Mr. M has no narcissistic complex, and he has always believed that he is not capable of paying attention to diet men and women again, especially about him and Changberry...... But now that he saw the reply from Chang Berry in the secret file, he suddenly thought of telling Chang Berry the truth about his family (his wife died in a car accident) as before, and at the same time wanted to make it clear to her that he was in love with her! But after thinking about it, he scratched the back of his head again, and then twisted the hair on the top of his head with one hand, he felt that his heart was not pure, and suddenly he felt that he was actually living a very tangled and painful life.

He knew that Chang Berry had already had a heterosexual affection for him, but she couldn't seriously tell him that she wanted to live with him. She is also in the "risk period" of her love, does his old cow really want to eat tender grass at this time? Besides, the calf and her "sheep" are not separated.

Although there is no shortage of female college students in the company who treat him with a unique affection for the opposite sex, and there are also those who praise him in person for being young and handsome and willing to socialize with him, his family is not well-off, and he has a pair of children who are growing up and are now living in relatives' homes. He can no longer pay attention to worldly love! He has no reason to own Berry Seeds! So he stared at the computer in a daze, ready to tell some lies, so he called Berry:

Hehe, Lao Niu is busy, because he suddenly needs to go to the dormitory to find a piece of information, and he went to the workshop by the way, and now he is back at work. Your mother-in-law's sister-in-law is so tired that I can't find the north, the old cow is now useless, what other big and small woman can take a fancy to this honest old cow? Besides, the old cow and the calf are in "love", who can compare to the external beauty and inner show of the calf? But Lao Niu also likes you to joke like this, and freshen up the dull air of my office.

Hum! Men like to be tired like this! Alas, don't be inferior to your old cow, what era is it, old cow? Not to mention that you are middle-aged and middle-aged, there are still some people in their seventies and eighties who are looking for "little girls", hehe. It's just that I have neither the outer beauty nor the inner beauty. Every time I see neat and dignified girls, I feel ashamed of myself and feel inferior.

Maybe you're right, oh! I'm sorry calf, what a beautiful calf I am...... I'm calling here again, Lao Niu can't bear you, and I'm leaving to do this outside.

Hum! The mouth said that he was reluctant, but his steps jumped faster than running. But you can go in peace, the calf is fine.

Maverick, I'm back. Didn't you go up to your side of the building just now, we looked at each other and smiled, haha, at the beginning, the calf didn't know that he was peeked at by the old cow again. It's just that even if you are as light as a golden sandfly, it is good to call me an old cow so softly (as long as you can hear it), but just if I call the calf softly, you just hum like that, and your face is red again. Why isn't it as bold and natural as the conversation in this secret file? But the old cow is also satisfied, but the calf seems to have lost a little weight, but the old cow sees that you have lost weight and the pain in his heart......

Hee-hee, the calf is a little shy! Old cow, you're just ...... But...... You can't get by seeing me die? Am I losing weight? You may have a personal feeling, I went to weigh it all today, and it was heavier than before, 100 pounds. It's good for girls to be thinner, or you'll have to worry about me if you're not as fat as a pig. Alas, old cow, don't feel sorry for me, I feel sorry for me if you feel sorry for me......

Okay, calf, you say that if you are thin, you will be thin, the old cow is not distressed, but what are you distressed about?

I have so many things that distress me! First of all, it is my own life. But don't mind, in fact, the calf has not been miserable in front of life lately. Hee-hee, you see, I first helped a colleague trim his eyebrows at work, then I was busy with some account matters, and now I'm busy with something else.

That's good, you're busy, calf, and you'll be beautiful, that's good! What a good calf!

Of course, I think that every girl should know the basic beauty methods. Lao Niu, some girls are full of vitality like a boy, but I only want to be quiet and quiet.

…… At this time, I am not too busy to talk to your old cow, and you don't reply, I really don't know why your old cow went again?

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Good afternoon, Mavericks! I reviewed with my quiet calf, and I didn't have time to tell you beforehand, but the old cow went to the meeting for almost a morning, so I couldn't talk to you.

Good afternoon, old cow, it's okay, I'm busy enough in the morning. If you have something to say, just say here, old cow.

Oh old cow...... Why don't you talk again? Alas, I'm annoying! I suddenly felt so angry in my heart, I really wanted to vent it, but I couldn't cry, scream, or run, what could I do? I found myself having a hard and depressed life. I really want to die right away!

