Chapter 196: Find your own death

Lin Fengqin was in a coma, and in the end he couldn't get out of Hongfeng Villa, and was still placed in the small courtyard where he used to live. Xu Daoyi bandaged his wound and prepared some pain-relieving pills, trying his best to relieve his pain.

Feng Xiaoxiao woke up once that night, but his consciousness was not very clear, and his spirit was also sluggish, so Shen Xingchen fed him some soup and fell asleep again.

Unable to sleep at night, Shen Xingchen took advantage of the night to step into the courtyard where Lin Fengqin was, and as soon as he entered the small courtyard, the elegant fragrance of flowers rushed to his face. Everywhere the eye went, there were two neat rows, red, green, purple, different colors, different postures, flower branches were tall and short, some were straight and slender, and some outlined their waists, like a little old man.

Lin Fengqin has been in Hongfeng Villa for two years, reading books, accompanying Feng Xiaoxiao to practice martial arts, and in the rest of his spare time, he likes to fiddle with some flowers and plants.

She had bumped into him before, he dug the soil himself, set the pot by himself, the sun was hot, moved to the shade of the tree, it was going to rain, and he had to move to the windowsill to hide from the rain.

Shen Xingchen brought the lantern closer, the color of the flowers was dull, and some of the overlapping petals were curled up, and some were wide open, like a poor man who was thirsty and begged passers-by for water. It's been hot and humid lately, and it's been a real ordeal for them.

Looking up at the dim candlelit room, Shen Xingchen felt that these flowers and plants would be even more difficult to endure in the future.

Lin Fengqin is very tenacious, he likes a kind of thing, and he will always protect it carefully in his own way, he doesn't care about getting something in return, these flowers are, and so is Feng Xiaoxiao.

Tang Shangyi sent a girl to take care of Lin Fengqin, but Shen Xingchen didn't go in, and left after staying for a while. I was very depressed, and when I turned around, I realized that I had walked through the aisle, which led to the guest room. She smiled silently and changed directions and walked towards Feng Xiaoxiao's small courtyard.

Feng Xiaoxiao's physical condition gradually stabilized, and she was already able to get out of bed and walk around on the third day, contrary to her, Lin Fengqin's situation became less and less optimistic.

Shen Xingchen took the time to see him as soon as he had time, the painkillers didn't seem to have any effect, he couldn't eat, Tang Shangyi had a heart, and he changed the pattern of soup for him every meal, but it still couldn't stop him from losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Dry and thin, it seems that when the wind blows, it will turn into a pile of decay.

Regarding Feng Xiaoxiao's inexplicably better body, she naturally also mentioned doubts, but Shen Xingchen did not hide what happened that day. Feng Xiaoxiao naturally wanted to go and see Lin Fengqin after hearing this, but Shen Xingchen thought about it again and again and refused her request.

Lin Fengqin said no, then he didn't see it. Dying comfort might have been a real rest, but she didn't want to.

Lin Fengqin does love Feng Xiaoxiao, the love is deep, but it is this depth that will make him feel painful, since he will regret both the Feng family and his wife, his remorse for Feng Xiaoxiao can be imagined. He is a keen person, not only understands himself, but also understands Feng Xiaoxiao, how can he not distinguish between true and false emotions, is it really interesting to deceive himself!

To be able to quietly complete the last part of his life in Red Maple Villa, or for him, it is already a great gift. Lin Fengqin himself did think so, when he first woke up, he was still struggling to leave, and after everyone's persuasion, coupled with sincere treatment, he seemed to have thought about it.

"Is there really Meng Po soup in hell?" Lin Fengqin's breath was very weak, and he laughed to himself: "You haven't been there either, and you definitely don't know." ”

Shen Xingchen was opening the window, stunned for a moment, and turned his head to look at him: "There should be." ”

She died once, although she didn't go to hell, but what happened after her rebirth told her that some bad things should be forgotten selectively, and go forward bravely, and don't be suspicious of others with negative emotions, any suspicion without evidence may be a poisonous murderous weapon.

Life is not easy to live, and it is even more difficult to live happily.

Lin Fengqin's cloudy eyes flickered, and he said softly: "Well, then I can drink a few more bowls at that time." ”

Shen Xingchen was silent and didn't speak, and after a while, he heard him muttering to himself: "Alas, Meng Potang doesn't know whether it's bitter or not. ”

Lin Fengqin's godless eyes stared at the windswept bed curtain under the bed, the corners of his mouth pulled an arc, and sighed: Bitter is bitter......

At a young age, he died in the wilderness, no one collected the body, no one remembered, this seems to be too tragic, this is his final end. These scenes have been played out in his mind thousands of times a long time ago. Now like this, it's already good, it's good.

He finally got rid of Liu Li, but what also surprised him was that he actually approached Feng Longteng, Tang Shangyi, and Feng Xiaoxiao......

This journey of life is not in vain, and there is finally something to think about.

This thought ended with Liu Li

and Feng Feifei's sudden appearance, no one expected that they would appear when Lin Fengqin's order was hanging by a thread.

Except for Feng Xiaoxiao, everyone is here. The two unkempt, dusty women broke the heaviness when the crowd was sad and weeping.

Feng Feifei pushed away Feng Longteng and Tang Shangyi, and shook and fell on the edge of the bed: "Why, why are you doing this?"

