Chapter 476: Lack of Care
Lin Xiaohu generally doesn't like to watch TV dramas very much, those TV series never seem to be finished, and the actors are also used over and over again, today you also see an actress playing a white-collar worker in a youth drama, and tomorrow she will play a costume drama, as if she is on a time shuttle, which makes people feel very funny. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
But the reality is always frustrating.
After a while, Meng Meng walked out of the bathroom, wearing a wide blue nightdress, her hair was still dripping with water droplets, and her skin after bathing looked crystal clear, floating to Lin Xiaohu's side like a fragrant and elegant orchid.
Lin Xiaohu smelled a cool smell on Mengmeng's body, his spirits were lifted, and he said to Mengmeng: "Mengmeng, eat some watermelon, I'll eat it all in a while, hehe." ”
Mengmeng picked up a piece of watermelon with a toothpick, then put it in her mouth, and said to Lin Xiaohu while eating: "Brother, I thought about it just now, when our school is going to the orphanage to send love in a few days, I will find a few more clothes and give them to those little girls." ”
Lin Xiaohu remembered that Cheng Mengmeng seemed to have told him about going there, he was really a bit derelict as a guardian, he felt a little guilty when he thought of this, he always thought of it but couldn't do it, he was not a good brother.
Cheng Mengmeng lowered her head to eat and didn't see Lin Xiaohu's face, but Lin Xiaohu saw that one of Mengmeng's hair was brought into his mouth when he was eating watermelon, stretched out his hand and gently pulled out the hair, and then said, "The hair has been eaten in the mouth, hehe, okay, you look at it." ”
After thinking about it again, he took out his wallet: "Or, bring some money to meet the occasional need, not every time a small amount of money can be solved." ”
Lin Xiaohu knows that Cheng Mengmeng's mother Jiang Shuhua is both a loving mother and a strict mother, although the family is very rich, Cheng Mengmeng's usual living expenses are the average level of their class.
Cheng Mengmeng knew what he said about begging below just now, and her heart couldn't help but feel sweet, with a brother like this, what more could a husband ask for.
Mengmeng touched the corners of her mouth, smiled coquettishly, then stared at Lin Xiaohu for a while, and said slowly: "Brother, thank you!" ”
Lin Xiaohu felt that something was wrong with Mengmeng's words, but he couldn't figure out what Mengmeng meant, so he smiled, and pretended to be a little angry and said, "Hmph, stinky girl, why did you suddenly become polite to your brother?!" ”
Meng Cheng Meng was still staring at Lin Xiaohu, there seemed to be some fog in his eyes, and then Lin Xiaohu saw Meng Meng's tears flowing out, Lin Xiaohu asked a little puzzled: "Meng Meng, why are you crying?" Still sad for the children in the orphanage? ”
Cheng Mengmeng shook her head, hugged Lin Xiaohu's neck and whispered, "Brother, thank you, thank you very much." ”
Lin Xiaohu was stunned by Mengmeng's words, and felt a little pain in his heart, gently hugged Mengmeng, stroked Mengmeng's back with his hand and said, "Mengmeng, what's wrong with you?" Feeling sick? ”
Meng Meng whispered in Lin Xiaohu's ear: "Brother, when I saw the children in the orphanage and the begging girl today, I thought of how lucky I am. Brother, I am very grateful that you are so good to me, thank you brother, if it were not for you, I would be alone, not just like the girl on the street just now, thank you. ”
Lin Xiaohu listened to Mengmeng's words and was stunned for a moment, Lin Xiaohu never thought that Mengmeng would have such an idea, and Lin Xiaohu never thought that he was Mengmeng's savior.
In Lin Xiaohu's heart, the arrival of Mengmeng's family is a compensation from God for his incomplete family, they warmed their lonely hearts when they were young, they gave themselves more, they gave them less, and they were lucky......
Lin Xiaohu thinks that for such a long time, Mengmeng is like his sister, or like a part of himself, in the place where he often comes to the provincial capital, Lin Xiaohu even thinks that if Mengmeng is not in this city, this family, there is no need for him to come over, and now Mengmeng says thank you to Lin Xiaohu, which Lin Xiaohu feels very unacceptable, Lin Xiaohu suddenly feels that he and Mengmeng have become alienated, and this strangeness makes Lin Xiaohu feel very uneasy.
Lin Xiaohu held Mengmeng's shoulder, looked at Mengmeng with teary eyes and said, "What stupid thing did Mengmeng say again?" We are relatives, and we don't need to give in return, so we are not allowed to say thank you to me in the future, you know? ”
Mengmeng looked at Lin Xiaohu, who was a little excited, tears fell on Lin Xiaohu's arm one by one, lowered her head, and didn't speak.
Lin Xiaohu took Mengmeng into his arms, took out a few pieces of paper from the tissue box on the coffee table, and then gently wiped Mengmeng's tears, and said while wiping: "Mengmeng is crying, don't say such stupid things in the future, okay?" When you say that, my brother feels very uncomfortable. ”
Meng Meng put her head close to Lin Xiaohu's arms, nodded lightly and said, "Brother." ”
Lin Xiaohu said, "Huh? ”
Meng Meng said: "Are you still holding me to sleep tonight?" ”
Lin Xiaohu paused for a moment, and saw that Mengmeng was looking up at him, with tears still hanging on her eyelashes, Lin Xiaohu smiled at Mengmeng and said, "Okay!" But don't hold me, your arms are numb! Also, don't dig my **, your brother and my story have been dug up by you. ”
Cheng Mengmeng pursed her lips and smiled and said, "Today I will tell my brother a story." ”
When Lin Xiaohu heard this, he looked at Mengmeng, and said with a smile: "Okay, girl, I want to see what story you can tell my brother?" ”
Meng Meng tilted her head, looked at Lin Xiaohu and said, "Then my brother carried me in, okay?" ”
Lin Xiaohu stood up with a smile, then hunched over beside the sofa and said, "Mengmeng, come up." ”
Meng Meng happily lay on Lin Xiaohu's back, at this time, Lin Xiaohu felt Meng Meng's warmth sticking up, but at this time, Lin Xiaohu had no distractions in his heart, and held Meng Meng's ass with his hand and walked towards the bedroom.
