Chapter 60: The new recruit is old and old
Under the vast sky and on the distant horizon, the berry that is once again looking for work is like a beautiful ant foraging in the sun, and the industrial zone is just like a fat and long-lived ant.
As before, she dragged her suitcase and carried her backpack (but it was a new one) as she walked in the industrial area of the city. The last time she went to look for a job was in two small towns, in fact, it was quite easy to find a job there, but she didn't care about it, she knew that with a sense of freshness, many companies will give people the best indication, from architecture to office buildings, from corporate culture to company qualifications, have their own characteristics or advantages.
In early spring and February, the climate has been very warm, and Chang Berry is not looking for a job in a long skirt as before, and now she wants to give people the impression of being dignified and virtuous, pure and temperamental, so she wears a white-collar uniform for work, and a cheongsam-style semi-short skirt with the right color. She wants to go to the municipal city to find a job, and strive for a more decent and development vision than the original.
She stepped forward with her head held high, like a female warrior on a march. The trees near and far on the side of the road are neat and lush; The dense shuttle of small vehicles intertwined in front of the eyes, and the smell of gasoline floated in the wind; There were a few gray and white clouds floating low in the sky, and the sun shone down a little, shining on the horizon, shining on her berries, she felt that the scenery and climate of the Great South were different from her hometown.
She walked towards an industrial area. Although the city does not have a high-speed rail directly to the city, but after all, it is a famous city with history and culture, she thinks that the enterprises here must be good, and you don't have to be as picky as before to find a job, just be able to do a suitable position, and the company is not too big, as long as the salary is reasonable, higher than before. The company she just walked out of is pretty good in this tropical region, but in fact, she knows that it has a lot of unsatisfactory aspects.
Chang Berry is not a big believer in online job hunting, and she now prefers field trips. Although she is a new girl, but some aspects are traditional and conservative enough, it turns out that there is an Internet connection in other companies, she rarely goes online, and generally does not read books online, she likes to read paper media, which is her cow friend "Lao Niu" once praised very much.
As she walked calmly on the side of the road, she looked at her own shadow under the sun. Yes, she's grown taller again! Sometimes she puts on high heels and walks beside M Jun as if she is as tall as him. She laughed unconsciously at the thought of this; Suddenly, she thought of "sheep" again, but now the city she is approaching is getting farther and farther away from the city where "sheep" works.
This time she wanted to find a new position that suited her, and at the same time, she was no longer as anxious as before, she just needed to confirm her new position. Of course, she doesn't want to do finance work anymore, she needs to learn, grow, preferably a manager assistant or a Chinese secretary or something like that.
Chang Berry passed by the front of several companies, and I didn't feel very happy when I saw the situation. Later, I came to the gate of a leather goods company, first looked at the buildings and trees and flowers in the compound, the scene was relatively large, there was a square in the middle of the open space, there was a large circular flower bed in the middle of the square, and there were small rockeries and fountains in it.
She took a few steps further to the side to see the job postings on the wall in the job board. It just so happens that there is a job for an assistant to the HR manager. So she took out her ID card and her resume from her backpack and went to the gate security office to register. The security guards are very nice! One by one, they smiled and chatted with her about a few related topics like acquaintances, and then took her to the personnel department for an interview.
Just like when I joined the company, I easily passed the interview, and the position was the assistant to the personnel manager, and the main business was to help the manager write and handle the copywriting and editing of corporate culture and the company's newspapers, and at the same time organize and preside over the usual employee activities or large company gatherings. Although Chang Berry has no experience in this area, she has studied kindergarten after all, and she wants to challenge her ability in this area. This personnel manager is a man, and he seems to be exactly the same age as Mr. M.
Chang Berry feels that the work is usually more relaxed, and the personnel environment feels good, but once there is an activity involved, the work will be very compact and busy. But doing and resting is what she has always done. She felt lucky. Just when she had been working for less than a week and had gone through the work process, Mr. M called her.