Lin Fengqin and his laborious and slow turn his gaze, past Feng Feifei's hateful questioning, looked at Liu Li not far away, and his lips, which were as dry as tree bark, moved: "Mother." ”

Liu Li was worried about his feet, his body was barely able to stand in a very strange posture, and when he heard Lin Fengqin's voice, tears fell down and hit his wrists. Her eyes were red, and she suddenly raised her hand and wiped her face viciously, and roared in a very bad tone: "Shut up, you shut up for you." ”

Lin Fengqin laughed: "Mother, you still feel sorry for my ......?"

The voice became softer and softer, and this simple sentence seemed to have exhausted all of Lin Fengqin's strength, and the strength of his face to open his eyes was also exhausted.

"Lin Fengqin, are you angry with me, every time I make you unhappy, you ignore me. Feng Feifei stretched out her hand and pushed it, seeing that he didn't react, her trembling fingers approached the tip of his nose, and before it fell, she suddenly withdrew her fist again, her vision was so blurred that she couldn't recognize whether the person in front of her was still the man she liked before, and her voice trembled: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have hit you last time, you wake up, I promise." ”

She raised her fingers to the sky and swore to the sky, and continued very seriously: "I promise, next time I will never make you angry, I will not murder you, I will not scold you, and I will not beat you, you wake up, wake up and see if I am okay, you haven't spoken to me since I entered the house......"

"Feifei, Lin Fengqin is dead. Tang Shangyi really couldn't stand it.

"No, you're lying, you're lying to me, you just don't want to see us together......"

Tang Shangyi was sad and heartbroken, and spoke out again: "Lin Fengqin is dead, really dead, why are you lying to yourself." ”

Feng Feifei trembled and stretched out her hand again, she wanted to be able to poke out a little breath from the tip of her nose, but no, not at all. Lin Fengqin died, and died like this.

Feng Feifei retracted her hand suddenly: "Dead, dead, Lin Fengqin, dead......" Her eyes were blank, trying to see the soul she had wanted to hug in her arms from the soulless body.

No, no, nothing.

Liu Li suddenly went crazy, she wanted to move forward, but the pain in her feet made it difficult for her to maintain a normal body at all, and she fell the cold ground: "Hahaha, hahaha, dead, he's dead." ”

"Lin Fengqin is dead, this is really a happy thing for you. Shen Xingchen didn't know why a mother's heart could be so cold, she hated it: "Lin Fengqin is dead, this time he is really dead, you won't see him again, he won't see you again, and he doesn't want to see you again." ”

Shen Xingchen wanted to see a trace of distress and remorse from Liu Li's tearful face, but no, in addition to madness, he was still mad. I heard Xu Daoyi say that those Gu worms on Lin Fengqin's body, the process of refining Gu worms is very long, and the bigger problem is that even if the refining is successful, it is difficult to survive in the ordinary external environment, and even if it really survives, it is even more difficult to preserve it without weakening the toxicity of Gu worms.

Gu worms can survive well in the human body or the conclusion reached by Liu Li's many experiments, Lin Fengqin is her container for storing Gu worms.

Why, why would she think that Liu Li would feel guilty or regret because of Lin Fengqin's death. Shen Xingchen felt that this idea was simply nonsense, she laughed, and laughed viciously: "You are so disgusting. Put away your tears, it has no other meaning of existence than sarcasm and tarnishing, so why bother. ”

"Hehehe, why bother, why bother you ask me, why don't you ask him!" Liu Li wanted to get up, but after a few tosses, she slumped on the ground, she tilted her head, her eyes were very cold and sharp: "I told him a long time ago, I told him a long time ago, Gu Mu can't leave the body, if you leave it, you will die, what he knows, what he knows......"

Shen Xingchen said clearly word by word: "The Gu worms on his body were all put by you." ”

Liu Li's face turned pale, his eyes were split, and his eyes burst with an extreme viciousness: "I didn't want him to die, I warned him a long time ago, he was looking for death by himself, looking for death by himself, no wonder others ......"

Shen Xingchen retracted her eyes, talking to this kind of person is simply a waste of energy, she can always have all kinds of reasons for all the things she has done wrong, reasons that you can't figure out, and reasons that have no logic.

Lin Fengqin is dead, what is the point of letting her admit her mistakes? It is meaningless, just like her fearless tears, meaningless.

"Feifei ......" saw Feng Feifei again, Tang Shangyi was surprised and delighted, and wanted to say a word of mourning, but after thinking about it, no one has a position to say this now.

Feng Feifei turned his head blankly, his eyes were still around, and finally stopped at Tang Shangyi, and whispered: "Mother, where is Feng Xiaoxiao?"

No one expected that Feng Feifei would suddenly ask about Feng Xiaoxiao, thinking of the complicated relationship between the two sisters and Lin Fengqin, Tang Shangyi was stunned, and said with some embarrassment: "Xiaoxiao is not in good health......

"Not in good health. Feng Feifei didn't wait for Tang Shangyi to finish speaking, and then laughed sarcastically: "Lin Fengqin has not already given her the only 'antidote' on his body, she will be in poor health." ”

This is a fact, and the crowd is speechless.

Feng Feifei's emotions suddenly became excited, she stood up, rushed to Shen Xingchen in a menacing manner, grabbed her collar, and gritted her teeth: "Where is Feng Xiaoxiao, where is she." ”