Give me a promise that I will not go anywhere, just standing here waiting for you.

I've been studying in this zy middle school for a while, and my life is still good, I can get a few hundred yuan of living expenses every month, which is still good among the whole students, and my life is at a medium level, I can eat well every day, and occasionally I can have a small fry in front of me, hehe, I feel very comfortable. The school I studied at was a national key high school, so it was normal to have a little bit of material fees every month, but to be honest, I didn't think there was anything wrong with this at the beginning. Let's ask everyone, when I was in high school, I organized everyone to buy some exam materials every month in my school grade, or October papers and the like, which is still considered normal, and I thought it was still normal at the time, so I bought it. And then there's the subject teacher.,In order to improve everyone's grades more effectively, buy some materials to practice.,This is still very good.,The subject teachers are all for us to be admitted to a better university at that time.,People don't have a lot of selfishness.,So it's still very normal to say this.,It's acceptable.,At least I think it's acceptable.。 In the end, it's up to us, and we want to buy some books or volumes to practice on our own, which is still very good, to consolidate the knowledge we have just learned, you say. So what I said above is acceptable in all these situations, but we all forget that there are one or two people who they can't accept, not that they can't accept it, it should be said that they don't have the ability to accept it, and that is your parents with limited income.

When I wrote this, my mood was already heavy unconsciously, and I didn't know how to write below, but I still wanted to say to my parents, "Dad, Mom, you have worked hard!" ”

When I was studying in high school, I had 400 yuan a month for living expenses, and sometimes it could be 300 yuan, but the cost of materials on the grade or other miscellaneous expenses was about 400 yuan per month, and sometimes it would be much higher. Maybe it's not a lot of money now, but when you look back eight years, it's hard to accept that it should have been a lot at the time, and it was so much almost every month. At that time, I still felt that life was very nourishing, but I didn't know how much helplessness my parents endured for such a good life, I don't know how to save so much money to let me go to that so-called national high school, I don't know how they usually smile in the face of me, a child who doesn't know the cost of firewood, rice, oil and salt, it's really hard to imagine how to borrow money from others in a low voice when they haven't been able to get so much money,,,,,,,,, parents, you guys are really hard.

After I knew how difficult it was to go to this high school, I was really embarrassed, thinking about how much I failed in my studies, in life, and in all other aspects, and how well I lived compared to the hard work and fatigue of my parents. After I realized this, I tried my best in my studies, not thinking about those so-called beauties, not comparing those so-called nothingness, and doing a good job in my studies wholeheartedly. When others take lunch breaks, I spend time reading books, doing those good questions countless times, reviewing the knowledge I am not familiar with, studying those questions I don't understand, and I have to memorize a lot of words every day, and I have to do a good job of reading,,,,,, in fact, learning is expensive, I persevered for two months, and finally showed my skills in the exam, my grades have improved a lot in the class, ranking in the top three in the class, and ranking in about 100 in the case of more than 2,000 people in the whole grade (explain here, Generally, we are ranked in the top 200 in our grade, and basically there is no problem in being admitted to a key university, so this progress is still very scary. At that time, the teachers, of course, the subject teachers in our class, thought that I was a malleable talent, a seedling of a key university, so they were still looking forward to me. However, the blessing of misfortune depends, and the blessing of misfortune depends. Similarly, when I made good progress, I learned that my grandfather was hospitalized, and my parents had to spend a lot of money, a bad family, and after such a thing, you can imagine how annoying it should be, so I thought maybe I should really choose to escape from this environment that belongs to me at all, and I didn't ask my family for more than a month, and I knew that my family couldn't give me much living expenses, even if I told them that I had no money, they couldn't give me any money, I understand this very well. I began to save, to what extent, I said it here, everyone is not allowed to laugh at me, or I won't say it, just a brush, hehe. It's obviously unrealistic to go out and earn money in high school, so there's only an infinite amount of saving. When I eat in the morning, I go to the cafeteria to buy a few steamed buns, usually I buy three, eat one in the morning, and then quietly bring two to the classroom, of course, these two steamed buns are lunch, as for the water, there are in the classroom, there are water dispensers with large buckets. Dinner at night is generally at the end, go to the cafeteria to buy some food, only a few cents or a dollar or so, buy it back and put it in the classroom, wait until the evening self-study is over, take it back to the dormitory, and then go to the supermarket to buy a bottle of Lao Gan Ma (the so-called Lao Gan Ma is the kind of spicy sauce and the like), generally buy a bottle can be eaten for several days, so a week according to this consumption will not use a lot of money, and the rest of the money will be handed over when the grade asks me to buy materials. In that situation, I could only think of such a solution. In fact, I thought about not studying, so that the family would not have to worry about my money for studying, but if I didn't study, it is estimated that my parents would be more sad, an uneducated family finally cultivated a baby who could be admitted to a key high school, but just stopped studying, how disappointed they were, so saving money was the only feasible way at that time.