My eyes hurt, they were red and swollen, and I really became a youkai. My arm is starting to dry up, and a yokai pattern appears on my right arm. Whether my job is still guaranteed, I dare not wonder. At home, Da Yang's cursing was endless.

His half-demon state, I also don't know why it's a little demonic. This is the only way to pray.

The newspaper office called again. I hurriedly went online to write, but I couldn't look at the light of the computer. I don't want to be a youkai! Since the pills didn't work, I prayed not to give up my freedom. I can't let this stop my ideals!

I shouted, hoping that the divine realm could hear it. What's wrong? On the journey of hunting demons, looking back, I can't find the answer.

The cross sparkles and my cross is getting bigger and bigger. The cross that Prince Jin gave me had the words on it. The words "Loving God, loving people", this is my mission and task.

The newspaper's Sedum editor called me and asked about me. I cried, I love writing so much, but now I can't get online, I can only go online after an hour of prayer every day, and I can't see clearly after writing one or two thousand words in just one or two thousand words.

Whether I'll go blind or not, who knows. "Did you go to the doctor?" He asked with concern. "Look, take medicine, it doesn't work."

I closed my eyes and saw the rows of dark shadows, the triumphant faces of the monsters. Did God leave me alone? This month's school course was very bad, and I was paid more than 1,000 yuan in salary, and the other teachers were several times that of mine.

Dayang didn't reproach me, but I could see his concern. In front of Dabao and Erbao, I pretended to be strong and didn't let them see my mother's red eyes. After covering it with your ability, you have to endure severe pain in your eyes.

I lay on the bed in pain, tossing and turning. It's like two fires, burning me fiercely.

The chessboard opens the door to time and travels back a year. Because of mercury poisoning.

That day, an old lady came to the house and led her granddaughter. She said that she heard that I was more famous for painting and wanted to ask for advice. Actually, I'm here to take classes for free. I taught for an hour, and my mouth was dry because her granddaughter was extremely disobedient. I spent half of my time managing her discipline, and she even lay on my house climbing mat during class, which Da Baohan played.

Because the old lady is old and not suitable for sitting on the hard bench in the living room, her children go directly to my baby's room to paint, and the old lady can sit on my big bed.

The little girl is only six years old, very naughty, different from normal age children, she is not afraid of the teacher at all, and asks a lot of strange questions, the style of painting is also very scary, she seems to be against the gods, the style of painting we advocate, she will not do a lot, and it is very wasteful, a large piece of paper, just a few strokes and discarded, and keep saying that this is free learning anyway, and she does not spend money. The old lady mysteriously picked up a thermometer on the ground and told me that I had dropped something.

How can my thermometer be on the ground. She picked it up several times back and forth. Finally, after the class, I sent them downstairs. The old lady's face suddenly stretched very long, as if she was very dissatisfied. I saw that the house had changed, with tables and chairs, climbing mats, paper and brushes scattered all over the place, weird. After they left, I cleaned up my room and suddenly felt eye discomfort and the thermometer shattered. When I went out in the afternoon, the road suddenly became bright and blind.

I knew it was mercury poisoning. However, the doctor at the hospital said that my eye was damaged and prescribed me very expensive medicine.

Lying in bed, I couldn't open my eyes, it was very painful and tormenting. Dayang took care of me and cooked for me. His father bought a bag of fruit and brought it to us, but said I was faking my illness. said that there is no one whose eyes hurt so badly that they are too lazy to do housework. In their eyes, I am not a normal person at all, and they have always disliked me as a daughter-in-law, feeling that I am very strange and saying that I am not human.

The editor of Sedum passed by my house on this day and heard that I was sick, so I hurried upstairs to have a look. I fumbled to open the door for him, but collapsed in his arms. He already liked me, thinking I was doing it on purpose, and now I can't tell you even more. I was like a blind man, and he took me to a nearby park to play, but I refused.

In case he was seen by others, he would definitely be misunderstood, and he had no choice but to give up. On the way to treat my eyes, it rained heavily. In such dim light, I still couldn't open my eyes and was afraid of light, so I put on sunglasses. On a rainy day, wearing sunglasses, my image is even worse. His family was so annoying to me.

My mother-in-law was very angry and threw me a few hundred yuan, saying that I should treat my eyes, and sternly warned me not to bring contact lenses, because I must have brought this to my eyes, saying that I was stinky and beautiful.

Da Yang also felt that what she said was reasonable. But I know that this is not the case, and if I had suffered the same as ordinary people, I would not be a teacher in the divine realm. Dayang didn't drive that day, and had to take a taxi to take me to the hospital, and I lost face along the way. Everyone looked at me like a monster and thought I was scary and ridiculous.

I didn't know it was a demon eye at the time. The eye that can't see the light is not a demon eye, or what? How can I help my old self?

I saw myself being led home by Da Yang, lying on the bed, looking painful, walking over, I couldn't see me, but I could hear me talking: "Stupid, you see that they don't help you, why don't you pray for help from the divine realm?" ”

Severely painful eyes, seeing that I can't open my eyes, a bottle of eye drops prescribed by the hospital can't be ordered every time I click two drops, I really can't stand it, why is my original self so weak? Like an innocent and pitiful lamb, lying there with sore eyes can only hum, it is already uncomfortable, the one who is still crying, crying I am impatient, I don't know why the divine realm chose me to be the teacher of the divine realm, is it because of pity me? Looking at my original self, it really didn't seem to have any potential.

I looked uncomfortable, and my eyes hurt now, so I asked the chessboard, "What is the purpose of you telling me to look at this appearance?" I can't help my old self. ”

"Find out the cause and see how it's treated. You had a problem with your eyes last time, and this time it's a bit of a relapse. Do you really want to be a youkai all the time? "The chessboard made me sit next to me, and I saw that Jesus was there. It turned out that it wasn't because I had any talents, it was just that Jesus liked me and chose me, and he just wanted to use me as a teacher in the divine realm.

He must have known that I would come back to this moment to find the answer, I respected and feared him, I didn't dare to talk to him, I just sat nearby, watching how he would heal himself, I didn't like it when I was so weak and cowardly, but he didn't give up.