Chapter 490: Planning
Su Meng looked at the sky above the villa area, and there were some things in her heart that she knew that she was overly worried, and she always thought about things in a bad place.
Ryugo still loves her!
It's just that this love was dusted some time ago.
The thing she doesn't like the most now is memories, because memories are all about Long Wu's kindness to her.
Some pictures of two people being particularly happy together.
When you love a man, even if he makes a mistake and treats you badly, you will always remember how good he was at the beginning.
That's why I compromised and forgave again and again, and in the end, I was hurt more completely.
"Moe Moe!" Li Si looked at Su Meng with a puzzled face, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Su Meng retracted her thoughts and looked at her with a smile: "It's not much!" What does Sasha say? ”
Li Si sat beside her with some unease, took her hand and asked with concern, "Meng Meng!" Is there something you're not happy about? Tell me about it, okay? ”
Is it that Long Wu still hasn't solved the problem?
Otherwise, why did Su Meng have that self-deprecating look, and there was still a sense of remembrance in her eyes?
Su Meng hurriedly denied it: "What? How much you think! Sasha said she wouldn't come? ”
"Bai Shasha is out on a business trip, she said she told Xu Eryi to come over! My husband said he was done with it.
Meng Meng, do you say we're good friends? ”
Li Si stared at her seriously, and he had to have an answer.
Su Meng nodded: "Of course!" You are my best friend! ”
"That's good! Should good friends be honest with each other? Meng Meng, do you think you hide your love very well? Looking at you like this, there must be something in your heart! ”
She intuitively felt that she and Long Wu had a lot of trouble.
I thought it had all been solved that day, but now it seems that the root cause has not been found at all, and the right medicine is prescribed!
Su Meng held Li Si's hand, hung his head, and said softly for a long time: "Sisi!" To tell you the truth, in fact, since I reconciled with him, I have always been under a lot of pressure! ”
"I know this!" Li Si put his arm around her shoulders to comfort her and motioned for her to continue.
Su Meng smiled faintly. Looking at the breeze blowing through the grass in front of me, "At first, I was worried that there was still no result with him, and then his mother treated me like that, in fact, I have always had a thread in my heart."
You know all the things I used to do. I couldn't have any more children and I lost the ability to be a mother.
When his mom said she would agree to our marriage as long as I could get pregnant, I gave up completely. Because I knew I couldn't, and then I didn't know if God looked at me too pitiful, or what's going on.
I was lucky enough to be pregnant! I was so excited. Do you know.
It's like a patient with terminal cancer who suddenly announces that he has misdiagnosed. It's even more exciting and ecstatic than buying a lottery ticket to win! ”
Li Si nodded vigorously, agreeing with the feeling she described.
"And then?"
Su Meng smiled and bloomed, "That was my best and happiest time." He immediately proposed that we get married, and we got married.
I made the happy bride and received blessings from all directions!
I thought I was finally happy from now on! The gloom of the past will be gone.
My new life is happiness, happiness. ”
Li Si also remembered Su Meng at that time, she was fresh and happy.
And not the little woman with sadness in her eyes now.
"After marriage, life is actually quite easy, and he can be regarded as spoiling me. At that time, no matter how late it was, as long as I thought of it, he immediately put on his clothes and went to buy them.
I'm impressed! Yes! Particularly impressive!
Slowly, my mother came, my mother-in-law came, and there were more people in the family.
There are more and more contradictions, and I am becoming more and more anxious.
But he had changed, he had become so busy, so impatient! ”
Su Meng said that I won't talk about it here. let out a long breath and nodded Li Si's forehead with tears in his smile, "What are you crying about?" Sisi! You're so good! You and Sasha are my best friends and I wish you all happiness! It's true! Don't be like me. My happiness is like a cake with an expiration date! ”
"Mengmeng! Don't say that, I'm so scared! If you and the fifth brother have a conflict, you can communicate, you can sit down and talk.
But the state you're in now, I'm worried about you, you know? ”
Li Si even had an illusion. It's like Su Meng, who had love in her heart yesterday, and now her heart is cold.
Su Meng smiled mischievously: "Fool! Scares you? ”
Li Si sniffed hard and nodded: "Hmm!" Eldest sister! What are you doing here? ”
She was really scared.
"Teasing you! What do you think of my line skills? If I write a script, I might be able to become popular! ”
Su Meng said it so easily that Li Si didn't know if she was joking just now, or if she was really confiding in her heart!
"Mengmeng! I don't think you're kidding me, but then what? Even if the fifth brother drove his mother away, are you still angry with him and complaining about him? ”
This is a very critical issue, and women are sometimes cautious of holding grudges, especially at this time of pregnancy.
"It is impossible to say that there is no resentment at all! It's a lot better though! I know he's trying to make it up to me, too.
There are a lot of problems, just let time solve them! Maybe it will get better, maybe it will get worse, who knows! ”
"You mean go with the flow! That's fine, but I really think that you and Fifth Brother have gone through so many hardships to come together, and when two people encounter problems, they must communicate well.
There are some things that you hold in your heart, and who knows if you don't say them? In short, alas, I can't tell what I feel in my heart, it's that bottomless feeling! Meng Meng, I'm worried about you! ”
Li Si felt even more profound when he saw Su Meng this time than last time.
Although Su Meng was haggard last time, at least she still had friendship for her fifth brother in her eyes.
And now she is very calm when she talks about the fifth brother, it is really like what Long Wu said that the calm is frightening.
Because only when you completely let go or want to open up, and don't love anymore, will you be so calm.
If you love someone, even if you mention their name, your eyes will change.
Su Meng looked at Li Si's eyes seriously: "Sisi! I am fine! For the sake of the child in my belly, I also want to be strong! I've already figured out my life plan after giving birth to him! Do you want to hear it? ”
"You say! What's planned? "She's also really curious.
"I'm going to go back to school, pick up a paintbrush, and I don't want to wait until my kids ask me about my job, and I'm just a housewife."
Su Meng has been thinking a lot lately, if she hadn't experienced this love with Long Wu.
Perhaps, she has become a brilliant painter, or a painting teacher at some school.
Have your own career and social circle, instead of being completely disconnected from your friends and classmates like now.
She has only a limited number of friends.
However, even if it becomes the way it is now, she does not regret it, because she only knows the result as long as she experiences something. (To be continued.) )