Haha, what a postmodern calf! Still going to die? What should I do if this is called an old cow? Is it the old cow that you off? Or who bullied you? Why is the mood so bad all of a sudden, isn't it coquettish? You must know that girls will occasionally be spoiled.

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No more squeaks? Calf! Are people still there?

It's gone, old cow, the calf has gone to see the fairy.

So who are you? Is it the soul of a calf? Hehe, it's good to have a soul, a soul, can you tell me about her current situation? Lest the old cow be worried!

She's dead, otherwise why would there be only a soul left?

Is she alive and alive? Can you please tell her why? Did she leave without explaining anything? Coptis chinensis, why am I so bitter? made of bleak rain and frost; Azalea why are you so red?......

But how do I know? Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and I am not a home when I am alone? Rhododendron Why are you so red? Dyed with the blood and sweat of the calf!

Finally come to life, the calf squeaks! Thank God, the old cow finally heard the mooing of the calf.

Do you hear me? Where is it? In a dream?

In a dream! Where is it? Where have I seen you? Does your voice sound so familiar? I can't think for a moment, oh, azaleas, in the haze! Ha ha.

Don't you talk more to Mr. Niu, it's still hazy? Teresa Teng sang. I'm busy. I'll finish things first, and then I'll talk to you for ten days and a half months, see if you're annoyed?

My old Mr. Niu is also better to talk less to you, the little cow girl. The young phoenix spreads her magical wings / It is difficult to pass through my universe / The speed wheel of the sun god / It is difficult to cross my spiritual home! Okay, I'll sing it here, you Mr. Maverick ignore me, get busy, get busy, my dear darling.

Alas, you are still singing, and the calves are dying of depression.

Why, little cow, Lao Niu is sincerely asking you, why do you keep saying that you are depressed recently, tell Lao Niu about it.

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The sun rises on another day, good morning Lao Niu: I have been touched by what you sang yesterday, but the calf has been in a very bad mood recently, I'm sorry, I still have some troubles to deal with, Lao Niu.

Okay, then the old cow will sing a little more sad and desolate here, you have time to come in and see: do you know how many dozen bends of the Yellow River / dozens of boats on the bay uh dozens of boats uh dozens of poles on dozens of boats uh dozens of poles dozens of poles on dozens of poles to move the boat?

Hee-hee, the Yellow River you sang is ninety-nine bends, and the rest are ninety-nine, this song is indeed desolate and pathetic. In fact, it is sung to the heart of the calf, because my heart is desolate and sad......

Why, Mavericks? Then I won't sing.

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Good afternoon, old cow! Who can know the bitterness in the calf's heart, and he is really right!

There is suffering to talk to me about. Alright, Maverick, I'm going outside for something. If you don't say what can my old cow do for you?

To be an old cow, alas, this is to say, in fact, it's nothing, all of this is my mere memorial disturbance, but I can't think about it with a narrow mind. I think it's natural to forget about it after a long time.

What's the flicker? Little cow, the old cow has always been very patient, but you say that you are distressed and always don't say it, the old cow doesn't know where your straight nature has gone? I may be an unknown "prime minister", but unfortunately the calf just doesn't come here to support the boat; Maybe the old cow is not useful to you, but at least it can enlighten you. Okay, if you want to say that, I've got more than ten minutes to go to the meeting again.

Well, you can rest assured to go Lao Niu. Your computer kicked me out again, and then I couldn't get in for a long time, so I couldn't talk to you. The boss will invite you to dinner, right?

………… Why don't you speak.

The calf, the old cow is back. Lao Niu doesn't want you to talk to me all the time, Lao Niu has always felt that although you are a little girl, but you are my friend of the cattle outside, you can tell Lao Niu if you are happy and depressed, otherwise my old cow will be meaningless! But don't be surprised if I say something reproached for you! The old cow may be a person of temperament, sometimes a straight and eccentric person, just to relieve you even a little bit of pressure is good, I am sincere, calf! But I'm afraid that my statement will give you new distress or pressure, and the old cow really doesn't know how to express his feelings for the calf?

In fact, the dinner party is nothing, in the past, Lao Niu was sometimes invited not to go, just to make a scene, it is not as meaningful as a meeting.

Old Niu, you will never forget my good calf! It's just that now I have decided that after the Chinese New Year, I will go to another city, where there is an old friend who really understands me and can give me the warmth of family, and we have been in the same situation in many places. I also wanted to find a quieter place to live. Lao Niu, I will contact you at any time after I leave.

