Looking at your back quietly, you haven't looked back for me once!

Since I did well in the monthly exam, I started my pre-exam plan. Silently carrying out the plan that I thought would be successful, no one knew about it, including Mr. Peng, because I thought it would be better not to let him know about it.

After the monthly exam is completed and the ranking comes out, we will select a position according to the regulations. Before the election, I said to Xie Yuhan: "Xie Yuhan, in fact, I still want you to sit in front of me, after all, it's been so long, I think it's most appropriate for you to sit in front of me, I don't know if you want to?" Xie Yuhan said very aggrievedly: "I still want to sit in front of you, but I don't know if I can choose it, in case someone else sits in front of you, then forget the race." I thought about it for a while, and it was also a matter that I could not decide alone, so I remained optimistic and said, "It's okay, as long as you want to, then there will be no problem." She bared her white teeth and said, "Okay, I'll do my best." "I once said that many things will not develop in the direction you imagined, and this time it is the same, Xie Yuhan failed to choose the position in front of me, I can't call the classmates in front of me to re-elect, alas, this is helpless, there is no way. Peng's total score ranking in the class is still very good, so I was very happy to choose to sit with me and continue to be at the same table. Everyone chose the position, and I didn't care where Xie Yuhan was sitting, because it wasn't in front of me, I suddenly felt like I had lost a lot of things, but I still had to continue to study seriously in class, and after the evening self-study, I continued to study alone in the seat. At this time, Xie Yuhan came over and asked me, "Is it okay if I sit behind you?" When I heard the news, I was still very happy and excitedly said, "Yes, welcome, welcome." "But after thinking about it, how can you sit behind me when you're so far away from me. She was also very happy and said, "Then you don't come to help me move things, I'll tell you the table behind you, change the position." I was overjoyed and hurriedly asked, "Really, did you coax me?" She curled her mouth and said evilly, "If you don't come to help me move, I won't be able to come and sit, won't you come to move?" I'm happy, "Come, come, come right away", think about the joy at that time, now I feel very good, I simply like the happiness that is born, and it must be very good to be close to the person I like. I hurriedly went to help her move things, there were a lot of books at the time, and I was sweating profusely, but I was still happy and excited, it seems that my plan will not be in vain, hehe. After the two of us moved the books, I didn't continue to read in the classroom, and I didn't feel that happy anymore. I proposed: "Xie Yuhan, in order to celebrate that you can return to my side, let's go to the commissary to buy something to celebrate, shall we go?" I don't even know how I said it at the time, I went, everything came back to my side, but she didn't mind anything, and she agreed very heartily: "Let's go, you can celebrate." ”

At this time, it was past nine o'clock, and it was not very late, so we happily went shopping, and when we walked to the commissary, I asked her, "What do you want to eat, I will invite you to eat." "It seems that I said a nonsense, if I didn't ask for it, do you want other girls to give money? I couldn't do that kind of thing (in fact, my life had risen at that time, and I still had twenty or thirty yuan a week, but for the living expenses of ordinary classmates, it was still very little). She didn't say what she wanted to eat, so I bought two soaked chicken feet and two bottles of Coke, one for each person, and she took out the money to give it to me, I was shocked, and quickly said: "You give me the money to slap me in the face, didn't you say that I will invite you to eat, to celebrate that you can sit behind me now." Later, I excused myself, and she didn't insist on giving me money, so I said, "It's still early, I'm going to eat at the * field, and I'm going to play while eating, do I want to go?" She thought for half a second, and smiled slightly. I know that there seems to be a play, we took something and went to the * field to play, we really ate while walking, as if we couldn't find anything to say, I didn't think this feeling was very comfortable, so I took the initiative to ask a question, and asked her very seriously: "Xie Yuhan, have you considered which high school to take the exam?" Which high school do you want to attend? "Actually, it was a bit unrealistic for me to ask this question at the time, because when I chose high school, I had to fill in the volunteers, fill in the volunteers, and then take the exam. But to break the silence, I asked anyway. She thought for more than a minute and replied to me, "What about you, which high school do you want to go to?" Of course, I was ashamed to say: "I want to go to ZY High School (at that time, ZY High School was still very good*, it was a national high school, but there was a private school better than it), and I went to a good high school to try to get into a good university." When I answered her question at that time, I answered it completely according to my own thoughts, and I didn't think about what she would think at all, and I didn't think about whether I liked her and should go to the same school with her. Then I asked her, "You haven't answered my question yet?" She seemed very disappointed and said: "I, I don't know, I can go to study wherever I can be admitted!" At that time, I was stupid and only responded with an "oh". Alas, I have to say here that my emotional intelligence at that time was indeed a bit low, and I didn't take into account the feelings of others at all, if my answer at that time was more flexible, maybe it wouldn't be what it is now. How many mistakes can we recognize in our lost youth, and how many decisions affect our current lives? Whenever I think of this, my heart will ache faintly, God can give me a chance to correct that sentence, I will definitely say to Xie Yuhan at that time: "Where you are admitted, I will go." "As time went by, it was time to go back to sleep, so I walked towards the dormitory with Xie Yuhan, she lived on the second floor of the apartment, and I lived downstairs. What I have to say here is that the dormitory arrangement, the female dormitory is generally above the second floor, and the male students generally live on the first floor, and there is a big iron door in the stairwell upstairs, and the teachers on duty lock the door after turning off the lights at night. When I got back to the dormitory, I still didn't realize what was wrong with what I said, but I know for sure now that she was at the time, and maybe she really couldn't sleep all night.

An unintentional question, in order to break the silence, but to get an unintentional answer; An unintentional answer broke the silence, but it broke a person's heart; broke someone's heart, but she couldn't sleep all night. A sleepless night brought about a decision for the future; Her decision changed the questioner's life, and until now the questioner has not found a solution.