I knew very well that I had a very strong self-esteem, and if I was rejected immediately, I would become "dumb" in a month, and I would not answer any questions from the teacher, so I said in a serious tone: "We have been at the same table for two years, and if we don't touch each other's hands a few times a day, how much difference is there between them?" If you really think of Ina as a good friend, you shouldn't ask for that, even though she and I are just very interesting playmates. Others don't understand you, that's eyes without beads, you are like the silkworm that gnaws on mulberry leaves, if you don't gnaw the leaves little by little, will you stop moving? Unless you swear not to make an example, and not to force people to do things against their will, we will go into the woods, but you will be disappointed that there is no scenery. ”

"You said it, there is this forest to bear witness. A little girl, who is still afraid of being chased by hunters as prey, how dare she be a hero in front of hunters? Let's go, I'm still stunned and want to regret it, but there is no scenery at all, and I am looking forward to it and not in a hurry. ”

I led Fei Ran to the left and right in the woods, and from time to time I warned me to be careful of stumbling obstacles, and from time to time I lifted the clusters of willow branches that almost hung down to the ground, so that this novice who drilled into the woods could easily pass. When the two of them reached the westernmost part of the woods, panting, I stopped in a small meadow and said, "Well, this is it—the place where the verses have emerged, what do you see?" ”

"This is it?" Fei Ran confirmed in my eyes that he was not fooled, and replied with a little disappointment: "Here, there are meadows and songs, and of course, 'goblins', and if you count the willow trees behind you and a few rice fields in front of you, it is too much to say that it is a beautiful scenery." Alas, if I have been deceived, or you have deceived Ina, standing in this place can suddenly be inspired and can write wonderful poems, then go around the forest behind you and turn out a book of poems or novels. ”

I pondered in my heart for a while, if I had "stood on this grass of more than ten square meters, and saw the only thing I could see from Qingshuihe Primary School, the winding river half a mile away and the ash swaying in the wind on both sides of the river, as if telling myself that in addition to the fact that she had imagined me in the season of magnolia flowers, you were the first person to make me so intuitive; Of course, the surface of the river is invisible, but you can imagine that the clear water of the river has been flowing endlessly; The river lotus in the river is also invisible, but you can feel her gorgeous and refined fragrance and pure and elegant fragrance by imagination; If you look closely, there is a stone pavilion that grows with you on the top of the Xiuluan Peak two miles away, but I don't know if one day you are far away from the land that once raised you, you are willing to take it with you...... "The emotions and discernments generated in an instant can only make Feiran become his own shadow, and he can't get rid of it if he wants to, so he said casually: "Yo, you are not satisfied, you can see three things in an instant." At that time, I told the truth, I did not see anything, but I felt sleepy, so I took a nap on the grass for a while, and I wrote that clumsy poem for some reason. ”

"And false modesty, isn't it, my great poet!" Fei Ran moved two small steps to the left and stood facing me, his face flushed. "You just said ...... After taking a nap on this meadow, I wrote a good poem...... The goblin wants to ...... now I want to sit on this meadow with the poet I worship and feel it, and see if I can also have some inspiration. ”

I touched my finger against Feiran's head, and said with a smile: "If you want to sit down and rest together, just say no, don't blow the stick, don't put a high hat on people, and your heart is not steady?" In my impression, it's not a 'goblin' character. ”

"But people want you to hold it, because this brand new dress is only worn for the first time today, and if you sit directly on the grass, you must not be able to bear it." Fei Ran saw a difficult look on my face, and then said: "You say that people are silkworms, how can you spit out silk if you don't let silkworms fulfill this only wish." The silkworm knows in her heart that this makes you a little embarrassed, but don't we often sit on the same stool for class every day, don't we often huddle together? What's the difference between squeezing and hugging, anyway, there are no outsiders. ”

"Amazing," I paused, making a final decision on whether to say yes or no. "I know very well that you are making such a request and saying such a thing, and you are using a lot of courage. You are two years older than me, so naturally you are precocious than me, and you are about to leave your mother in ancient times. If you just want to experience the feeling of being held by the opposite sex, and have no other desires, as if Ina and I were rolling in the snow with each other, and there was no trace of any other thought except innocence, we would sit on the grass for a while, otherwise, I would rush back to make lunch now. ”

"I also said that people are precocious, I think you know more than anyone else." Feiran let go of the hand he was holding, and when he saw that I hadn't sat down for a while, he urged: "Sit down, how can any boy be afraid of girls?" I'm afraid you have other desires for silkworms. ”

Fei Ran lifted her skirt slightly and sat facing me on my flat legs, her hands wrapped firmly around my body so that both of us could feel each other's heartbeats and pulses from the close together. "Hailiu, people want you to tell me, what do you see now?"

"Uh," I replied after looking at Fei Ran for a moment, "and it is better to have the unspeakable feelings and feelings in your heart than to say them?" ”

Fei Ran seemed to understand something from my eyes, so she closed her eyes and said intoxicatedly: "Then I would rather choose to let you say it, because the poet's language can send people into the space of dream-like imagination." ”

While avoiding the little red lips that Fei Ran deliberately sent slowly, I replied, "If you write one poem, you will be called a 'poet', so if you write a hundred poems, you will not be called a 'god of poetry'?" You're holding me up too much, don't you? ”

"Anyway, you are already the god of poetry in my mind, and I just want you to express what you see in the language of poetry. Woohoo......"

"You have to listen, I said it, why did you cry all of a sudden?" While wiping away my tears, I said amusedly: "Your tears are too much like Ina's, you just come and can't stop it, are all beauties so fond of sensationalism?" ”

As soon as she heard that someone like herself made the onlookers cry before she understood what was going on, she replied with a smile: "Oh, Ina has also cried in front of you, but she never mentioned it, and I will definitely expose her secret next time." ”

"Well, just like you, the wind blows away and the sun is shining again. Poking people's secrets may not be good, and hurting others may hurt yourself at the same time. ”

"People just suddenly realized that you actually like Ina more, because I can't find the kind of feeling that Ina described makes you hold it now, even if my feelings for you are from the heart."

As soon as I heard the brilliant explanation, I couldn't say it bluntly, that people can only resonate with each other, and then I said, "There is a big difference between the feeling of the heart and the touch of the heart, and you may be more focused on using the latter." Of course, there is nothing wrong with this, some people like to be hazy, some people are obsessed with reality, in a sense, even if the truth is a kind of reproduction, it is like the blue sky, white clouds and green grass, bright and fresh, rich and magical. ”

"They all say that drinking alcohol will get drunk," Fei Ran put his head on my shoulder, and replied embarrassedly, "You are making people obedient and drunk." How many extracurricular books have you actually read? Listening to what you said, I felt as if I had fallen into a fog, unconscious, and somewhat disappointed, and received impeccable praise. ”

"This is true, you don't believe it, I stood in the apple orchard and found for the first time that watching the apple blossoms of glory is actually more fascinating than gnawing heavy fruits, as if - I forgot which book it was written, you are carefully tasting the orchid beside the mountain spring, and suddenly you hear a few crisp birdsongs, and you will feel that you are already a gentleman."

"Ha, this is clearly your own original words, and you lie about which book it says, in fact, under your influence, people have also seen the silver finch that the poet often praises, although the nest is built in the flowers and grass, but more love the blue sky."

"It should be more freedom-loving." I looked at myself with suspicion, and then said, "I want to know why?" But I have to rush back now, and I don't dare to delay at all. Get up and walk, and listen to me speak slowly on the way. ”