Mother Xu's words not only did not make Xu Qing's mood better, but on the contrary, it intensified, and her tears had already wet the hospital gown on Mother Xu's body-

"Mom, I, I'm ......"

At this moment, Xu Mu didn't say anything more, but was silent.

She thought about it a lot, and tried her best to look at the problem from her daughter's point of view, combined with her understanding of her daughter, and ...... at once Everything was thought through by Mother Xu.

Why does my daughter cry?

Of course, not because of their own complaints.

Mother Xu is also a person from this age, even if there is a generation gap in various generations, people's basic emotions will not change, so she is very sure that her guess is no longer imaginative.

For a long time, Xu Qing was tired of crying, and he cried dry, just lying quietly in his mother's arms, enjoying the warmth and happiness like when he was a child.

Xu Mu smiled slightly, and a calloused palm gently stroked between Xu Qing's hair.

"Girl, sometimes, it's not okay to be too passive."

"Mom, what do you mean by that?" Xu Qing wiped his tears, just lay in his mother's arms, looking up.

Mother Xu stretched out her hand and nodded Xu Qing's forehead, looking angry: "You, you, said that you have grown up, and you are still a child...... But also, you are my daughter after all, and you will always be a child in my eyes. ”

Listening to his mother's clueless words, Xu Qing didn't feel coquettish: "Ah, Mom, what do you want to say!" ”

Mother Xu looked at her daughter with a smile on her face and sighed: "You were still young at that time, and I didn't tell you some things, because even if you did, you wouldn't understand, but now...... Telling you will also be of some use to you. ”

"What's the matter? Mom, do you have something to hide from me? Xu Qing sat up suddenly, looked at her mother with doubtful eyes, and was also slandering in her heart, she and her mother have been dependent on each other for so many years, whether they eat or live, they are almost inseparable, and the mother and mother sleep in the same bed every night, until Xu Qing worked, this situation did not change.

In Xu Qing's opinion, there is nothing at home that he doesn't know.

"It's not that it's hiding it from you, you know the outcome of the matter, but you don't understand the ......"

At this point, Xu Qing's expression changed suddenly, and she seemed to have understood something-

"Mom, you're saying I ...... 'Dad' thing?"

The word dad is too far away from Xu Qing, she doesn't remember the last time she called out this word, how long ago was now, Xu Qing is very sure that what her mother wants to say is this.

Sure enough, after Xu Mu sighed slightly, she nodded.

Seeing this scene, Xu Qing pouted angrily: "Don't talk about that man, I don't want to hear it!" ”

Xu Qing's tone was very resolute, but Xu Mu seemed to be unmoved, she shook her head, a trace of reminiscing about the past appeared on her face, her eyes flashed with the vicissitudes of time, Xu Mu's thoughts did not know where to fly, in short, it was a far, far away time and space......

"Although I don't want to say it, I haven't mentioned it in all these years, but for you, I think I should still say it."

"For me?" Xu Qing was stunned for some reason, and then cried and laughed: "It's impossible, what kind of rich man has he become now, and he is going to leave me a large inheritance, right?" ”

"Go, you girl, don't interject." Mother Xu stretched out her hand and patted Xu Qing's head, paused, and finally spoke: "Actually, I also had a certain responsibility for the matter between me and your father back then, because my previous personality was almost exactly the same as yours, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, in the eyes of outsiders, they can't see the hot side of me, including after getting married, I often don't know how to express my feelings for your father, although the two live together, day and night together, but ......"

"It's like, how do you say that?" Mother Xu paused, thought for a long time, and then said: "Yes, the most familiar stranger!" That's the kind of relationship I have with your dad. ”

"I won't express my feelings, according to your young people's words now, there is no interest, since your father chased me, to our marriage, everything is his unilateral affection, although I also liked and loved your father at that time, but I just can't express it, my personality and that youthful era caused me to passively accept everything."

"This goes on and on...... Your dad has lost his temper with me, of course love is mutual, if it is only a one-sided maintenance, time will smooth out all feelings little by little, until—"

"Your dad knows a woman who can speak, dance, sing, and laugh with him, in fact, that woman is not as beautiful as your mother and me, but even so, she is still deeply attracted to your dad."

"On the left and right of a man, on the one hand, there is a family of wives and children, but it is very dull, and on the other hand, there is a woman who can speak well and is full of interest, although she has no family, but she can form a family with her."

"Your father used to hesitate for a long time, and I once saw him get up in the middle of the night and smoke alone at home, sometimes all night, and he was also very annoyed."

"It's only to blame me for being too stupid at that time, even if I call him into the room one night and talk to him openly, your dad won't leave us, it's just ...... Blame me for being too passive, just waiting to be chosen, as if I was the one who chose me at the beginning, and he abandoned me in the end. ”

At this point, a meaningful smile appeared on Xu's mother's face.