Chang Berry said that he is very good now, and at the same time introduced his position and work to Mr. M. M Jun said over there, okay, Maverick, congratulations! Hello, I'm really good! Chang Berry laughed here, thinking to himself that this old cow is just likable when he speaks! When it was over, M Jun smiled and said that her "sheep" came to the company to look for her, and then looked for him again, but he could only reply that he had indeed resigned and went out, but he didn't know where he went. Berries say yes! Old Niu, you answered correctly! It's not right for Mr. M over there, I don't know where you're going.
Later, she received a call from "Yang", "Yang" said that he had come to her original company once after she left, and after inquiring about her, she had been gone for a few days, but her whereabouts were not clear, and someone introduced him to find that M, saying that he was very familiar with Chang Berry, and he didn't know when he asked him, so he ......
Chang Berry suddenly interrupted the "sheep" and said, "So, you called me directly?" "Sheep" replied, "Of course." It's been a few months, why did you suddenly remember to call me? You don't have me in my heart for a long time, so don't talk about it, I'm busy now; If you feel the need to make an appointment to meet somewhere to talk about us, it's best to make a decision that you and I will. "Sheep" over there saying "okay"!
So Chang Berry made an appointment on the phone that she would meet with "Yang" on Sunday next week...... In fact, the result can be imagined, but it is just to go through the last "process". After hanging up the phone, Chang Berry suddenly wanted to cry, it turned out that the so-called love was so fragile in the face of real fashion! A man who has been in love for several years seems so ruthless and unjust!
Chang Berry decided that he didn't have to be sad about his past with "sheep", and the first thing was to work hard and live well. Therefore, the days passed so quickly, and it was time for her to meet the "sheep". "Sheep" called and said that he invited Chang Berry to have a meal, and there were some things to say, and he talked about it while eating, and he was calm; Chang Berry said no, eating and talking distractedly, we should go to a park here to sit down and talk. The "sheep" said "yes" over there.
The tropical sky is full of puffy clouds, and the scenery in front of you is pleasant to the eye. It was a sunny and sunny holiday. On the way to the park, the wind was blowing, the shade of the trees was cool, and the grass on the ground was swaying. But the mood of the berry seemed a little depressed. On the side of the city center is the park where she will make an agreement with the "sheep". As soon as she arrived at the park, she met the sheep, looked at each other in a very ordinary way, and then the two sat down on a stone bench with a backrest. Her former "sheep" seemed to be taller and more handsome, and appeared whiter.
The "sheep" took bread and mineral water and put them on the stone bench between him and the berries, and said, "Let's eat like this, this place is too far away from me, so I rushed here without eating." The berry said then you can eat it, I'm not hungry, I just ate it; "Sheep" said you eat! Isn't it a good thing to eat? The berry had to take a slice politely...... It's just that the two of them were stunned for a while, and no one spoke.
After a while, the "sheep" ate the bread, and then said to the berry: If you believe in my sincerity, or as you say, you believe that we still have love, then I will tell you that we still have it! I've always had you in my heart, but I'm busy with work and you're temperamental, sometimes you don't talk speculatively, plus I haven't taken care of you in the past two years, and I'm not good to snub you! But on the other hand, I am also for your own good, I am a person who was born and studied in poverty, I am reluctant to spend money, I neglect you, and I have not fulfilled my responsibilities as a boyfriend.
Then he said: So there is some estrangement between each other, because I haven't contacted you for a long time, and I think you are too strong, and I am embarrassed to call you again, and you don't call me...... So, now I can only ask for your forgiveness...... At this time, Chang Berry interrupted him and said: I didn't say that we have no feelings, and I didn't say anything about each other who didn't call whom. But after all, how many such years can a little woman's youth have? Do you think, a little woman who has given you all her young "youth", is it necessary for you to do this to her?
"Sheep" nodded and said it made sense! But...... Berry interrupted him again, there was no "but"! Of course, we used to love each other, and I admit that you used to be nice to me! Although you are reluctant to spend money, you have spent money for me and cared for me...... Speaking of this, the berry raised his head aimlessly, looking here and there, and there were tears in his eyes. Then he said: Since you still have me in your heart, why don't you take the initiative to call me? And why can't we go back to the time when we once loved each other? You've long been indifferent to me, don't you know?
