After crying, Liu Mei felt more comfortable. She also began to sort out some bits and pieces of thoughts. She felt aggrieved, yes, suffocated to the bone marrow. This feeling has actually been there since marriage, and it has continued until now, and it is getting stronger and stronger. Thinking back to the days she lived in the past few years after marriage, she couldn't help but be frightened. I don't want to know that for so many years before, she was actually messing around. The occasional little family warmth is also shrouded in the shadow of the mother-in-law. She seems to have completely lost herself, without the demands that young people should have, just yesterday, and even without the only ** between husband and wife. She, Liu Mei, has disappeared unconsciously, leaving behind only a child daughter-in-law named "Heshun Daughter-in-law". Yes, what is the difference between her every day and every second for so long and a child daughter-in-law in a feudal family?

She suddenly felt worthless and aggrieved. I think back then, she also had an education, a formal job, and was young and beautiful. Although there are not countless people who pursue her, there are also very few. But she fell in love with Heshun. At that time, it wasn't really for the little property in his family. Among her suitors, there are not those who are richer than his family. What she values is that he is steady and honest, and knows that he feels distressed. When her father died early, Liu Mei pinned this deficiency on her future husband. When Heshun proposed to live with the old man, she was actually moved by his filial piety. She thought: People who can be so filial to their parents must not be wrong with her and her family in the future.

But she was wrong! His filial piety, after marriage, became a requirement for her to endure and retreat to his parents endlessly. At this moment, standing at the crossroads of life, Liu Mei finally had to ask herself seriously: Is this man really worth putting up with and paying so much? In the end, Liu Mei painfully found that the conclusion was: No!

Maybe. Taking advantage of this opportunity, while she is not too old, should she make a bold decision to start a new life? At least. Don't let your life be buried in such a worthless marriage? But what about the child? She's just a child, and her life hasn't even begun yet. Just for the sake of her happiness as a mother, do you have to sacrifice the child's childhood? Liu Mei, who has experienced the pain of losing her father, knows that she lacks father's love. What the lack of a complete family means to a person, especially a child. Her heart softened again, so how could she let her child lose her father's love and her complete family at such a young age? She can be wronged, but she can't bear it, child. For the sake of the child, bear with it! But. When she thought about it, she felt that her whole life was dark. A thirty-year-old ordinary woman, a thirty-year-old ordinary woman with a child, can really make too limited choices.

Unconsciously, when it was time to go to work in the afternoon, Liu Mei's office gradually became more crowded. Liu Mei shrank behind the computer alone as if she was busy concentratingly, but she didn't look at any of the flickering numbers on the screen in front of her. All she thinks about is her and her children's past and future. Of course, she can't forget the anger she suffered at her mother-in-law's house, but she doesn't know what's going on, and Heshun is clumsy and clumsy to serve her confinement. The scene of the couple traveling with their children together, and the scene of Shun's rough fingers running across her cheeks...... also unconsciously appeared in front of her eyes again and again. She shook her head, trying to imagine that she was divorced. How relaxed she should be when she got out of the place that made her sad, but gradually she thought about how difficult it would be for her to live alone with her children, and how Xiao Lingling would face the world's accusatory eyes...... Just when she was in a trance, suffering from gains and losses, her mobile phone rang.

She took it out and looked at it. It's actually Heshun! With a complicated feeling, she picked up the phone, and the voice that she was very familiar with immediately sounded inside, and Heshun's voice did not have the worry and anxiety she hoped for, nor the anger and irritability in her fear, just a calm sentence: "I moved out." Let's see when we clean up our little house, let's move in. ”

Liu Mei was stunned, this was completely different from what she expected, she thought he would be angry at her, and at the same time she secretly hoped that he could say a few worried words to her. But he, neither.

Liu Mei was silent for a while, then sorted out her chaotic thoughts, and said as calmly as possible: "I borrowed a house from Wenjun and went over to get the key at night." Our small house will only expire at the end of the month, so let's make do with Wenjun first. ”

He Shun paused for a moment, he actually forgot all about the fact that the lease period of the house had not arrived, there were too many changes in the past two days, and he was also a little dizzy. Finally, he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll pick you and the child up after work." ”

Liu Mei whispered "Okay", and Heshun hung up the phone. Liu Mei breathed a sigh of relief, and a smile crept up her face. Although she was ready for divorce before, at this moment, she still couldn't help but be secretly happy to be able to maintain this family. Or maybe she still loves him. Or, she is just a woman who is afraid of change, and all she longs for is a warm and warm home.

When He Shun hung up the phone, his mood was not as relaxed as Liu Mei. For the first time in his life, he encountered something out of his grasp, which should be quite frustrating for a man. He has always felt that it is natural to honor his parents, and his daughter-in-law, that is, Liu Mei, since she is married to him, should follow his purpose. Although Liu Mei occasionally doesn't follow well, he can also open and close his eyes and pretend not to see. But this time, Liu Mei went too far. He Shun couldn't help but hit her. But, that's not the point. The point is that she still refuses to give up, and even runs away from home with her children. How could a woman, a woman with a family and children, do such an irresponsible thing? Liu Mei's behavior even made He Shun wonder if Liu Mei was just an illusion before, but now this is the real her. He was strange and disappointed with her. He even wondered if he should end the marriage, because he couldn't accept a woman who was so ruthless and willful, let alone forgive a wife for being so disregard for her husband and family. However, the damage that divorce can do to a person and a family is undoubtedly huge. After thinking twice about the lesser of two evils, he decided to take another look and give his wife another chance.

However, when he put this decision into practice and made that phone call to Liu Mei. His mood not only did not relax, but became heavier. He didn't know if he had made the right decision. He wasn't sure if Liu Mei would repent and stop doing things that made him sad. He had developed a deep suspicion about this woman, and this doubt was like a poisonous snake around him, making him feel crisis and fear all the time. (To be continued.) )