Give me a promise that I will not go anywhere, just standing here waiting for you.

After thinking about it, I finally decided to leave, no matter how strong the wind and rain were, I couldn't stop my determination to leave, maybe it could prolong my time of leaving. They say that long pain is not as good as short pain, in fact, what I want to say is that long pain is indeed not as good as short pain, but short pain is better than no pain, everyone still knows this truth. So what I'm really thinking is, it doesn't hurt, not a short pain, hehe.

I was very calm when I decided to leave, but I knew that I might still be a little bit important to the people here, so I still needed to make it clear to them, since the rumors had already started, why don't I take advantage of this rumor to accomplish something, and maybe it won't hurt so much under the cover of the rumors. In the first semester, there is still about a month before the final exam, and everyone wants to do well in this final exam, first of all, this is the first final exam in high school, which has a great effect on their confidence. The second point is really more important for some people than the previous point, after this exam, it's going to be the New Year, and if you do the exam, you can get more New Year's money competition. This month for some people really need to do some review or preview and other things, but I am particularly calm, I don't focus on this at all, of course, the usual things to do are still done normally, I began to plan how to open my mouth to tell them this I want to go, in fact, I really want to leave the time is the end of this semester, after the exam, I also want to see what kind of height I can reach when I study in this school, See if you can really get into a good university as you wish. So it still leaves me a lot of time to say goodbye to them.

Because of the rumors, the buddies in my dorm kept asking me if I was really leaving. When I didn't figure it out, I always gave them mock answers, and now I feel like I need to give them a clear answer, not only to soothe the wounded pride, but also for the friendship between the dorm buddies, you say. So one night, when everyone was in the dormitory getting ready for bed, I said to them, "I have something I want to tell you today, and you all listen to me." First of all, thank you for your concern for me, and for helping me financially, so that my life has been guaranteed, I know that you really want to help me, and I am still very grateful to you, but I want to end this life. I don't want you to spare your spare efforts to help me, and I won't accept it myself, my pride drives me, so I thought of a solution to this problem, that is, I am going to change schools, and what you heard earlier can now be taken as a fact. After they heard me tell me about this, they were all stunned, and they discussed it in bed, and after half a sound, one of my buddies asked me, "You really think about it, you really want to go." I replied, "Yes, I want to go somewhere, where to study is not to study, I want to go to a place that suits me." The one next to this buddy said: "I really think you're so stupid, so many people at that time, sharpened their brains couldn't enter this school to study, although this school is not a very NB school, but it's really a pity that you're gone now, you think about it yourself." I said to him, "I've thought about it clearly, I've been thinking about this for the past few months, and I've thought about a lot of situations, so don't persuade me, I've figured out which school I'm going to." But I've always felt sorry for everyone, I didn't tell you the truth about the thing I wanted to go,,,。 At this time, the head of the room spoke, "You can still go, but you don't forget about us, and no matter which school you go to, you can study hard, in fact, it doesn't matter where you study, the important thing is how you read." "Since then, we have been talking in the dormitory, and everyone has begun to think about the situation after I went to the school that I thought was a good fit for me, and there were many different theories. Some say that after I went, I must have had good grades there, and then a bunch of girls ran with my ass, and finally there was one more person unconsciously. There is also a saying that after I went, the girl ran with this is still a trivial matter, as long as it is a woman, it is fine, maybe a group of men will run with it when the time comes, it will be a little miserable. I'm starting to be speechless, these babies are guessing or imagining my future, how can it all have something to do with that or something. Alas, in their discussions, I still thought of a lot of questions, first of all, I must go for the purpose of studying, so studying hard must be the first priority. Then how should I deal with those classmates, after all, I went in as a transfer student, and this is still a big problem. And what kind of attitude those teachers will have towards me, these are unknown, I have to muster up a lot of courage to face them, and there are some problems that I may not have thought of myself may happen. But there is one thing that I know will definitely not happen, and that is the problem of falling in love, because I had a really small memory in my heart at that time, and I could only fit you.

In the following time, I told my reliable friends that I was going to transfer schools, but they all showed an attitude, that is, I felt that I couldn't go to the zh middle school I said, and I failed my efforts in the third year of junior high school, in fact, I didn't think about anything, I didn't really want to come to this school at that time, and now I go to zh middle school, I can only say that I chose