"Sheep" said, I admit this, but can't say that I don't have you in my heart? You must know that we are still in the stage of working to make money, I am doing engineering, reason is definitely better than emotion, I have expressed my attitude to you, I will always love you and protect you. The reason why I was indifferent to you later was also to lower a dimension of our premarital relationship, if I was too good to you, it would only hurt you, because people's hearts always have to be better and better, so ......
"So......" Chang Berry took over the conversation and said, "You treat me like this?" And how good were you to me in the past? Isn't it just ordinary love and love? How good can it be? It's good that you keep that bottom line! But what about you, do you do it? I'm not dissatisfied, and I don't ask you how good you must be to me? You didn't even eat two meals for me that time, and then you took care of the thirty or forty yuan meal alone. Actually, I only ate a little at that time, you should remember, I packed it back to eat the next day, did I have that luxury? Of course, I'll be honest, that's not the main thing!
"Sheep" frowned and asked: What is that? Berry said, think about it. "Sheep" said I don't know? Do you know why I agreed that we should come here to talk about our affairs? Faced with such a question, the "sheep" was a little embarrassed and said, oh, I understand, but is there such a thing? And you're stalking me?
Berry said I'm too lazy to follow you! I just met you guys by accident, and you still admit it?! Haven't you been dating that girl in a white dress all along? When Chang Berry said this, she felt in her heart that her move was so ruthless, and her tone undoubtedly knocked on the weakness of the "sheep", and then continued: Since you have me in your heart, why do you have a tryst with her repeatedly? And why didn't you explain the situation to me? Whatever the case may be?!
"Sheep" face became a little embarrassed and helpless, he said: I have had a few dates with her, but it was just a meeting, since I have you in my heart, what can I have with her? Of course I admit that she was my girlfriend in the past, but what if she was a male friend of mine in the past? In short, the occasional meeting with her now is just a very general friendship, what does it mean for me? Will I regain my old love? No way, I never do anything I regret! Since you've been following me, why don't you go to our company again and ask, is my reputation for making friends good or not?
I didn't bother to ask! Is it necessary to ask? Since you haven't regained your old love, why don't you tell me about it? If there's anything you can't say, and if you hide it from me, it's not like that!
"Sheep" said, it is precisely because there is nothing that I will not say! It's very simple human nature, if I tell you, it will complicate things! Berry said, so say, "sheep"! This is the last time I'll call you that, and we're not suitable! You always feel justified! You always think I'm complicated, right, then I'll simply tell you, whether you regain your old love or find a new love, that's your freedom, and it has nothing to do with me. We can't afford to dwell on this anymore!
The "sheep" said, "That's good!" Berries! Then there is nothing to talk about! If I explain and talk about the objective situation, it will be irreversible. Since you've said this, I can't force you anymore! Of course, you are not without a sweetheart, although you don't leave any tricks, it's normal for you to have your pursuits; But I'm not going to jump off a building because of you! We are each other, I will work harder to make money, and in the future, I will have the conditions to start my own business. So we really can't do it anymore! It's you who said it, we don't fit!
In fact, Chang Berry Zi wanted to provoke the "sheep" in his heart to see if he really had remorse, if his reply was gentle and accommodating, or said that he was at fault with himself, and felt a little guilty about her Berry Seed, then she would not ask about that matter again, and would slowly talk to him from the beginning, after all, there are feelings for each other in love; But now the statement of "sheep" makes her heart completely cold! It turns out that her "sheep" has really changed her mind!
After a chill, she suddenly felt as if she had been relieved. She easily realized: it can be seen that the "sheep" has long stopped caring about her, and now he has a rake and says that she has a sweetheart. So she said: Since you have talked about it at this point, you also said that I have a sweetheart, but I don't leave any handle! I don't want to talk to you anymore, it's useless to talk more! Then our fate has come to an end! Of course, we don't need to complain about this, we can see each other and disperse!
All right! You can do whatever you say, we will see each other and disperse, of course I hope you will live better than me! "Sheep" said this, getting up to leave; Chang Berry said that I am the same, and I hope you have a better life than me! As he spoke, he got up and walked away...... As a result, a love affair that once existed died with the departure of the two.