Chapter 18: The Eyes Change

The living world has not seen death, and the enemy will not surrender!

Not everyone can face the feeling of countless pairs of eyes looking at you for the first time, not everyone can remain calm at this time, not everyone can understand the feeling of helplessness and nervousness filling the whole body, I don't know if you seem to be able to feel it, but things will always get better after your efforts. If you don't try to change it, then you can only be changed by it, or even destroyed by it.

I looked like this old on the last podium, am I really very bad? I started to ask myself, did I have to be scared like this? I didn't speak for nearly a minute standing on the podium, I was really nervous at that time, but I dared to look up at everyone, I kept looking at everyone for nearly dozens of seconds, and I didn't dare to speak in the process. But when I was patrolling around the house, I saw two expectant eyes that seemed to say to me, "Don't be nervous, it's no big deal, don't lose the face of our old class." At this time, the teacher spoke, and she said unhurriedly: "xxx, I'll give you two classes of time, the first class, you first explain the new knowledge points of the xxx section to you, I know that you generally have the habit of previewing, so let everyone come to see your preview, and by the way, share your experience of previewing." In the second class, you commented on the papers of our exam yesterday, why did you let you talk about it, mainly because you did well in the exam, and you are almost full marks. I still managed to figure out a little bit to deduct some points for you. "I was shocked after listening to it, first talk about new knowledge, and then I have to comment on the papers, you are your assistant when Lao Tzu, I will go to your uncle's. Because of the eyes of the two classmates at that time, I let go at once, and my heart was full of thoughts: I am the flower of the motherland, I can't admit it, I still represent the previous class, and I can't be obscene, the girl I like is still looking at me below, I can't ,,,, for my mother's smile, for the prosperity of the motherland, for the beloved girl to be able to look at me differently, I fight.

Now I let go of it more openly, not so nervous, but there is still a certain amount of nervousness, after all, so many second cylinders are hanging underneath, looking at me. I immediately said: "Since Mr. xxx believes in me so much and gives me such an important task, I will not shirk it, if I say something bad, I hope the teacher and everyone will help me point it out." "Now I'm starting class, please call me Teacher X when I'm in class, we're still classmates as usual after class, please cooperate with me like Teacher xxx in class." "Please turn to page xx, let's learn together today,,,,。" I began to talk on the podium like a river, like a wild "nonsense", the tense atmosphere began to be eased, I was even more on the podium to say a lot of noise, even the teacher listened a little fascinated, I felt proud at that time, hahaha, it turned out that I was not very cowardly, of course, there were still some wrong things, but the atmosphere at that time was different from the beginning, this is a good change, but also a good start. I didn't finish what I had to do until the end of class, after all, it was a new knowledge point, and I needed to repeat it countless times, and find some ready-made example problems in the book to calculate. When it was time to get out of class, the teacher told me to stop, and said happily: "Very good, very good, just like this, share your good learning style with everyone, I hope everyone can learn from the good learning methods of xxx students, and strive for better grades in the future, okay, xxx students you can go down and take a break, and continue in the next class." ”

Because of my excellent performance above, I was recognized by my teachers and classmates, so I was less nervous and scared when I came down. After coming down, I said to Jiang Yao and Chunyan, who gave me a look: "Thank you, otherwise I would be miserable, I saw your expectant eyes, and I had the courage to speak on the podium, hehe." "I'll help you cook later, hahaha", in fact, it's more about the favor of the two beauties, otherwise I wouldn't have cooked for them, after all, I have so much living expenses, and I can't eat enough for myself. But I would like to express my deep and grave gratitude to you. In the second class, I calmly went to talk about the papers, without the nervousness and helplessness at the beginning, but more confidence and pride. I think this is the feeling after being recognized by others, what we do in life may not need a lot of people to recognize, as long as you do well and do what you should do, then you can get the approval of the people you care about. I think it's a great blessing to be recognized by the people you care about. After I got on the podium, I completed the paper of a lesson as I thought, and it was also recognized by the people I cared about. After that, my relationship with Jiang Yao and Chunyan began to be close, so that a lot of things happened to us, some incredible things.