Chapter 45: Past Lives
After Mrs. Bai left, Wei looked at the top of the bed curtain, his face was pale, his eyes were empty, and he looked extremely sad.
At this time, Mama Zhao walked to the head of Wei's bed, and couldn't help but feel sad when she looked at Wei's appearance.
"Girl......" Mama Zhao shouted as Wei's name when she was in the boudoir.
It's just that she didn't say anything, and her throat choked up.
Wei's eyes gradually condensed, turned his head slightly to look at Mama Zhao, and said without sadness or joy:
"Mama, you don't have to blame yourself, it's not your fault."
Seeing that Mama Zhao was crying again, Wei Shi put aside his gaze, stopped looking at her, and continued:
"When I was a child, my father was very harsh on my mother, and I often saw my mother crying behind people's backs.
Wei said with a frown, as if recalling that not a happy childhood.
"When I was older, I slowly realized that the wife my father wanted was only the daughter of a squire, no matter what her temperament or appearance were! None of this matters, all she cares about is the title of the son-in-law, because that is the shortcut he wants in life. ”
He doted on Aunt Huang and lifted her up. My mother is sad every time, and even I can see that my father is trying to tie up with the Liu family, and my mother is just jealous. At that time, I thought, whether it is my mother or Aunt Huang, they are actually the same people. They are women, even if they are born in the splendid pile, with the decline of the family, where can they be noble? It's just that the end of the world has fallen, so why bother the other party. ”
As he spoke, Wei closed his eyes.
It didn't take long for teardrops the size of beans to slide down the corners of Weiss closed eyes.
Mama Zhao looked at Wei like this, and couldn't help but feel a pain in her heart. knew that she was holding back her tears, but she couldn't hold it back.
"Now I realize that I was very wrong, and I was unforgivable! Why should women be embarrassed by women, but it turns out that only I think so! Because of the location of the main room, Aunt Huang would murder her mother's life like this. Liu Ruyan is so dissatisfied, the agency has exhausted all the flesh and blood in my abdomen, this is what I want to be safe! ”
Speaking of this, Wei's tears slipped down like beads with broken threads.
"It's just my own fault......"
Wei's words, Bai Lian stood at the door and heard them clearly.
She even heard the deep self-blame, sad unwillingness, and cold resentment contained in Wei's voice!
Bai Lian lost her mind for a moment, and a lot of things flashed through her mind.
I don't know how long it took, Wei's eyes were closed, and he seemed to be asleep.
At this time, the nurse of the white lotus saw her. Carefully pulled her by, without alarming Weis, and took her back to his room.
When she was about to leave, Bai Lian heard Wei's calm and firm voice, which seemed to whisper:
"Liu Ruyan can get to where he is today, it's not that I can't, but I don't want to!"
Bai Lian paused, and then followed the nurse back.
At night, Bai Lian dreamed of her past life for the first time, after hearing Wei's words.
Walking in the courtyard with red bricks and blue tiles, carved beams and painted buildings, Bai Lian tilted her head, thinking about where this was, so strange, but familiar.
Bai Lian raised her head and saw the plaque on the gate of the courtyard, with three words engraved on the dragon flying and phoenix dancing: Ganlu Palace.
Bai Lian's heart was shocked!
The person in the dream didn't think she was dreaming, and Bai Lian didn't notice it either, but thought about why she was here?
After being reincarnated in his own reincarnation, why did he return to the Manna Temple?
I don't know what kind of instigation it was, Bai Lian pushed open the palace door and walked in.
A familiar feeling haunted her, and she looked up and saw the woman sitting in the palace, her hands caressing her abdomen, her face showing a holy brilliance, and all mothers in the world seemed to be the same.
The woman heard the sound of the palace door being pushed open, raised her head, and looked over, and at the same time, Bai Lian also saw her.
Thousands of green silk are pulled into a bun, and then in the center of the stable zone on the Fengfei nine days Ruyi agate hollow crown, ruby as the embellishment, so fragrant, radiant. She wore a bright pink smoke gauze skirt with a pattern of birds and phoenixes.
A full forehead, a smooth face, and that graceful and luxurious aura.
Seeing her, Bai Lian was stunned.
Isn't she her own mother, the queen of the world?
The queen saw the white lotus, smiled and beckoned, and called softly:
"Ayin, come here"
Hearing this voice, Bai Lian's tears fell instantly.
Ayin, isn't she Ayin, the most precious Ayin of the queen mother.
The white lotus trotted to the queen's side, plunged into the queen's arms, and whimpered and cried. Hold tightly.
The queen patted her hand and coaxed her to say:
"Why are you crying so well, who bullied you? Tell the queen mother, the queen mother will not spare her! ”
Bai Lian just shook her head and said, "Ayin misses the queen mother, I miss it very much."
The queen smiled, rubbed her head and said:
"You'll be a sister in the future, and if you cry again, you'll be laughed at."
Saying that, Bai Lian raised her head and looked at the queen's belly.
I was stunned and thought, who the hell is I?
Time passed almost instantly, and Bai Lian didn't feel anything wrong.
She looked at the little boy riding on the little eunuch on the ground, and kept shouting: Drive, drive
There is still no sense of reality in my heart.
This is the only son of his father, and he has been named the crown prince since he was born.
Looking at his cute appearance now, I really can't think of how he died of illness?
The picture changed again, and the white lotus stood at the door of the Manna Hall again, listening to the terrible cries inside, as well as the thunder in the sky, and the heavy rain that poured like pillars in an instant.
She was cold.
She got it!
She's dreaming, she must be dreaming!
In a dream of his past life.
She once again witnessed the road of her previous life, the road that eventually led to tragedy!
"I'm going to kill her and avenge my emperor!"
Then came the sound of the palace people kneeling in unison:
"The Queen's Mother"
Bai Lian clutched the door frame weakly, her body staggered, thinking of what she was going to experience later, Bai Lian tried hard to wake herself up, so that she wouldn't have to see those things again.
Things didn't go as Bai Lian wished, and in an instant, she was taken to another picture.
She saw a man, and at the moment she saw it, Bai Lian wanted to disappear immediately, not to look at him, not to talk to him, not to have any communication with him.
Because he is Lu Ye!
Bai Lian watched him walk step by step, and with each step he took, the fear in Bai Lian's heart increased by a point, and her body involuntarily retreated.