Ye Ziqing returned to the apartment, stood on the balcony, and watched Li Hao start the car and leave, she sighed softly.

She looked at the city outside, which was gently shrouded in darkness, and the originally noisy city had returned to its original calm and beginning.

The moon and stars are scarce, and bright lights shine from the windows of every house, like stars falling from the sky. Such a night weaves the beauty of the night, but it can't erase the dim color in her heart.

Ye Ziqing only has a deep gratitude to Li Hao. He has been very good to Ye Ziqing in the past few years, and he has always cared about him meticulously. Ye Ziqing also knows his feelings, so he is very alienated from him every time. It didn't seem very surprising to his confession this time, and she may be waiting to break the deadlock. Now the result is good for both of them, and it's easier to say it.

Over the years, Ye Ziqing has felt that no matter how good things are, there will be a day when they are lost, no matter how much they love, there will be a day when they will go away, and no matter how beautiful their dreams are, they will wake up one day, and they will never keep what they should give up. Therefore, she looks at everything very lightly, whether it is love or material, it is a passing thing for her.

She didn't understand, it was obviously a clenched hand, and it was obviously such a cherished person, why, walking and walking, but all of them were scattered? It will always be a long time later, until there is no way to retreat, that we will know that what we have given up with our own hands will never be encountered again in the days to come.

In fact, there are many certain numbers in life, and they have already been laid out when they are not expected.

A cheerful and familiar bell rang, interrupting her thoughts. She picked up the mobile phone she was holding in her hand and glanced at it, it was Zhu Yan's phone. It was so late that she called, she frowned, and picked it up, "Hey, Yanyan, what's the matter?" ”

"Ziqing, are you at home, I'm sorry, are you okay?" She carefully apologized on the other end of the phone. Today's incident must have had a great impact on her, it's all her fault, she didn't consider her feelings, she just listened to Chen Hao's advice, this is not a surprise, but a fright, she always knew it, didn't she, but now it's too late to regret it, she has a little urge to kill herself.

"It's okay, I don't blame you. In fact, sooner or later, we will know, it is only a matter of time. She comforted Zhu Yan and didn't want her to blame herself. She understood that Zhu Yan didn't mean it, she would see that person sooner or later when he came back, but she wasn't ready yet.

"Really? Thank you. Also, that, Xiao Yihan ......"

"Let's talk about it tomorrow, it's late, I'm tired." She interrupted what Zhu Yan wanted to say, she didn't want to mention that person now, her heart was still very chaotic.

"Okay, good night." She knew she needed time to figure it out, so she wasn't going to say more.

I hung up the phone, and the night was quiet again.

Xiao Yihan, Ye Ziqing silently recited the name in his heart. It's been a long time, you know how much my heart hurts, how much I hate you.

I hated, I hurt, I cried, I tortured, but I never wanted to give up.

I always thought you were my story, but I didn't know if I was your story. Now, I know how nice it would be if I had never met you and I had never fallen in love with you. Maybe I wouldn't be who I am now.

It's not that I don't want to, but that I'm just too confused in the dust.

Ye Ziqing came back to his senses from his thoughts, went back to the bedroom and took a hot bath, and washed away the injuries on his body. Now she is not a person who will treat herself badly, she has already seen through the world, the world is the biggest sleep, and the troubles will be talked about tomorrow. She climbed into her favorite bed and covered herself with the quilt to sleep. Through the darkness of the night, drowsiness, a ringing woke her from her sleep, she picked up her phone to see that it was an unfamiliar number, she pressed it off and didn't answer it, and it rang again soon after. Maybe it's the displeasure of being disturbed, or maybe it's because of that messy heart. She picked up the mobile phone and picked it up, and without waiting for the person over there to speak, she crackled and scolded, "In the middle of the night, what are you calling, I don't know if people are sleeping, it's good to disturb people's dreams and lack morality." ”

The people over there ...... didn't say anything for a long time.

Ye Ziqing thought it was a harassing phone call, scolded a neuropath, and wanted to hang up the phone.

"Qingqing, it's me." As soon as Ye Ziqing wanted to hang, there was a familiar and unfamiliar voice over there, but Ye Ziqing still heard it. Her heart couldn't help but tremble, and her heart was pounding. Asked calmly

"Is there anything wrong with you?" She couldn't help but speak, he knew that she was waiting for his call every day when he first left. From disappointment to hope, from hope to disappointment, and finally to despair. The feeling hurt her deeply.

