Meng You is really powerless now, she doesn't have any way. The only thing she can do at the moment is to end her own life. Let mom get the insurance compensation.

But it is not easy to end his life, especially for Meng You, it is even more difficult. Because of that car accident, she was full of fear of death.

So Meng You is now wandering in contradictions. Whether to choose death, or to live.

She didn't want her mother to work so hard, and death was the most direct and effective method. Although my mother will be sad, she doesn't have to be crushed by debt. She has a fear of debt, let alone her mother. Meng You remembers very much that from childhood to adulthood, the longest sentence her mother said was "Xiaoyou, dance well and strive to be hired by the dance troupe as soon as possible, so that you can help your mother reduce her burden and pay off her debts as soon as possible." ”

Although her family's debts had been paid off before she had an accident, her mother still cherished money very much and would never waste a penny. But now? Because of her affairs, my mother took on the debt again. Instead of helping her mother lighten her burden, she increased her mother's burden. Thinking of this, Meng You couldn't wait to end his life immediately.

But she was reluctant, she wanted to meet her mother and talk about her heart.

When she was in a car accident, Meng You regretted it very much, she didn't have time to tell her mother in a hurry, she loved her mother very much, very, very much. She can now rely on brain waves to connect to the game, how rare and lucky she is to live in the game. Mom must be doing everything she can to come to the game to see her right now. She hopes to see her mother again, she doesn't want to give up such an opportunity, she must tell her mother what is in her heart.

She didn't want to lose this opportunity, Kang Qian said very clearly, the god of luck would not favor her forever. She only has this one chance, is she going to give up? I didn't see my mother, I didn't tell my mother what was in her heart, and I ended my life like this. Meng You felt that it was very unworthy, at least let her meet her mother, talk about her heart and then die. The opportunity to be reborn is so rare that she can't just give it up!

Meng You wandered in contradiction like this, until he was awakened by Cai Liuniang's voice!

"Shi Niang, Shi Niang, are you okay?" Cai Liuniang held the tray in her hand and patted Meng You gently. She knocked on the door, but there was no response in the room for a long time, so she had no choice but to push the door in. But she saw Meng You sitting on the ground, holding his knees with his hands, and burying his head deep in his legs.

Meng You looked up with teary eyes, saw that it was Cai Liuniang, and forced a smile.

Cai Liuniang had a deep worry on her face, "Are you okay?" What the hell happened, did the boss say something? Don't take it to heart, although the boss has a bad temper, he is not bad-hearted. I saw that you didn't report for dinner, and I was worried about you, so I brought my dinner. Although we are human-controlled, the degree of simulation of dreaming back to Datang is very high, and you will be hungry if you don't eat. ”

Meng You shook his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you, Liuniang, thank you for thinking of me." ”

Cai Liuniang smiled softly, reached out and touched Meng You's head as if caressing. "How old are you, what is there to think about, life is still long? Look at you, if you encounter such a serious car accident, you can be lucky to be reborn, what else can't you think of? ”

Meng You sobbed heavily. Cai Liuniang is right, she is very lucky to be reborn. But it's not that she can't think about it, but she chooses. All she faces is death, and she now chooses whether to die right now or die when she sees her mother. She was worried that her fear of death would make her reluctant to die, especially after seeing her mother. Does she still want her mother to break her heart once?

That's what she's most entangled with.

Cai Liuniang saw that Meng You seemed to be sad again, so she could only sigh lightly, "Forget it, I think you should eat first, and then think about it when you have the strength." ”

Cai Liuniang's humor made Meng You chuckle, and then looked at her gratefully. "Thank you Liuniang, thank you for always thinking of me and helping me, we just met."

Cai Liuniang showed a gentle smile again. "Thank you! Although we have just met, I like you very much, I like your straightforward personality, you say, is this fate! ”

Meng You pulled out a smile again.

Cai Liuniang put the food on the table and pushed it in front of Meng You. "Don't take what the boss says to heart, hurry up and eat!"

Meng You was stunned for a moment, and then muttered, "It's not about Mr. Kang, he didn't say anything about me?" On the contrary, I think others are very nice and good at talking. ”

Cai Liuniang raised her eyebrows slightly, "Really?" I thought it was because the boss told you something? You're the one you look like. How are you doing when you saw the boss yesterday? ”

"Well, yes, Mr. Kang is a good person, and he also asked me to go over and chat with him often!" Meng You nodded stupidly, she didn't understand, why everyone thought that Mr. Kang was not good at talking!

"Oh! Yes! The boss asked you to go over and chat with him often? Cai Liuniang's face was full of surprise!

"Well, yes" Meng You nodded as it should be, Kang Qian said so at the time!

Cai Liuniang's heart is very cool, Meng You can actually get the attention of the BOSS, it seems that in the future, if you befriend Meng You, you may be able to get closer to the BOSS, even if you can't, you will know more about the BOSS because of your friendship with Meng You.

Kang Qian's situation Cai Liuniang is clear, she will not worry about Kang Qian's fall in love with Meng You. She knew that Kang Qian had been waiting for two years, waiting for Meng You to appear. And what about her? I've been waiting silently for two years. Meng You is not only Kangqian's hope, but also her hope. She must be better to Meng You in the future, so maybe Kang Qian can recover soon!

"Oh! It would be great if that was the case, you know, the boss has the same symptoms as you, and you must have a common language. In the future, you can go and chat with him more, in fact, the boss is really good. I am originally from the Kang's Group, and I know more about BOSS, and he cares about us employees. Cai Liuniang said softly.

"En" Meng You ate heartlessly, what Cai Liuniang said, she nodded and agreed?

For the next two days, Meng You spent every day like this. Hiding in a dark room, crouching on the ground and thinking about when she was dying.

Spring flowers were sent over for breakfast and lunch, and dinner was sent by Cai Liuniang. For two days, Meng You didn't do anything, just thinking about when it was appropriate for him to die.

On the third day, Qin Rufeng couldn't sit still. She has been notified that Meng You's current state is very bad, and she may die at any time. She can't continue like this, this is the hope of the boss, and the test subject who has waited for two years can't just die silently.

PS: I was mad by my son today, and I taught him a hard lesson, and then I began to self-reflect and look at my son's pitiful appearance! It's really distressing.