"The eyes are very cold, and the heart is extremely hot. The eyes are cold, so it doesn't matter what is right and wrong; The heart is hot, so the sorrow is endless. Although it is useless, but it is not forgotten, in the end, it is a hot intestine; Although you can't forget your feelings, you can't do it in the end, in the end, you can see through it with a cold eye. "When Huang Ama first recited this sentence to us, I was fourteen years old, and I was a young and vigorous young man who did not know what to call a reckless teenager. When I heard this, I was very disdainful, and I didn't know which sour Confucian student had broken the sentence, but I just looked at Huang Ama and didn't say it, but the thirteenth brother on the side applauded, although he was only one year older than me, but he acted very differently. Although I don't deal with the two of the thirteenth brothers, I know that if he applauds, then he really feels good, not to please the emperor Ama, but he has never lacked this.

Now that I think about it, half of this sentence seems to describe the eagle, maybe the face is cold, but the heart is hot. From the bamboo basket to Ruoyu, from an inconspicuous show girl, to the favorite attendant of the concubine of Chuxiu Palace, to the most popular female official of the Qianqing Palace, and then to the small Gege of Prince Kang's mansion, her identity has risen all the way, but she seems to be effortless. Jealous, gratifying, indifferent...... All kinds of eyes, all kinds of thoughts, I am happy, because I know that in this way, she is more and more inseparable from this place.

When I first saw Ruoyu, she was just an undersized yellow-haired girl, not tall, but her eyes were alive. At that time, she was still Zakuta Zhuzhen. But when I rose, I searched for her all over the world, Huang Ama was in pain, Eniang was spoiled, and there was never anything I couldn't get, but she seemed to have evaporated. After so many years, when I saw her again, I suddenly realized that I couldn't remember what she was like at the beginning, but I insisted on believing that I could do nothing.

It's not that she has to be, it's the thirteenth brother! Grab my mother, compete with me for the emperor Amma, even the fourth brother treats him better than me, obviously I am his own brother! As long as Huang Amma's will is not given, even if the beads are worn on her wrist, I can let her take them off as they are.

As a result, she didn't ask for both, compared to the hand beads that she withdrew, my jade bracelet was even worse, and it ended up in pieces. It turned out that she repeatedly pushed back, because she had starlings in her heart. Yun Yu is like this, and so is she, women all over the world like starlings!

I don't know who I was for, either for her or for myself. On the night of the wedding, I walked around the wedding banquet, regardless of Xiao Lizi's dissuasion, and everyone who toasted did not refuse, cup after glass, in the end I was drunk. I couldn't wait to pick off Xipa, but I couldn't recognize the appearance of the person in front of me. What about the eyes? Where are the eyes that I have been looking for for two years? It was supposed to be the night of my cave!

In a fit of rage, I brushed my sleeves away, leaving behind the shouts of the room behind me and scribbling into the door. Hope I'm okay? I hope I'm well, why return my bracelet! In those days, I was like a demon king in the house, and I was afraid of the people in the house, but when I turned around to see her again, I forgot all the previous vows, and only gave birth to a kind share. She is a yellow-haired girl, but I am already married, why should I be angry with her child? As everyone knows, he was the child's temper at that time.

Xu is because of this board, the relationship with her is much closer, the first time to provoke the thirteenth brother sideways, in this way, I became more proud, ran to her more diligently, and everything became more and more attentive, but these, unconsciously, from deliberate to a habit.

Those naughty and pure days came to an abrupt end that night.

The banquet for the Korean envoys was really boring, but the dance on the field attracted my attention, I had never seen a man dance, and the lanterns on the side of the venue were quite novel, especially the dancing woman who was shining brightly. Secretly looking for a vacancy, I slipped out of the banquet, wanting to know how these came from, and asked Zhu Zheng directly, which one of these is not from her exquisite thoughts?

I grabbed two palace maids, asked the location of the bamboo basket, and saw that she was wearing a bright red dress, and the buttons were not tied, which was nondescript, so I was about to come forward to laugh at her, but she flicked her sleeves and sang a little song.

I don't like to listen to operas, but E-Niang prefers this, so I can see that the bamboo flute has a bit of an expert in singing, and I don't understand, she Ama has always been old-fashioned, but she is willing to ask the master to teach her daughter to sing? Eighty percent of this girl was secretly learned when she accompanied Eniang to listen to the play, and when I thought of catching her pigtails, I thought of the girl's unyielding and helpless gritted teeth, I felt comfortable in my heart, and even couldn't wait.