After entering the bedroom, Lin Xiaohu put Mengmeng on the big bed, and then lay down himself, patted his shoulder and said, "Mengmeng, lean over, you can be comfortable." ”
Meng Meng glanced at Lin Xiaohu with a little red, hesitated for a moment, and then leaned on Lin Xiaohu's shoulder with a smile.
At this time, only the lamp on the bedside table was on in the room, and the whole room was like a big orange lantern, with warm lights surrounding Lin Xiaohu and Mengmeng, Lin Xiaohu felt that Mengmeng's face was a little hazy.
The two of them lay quietly for a while, Lin Xiaohu wiped the hair that Meng Meng scattered on his shoulders, and asked with a smile: "Meng Meng, won't you be sleepy?" I'm still waiting to hear your story. ”
Meng Meng moved her body and said softly, "Brother, I'm thinking about it." ”
Lin Xiaohu said, "Okay, I'll wait." ”
Lin Xiaohu gently rubbed Mengmeng's back, and said with some difficulty: "Mengmeng, if you are sad, don't talk about it." ”
Mengmeng raised her head and said, "Brother, I want to tell you, or I feel more uncomfortable, I would have wanted to tell you a long time ago, but I am afraid that you will laugh at me, so I have been hesitating." ”
Lin Xiaohu looked at Mengmeng, wiped Mengmeng's tears, and said, "Silly girl, why do you think like this, you go on, brother, listen." ”
After a while, Meng Meng slowly recounted the feelings of a little girl in the conflicting family, and the days when her parents were not at home and lonely......
Lin Xiaohu listened to the story told by Mengmeng, and began to wonder if Mengmeng was talking about herself, only to see Mengmeng's happy face, Lin Xiaohu smiled and asked, "Mengmeng, is that little girl you?" ”
Mengmeng looked at Lin Xiaohu and did not answer Lin Xiaohu's words, but continued to narrate until the arrival of the disease......
Lin Xiaohu frowned, the more he listened, the more worried he became, thinking, wouldn't this story happen to Mengmeng? If so, Meng Meng is too pitiful.
When Cheng Mengmeng said this, the expression on her face became very helpless, and she grabbed Lin Xiaohu's arm with her hand, Lin Xiaohu quickly took Mengmeng into her arms and gently stroked Mengmeng's shoulder.
After Mengmeng finished speaking, tears flowed down again, Lin Xiaohu hugged Mengmeng tightly, trying to digest the things Mengmeng said for a while, and was shocked, Lin Xiaohu felt that Mengmeng's hand was also tightly hugging his waist, as if he was trying to grasp something.
In this way, Lin Xiaohu hugged Mengmeng for a while, calmed down the complicated emotions in his heart for a while, and then slowly said to Mengmeng: "Mengmeng, my brother is very ashamed, I have been with you for so long, I don't even know what you are thinking in your heart." ”
Cheng Mengmeng hurriedly cried and said to Lin Xiaohu: "Brother, don't say that, you have always been so good to me, I don't know how to repay you." ”
Lin Xiaohu listened to Mengmeng's words, and his heart was even more uncomfortable, he looked at Mengmeng and said, "Girl, why are you talking stupid again?" ”
Meng Meng knelt on Lin Xiaohu's chest and said, "Brother, really, these days, I haven't done anything for you, but I've been causing trouble for you, I feel very sorry for you." ”
At this time, Lin Xiaohu's heart was as uncomfortable as a needle prick, and the cute time of his youth was like a nightmare, which made Lin Xiaohu deeply condemn himself in his heart.
Lin Xiaohu suddenly felt that he had lived hypocritically and empty for many years, and he had never really loved others or himself.
Lin Xiaohu's heart was filled with an indescribable sorrow, for Meng Meng and for himself.
Speaking of this, Meng Meng looked up at Lin Xiaohu and smiled mischievously, and said softly: "But brother, you are also stupid, you must not care about anything......"
Lin Xiaohu could see that Meng Meng's smile was very reluctant, he smiled and rubbed Xiao Nizi's head, looking at the streamer flying outside the window, feeling sad for Meng Meng's experience, and a little lucky, although there was some suffering in the past, but now it is good, and it will be happy in the future, he will make his own efforts for this.
At this time, Lin Xiaohu suddenly felt his body shaking violently, it was Mengmeng's body, he hurriedly looked down at Mengmeng in his arms, Mengmeng's tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, but he still bit his lip tightly to prevent himself from crying.
At this time, Lin Xiaohu's heart was as uncomfortable as a knife cut, Lin Xiaohu never thought that Mengmeng's experience was like this, he always thought that rich people were very good, why were they so picky, now he understands, sometimes material does not represent everything, and now Lin Xiaohu suddenly felt a deep self-blame in his heart, it turned out that he didn't know anything.
Lin Xiaohu felt that she gave Mengmeng too little love, but she didn't know anything about it, and she was still deceiving herself in her heart, which was good for her, but these were all bullshit! It's just an excuse for your indifference! Lin Xiaohu cursed himself in his heart: "What the hell did I do before!" ”
At this time, Mengmeng looked at Lin Xiaohu with some excitement, and kept saying, "Woo, I'm fine now, but Mom and Dad are ...... Brother ......"