Chapter 39: I Should Pay You Back
When Hua Yiyang just hugged Ling Hongsleeve, the latter suddenly turned around, the positions of the two were reversed, and she pushed Hua Yiyang into the sea.
The sea was cold in this weather, and as soon as Hua Yiyang entered the water, he was surrounded by the biting cold, and he kept splashing in the water, quickly approaching the shore.
Ling Hongsleeves stood on the shore with his hands on his chest, and looked at Hua Yiyang coldly: "Do you know, I even thought that since you are on the other side of the sea, then I will swim across this sea, it's not that I haven't tried, but I suddenly thought, even if I swim over, a man doesn't answer your phone and doesn't call you and just leaves, if he really wants to see you, it won't be like this, the cold sea water makes me sober, even if I swim across this sea, then I can only stand in front of a person who doesn't want to see me, what's the point?" ”
Hua Yiyang had already gone ashore again, and the whole person was wrapped in thick sand, so that there could be a little temperature, but as soon as he heard Ling Hongsleeve's words, an even colder feeling invaded.
"Back on the shore I drove to the bar and sat in the corner wet one by one, with no lights, no music, no sand to keep warm, just myself, not even my own shadow!" Ling Hongsleeves turned around and lowered his head to spend a while, but the eyes on his indifferent face were as red as blood: "You won't understand that kind of loneliness!" ”
Hua Yiyang swallowed his saliva, and there was a rustling sensation in his throat, which was the sand sliding down his tongue.
"That night, I don't remember how much I drank, I don't even remember how I drove the car to 180 yards, the only thing I felt was that bloody face in the rearview mirror, the face in front of you, covered in glass, bloody, forehead, cheeks, chin, nose, ears, everywhere, you don't understand that feeling of anger"
"Why the anger?" Ling Hongsleeve laughed self-deprecatingly, and suddenly his smile froze, and he said sharply: "Because I hate God, why don't you even poke me blind in the eyes!" ”
Hua Yiyang was stunned, he clearly saw that Ling Hongsleeve's eyelashes were trembling, and the last cry seemed to roar out of his soul, making his hairs stand upside down.
It's not that he hasn't imagined what Ling Hongsleeve has experienced, he has imagined these pictures countless times, and the roar that can come out of the mouth of the person concerned is still shocking, and the shock hits the soul.
"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Hua Yiyang didn't know how to express the apologies in his heart, so he only said these three words over and over again, tears flowed into the sand, wetting the yellow sand.
Ling Hongsleeve suddenly sneered: "I don't need these three words to comfort myself for a long time, I brought you here, I just want to sue you, the two of us will have nothing to do in the future, don't feel guilty about me, I won't hate you anymore!" ”
As she spoke, she bent down and grabbed a handful of yellow sand, and grains of sand fell from her palms as if she were painting.
"It's like these sands, once they fall, they can't return to the palm of your hand!"
Ling Hongsleeves turned around, her steps were very good, as if the sand that had passed away with the wind just now was a burden that had been on her for many years, and her whole person looked much more comfortable.
Hua Yiyang suddenly saw that he stood up from the sand and ran into the distance like crazy.
Ling Hongsleeve's footsteps paused slightly, but soon she heard clearly, the other party was not coming towards her, but leaving her.
"Maybe I really did what he thought when I said that, hehe!" Ling Hongsleeve smiled self-deprecatingly in his heart.
She didn't know why she said those words just now, just like she didn't know why she went to look for him in the middle of the night, and she didn't know if her current ease was because she had let go of her baggage, or if she was expecting something else.
She wanted to look back, but she stubbornly didn't look back, as if she had lost if she looked back.
She stood there for a long time, her eyes were red and red, and the footsteps belonging to Hua Yiyang became weaker and weaker, and she couldn't hear it now.
He finally left......
Ling Hongsleeve twitched fiercely in her heart and took a deep breath, but she still didn't look back, she was afraid that the other party would hide in some invisible corner and stare at her, and she would lose this time.
She made up her mind and continued to walk towards the Maserati.
The evening breeze is getting cooler and stronger, Ling Hong's sleeves are slender, the windbreaker is blown high by the wind, and her long hair is the same, her thin body makes people worry that she will be blown away by the wind, but she seems to be proving that she can do it with practical actions, because her steps are unusually firm, and she no longer has the idea of hesitation.
At this moment, a shout rang out: "Red Sleeves!! ”
The sound reverberated in the wind, but it was exceptionally clear.
Ling Hongsleeve's hand that was just about to open the car door froze in mid-air, she slowly turned her face, and suddenly covered her mouth in surprise.
In the line of sight, the thin and thin Hua Yiyang stood on the railroad tracks on the bridge and waved his hands at her, looking like he was as heartless and stupid as he was in high school.
"What are you doing?" Ling Hongsleeve deliberately pretended to be indifferent and asked in an indifferent voice: "When the train comes, you will be crushed to death, torn apart, and there will be no bones left!" ”
"You have suffered so much for me, even if I die for you once, I should pay you back!" Hua Yiyang's voice was full of a disapproving smile, in fact, he was indeed laughing, but the light was too dark to see clearly, and the smile on his face was unprecedentedly pure and unprecedentedly serious.
If Xiao Yi is here, his jaw will definitely drop, is this still the unruly and merry boy Hua Yiyang?
Hearing Hua Yiyang's words, Ling Hongsleeve's palms tightened, but he still restrained his feelings, and tried to show calmness: "Do you think this is useful?" ”
"It works!"
Hua Yiyang's voice suddenly became firm, and he said loudly: "I don't want you to have any burden, and I don't expect you to be moved or anything, I just want to fill the relationship that I have failed with my own hands, as for that person, I want to sue her, I want to make up for her for the rest of my life, take care of her for the rest of my life, I want to be by her side forever, and don't be separated for a second, this ...... Isn't it love? ”
In the night, the yellow sand at Ling Hong's feet was soaked, and it was the tears that fell from her eyes.
Ling Hongsleeve tried hard to control her feelings, and tried her best to make her voice sound not choked: "But the person standing in front of you is fake, her whole face is fake, and she is wearing a mask that can't be torn off!" ”
"Then I love her too, you will definitely think that this is just my brain fever, I don't even know how long I can hold on to this relationship, I am not a persistent person, but I hope, I really hope that I can hold on to this love until I stop breathing!" Hua Yiyang said very seriously, he has been clothed and fed since he was a child, of course he will not understand what persistence is and what is responsibility, the only thing he can do is pray, pray that he can be responsible for this relationship and be responsible for a lifetime......
(To be continued.) )