Chapter 88: Zhou Yingying's Hidden Heart

After Qi Gao left, Zhou Yingying returned to the room.

"Is he?" Li Yan looked at Zhou Yingying and asked.

"He's my brother who lives downstairs and often comes to play with me." Zhou Yingying saw Li Yan leaning against the wall, and said worriedly, "Are you okay?" Do you want me to get you some medicine? ”

As she spoke, Zhou Yingying flipped through the room.

"Does he know I'm here?" Li Yan asked.

"I haven't told anyone about you." Zhou Yingying took out a bunch of bandages and medicines, "Your physical condition is a little special, obviously you are injured like that, but you don't shed a little blood, and rubbing the potion doesn't work." I just saw that you were in pain, so I fed you some painkillers, because you fainted, so I didn't know how it worked. ”

Zhou Yingying handed the painkiller to Li Yan, and Li Yan turned the medicine bottle and didn't speak for a long time.

From the very beginning, he thought it was strange, the smell of medicine in this room was even stronger than that of the hospital. And there are all kinds of medicine bottles and bandages in the room, which doesn't look like a girl's room.

"Why do you have so many pills in your room?" Li Yan looked directly at Zhou Yingying and asked.

"I was sick and weak since I was a child, and I spent most of the year in the hospital when I was in elementary school. Now at home, I often don't leave the house once a month. ”

Although she talked about such a painful past, Zhou Yingying didn't have any haze at all, and she still smiled. Looking at this smile, even Li Yan couldn't help but be moved.

She has suffered so much since she was a child, and God has been so unfair to her, doesn't she have any complaints? I'm so far from her.

"Without their company, my parents wouldn't allow me to leave the house." Zhou Yingying sat on the bed, "But I'm not a good boy who is obedient and obedient, I often sneak out to play at night when my parents are not looking." Last night, when I was sneaking out to play, I met you who fell down the street. ”

“……”

Li Yan is still wary of Zhou Yingying in her heart, but Zhou Yingying's performance is normal so far, and Zhou Yingying's experience has also made Li Yan deeply sympathize with her.

"You have a good relationship with that Qi Gao?"

"Of course, he's my best friend." Zhou Yingying smiled, "I haven't had friends to play with since I was a child, Qi Gao should be my first friend." Actually, I like him a lot, because he treats me like a normal person, and treats me like a normal person.

But sometimes he acts even for me anxious for him, what if he accidentally hurts me? You know, I'm a frail man! But in spite of this, I did not warn him, I was afraid that if I did, he would treat me like those people before.

It made me hesitate to write a suicide note, saying that even if I accidentally died because of him, I shouldn't blame him. ”

Recalling what happened with Qi Gao in the past few days, Zhou Yingying laughed "hee-hee".

Do you think of you as a normal person? He is indeed that kind of person. Last night, too, put me on the same level as the worshippers. Unfortunately, I am not a worshipper of God, and I cannot meet his expectations, and we can only be enemies after all.

"Why did you save me?" Li Yan asked.

"Because you're a good person." Zhou Yingying replied without hesitation.

"Good guys? Do you think a guy like me is a good person? Li Yan felt very ridiculous, even if it was Qi Gao, he didn't think he was a good person, but he didn't expect this little girl to think that he was a good person.

"What is a good person? Behavior? Psychology? ”

"Huh?"

"You may have done something wrong, but your heart has not fallen, your heart is still pure and good."

“…… Interesting statement. Li Yan disagreed with Zhou Yingying's statement, in his opinion, this statement was just a quibble.

"Actually, the main reason is because I'm also a bad person, a bad woman who is worse than anyone else." Zhou Yingying continued.

Li Yan was stunned for a moment, and Zhou Yingying's gaze became serious, "Are you a bad woman?" So what bad things did you do? ”

"Oh my soul!" Zhou Yingying stood up and looked out the window, "Why am I being treated like this?" Why can't I live the life of an ordinary person? You don't think I'm calling for any of these things? You couldn't be more wrong. ”

Zhou Yingying clenched her thin fists tightly, and her petite body actually exuded an aura that even Li Yan was afraid of.

"I hate the world, but I can't show it because I'm too weak. How can a weak existence survive if it can't even be likable? If I could, how I would like to destroy this world! ”

Li Yan looked at Zhou Yingying's back blankly, and couldn't imagine that this girl, who had always been despised by him, would say such a thing.

Yo, maybe she's a better fit for you than me.

You are wrong, I have hatred and love in my heart, pure destruction, not my pursuit.

It's really principled.

"So, you saved me? Because I'm a bad guy and can do what you dream of but can't? Li Yan looked at Zhou Yingying funny.

Is the world, except for him, so dark?