"Excuse me?" He was a little sorry, he just missed her and wanted to hear her voice, so ......

"No, just now I thought it was a harassing call, not aimed at you." She explained. In fact, she didn't mean it, she only blamed him for hitting at the wrong time.

"How are you?" It took a long time for him to say something softly.

"What do you think?" She felt a little sarcastic. Does it matter if she is good or not?" ”

She suddenly remembered what her colleague had told her the other day. The most romantic love words she says are when the lover who has broken up with you calls and asks, "How are you?" You replied casually, "I'm fine." "But in fact, you still love him, and you are not good at all. At that time, she remembered that she had complained fiercely, but now, she felt that this sentence was very much in line with her current mood.

She was tempted to say that it wasn't good at all, that it wasn't without him. However, everything can no longer be returned, and what has been lost should not be remembered.

"I'm sorry." He could only say these three words, and he couldn't say what he had prepared.

"You called and said those three words, then I received it." She said a little angrily.

"Also, I miss you." He hesitated for a moment before speaking, not knowing if it would be too sudden.

His voice came through the microphone, as warm as a summer day, melting her cold heart. She paused, struggled for a while, and then hung up the phone suddenly. She knew that no matter what she said, they couldn't go back.

If life is only as first seen, all the past will turn into red dust and smile, and life will indeed not be just as first seen, unless the story never began. Maybe you fell in love at first sight, but when you say goodbye, it is also a sad time.

Time flies, and we can't go back.

The phone hung up, and Xiao Yihan's hand slowly put down. He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, the room was pitch black, looking at the night sky of the same city as her, and his heart was so heavy. Bursts of good injuries welled up in his heart.

"Actually, I want to say to you, I miss you, I miss you so much, and I love you." He said affectionately to the phone that ended the call. Muttered to himself again. "If you knew me before, would you forgive me now?" The dark eyes have long been dyed with a thin mist, and the night light looks crystal clear through the little yellow halo that seeps in through the window.

He just quietly stared at the dark night sky outside, and just stared at it.

Ye Ziqing hung up the phone but couldn't sleep. She couldn't stop the images of him coming to her mind. The past of the two of them is rooted in her heart, like a thorn, which has long been deep in the bone marrow, and she can't pull it out and panic.

Playground.

Ye Ziqing struggled for several days, but decided to make it clear to Xiao Yihan. She hadn't seen him since breakfast was delivered that day, and she was so desperate for this that she couldn't eat or sleep, and she was about to become insane.

Yesterday, she inquired about Xiao Yihan's class schedule and knew that he had a class today, so she skipped class for a long day and waited for him at the door of his classroom.

Xiao Yihan was pulled away by her as soon as he left the door of the classroom, like a bandit, and he didn't care if people wanted it or not. Let the people behind look dumbfounded, and they can't admire her.

"I think we'd better make it clear, otherwise I'll always feel weird." She let go of Xiao Yihan's hand and said straight to the point, "Solve it as soon as possible, and rest assured that it should be solved as soon as possible."

"What's weird?" His good-looking eyebrows were raised, looking at her. It seems that he couldn't understand what she was saying.

"It's just that you said I was your girlfriend."

"You're it, what's wrong?" Not all of them have already said yes, and they have to ask a second time, and he doesn't understand.

"I ...... The ......" She paused, not sure how to speak...... You can't tell him that I was joking with you that day, we were making a bet. This is not the same as telling him directly, you have been tricked. Ah, it's so tangled.

"What's wrong with you?" He looked at her frowning brows and had an urge to smooth them, it wasn't like her, what made her frown like this.

He remembered that she shouldn't be like this, and that little girl he remembered shouldn't have troubles.

The little girl in the hospital that year was so lively and cheerful, smiling and comforting him, telling him not to be sad.

She just smiled like that, tilted her head slightly, her eyes were bright, and the two dimples were reflected on her cheeks, which was so innocent. Her smile was like a fountain of sweetness, sweet to his heart. It was as if the sorrow in his heart had also flowed away.

She would call his brother sweetly, she would tell jokes to make him happy, and she would not say anything, just quietly accompany her.

