Looking at your back quietly, you haven't looked back for me once!

I remember when we filled out the volunteers, we were all very excited and very distressed. I'm excited that maybe we can enter the high school we want to go to this time, but I'm worried that I don't know what school to fill in. At that time, it was a night to fill in the volunteer, and the teacher arranged a night self-study for us to fill in, in fact, it didn't take a night self-study for so long, and filling in a volunteer was the kind of scribbling machine reading card, as long as you thought about the school you want to go to, you can get it in three or two clicks, the problem is that we don't know what school to fill in. At this time, I was also in distress, I don't know which school I should fill in, it's not that I can't get into zy high school, I don't have the slightest doubt about my grades at that time, it's not difficult to go to zy high school, but I want to consider Xie Yuhan, I know that her current level can't go to zy high school, but I have a three-year agreement with her, I don't want to give up that feeling for her, but I don't want to live up to all the teachers' expectations of me, I am very distressed. I wanted to go over and ask Xie Yuhan what school I should fill in, and if I should fill in the same school as her. But I know very well that this girl is a good girl who knows the general knowledge, and she definitely doesn't want me to fill in the same school as her, she still wants me to go to the so-called national key high school - ZY High School. So I didn't ask, I just thought about this question that made me tangled, and let the distress and helplessness fill my whole body. In the end, my heart was crossed, damn, for love, it doesn't exist, Lao Tzu wants to be with you, no matter any obstruction, I used a 2b pencil to fill in a municipal middle school that Xie Yuhan could be admitted to, and handed it in. Suddenly, the big stone in my heart fell, in fact, I was really willing to give up everything I had for her, I just wanted to be with her. Three years of agreement, I will fulfill one of them, three years later, I will let you be my girlfriend willingly, then Lao Tzu can say loudly: "Lao Tzu, there is a woman, hahaha." ”

After filling out the volunteer, I started to read, and I didn't think about anything else at all, anyway, I was bent on sitting on my girlfriend with a pig's brain, and I was right at the time. When I was young, I didn't know what responsibility was, I just did what I thought in my heart, and I expressed disdain for many external forces, and I didn't think about the expectations of teachers and parents for me at that time, etc., and I was sorry for the feeling of Koto's father, but for love did not exist. I sat in the classroom for a while, and one of my classmates called out to me: "xxx, that teacher called you to go to the office, as if he was looking for you for something." "I was shocked, what was it for this time. Actually, I knew in my heart at the time that it was just for this time to fill in the volunteers.

I came to the office, knocked on the door and went in, I was still a little nervous, but when I went in, I saw that the subject teachers who taught me were there, damn, it was a full **, and I saw that this posture was about to open a court to try the prisoner. I stood still when I entered, and this time I didn't sit down, knowing that the storm was coming, and my heart was trembling.

The math teacher spoke: "Just now I read your application, and you filled in a school that surprised us, so I asked you to ask why." The other teachers were silent, didn't say anything, and just looked at me.

I also replied without panic: "Actually, I have seriously considered it, and I want to go to this municipal middle school to study." ”

The math teacher was about to go crazy when he saw that I wasn't telling the truth, and said angrily: "You fill this school, don't you know how much we expect from you, we have spent so much effort on you to just want you to go to this school, you let me down so much." The political teacher saw that the atmosphere was a little wrong, and hurriedly said: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll ask." In fact, all the teachers were very angry with my answer, because they did spend a lot of effort on me, whether it was in my studies or in life, I was taken care of by them, and I suddenly felt very guilty. The political science teacher pulled me out on the balcony and waited for about half a minute before starting to ask questions.

He said, "xxx, you honestly say, why did you go to that school, why didn't you apply to zy high school. "Actually, I know that I can't say that I want to go to the same school as Xie Yuhan, so I made up a reason, no, it's not a reason to make up, but it's also a reason for existence.

I said, "Teacher, you know, my family can't afford to go to such a good school, and my family can't afford that much financial expenses. "I just want to go to a normal school and try to reduce the burden on my family." After listening to this, the teacher was still very satisfied with my answer, but he still didn't agree.

He said, "I know your family situation, but you have thought that without you applying to that school now, you will not be able to reduce the burden on your family at all, and your family will be very disappointed with your performance." ”

I followed him and said, "Actually, I don't think you can decide which school to study in, as long as you work hard, you don't have to go to that school to read the competition, you say yes." ”

The political teacher still kept saying: "You can be admitted to ZY High School first, and then go to that school reading competition, you can get a few hundred yuan of money at that time, and it is still a good competition, I think you are still very clear about this matter, so my advice to you now is to apply for ZY High School first, and then you can go to the high school you want to go to, so that it is the best of both worlds, understand." ”

The politics teacher said a lot, I was stunned by what he said, the reason why he was able to teach politics very well, there are still two brushes, I was completely moved by him. At that time, I also knew that if I didn't change my volunteer, I guess I wouldn't go to sleep tonight, and I would definitely have been slowly brainwashed by more than n teachers. In the end, I compromised and said, "Teacher xx, thank you, I figured it out, can I change my mind now?" ”

When he heard me say that he was going to change his will, he was so happy that he couldn't close his mouth. When I first entered the office, out of concern for the teachers, I bowed respectfully to the teachers, and then said to all the teachers: "Thank you for your care, I will definitely be admitted to ZY High School, and I will not live up to your hard work for me for so long." "The teachers knew that I was going to go to that zy high school, and they all smiled. I quickly changed my will, and returned to the classroom resignedly, feeling very disappointed.

I know that if I change this, I may never see the pig's brain again, maybe the three-year agreement will really ,,,, the more I think about it, the more painful it hurts, the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel, and I feel helpless. I couldn't help the discomfort in my heart, I walked out in a few steps, ran to the * field, ran several laps, and finally was tired and couldn't run, sitting on the * field and crying, I'm sorry, pig braincase, I may really not be able to realize the three-year agreement between us, I, I, I really want to be with you, but there are many things that I can't control, I am not only burdened with this three-year contract, but also more people's expectations of me, I can't live up to them, I can only be sorry for you, I hope you can understand me. Dear Pig Braincase, if I could have a choice, I would definitely not hesitate to be with you, I will use all my tenderness to care for you, shelter you from the wind and rain, go over the wall to get medicine for you when you are sick, tell you jokes when you are unhappy, until you make you laugh, when you are tired, let you sleep peacefully in my not warm arms,,,,,,, I'm sorry, Pig Braincase, I chose a path that must be parted ways with you, the high school entrance examination is this fork, You went to one of them, but I went to the other, I don't know if we will get together in the future, but I have always held this three-year appointment in my heart, I hope that when we meet, you can be willing to be my girlfriend, goodbye, pig braincase.