I think you will be promoted next year based on your ability. But Lao Niu didn't want to keep you with me to communicate secretly on the computer or eliminate some kind of loneliness, and I don't know why I should always worry about you? If you go, it is inconvenient for the old cow to keep it again and again, the problem is that you don't want the old cow to cause you any pressure.

What kind of ability do I have, the ability to eat, have fun, and play a little temper is still good!

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Alas, if I don't learn anything, you will ignore me? You don't know, in order to vent the bitterness in my heart, I tortured myself frantically, and yesterday I visited all the major shopping malls on an empty stomach. When I came back, I saw that it was only nine o'clock, and I ate some bread to satisfy my hunger and began to carry water. So I took turns using the three barrels in the dormitory, and I carried ten barrels. The hot water was brought up and poured into the bathroom, and then I went back to pick it up, and soaked all the washable utensils in hot water, and washed the dishes, spoons, chopsticks, knives, forks, cups and bottles until I was exhausted.

Before going to bed, I mopped the floor again, and I didn't let go of every corner, and I mopped it four times. Then he collapsed on the bed and fell into a daze until dawn. I couldn't find a way to keep myself from worrying and being depressed. Old Niu, why are life and feelings so untested?

Where does the old cow ignore you? Unless the sun comes out of the west. The boss asked me to do something, and I just sat down. But why did you come here, why did you torture yourself like that? Lao Niu is not joking at this time, his heart is really hurting! What do I mean by that? As a person who loves you, an old cow outside, no matter how good I say, I'm afraid you think that people's hearts are separated from their stomachs. Why are you so depressed and miserable? Who bullied you or who hurt you? Is your "sheep" someone else, or an old cow, or one of those useless and smelly banshees or mothers-in-law? You can tell Lao Niu clearly!

Alas, it's not a banshee, it's not a mother-in-law, it's not your old cow, it's me. I am angry with myself for why I am so useless and love vanity.

What do you mean? How are you worthless, how do you love vanity? I'm confused!

Old Niu, believe me, there's really nothing to say; If there is a problem, I am the first to have the problem, and I can't blame others. Old cow, you don't have to worry, the calf has also grown up and will take care of itself.

…… Alas, you're ignoring me again, okay, okay, I'll keep yours busy.

You went to do that last night and did the physical exhaustion, will you also take care of yourself? Lao Niu is puzzled, can you be simpler. There's nothing bad to say about this, Lao Niu really can't stand your unclear statement, you can say whatever you want, and for whatever reason you don't want me to worry about it.

Oh, old cow, am I offending you? You're really angry, old cow, today's clothes are super short, but none of them are as long as robes. I don't want to say that because it's a long story, the little girl doesn't want to bother you and deeply appreciates your care, I really don't want to bother you because of my own affairs! In fact, a lot of things are disturbed by me. My life has been very bitter, and my mind has been heavy and my thoughts have been blurry every day lately, and my steps are not as light as before.

All I want is your straight offense, calf! But your current statement makes it inconvenient for Lao Niu to let go, why is it suddenly so painful and self-abused? I think that in order for us to maintain a pure relationship that has been formed on the outside for a longer period of time and more completely, you should be straightforward about your suffering, because you are not usually like this.

I really don't mean anything else, even if I'm in a bad mood, it has nothing to do with you. I just want to get my old heart back, but I can't find it, and I don't know how to live with my current heart. Please don't ask again! I'm already in pain, I bear the pain by myself, and I can share the happiness, which is what you said, so my pain can't affect you.

Okay, Lao Niu seems to understand something, although Lao Niu is not satisfied with you saying a little and leaving a little, but if it is like that, it naturally has nothing to do with me; I'll understand. Forget it, you can say whatever you want.

But I don't want to say anything now, I just want to find a place to be alone.

Okay, Lao Niu calmed down and thought, I think you are still young, Lao Niu doesn't mention anything about you being a female writer or writing, but what you write in the future, I will still follow you to the monthly magazine, anyway, you can do whatever you want, as long as you have a relaxed life, I will be happy. Now don't say anything you don't want to say.

Chang Berry stayed in front of the computer, and when she saw that M Jun had typed something like this, her heart was sour, she knew that Lao Niu loved her very much, and he was already angry, but at this time, Lao Niu was still talking to himself patiently. She thought, don't talk about his own recent troubles, she has nowhere to say; But I still said that I left a little bit to him, but it was also a good thing, if I told the details of my own pain, Lao Niu was the most pretending in his heart, and he would definitely worry about her. Don't say anything to him.