When he first saw her at school, he was a little incredulous, a little happy, and more disappointed.

She is so lively, free-spirited, sunny and carefree. It seems that life is never troubled. Just like the sun in the sky, it is so eye-catching but warm, bringing people infinite joy.

He thinks that such a girl is not in the same world as him. He was so cold, so lonely, out of place with his world, he wanted to just look at her like this, and just watch.

However, he didn't expect that one day this girl would confess to him. He was happy but scared at the same time, he was happy that he could finally look at her calmly, no longer had to look far away; But he was afraid that she would be disappointed in him, after all, he couldn't fit into her world.

But he didn't want to regret it.

So he intends to give himself a chance and not let himself regret it. He will do everything in his power to protect her.

But years later, he regretted it, but he was glad that he had made this decision.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." She closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at him, apologized sincerely, thinking that he could do whatever he wanted, and she admitted it. But after waiting for a long time, there was no reaction at all, she slowly opened her eyes, and the people in front of her were not listening at all, and she didn't know which planet she had traveled to.

"Hey, did you hear me?" She waved vigorously in front of his eyes and said to him.

"Ah, what do you say." He came back to his senses, and he was not as calm as before, but a little out of shape.

"......" she has a black line, and she is actually singing a one-man show for a long time, she is depressed, and she finally mustered up the courage to say what she said just now, but people didn't hear it.

Then she has to say it again, she is even more depressed.

"I said I ......"

"Qingqing, it turns out that you are here, I have been looking for you for a long time, why didn't you go to class." Lin Yu said as he ran over, but he didn't notice Ye Ziqing's face at all.

It was not easy for her to say something, but she was interrupted by this Cheng Yanjin, it was really early and late, it was really time, her hateful teeth were itching, and she looked at him angrily.

"Uh, am I bothering you?" He looked at Ye Ziqing's angry face and asked in hindsight.

"What do you say! What are you doing here? She said angrily that she really wanted to strangle him now.

"I miss you, don't you know, I don't see you for a day, I ......"

"Stop, I don't want to hear ......," Ye Ziqing interrupted his tirade. She was tired of listening to all the nonsense he said.

Lin Yu, the son of the mayor of City A, walked around Ye Ziqing all day long, pestering her for two years. Just because after failing to confess to her two years ago, he vowed to chase her down.

For Ye Ziqing, he is a playboy, hiding as far as he can, as if he is a virus. For a while, I was almost entangled in schizophrenia by him, and when I heard his name, I ran away, and everyone thought she was evil.

Now she thinks that Lin Yu is more terrifying than Xiao Yihan.

She suddenly thought of something, her eyes flashed, she grabbed Xiao Yihan, who had been ignored by the two of them for a long time, and said to Lin Yu, "I have a boyfriend, so don't pester me." She said a little lacking in confidence, and she was afraid that Xiao Yihan would regret it. But thinking that he himself said that she was his girlfriend, he didn't have any scruples.

Xiao Yihan was originally a little unhappy that he was forgotten by the two of them, but when he saw Ye Ziqing holding his hand and saying that it was her boyfriend, he felt fluttering and couldn't say how happy he was. The gloom on his face dissipated, and he was replaced by a happy smile.

"Boy, boyfriend" He also saw Xiao Yihan, but he couldn't imagine this, the legendary Xiao Yihan, who is not close to women, actually has a girlfriend, and it is Ye Ziqing, he is a little difficult to accept.

"You didn't lie to me?" He didn't give up, and asked again in disbelief. But seeing that Xiao Yihan didn't refute, but was very happy, he couldn't help but believe it.

"What do you say, isn't it, Yihan." She called his name very deliberately intimately. Die, die, that's it anyway.

When Xiao Yihan heard her call his name, his heart trembled, and he softened slightly, and said "um". The expression on his face didn't change in the slightest.

Lin Yu saw that it was Xiao Yihan from the school, and thought that he must have no chance, so he left stupidly.

And Ye Ziqing felt that it was all over the place, and he couldn't take back what he said, so he admitted it. She thought about it, it was not bad to have such a boyfriend, at least Lin Yu would not pester her, and it was not impossible for her to try it if she wanted to. So the two fell in love.

In fact, love is that simple.

I don't know what to do, and I go deep.