"It turns out that the purple and red are all over the place, and they are all paid with broken wells and decaying walls, and the beautiful scenery of the good day is no day, and they will enjoy their homes. Flying in the morning and twilight, clouds and clouds, rain and wind, smoke and waves painting boats, Jinping people look at this Shaoguang cheap. ”

I froze my pace, stared at the bamboo basket for a long time, and after three years of acquaintance, I looked at her seriously for the first time. It's still those eyes, the eye waves, soft words and deeds, obviously covered with the brightest colors, but revealing the most strange pathos and desolation of me. From the first meeting with her, cunning, pungent, calm, quiet, clever...... She has seen a lot of appearances, but each one is vibrant, and she has never been like this time, and almost all of her looks have dimmed as soon as her eyes sank.

I didn't come forward to call her, I saw her take off her clothes and return to her usual appearance, but my heart couldn't calm down, like a dream, trance unreal, until the next day I woke up from the house of Shushu Jue Luo, I still felt like I was in a dream.

Dressed neatly and entering the palace, I was a little afraid to step into the Qianqing Palace, afraid to see her, just like afraid of last night's nightmare.

As soon as I withdrew from the Emperor's house, I took a look at her, and I clearly felt my own body shrinking, and I was so timid that I was annoyed by myself. Zhu Zhen still spoke harshly to me, but I lost my previous rebuttal, which made Zhu Zhen stunned. Seeing her staring at me, I almost raised my leg to run away, but I felt that there was something more in my hand—a bamboo handkerchief.

"Wipe it, look at your sweat!" She glanced at me, and said casually, "If your body is not happy, you just need to take leave, why bother holding on, and it is not an iron body!" ”

"Fourteenth brother, your expression is as if you have seen something dirty, what's the matter, are you afraid that the bamboo basket will eat you?" The thirteenth brother also came out of the house and laughed.

Zhu Zhen punched the thirteenth brother and snorted: "Am I a goblin or a ghost, and I have the ability to eat people?" Seeing that the thirteenth brother laughed and coughed twice, Zhu Zhen handed over a paper bag from his purse and said, "Oh, I added some mint leaves to the flower tea you wanted, and you can brew it a few times, and when it is light, just pour out the slag." Look at you two, how old are you, don't you know how to be careful in the winter? One by one, they are either sweating or coughing, which is really annoying! ”

"Dare you say us? I don't know if I'm afraid of cold, I don't wear much in this cold day, and those furties are used as decorations? The thirteenth brother frowned.

Looking at the two of them, I suddenly understood, it's not that the bamboo basket has become strange, but that I have never really understood her, these days, all I know about her is what she shows in front of me, I read her face, but I don't see her heart. The role I played by her side was just a playmate, and I never did anything for her, even if I was beaten that time, it wasn't entirely for her, and Brother Thirteen ...... I have to admit that he is much, much better than me.

When I really started to get to know her, I realized how much I had missed and how much I didn't know. The first cognition is her attitude towards starlings, she always thought that the person in her heart was starlings, but once she got into it, I didn't need to think about it, I could see her rejection of starlings at a glance, but with imperceptible guilt?

It's not Starling, it's not Thirteen, it's not me, who is she pretending to be in her heart? Or perhaps, she has more than one person in her heart. In the palace, in the house, the most common is women, it is not difficult to see sincere women, but those "sincere" are only men who like them, Zhu Zhen is different, she sincerely wants everyone to be good.

She rejected the starling, but for the sake of the harmony of the starling and the eighth sister-in-law, she suffered how many grievances from the eighth sister-in-law in private, such a fierce person as the eighth sister-in-law, sometimes even a man can't stand it, but she just accepted it, but she refused to let the starling know at half, is it because of the guilt in her eyes? What does she owe to Starling?

There is also Brother Jiu, Brother Jiu has always disliked bamboo baskets, which has always puzzled me. Although Brother Jiu has a cold face, he has never been hostile to anyone, but he has a clear disgust for Zhu Zhen every time he meets it. But even so, when the second girl of the Ninth Brother family fell into the water, she did not hesitate for half a minute, and jumped into the cold water to save people. did not invite merit, did not receive rewards, and as soon as he returned to the shore, he handed over the child to the grandmother and nurse who came to him, and then quietly walked away, but he was sick and sick, and he burned for three days.

She reprimanded the broken mouth of the palace maid for the tenth brother and the fragile tears that suddenly came when a person followed, she knelt for the good concubine Niangniang for two days and one night, but she didn't care that the good concubine Niangniang was the taboo of the emperor Ama who no one dared to touch in the palace, she was treated coldly by the mother she endured for me, she rushed to work all night for the seventeenth brother, and now, she was willing to suffer for the twelfth brother and Yu Toad.

She seems to be watching coldly, Zhuangzi is a saint, Ruo Ying is not after all. She can't let go of too much, and she doesn't let people know what she has done, but a clear-eyed person can see her sincerity, no matter how good she is, she deserves it. Just like this board, it's real, it's sturdy, it's all for her. Because, she deserves it.