there are more things that I shouldn't be in charge of, and I won't take care of. You can't get tired and hold your breath outside, and go back and get angry at her. Then I comfort her for you. Maybe I owe her something, but I don't owe you. ”
The phone hangs up.
Li Junhan lay on the bed a little angrily.
It wasn't the kind of communication he wanted.
Zheng Xiujing's matter, in the recent period, Li Junhan has sorted out a lot of clues.
Just like when he studied management psychology in school before, the teacher taught him that communication can see the problem, and with so much time to communicate with Zheng Xiujing, Li Junhan has somewhat seen what this little girl thinks.
He is not purely perfunctory to Zheng Xiuyan. He was telling the truth.
Including that he felt that Zheng Xiujing didn't really like him.
After this period of communication, he even confirmed that this little girl didn't even know what "like" was.
The reason why she acted like that was simply because she was afraid.
This little girl is just too insecure.
There is never love for no reason, and there is no hate for no reason.
Some things don't make sense, maybe they just don't think about it seriously.
Since the second half of last year, the two movies played by Li Junhan are actually very inclined to inner drama.
This made him more sensitive to analyzing the hearts of characters.
For example, in "My Wife Is Married", the man who obviously went to the heroine's wedding, but couldn't extricate himself from falling in love with the heroine, or the king in "Frost Flower Shop" who experienced betrayal, struggle, and finally completed his self-redemption with death.
Hearts are actually very complicated.
Such an emotion will more or less make Li Junhan begin to look at the people around him.
In particular, the psychology of the people around him is more or less complicated.
That's why he turned a deaf ear to Kim Jin-hee's hot and cold changes in his emotions, or after completing the communication with Lee Ji-hyun, he basically accepted Kang Min-kyung so suddenly.
In fact, he has seriously thought about what kind of person he needs and what he does.
Therefore, Jiang Minjing's words, Li Junhan believes it. She needed someone to shield herself, someone who would allow her to continue singing on stage and not interfere with her living the way she wanted. Even that person doesn't necessarily really like her.
Li Junhan met almost all of her requirements perfectly.
Is such a girl what you need?
Of course it is. First, she could silence her mother. Li Zhixian has no reason to lie to himself, what is the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law...... His mother is a pretentious person, and Li Junhan knows it. If you can only get along with Lee Ji-hyun into a dark war mode...... He didn't want to catch fire in his backyard in the future.
Secondly, Kang Min-kyung...... It's beautiful.
In the end, I don't hate the girl who knows how to advance and retreat.
That's enough.
As for feelings or something......
After experiencing a marriage, he still has no love left, but he can't be together, he doesn't believe in love for a long time.
What is marriage? Anyone who has been married once may understand.
Similarly, when Li Junhan decided to become each other's shield with Jiang Minjing, among the things he had to sort out, Jiang Minjing's previous sad words about the past, present and future were listed.
In the past, it has been sorted out. From the time when Li Junhan changed his words and no longer called her Yunxi, this past has really passed.
Right now...... When he gave the last two lessons to Quan Xiaosheng and them, Li Junhan realized that the so-called "now" may just be a misunderstanding. In the face of dreams, there are some things that can really be let go.
So, it's the "future".
Before, Li Junhan was really worried that Zheng Xiujing would be like she said, a tendon.
But after chatting and thinking for a period of time recently, Li Junhan seems to have slowly found a "reasonable explanation" for many things.
He originally wanted to tell Zheng Xiuyan on the phone.
It's just that Zheng Xiuyan's tone that you owe your mother 100 million made Li Junhan feel very unhappy, so there were a lot of things that should have been said, but they didn't say it.
If you don't want to hear it, then I won't talk about it.
Anyway, that's your sister, not ......
Actually, it's also your own sister, right?
Li Junhan sighed a little depressedly and buried his head directly under the pillow.
I thought I could solve a problem tonight, but it hasn't been solved after all!
How busy are you......
(To be continued.) )