0152 Meaning of existence
"Isn't it possible to have your husband by your side when you have a child now? Why don't you go in and stay with your sister-in-law? Li Junhan suddenly thought of this and asked.
When Yunxi gave birth to a child before, he was by his side at first. It's just that it didn't go well later, and he was kicked out by the doctor.
And then we ran into that signing challenge.
He suddenly became very worried, this brother would not be as unlucky as himself......
"I wanted to go in, but your sister-in-law didn't do it, she said she didn't want me to see her whole person in pain...... "Jin Bingwan looked helpless.
"But isn't it better to be by your side at this time?"
"I know...... But I can't help it......"
"It seems that in your family, it is my sister-in-law who counts her words!" Li Junhan laughed, and let go of the worry he had just mentioned in his heart.
It's just that neither of them is in the mood to chat.
Sit quietly outside.
I don't know how long later, the lights in the operating room went out.
"How's that!" Lee Jun-han and Kim Byung-wan immediately stood up.
A nurse walked out with a crying child in her arms, and a group of people pushed Kim Byung-wan's girlfriend out in the back.
"Congratulations, it's a boy." The nurse smiled.
"I'll hug ......," Kim Byung-wan said to the nurse with a nervous expression.
"Okay." The nurse saw that Kim Byung-man, a man who looked like a forty-year-old man, was so shy, laughed, and handed the child in her arms to Kim Byung-man.
"Brother, go see my sister-in-law." Li Junhan reminded on the side.
Then, as if waking up from a dream, Kim Byung-wan handed the child back to the nurse and rushed to his girlfriend's side.
Li Junhan watched from afar, with a smile on his face.
It's a nice feeling! New Life ......
Indeed, is the continuation of life the meaning of life itself? In Li Junhan's mind, such a proposition full of philosophical meaning popped up for no reason.
That's all he could think about.
The moment the nurse opened the door, he felt a feeling called jealousy.
It was so strong, so strong that he could barely hold the smile on his face.
Therefore, he can only let himself jump out of this emotional joy and rise to a transcendent realm......
But it's not that easy.
Looking at Kim Byungwan's family from afar, Li Junhan felt as if he was in a different world. That side is a kind of hot happiness, and the other side of yourself is as quiet as falling into some abyss.
I used to be almost able to ...... myself
Li Junhan gave his head two blows.
Now is not the time to think about this! But when his brother was a father! How can you always hold on to your past things!
At such a happy moment, thinking about such a heavy question, have you eaten too much?
Oh, maybe because of recording two days and one night, hungry?
While Li Junhan was stunned there, the newborn baby was sent to the nursing room, and the pregnant woman who had just given birth was also sent back to the ward to rest, and Li Junhan and Kim Byung-wan sat together on the rest chair in the hospital corridor.
Once the excitement passes, the rest is exhaustion.
"Brother, do you want to go and rest for a while?" Li Junhan asked with concern, "I'm here to help keep an eye on it, if you need help, I'll call you......"
"No, I can't sleep either." Kim Byung-wan smiled and shook his head.
"Oh." Li Junhan nodded.
A first-time father! Although he can't fully understand that feeling, Li Junhan can also fully understand the excitement of not being able to sleep.
"If you want something, go first. I see that your assistant has been waiting next to ......" Kim Byung-wan glanced at Jeon Hyo-sung, who was sitting and playing with his mobile phone in the distance, and said with a smile.
"Oh, it's okay......" Li Junhan actually really wanted to leave.
"It's okay, you can go back and rest early, it's not early. After two days and one night of shooting, you came back, and you were also tired, right? Kim Byung-wan glanced at Li Junhan and seemed to see that his words were insincere.
"But......" Li Junhan's face turned red all of a sudden.
"Junhan, it's my brother who didn't think about it thoroughly...... Kim Byung-wan seemed to want to explain the problem thoroughly, "I just thought about it for a while, and I felt that the person who wanted to share this good news in the first place was you, so I notified you to come, but I forgot ......"
"It's okay, it's been so long......" Li Junhan shook his head with a smile.
The smile was sad. He couldn't hold back that happy and excited smile anymore.
Tired.
"I'm sorry......" Kim Byung-wan sighed as well.
Li Junhan hurriedly shook his head and said, "No need to do this, brother, today is such a festive day for you...... And at this time, I am very happy that you can think of me. ”
"You've been ...... lately Have you ever found a girl to try dating? Kim Byung-wan shifted the subject.
"Nope." Li Junhan shook his head, "I don't have this idea for the time being. ”
This is said very sincerely, however, it seems that there is a demon living in his heart. An image came to his mind that made him tremble.
"I'm just asking, you don't have to be so scared, right?" Kim Byung's joy.
"It's okay, it's not for that reason." Li Junhan felt that there was no way to explain this.
"Try to find another girlfriend, date, and ...... Tie the knot. ”
Li Junhan was silent.
"I know you still can't let go of ......"
"For more than 20 years, how can you say that you can put it down?" Li Junhan smiled bitterly with a little self-deprecation.
"But people always have to move forward!" Kim Byung-wan patted Lee Jun-han on the shoulder, "It's like a bus ......"
"I understand." Li Junhan interrupted Kim Byung-wan a little rudely.
He understands all these big truths.
But he didn't want to hear it.
"You're just immersed in your own world and don't want to come out." Kim Byung-wan's words were a bit heavy. "Yoon-hee is just an excuse."
"I ......" Li Junhan was stunned.
"She's gone to find her own life, so you feel like you're abandoned. This responsibility is hers, right? Kim Byung-wan said in a tone of irony. So you can't let yourself forget her, and then you can feel that the way you are because of her......"
Li Junhan did not answer.
Be quiet.
"You go back and take a rest, you should be very tired from shooting for two days and one night." Jin Bingwan said again.
There is one more sentence that is not said.
Go back and think about it! What did you leave behind in those 20 years that you still refuse to forget......
"Well...... Li Junhan didn't insist anymore, "It's just, brother, you ...... here"
"I don't need you with me here." Jin Bingwan smiled and shook his head, "When the child is full moon, you must come!" I'm going to let my son know his godfather......"
"Okay!" Li Junhan nodded.