"Save the bad guys? Why save the bad guys? Didn't I say that? Because you are a good person, I will save you. Zhou Yingying sat down on the bed again, looking at the cute expression, as if what she said just now was not what she said

Zhou Yingying pointed at Li Yan and said, "You, evil actions, good hearts." ”

He pointed to himself again and said, "I, good deeds, evil hearts." Don't you think we're a good match? It's like being born to be one-on-one? ”

Li Yan looked at Zhou Yingying's gaze, and gradually became cold, but he didn't expect that the thin, thin, and cute girl he saw at the beginning actually had such a crazy heart.

But I don't know why, Li Yan actually doesn't hate Zhou Yingying. Probably, as Zhou Yingying said, the two of them are indeed a good match.

"You have special abilities, right? Can you lend me your power? Zhou Yingying gave birth to her left hand towards Li Yan, "This world is too boring, if only I could become more wonderful in the rest of my life." ”

"Haha, haha,......"

Li Yan found that he couldn't suppress the laughter in his heart.

Qi Gao, probably you can't think of it, right? This girl, whom you see as an angel, is so evil at heart. And I, the one you have to kill, am so kind.

"Haha, haha, hahaha......"

Li Yan just clenched his fists, I understood that what I wanted was actually not salvation. All I really want is a scapegoat, someone who can accept all my evil.

Li Yan's eyes gradually became clear from confusion, and he grabbed Zhou Yingying's hand.

"Your wishes, I will grant them."

That's right, he Li Yan shouldn't have sought redemption from the beginning, since he must go to hell, why not go on happily? Since you are not reconciled, why don't you put all the fault on others?

After figuring it out, the body, which was originally unable to exert strength, was suddenly full of strength.

Grow? I did grow.

Qi Gao! I've become stronger, both in strength and in heart.

Next time, I'm going to kill you!

Li Yan didn't look at Zhou Yingying again, but came directly to the window and picked it up.

Watching Li Yan's figure gradually move away, Zhou Yingying pursed her lips and laughed.

"I've found a good toy again." Zhou Yingying's eyes were filled with infinite deep meaning, "However, I really like Brother Qi Gao the most." Brother Qi Gao, if you don't die, as an apology, I can let you play with me for a while. ”

Zhou Yingying, a poor and cute girl in Qi Gao's eyes, was lying on the bed with a quilt at this time, pouting boredly.

"It's boring! Brother Qi Gao, when are you going to come here again to play! ”

……

"Li Yan?" You's voice rang out again.

"What for?" Li Yan sat on the roof of an unknown building, enjoying the oncoming cold breeze.

"Haven't you found out yet? You're just being played with by that girl. That girl knows the worshippers, knows the soul beasts, and knows your business. You actually seemed to care about Li Yan.

"Isn't that what you want? As long as you achieve your goal, how do you care about it? ”

"I hate the worshippers, and my hatred of the worshippers is beyond the comprehension of you human beings. But I love you too! I love you no less than anyone you know. Seeing you like this, to be honest, I'm distressed. ”

"Hehe, are you telling jokes again?"

"Do you really think that's okay?"

"Don't you see? My heart has never been easier. ”

“……”

"I know she's using me, but I also know that she's not lying."

"No lies? Trust, understand, isn't that the salvation you seek? It turns out that you still can't get rid of it after all. ”

"Redemption? Haha, there's no such thing in my world. ”

"The worshipper named Qi Gao could have given you the salvation you wanted, but you refused. Because in that Zhou Yingying, she felt something similar, and she happened to know Qi Gao......"

"Shut up!"

Li Yan clenched his fist angrily, and when he didn't know the time, a two-meter-long black big sword floated in front of him.

"Isn't this sword the best proof?"

"I'll kill him." Li Yan held the big sword, "This world doesn't need two similar weapons, I will kill him, and then, I will hold this sword in my hand and embark on the path of destroying the worshippers." ”

"There is a terrible worshipper of God who has returned." You's voice turned cold, "She has a skill called Heart's Eye, and as long as she's alive, you'll have nowhere to hide in this city." ”

"Didn't you say that as long as you and I are successfully fused, all the worshippers in Nanyuan City will not be our opponents?"

"Three years ago, I failed once." You's thoughts went back to before, "At that time, I didn't know how much stronger than I am now, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I am the strongest soul beast in the world, but in that battle, I lost." You should have felt the consequences of that war. ”

"Me?"

"Electricity, the electricity of the entire Nanyuan City, has been squandered by her in a matter of seconds."

"I remember that three years ago, the entire city of Namwon was without power for ten days, and it was not until ten days later that the city center began to have electricity, and a month later, the power supply was basically back to normal. I've heard that in some places, the power supply hasn't been restored until now. At that time, there was also an article entitled "Ten Days and Ten Years" in the Nanwon City Daily. The article said that the 10-day power outage led to the development of Namwon City for 10 years. ”

"I should have won that battle, but Nanyuan City's formation bought Chen Mengyuan enough time to collect all the electricity in Nanyuan City and release it in a few seconds. Now she is much stronger than back then, and you are much weaker than me back then. ”

"Do you have to kill her first?"

"We can't succeed without killing her."

“…… Let's kill her first. ”