Looking at your back quietly, you haven't looked back for me once!

Ever since I got the promise that Xie Yuhan gave me, I started to do something that I thought was right. It really feels like the sky is so blue, time always flies too slowly, our youth is still so wonderful, we all have our dreams and aspirations. I spent a lot of time tutoring Xie Yuhan, of course, in math, and in other science subjects, and her grades improved, but my grades really seemed to start to decline as she said, but there was no obvious trend, and I didn't care. I thought to myself: Whoever cares, as long as the person I like, is happy, I am willing to give everything I have for her, even if I have nothing.

To be honest, now that I think about it, I still did a little too much, because the teacher saw my problem, and the teacher didn't say anything at first, but when it came to a later exam, I completely failed the test. Alas, the teacher did care about me, and the math teacher called me to the office as soon as I finished the exam. I knew that I was going to be scolded by the teacher, or asked me if there was anything else, and I thought of many ways to answer in my mind, and I wouldn't let her know the truth anyway. I walked into the office, trembling, and the teacher motioned for me to sit down. I sat down, my eyes still a little unsure of where to look, but I pretended to be calm. The teacher spoke: "You did not pass the test this time, why do you say it?" I didn't know what to say at first, but I still made up a very strange reason, even now that I think about it, I don't think it's credible at all, but I still said that, "Teacher, in fact, you know the competition, the performance is very good, and the pressure is very high, I just plan to pass the exam this time, and next time I will make a splash when it comes to the final exam, and it will be good to do well in the exam when the time comes, you say yes." The teacher didn't say much, and then encouraged me and said, "You are one of the people who have good grades over there, and you have a good chance of being admitted to ZY High School, I hope you will study hard and strive to win glory for your previous school." "What I don't want to mention here is that our school at that time was based on the number of people who were admitted to ZY High School to evaluate whether a school was very good*, and all the teachers valued those who could be admitted to ZY High School. After the teacher said, he continued: "Some things are normal at your age, but they are not necessarily correct, I believe you can still grasp which is the key point by yourself, don't say much, show me better next time." I nodded hurriedly and said, "Thank you for your concern, I will work hard and will not disappoint the teachers." Then when I went back to the classroom, Mr. Peng didn't ask me anything, and I didn't say anything. After the afternoon class, Xie Yuhan asked me, "What did the teacher tell you to do in her office today?" Do you want to ask why you did so badly in the exam this time? "Otherwise, you don't want to tutor me, okay, you have to study hard, and you have to be admitted to ZY High School, so that I will feel at ease." I started to look at her very seriously, but I suddenly changed into a smiling face, and explained very relievedly: "The teacher didn't ask me why I did so badly in the exam, but just looked at my weak body, asked me if I didn't eat well, and said that he would invite me to her house to eat pig's feet, hahaha." "Or I'll call you too, and we'll go together, hehe." "People say what to eat and what to make up, I think you still eat pig braincase, make up your pig braincase, what do you say?" Xie Yuhan was immediately amused by me and said, "You are the pig's braincase, you are worse than the pig's braincase." "Later, I also laughed, since then I have always called Xie Yuhan pig braincase, I don't think she is stupid to call it that, I thought so at the time, the homonym of pig braincase is "pig wife", as long as she is willing to be my wife, I am willing to be a pig, very willing.

I thought that the math teacher would be done after he found me, but I was wrong in this idea, and it was not only the teacher who cared about me. It was a Sunday afternoon, and the school was open to the public for an afternoon, of course, this time I usually used to wash clothes or shoes and other things that I had not done in my life, or I would be in the classroom to relax my intense study life. This afternoon, I didn't have anything to do in the classroom, just when my classmates and I were talking about the mountain, Teacher Zhou came, it was the head teacher of our class, I saw her, she motioned to me and told me to go out. I seemed to know what she was calling me out for, and I wasn't very empty, because this teacher didn't have the aura that suffocated me like a math teacher. Although this teacher has a bit of a temper, it seems that he can't do it, so I'm not very afraid. The location was still the same office, and the teacher went in and found a chair to sit on, and then found a chair for me to sit down.

After I sat down, the teacher began to say, "XXX, you know some of the things that are starting to be passed on about you outside, right?" ”

I said, "I don't know, what's the matter?" Why don't I have any news? ”

The teacher continued: "Are you and Xie Yuhan playing friends? ”

Me: "No, she's just friends." ”

Teacher: "A lot of the class is saying that you are in love, I don't think these things are groundless, and now that the whole grade knows about you, I think you can talk to me about it now." ”

I sneered and thought to myself: We have such a secret thing to be known by so many people, isn't it, is it the teacher who came to up? I kept a sneer and didn't speak.

Teacher: "At this time of your time, it is normal to have some admiration for the opposite sex, but it is not necessarily correct, you don't know how to deal with such things now, and you are just a little curious about some things between men and women, can you understand what I said?" ”

I looked at the teacher and nodded, but still didn't speak.

The teacher continued: "I hope you can tell me about the things between you now, I am your homeroom teacher, there are many things, I can still help you." ”

I smiled and said, "We really don't have anything, it's all worn by outsiders, our relationship is indeed slightly better than other classmates, I'm just good friends." ”

The teacher saw that I didn't admit it all the time, so he said, "I know that Xie Yuhan is a good girl, and your vision is also very good, but now is not the time for you to talk about this, you have to use all your energy to study, you know." ”

I listened to the teacher's words, which induced me to admit that it seems that the teacher's ability is not covered. But I didn't fall for it, so I said, "If you have a good relationship with a female classmate, even if you are in a relationship, I think it is necessary for our school to divide men and women into classes, and that may be okay." ”

The teacher was speechless to me, and I really didn't get anything substantive here, so I just gave up. However, in the back, he still said a lot of things asking me to study hard, but I just listened and didn't say anything else. Then I left the classroom and continued to do my own thing.

Actually, now that I think about it, I really didn't do anything wrong at the time. If I had admitted that at the time, there might have been more trouble, and then it would have been even more troublesome, so I kept my mouth shut. But there were still some coercive things that happened to me later, and I had no choice at all. Helplessness has appeared on me again, what should I do?