"Having said all that, do you understand?"

Xu Qing didn't respond immediately, she just looked at her mother attentively, and her thoughts seemed to be floating in the memories described by her mother...... Maybe the mother's passivity had a certain responsibility, but a man abandons his wife, no matter what, it is the man's problem, just like in today's society, there are countless cheating families, in fact, wives know that their husbands have problems, but some wives are so open-minded -

Men, it's the little thing in the crotch, they will naturally come back when they've had enough, as long as they don't take those home, just grab the land with the old lady, the so-called red flag at home does not fall, and the colorful flags flutter outside, that's what it means.

This has to be said that the trend of the changing times is a bit extreme, or to put it in literary terms, it is to return to the basics, I believe that 90% of the old men hope that they can have three wives and four concubines, and they are like Wei Xiaobao.

Straight to the point.

After a long time, Xu Qing woke up from her trance, but she still just looked at her mother, unable to speak for a long time.

"What? Think I'm not right? Mother Xu still had that meaningful expression.

A hint of complexity spread between Xu Qing's eyebrows: "Mom, what are you talking about...... I, I don't understand. ”

When Mother Xu heard this, she became happy: "Hey, you stinky girl, still playing with your mother and me?" Yours have long been left over from me, I have to say, our two are really alike! ”

"Mom, I really don't understand!" Xu Qing frowned tightly, completely looking like he had beaten me to death, and I didn't admit it.

"Don't understand? If you don't understand, I'll raise you in vain and send you to school in vain! Mother Xu raised her hand again, patted Xu Qing's head gently, and said angrily-

"Hey, okay, you girl! I also said what should be said, you think about it yourself, your own mind, you know best, emotional things, you really can't be passive, otherwise, when you unconsciously find that you missed the opportunity, at that time, even if you cry and shout, looking for death and life, no one will pay attention to you! ”

At this point, Mother Xu waved her hand and sighed: "It's not too early, you should go to work quickly, now that the truth of the matter is revealed, you also tell Xiao Lin, I don't care if you deceive me between me, anyway, I like Xiao Lin's child." ”

As soon as these words came out, Xu Qingdeng made a big red face: "Mom~!" You, can you stop talking nonsense? ”

"What am I talking nonsense? I like people Xiaolin, can't I? The set of fingers for marriage has long been out of fashion, so I'll just talk about my opinion, why are you in a hurry? I'm forcing you to marry him now? Mother Xu started a temper, it was really not covered, and there was a solemn appearance of Xu Qing in the company between her eyebrows.

"I, I...... I won't tell you, I'll come back to see you in the evening! With that, Xu Qingyi turned around and ran away.

Seeing that her daughter refused to admit it, but she was extremely shy, and she was poked in the middle of her thoughts, Mother Xu just sighed slightly at the back that disappeared at the door......

Xu's mother is an outsider, so she can see it clearly, and the so-called authorities are obsessed with bystanders, in Xu's mother's opinion...... Maybe Lin Hao's kid didn't know what his daughter thought about him until now.

In the true and false, Xu Mu always thought it was true, and Lin Hao always thought it was fake, but Xu Qing ...... In this truth and falsehood, I have lost my way and my self, and now-

Mother Xu woke her up, as for how to go in the future, it can only depend on herself.

……

Out of the hospital, Xu Qing was in a trance, and she came to the company all the time, but she was still absent-minded.

She didn't understand what she wanted in her heart, and she didn't know why she cried so sadly when she confessed the truth to her mother again.

recalled that night in the stall on the pedestrian street, Lin Hao's sudden figure, as if it was red-hot iron, was firmly imprinted in his heart, and he forgot how he thought about it at that time, he actually told him all the secrets hidden in his heart, and even at a certain moment, there was a strange thought at work, encouraging himself to rely on the man in front of him.

I thought of the alley, in the ward......

At this moment, the pictures of memories in Xu Qing's mind were completely in the figure of Lin Hao.

Unconsciously, even Xu Qing herself didn't notice that her cheeks were already burning like clouds in the dusk sky, panting for breath, and the heart in her chest was like a deer crashing, banging and not stopping......

Over the whole day, Xu Qing was immersed in the words active and passive, she seemed to be enchanted, her soul was not guarded, and her heart was like having an inexplicable shackle, it seemed that she could break it in just one thought, but she couldn't find a focus point that could break it anyway.

The old house of the Xu family.

Xu Qing leaned on the head of the bed, flipping through a book of poems in her soul, and only for a certain moment, her dilated pupils suddenly condensed a trace of blazing brilliance-

"You see, or you don't see me,

I was right there, not sad or happy. ”

"Do you love, or don't love me,

Love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing. ”

In the murmuring recitation, Xu Qing's face showed a hint of relief-

"Standing in place, who will see me?!"

"Besides, the last scene in the tragic story is only a moment of beauty!"