Chapter 8 Opportunities should and should not arise

Looking at your back quietly, you haven't looked back for me once!

The sky of ignorance is pure blue, the pursuit of ignorance is sincere, the eyes of longing are mine, and the back of departure is yours. The person who doesn't know how to let go is me, and the person who refuses to leave is you, a tear flowed from my longing eyes, and it was not my clothes that moistened it, but a heart. You don't know what your life is like now, maybe you have chosen a happy path, maybe it is a road of no return. I can only look at the faint blue of the sky, quietly waiting for your news,,,,,,, some things in life will not always go in the direction I imagined, but I still blindly want to take this path. My persistence supports the hope in my heart; Your countless injuries have left me scarred. I gave the story a good start, but I couldn't grasp the direction of the story, and finally reluctantly accepted the end of the accident.

There is a saying that "full of wine and food and desire", maybe I was such a person at that time, no, from my current point of view, I was indeed that kind of person at that time. After a few days, my foot injury and pain all over my body were almost healed, and I was able to take care of myself completely, plus my outstanding performance in the first monthly exam, so I still had a place in the class, at least many people would not look at me as an outsider with colored glasses. At this time, I was not thinking about how to better stabilize my studies, how to improve the bad aspects better, I began to think about other things. Based on my previous plan, I began to be infinitely attentive, because I was going to chase the girl behind me, everything about her seemed so perfect to me at the time, this may be the so-called lover's eyes, but I don't know if there will be in her eyes now, haha. Well, let's get down to business. Under the circumstances, I didn't know how to be courteous, and this question really bothered me, why do I say that? First of all, let's do a self-analysis, first, I don't have any money, and my living expenses are very tight. Maybe everyone will say: "I don't have any money, and I still come to pick up girls, you think there is a free lunch in this world." "Actually, I just wanted to maintain this relationship at the time, and I didn't think about anything else at all, maybe it was just innocence. Second, he is not handsome, and his figure is not tall. At the time, I guess I was in the middle of the pack. Third, he has no knowledge and often swears. Fourth, I don't know what Normandy is, I don't know romance, and I don't know how to create romance. Fifth, always maintain an attitude of brothers first, women secondary. I think the above points are all taboos for pickling girls, alas, but unfortunately I have them all. I took my only advantage at the time, which was the bull fork of my math score, and chased her, hahaha, in fact, this is also one of my strengths. No, I also have an advantage, that is, I am very good to the women I like, and if others agree to be my girlfriend, I will not disappoint others, except for men, of course, my orientation is still not any problem.

When I was in class, I still took class seriously as before, and I spent a lot of time on Xie Yuhan after class. She would often ask me math questions, but she would ask things like, "xxx, give you a chance to perform and see if you can?" Or, "xxx, I'll test you." ",,,,Of course, for me at the time, I was very happy, the so-called love house and Wu, no matter what she does, you will accept it. I enjoyed giving her a lecture and I really wanted her to become good. But I knew that it was not appropriate to confess to her now, and I had to wait for the opportunity. If you don't have a good chance, you may fail miserably, so I have to be patient now.

The so-called emperor does not live up to the old man (the emperor does not live up to the heart), I have been dedicated for nearly half a month, and the opportunity finally appeared, in addition to excitement, TMD, or excitement. It was a morning, and we all came early for self-study, but I found that she seemed to have a cold, and it was very serious, and her nose was running all the time, mixed with some tears, and her nose was red. At the time, I was very distressed, but I was very happy, after all, who could suppress the excitement in my heart after waiting for such a long time for the opportunity to come. I don't know if you can suppress it, but I didn't hold it back anyway, but I still didn't laugh. I still asked with concern: "Xie Yuhan, what's wrong, I didn't cover the bed last night, and I had a cold?" Would you like to give you the whole medicine to take? She didn't open her mouth, she just looked at me with a blank eye. I said again: "Oh, okay, isn't it just a cold, keep going, and it's fine." When she heard me say this, she was very upset: "You said, you can try it, and now your head is floating." Actually, I was still very distressed in my heart, but I couldn't show it too obviously, so I said nonchalantly: "Okay, okay, let's go to class first." "During class, I was thinking, should I go and get her medicine, even if I go to get her medicine, should I confess to her, I confessed to her, will she reject me, if she rejects me, how will I face her in the future. A series of questions swirled around in my mind, and after countless reflections and mental struggles, I finally made a decision.